Update …21...aware of reality
Aaj vo din bhi aa hi gya jab Vedant riha hone vala tha or use lene me or bhaiya gye hue the or akhirkar vo pall bhi aa hi gya jiska mene na jane kitne dino se palke bichaye intezaar kiya tha yani mere samne mere zigri yaar Vedant khda muskura rha tha ... Uski palke bhigi hue thi same condition meri bhi thi ... Me teji se uski or bda or dimak ki trah hum dono ek dusre se chipak gye , dono ki ankhon se anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lge , dono ke muhh se ek shabd bhi nhi nikal kar pa rha tha ... Kuch der baad jab mann bhar gya tab jakar alag hue ... Bhaiya or Vedant bhi bdi garmjoshi se gale mile or hum vha se sidhe ki or nikal pade
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Ankhe ek baar fir namm ho gai jab Vedant apne parivaar se mila , preet 1 sal ki bhi nhi hue thi jab Vedant usse dur hua tha or aaj vo preet se milkar apni 4 sal ki tadap mita rha tha … preet ko to ye bhi nhi pta ki jo insan use apni baahon me lekar beshumar chum rha hai use pyar kar rha hai vo usne janmdata hai , vo to dri sehemi masumiyat se Vedant ke pyar ko kubool kar rhi thi .
Sham ko me or Vedant talab ki kinare tehelne nikle … Jab hum raste me se hokar nikle tab vha jo bhi nikalte vo hume bdi ajeeb najro se dekhte jisse Vedant thoda udas ho gya or mujhe vapas ghar chalne ko kehne lga but mene use himmat bandhai or use sath lekar usi jagah pahuch gya jaha par hum hamesha mila karte the … Kuch der tak hum dono edher udher ki batein karte reh … tabhi Vedant ne mujhse vo swal kiya jiska javab me kabhi nhi dena chahta tha
“ Dhruva teri bivi yani meri bhabhi kahi dikhi nhi ? Apne gaon gai hua hai kya ? ”… pehle to me choka fir khud ko sambhal kar sochne lga ki Ab kya javan du ?
“ Tumhare chle jane ke kuch month baad hi hamara devorce ho gya tha , uske baad paise kamane me etna busy ho gya ki dusri shadi karne ka kabhi khayal hi nahi aya ! ”… jhut bolne ka koi chance nhi tha esliye mene sacch bolna hi behtar samjha or jaisa mene socha veisa hi Vedant ka reaction dekhne ko mila balki usse bhi badkar … pehle to Vedant thoda chouka fir mujhse 2 kadam dur ja kar mujhe ek mujrim ki traj dekhne lga
“ Ye…Ye kaisi bakwas batein kar rha tu ? Aisa kya hua Dhruva ki Divya or tum dono ne devorce tak le liya ? Jaha tak mene Divya ko observe kiya vha tak vo tere liye perfect life partner thi ! Jarur tumne hi kuch aisa vaisa kiya hoga ki baat devorce tak pahunch gai , me tumhare muhh se sacch sunna chahta Dhruva ki asal baat kya hui ? ” … kehkar Vedant mujhe swaliyan najron se dekhne lga
“ Vo mere liye ek perfect life partner thi but me uske liye perfect nhi tha ! Jab usse shadi kri us time socha tha ki der - saver usse pyar ho jayega but aisa kuch nhi hua … me khud use kehna chahta ki uski behtar life ke liye hum dono ka alag ho jana hi behtar hai par usse pehle hi usne mujhse alag hone ka faisla kar liya ” ek gehri sans lekar fir bola " acha chhod or ye bta ki ab agge kya karne ka socha hai ”… baat badalte hue me bola
“ Aise kaise chhod du yaar ! ”… kuch der soch kar Vedant bola … “ chal yaar ghar par sab hamara intezaar kar rhe honge ! Hume yha aye hue kafi vakt ho chuka hai ” … Vedant ko yu bat badalte dekh mujhe thoda ajeeb lga … me bhi to yhi chahta ki ye topic jaldi se khatam ho jaye esliye me bina kuch bole ha me garden hilkar uske sath chla gya
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Kuch din or bit gye ……… ek din me or Vedant unke makan ki chatt ki deevar par bethe the ... Vedant mujhe meri biti life ke bare me pichane lga or me bhi use bde chav se batane lga … or jab mene ahemdabad me Aksha or meri mulakat ka vakiya sunaya tab Vedant ke face expression dekhne layak the … uski ankhon me thodi nami bhi aa gai , jisne mujhe hairani me dal diya
“ I am sorry Dhruva , I’m really sorry ” … bolte hue Vedant apni ankhe saff karne lga
“ Sorry ? Kis baat ki sorry ? Pagla gya kya lawda jo kuch bhi bole ja rha hai ! ” … uske sine me majak me halke se mukka marte hue bola
“ Ha yaar me pagal hi hu balki usse bhi badkar , mujhe tumse kuch nhi chupana chahiye tha ! Mujhese bahut badi galti ho gai yaar ”… kehte hue Vedant ne mujhe gale lga liya or fir bola … “ Mene teri khushi ke liye kisi or ki khushiyon ka gla ghont diya yaar , jabki mujhe acche se pta tha ki teri khushiyan kisi or ki khushiyon ke sath judi hui hai , fir bhi mene bahut bdi bevakufi ki … mujhe maff karde yaar tere bhai se jane anjane me bahut bdi bhul ho gaii ” … kehkar Vedant mujhse alag hua … mera to dimag hi ghum gya Vedant ki baatein or harkat ko dekhkar
“ Kaisi behki – behki batein kar rha tu bawli gand ? Or ye tu kya bol rha ki meri khushiyon ke liye kisi or ki khushiyon ka gla ghont diya ? Yaar jo bhi kehna hai saaf saaf keh ”… Vedant ke kandhe par hath rkhte hue mene swal kiya
“ Aksha ! Aksha ki baat kar rha hu me , meri vajah se hi Aksha ke sath – sath tumne bhi bahut dukh dard saha … par yaar mene kabhi ye nhi socha tha ki tumhara or Divya ka devorce ho jayega ! nhi to me tumse kabhi sacchai chupata hi nahi ”…
( Mene kabhi Vedant ko ye nhi bataya ki mera or Divya ka devorce ho chuka hai or bakiyo ko bhi bol diya ki es bare me Vedant se jikr nhi kre … me devorce ki baat Vedant ko bta kar dukhi nhi karna chahta tha , vo pehle hi meri vajah se umra kaid ke liye jhel me gya … us vakt mujhe jo sahi lga vhi kiya , me jab bhi Vedant se milne jata to kabhi ghar ki problem ya khudd ki problem ka Vedant ke samne jikr nhi kiya karta tha )
“ Divya or mere devorce ka Aksha ki khushiyon se kya matalab ? Yaar yu instalment me bolkar mujhe confuse matt kar or jo bhi baat hai sidhe sidhe bta ” … Aksha ka name sunte hi mera pura sharir jhanjhnna gya , dhadkane tej chalne lgi
“ Tumne mujhse kai baar pucha tha na ki mere or Varun ke bich kya hua tha ? Or me tumhe ek chota sa javab de diya karta tha ! Asal me Hamare bich bahut kuch hua tha yaar ” …
Thodi der ruk kar fir bola “ Us din jab mujhe pta chla ki Varun unke ghar aya hua hai tab me full gusse se unke ghar gya … vo ek coincidence hi tha ki us din Varun ghar par akela hi tha , me gusse me etna pagal ho gya tha ki bina Varun se ek shabd bole pass me hi pda ek danda uthakar uske hathon pairon par marne lga … kuch hi der me Varun apne pairon par khde hone layak na rha ”
Tabhi me uske collar pakar kar khada kiya or bola “ madarchod dosti ke name par tu pith piche war karega karne vala gandu nikla tu bhosdike ” … kehkar mene use vhi dhkka de diya jisse Varun dhadam se Bejan hokar jamin par gir pda
“ mene kya kiya ? Or agar tu Aksha ki baat kar rha hai to Hum dono ek - dusre se pyar karte the … me Dhruva or Aksha ke bich nhi balki Dhruva mere or Aksha ke bich me aya ” … bdi muskil se khud ko sambhalte hue khada hokar Varun bola , me uski betuki baat sunkar ek laat uske pet me de mari jisse vo dard se chikhta hua vapas jamin me gir pda
“ Lawde mujhe pagal samjha hai kya jo aisi chutiyo type bate pel rha hai … bhosdike tujhe bhi acche se pta tha ki Dhruva Aksha ke piche pagal tha or ab bhi hai , Tune kya socha ki Dhruva ki trah me bhi tere chutiyape bhri baton par vishwas kar lunga ? Lawda kabhi nhi ! Mene tumhe kai baar dhunda bhi , tere bataye hue address par bhi gya but lawda tune hume galat address bataya … agar mujhe tu pehle hi mil jata to usi vakt teri maiya chhod deta bhosdike ” kehkar mene jamin par pde Varun ke ling vale area par ek ke bad ek 3 lat mari jisse Varun dard se karahane lga
“ Aahhh ye tu bilkul thik nhi kar rha Vedant … me tujhe chodunga nhi , tu or Dhruva chahe kuch bhi karlo Aksha hamesha meri hi rehegi ” … pta nhi us vakt mujhe kya hua ki me edher udher koi vastu dhundne lga taki Vedant ki haddiyan tod sku … jab mujhe kuch nhi dikha tab mene apne jeb se pen nikal kar Varun ke pass jakar use puri trah jakad liya or pen ka nukila bhag thoda sa Varun ki gardan par dba diya jisse vo dard se chikhne lga
“ mujhe acche se pta hai tumne Aksha ke sath jarur kuch galat kiya hai , mujhe tu sirf etna bta ki vo es vakt kaha hai ” kehkar mene pel ko thoda dabaya jisse Varun chatpatane lga
“ mujhe nhi pta ki Aksha es vakt kaha hai … vo bahut din pehle hi kahi bhag gaii , mene use bahut dhunda par vo kahi nhi mili … please mujhe chhod do Vedant , I promise me kisi ko nhi bataunga ahhh please pen hta le … mummy kasam me sacch bol rha hu ” … Varun ki baat sunkar mene uski gardan se pen hataya hi tha ki pta nhi uske hath me lohe ka tukda kaha aya … usne us lohe se mere ko marna chaha par me thoda side ho gya or uska war khali ho gya … mene jaldi se uske hath se lohe ka tukda chibkar uske hi sar pe de mara , Varun vhi bejan hokar gir pda
Me vha se bhagna chaha but bhag nhi paya kyonki Varun ke sar se khoon nikalta dekh mere hath pair javab de gye … uske baad kab bahar se log aye or kab police akar mujhe le gai pta hi nhi chla
“ Jab pta chla ki Varun ne dum toud diya tab bahut dukh hua … me bs use sabak sikhana chahta tha …… jab me jhel me tha tab Aksha or tere bare me bahut socha , end me mujhe bhi yakin ho gya ki Aksha sayad Varun ke cahngul se nikal gai … Varun ne kaha tha ki Aksha bahut pehle hi vha se bhag gaii thi ! To fir vo tumhare pass aai kyo nhi ? Me tumhe sacchai bta kar teri bsi basayi duniya ujhadna nhi chahta tha … yhi sochkar mene Aksha ki sacchai tumse chupai ”… mere dilon dimag me halchal mcha kar vedant shant ho gya
dimag bhavsunya ho gya , me turant vedant se kuch kehna chahta tha ... kuch nhi balki bahut kuch kehna chahta tha but muhh se awaj hi na nikal pa rhi thi bs honth dhire dhire thartharane lge , heartbeat apni normal speed se kai guna bad gai ... mann kiya ki jor jor se gala faadd kar rou chikhu chillau par sharir to pura hypnotize ho gya mano lakva maar gya
kuch der tak vedant mere bolne ke intezaar karta rha or jab me kuch nhi bola to usne mujhse kuch kaha jo mujhe bilkul sunai nhi diya ... me kuch nhi bola tab usne mujhe jhankjhora tab me thoda hosh me aya , hosh me ate hi mere pair javab de gye or me bejaan hokar ghutno ke bal jamil par beth gya ... ankhon se anshuo ki aviral dhara behne lgi , agar es vakt mere hath me chaku ya kuch bhi hota to me usi apni jaan le leta ... kya meri zindagi me ab yhi hona baki reh gya ? ya ab bhi kuch baki hai ? me aaj abhi es vakt khud ko duniya ka sabse bda gunahgaar mehsus karne lga ... achanak mera sar dard se fatne lga mano agar mene abhi kuch nhi kiya to mera sar blast ho jayega ... me apne dono hathon se apne sar ko jor se kass liya
vedant meri aisi pratikriya dekh bhavuk ho utha or mere dono kandhe pakad kar mujhe khada kiya or mujhe ek bacche ki trah gale lga liya ... ab mere sabr ka bandh tut gya or me vedant ko gale lagaye rone lga ... khud ko rone se rokne ke liye mene bharshak prayas kiya but nakayab rha , me jitna khud ko sambhalne ki koshish karta or jyada mera rudan badd jata ... kuch der jab vedant ki santvana se thoda ubhra or usse alag hua
vedant se alag hokar anshu ponchte hue bola " Y..Ye mene k..kya kar diya yaarrr ... mene aksha ke sath nhi balki meri dil ki dhadkan ko dutkara , us par kichad uchala , use jalil kiya mujhe to ye bhi nhi pta ki mene use kya kya kaha ... vo haar baar apni safai pesh karti rhi , haar baaar meri kadvi baton ko jeher ke ghunt ki trah piti rhi or me haar baar uski baton ko najarandaj kar deta .. why ??? na jane kitni baar usne kaha ki vo sacch bol rhi hai or mene uski baat ka ek baar bhi vishwash nhi kiya even use bura bhla kaha fir bhi usne mujhe ek baar bhi shikayat nhi ki "
" Esme teri koi galti nhi hai dhruva , agar teri jagah koi or hota to vo bhi tumhari trah hi Aksha ke sath react karta ... galti to meri thi yaar , me agar tumhe pehle hi sacch bta deta to tum dono yu ghut ghut kar na ji rhe hote or na hi aaj aise pristhiti khadi hoti ... par ab bhi jyada vakt nhi hua "
" Yaar mene kabhi aksha se saccha pyar kiya hi nhi ! agar kiya hota to uske dil ki baat uske jajbaaton ko samajh jata , uske ek baar kehne par vishvash kar leta or use hamesha ke liye apna bna leta ... usne mujhe kaha tha ki use jab meri shadi ki khabar pta chali tab usne mujhse dur rehna hi behtar samjha ! kisliye ? sirf or sirf meri khushi ke liye ... bewafa , dhokebaaz to vo bhi mujhe samajh sakti thi jab use meri shadi ki khabar mili thi , fir bhi jab vo mujhse mili tab ek baar bhi shikayat nhi ki ... kyo ? kyonki usne mujhse sacchi mohabbat ki thi ... mene khudd ke sath sath bahuton ki life barbaad ki hai vedant " me jitne anshu puchta utne hi anshu aksho se behh nikalte ... kehte hai ki anshu bahane se dil ka dard or mann halka ho jata hai but mere sath eska bilkul ulta ho rha tha
" jo bhi hua use ek bura sapna samajh kar bhul ja or aksha ke sath apni zindagi ji ... hum aaj hi aksha ke ghar chalenge usse baat karenge or mujhe pura vishwash hai ki Aksha aaj bhi tumhe pehle ki trah pyar karti hai ... tu bus sab baton ko bhul kal kar ek baar fir ijhaar-e-mohabbat kar de , dekhna vo ek pall gavaye hamesha hamesha ke liye tumhari ho jayegi "... vedant mere kandhe par hath rkhte hue mujhe himmat dete hue bola
"Tu sacch kehh rha na bhai "... kuch der sochkar me bola " par me kis muhh se kis hakk se uske pass jau yaar , mene jo kiya vo mafi ke layak bhi nhi hai ... i know Aaksha mujhe maff kar degi even vo to mere etna kuch karne kehne ke bavjud bhi mujhse khafa nhi hai ... kash me aksha ki zindagi me ata hi nhi to uski zindagi barbaad nhi hoti or vo ek hasi khushi zindagi ji rhi hoti "
" Yu utpatang sochna or bolna band kar or jitna jaldi ho ske utna jaldi aksha ke sath apne gile shikve dur karke usse shadi karle " .... kehkar vedant mujhe khichnte hue chat se niche le jane lga
niche urarkar me bola "Are kaha le ja rha bhai ruk to jra "
" tumhe meri kasam dhruva , chahe kuch bhi ho tu aaj aksha se milega or tujhe jo bhi kehna hai vo bolega ... already bahut der ho chuki hai ab or nhi " ... me kuch nhi bola or vedant ke sath mere ghar aa gya jaha par bhabhi or vedant ki wife apni baton me magn thi ... hum dono chupchap mere room me chle gye
me abhi jane ke liye ready nhi tha esliye mene vedant se kaha ki me use phone se hi baat karke apne gile sikve dur karlu but vedant nhi mana or bola ki me use phone karke kisi safe jagah milne ko bolu ... kuch der sochne ke baad mujhe vedant ki baat sahi lgi
....... mene kuch minuts baad aksha ko kampte hathon se pass hi drow me rkhi dairy se aksha ke number type kiya ( mene gusse me phone se aksha ke number delet kar diye the) .... jaise hi mene call lagaya tabich mere dil ki dhadkann bullet train ki gati se bhi tej chalne lgi ( dhdakne lgi ) , sayad dhadkan ki awaj vedant ko bhi sunai de rhi hogi ( safed jhut )
meri halat tab or kharab ho gai jab ring puri hone ke baad bhi aksha ne call pick nhi kiya ... mene dubara call lagaya fir bhi not answering , me fir bhi nhi ruka or ek ke baar ek 20 call kar dale fir bhi not answering ... ab mujhe ek anchahe daar de gair liya , mann me babut bure bure khayalat ane lge jiske bare me sochkar dil betha ja rha tha ... vhi vedant takataki lagaye mujhe dekhe ja rhi tha esi ummid me ki kab aksha call pick kre or kab me unse baat kru ... mere ander etna darr beth gya ek ek do baar mere pure sharir me jhurjhuri chhut gai or mera pura sharir kanpkpa gya
"v..vedant hh..hume aksha ke ghar chalna chahiye , vo..vo call pick nhi kar rhi yaar .... vo..vo mujhse n..naraj hai , t..tu chal mere sath h..hum use mna lenge & i'm fully confirmed ki m..meri aksha maan jayegi " ... phone ko jeb me dhunste hue lajrate kanpkapate labon se me namm ankhon se bola
" Are tu khamkha pareshan ho rha hai , vo abhi apne phone se dur hogi esliye call pick nhi kar pai ... tu chinta matt kar or agar diract agar uske ghar gye to ghadbad ho sakti hai " ... vedant hamesha ki trah mujhe housla dete hue bola .. par es baar mujh par uski baaton ka bikul asar nhi hua
" M..muhje kuch nhi sunna , jo hoga dekha jayega tu bs mere sath chal " bike ki key hath me lete hue me bola or vedant ke hath pakadte hue use sath chalne ko force karne lga but vedant sath jane ke liye mna karne lga
" Sorry yaar me tumhare sath nhi chal sakta becoz tumhe to pta hi ki mujhe jhel se riha hue kuch hi din hue hai ... ab hamare gaon or asspados ke gaon me meri acchi image nhi rhi , me ek murdrer hu , to agar me tumhare sath aksha ke ghar gya to teri image bhi kharab ho jayegi esliye tu akele hi ja ... bhagvan se prarthna karunga ki bahut jald tum dono ek ho jao " ... kehte hue vedant ki ankhe bhi namm ho gaii , me use gale milkar god ko yaad karke nihal gya aksha se milne uske ghar
bike sidhi mene aksha ke ghar ke bahar hi roki thi .. kuch der sochvichar karke me ander gya to mujhe ander koi nhi dikha jabki 2 room ke darvaje khule the .... kuch der baad beshakhi hath me liye aksha ki behen bahar aai , pehle to vo mujhe kuch der tak dekhti rhi or baad mujhe mujhe yha ane ka karan puch to mene sidha or sapat bol diya ki " aksha kaha hai , mujhe usse milna hai " ... mere swal par aksha ki behen ne jo javab diya use sun kar mere pairon tale jamin khisak gai kyonki uska javab ye tha ki " aksha 8 din se hospital me admit hai "
To be continue....
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