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Bahot badhiya shaandar updateUpdate 127
Me abhi apne behoshi ke haalat me tha ki tabhi mujhe mere aankhon ke saamne kuch ajibo garib drushya dikhayi diye mera ek man jaanta tha ki ye sab kewal meri kalpana aur bhram hai
lekin phir bhi mera ek man mujhse lagataar kah raha tha ki ye sab kahi na mere jiwan se juda hai aur is tarah sochte hi mere pure sharir me dar ki siharan paida ho jati iska kaaran tha mere saamne ka drushya
ek puri tarah se nasht aur niraasha se bhara hua ek aisa vishv jo puri tarah se nasht aur niraasha se bhara hua sthaan tha
Ek samay mein hare-bhare jangal, khubasurat nadiyaan, aur unche pahaad is vishv ki shobha badhaate the, lekin ab sab kuchh nasht ho chuka tha
jangal paniakar svaaha ho gae the, nadiyaan sukh gai thin, aur pahaad dhvast ho gae the vishv ki sundarata aur jivan ki urja puri tarah se nasht ho gai thi
vaayu pradushit thi, pani dushit tha, aur dharati ujaad thi vishv ke jiv-jantu aur ped-paudhe puri tarah se nasht ho gae the maanav sabhyata bhi puri tarah se nasht ho gai thi
Shaharon ke dhaanche dhvast ho gae the, aur logon ke gharon ke avashesh bikhare hue the vishv mein ek ajib si shaanti thi, lekin yah shaanti niraasha aur avasaad se bhari hui thi
Yah vishv ab ek puri tarah se nasht aur niraasha se bhara hua sthaan tha, jahaan jivan ki koi ummid nahin thi is vishv mein koi jivan nahin tha, koi sundarata nahin thi, aur koi aasha nahin thi
Yah vishv puri tarah se nasht ho gaya tha, aur iski koi bhi vastu ab nahin bachi thi bachi thi toh kewal nirasha se bhari chikhe aur yade jo baar baar mujhe apne pass bula rahi thi
mujhse madad mang rahi thi mujhe maarne ke liye aage badhti toh kuch santvana dene ke kuch atyant dukhi the ya kuch atyant pida me dikh rahe the
Lekin in sabse alag sabki aankhon mujhe lekar me krodh ke bhav mahsoos kar sakta tha jo chikh chikh kar kah rahi thi ki is sabka jimmedar me tha
lekin me kaise kya mere pichle jivan me mene koi apradh kiya tha ya kuch aur me abhi is baare me soch raha tha ki tabhi mujhe mere kanon me ek karkash aawaj sunayi dene lagi
"Dekho kaun bechara laut aaya hai ye na tab kuch kar saka tha na ab kuch kar sakega tab iske wajah se ye grah tabah hua tha aur ab phir se iski kamjori ke wajah se pura bramhand tabah hoga aur ye bas dekhte rahega"
Jaise jaise ye aawaj mere kanon me ja rahi thi waise waise hi meri ichha shakti pahle se kamjor hone lagi tyi mera dil khali maidaan ke tarah ho gaya tha na kewal dil balki mano mera dimag bhi kholhla ho gaya tha
Jaise ki usme na koi yaad ho na koi bhavna bas tha toh kewal khokhla aur nirasha se bhara hua akela pan tha me chah kar bhi kuch nahi pa raha tha
mujhe is baat ka ehsaas ho raha tha ki us kawach ka asar abhi bhi mere uper hai kyuki ye sapne me hone je bawjood bhi me mahsoos kar sakta tha ki mere sharir par kitna wajah hai toh wahi qbhi me nirasha se pura bhara hua tha ki tabhi ek saumya aawaj ne mera dhyan apne upar kendrit karaya
"Viraj tum haar nahi maan sakte me jaanti hu ki tum us shaitaan se meri maut ka humare pariwar ke maut ka badla jaroor loge mujhe tum par bharosa hai tum hi jitoge"
Bhale hi me khud par se pura bharosa Kho chuka tha mera aatmavishwas chaknachur ho gaya tha lekin woh saumya aawaj sunkar mujhe aisa laga jaise ki mujhe nayi urja naya aatmavishwas aur sabse important naya jiwan prapt ho gaya ho
Aur aisa mahsoos hote hi mene turant apne is dukhad swapan se bahar nikalne ka faisla kar liya aur aisa karte hi mujhe ek judaw mahsoos hone laga
jo mere dil aur dimag ke bich tha lekin ye bilkul kisi patle dhage ke tarah kamjor tha lekin is patle dhage ki maujudgi bhi mere liye kafi madadgar sabit hui
mene turant is judaw ko aur bhi majboot karne ke liye apne dil aur dimag ko ek karne ka prayas kiya aur pahle ke mukable is baar mujhe ye karne me koi dikkat nahi hui
balki me pahle se bhi jyada utsahit aur taakatwar mahsoos kar pa raha tha jiske parinaam swarup me apne dil aur dimag ko ek karne me kaamyaab raha aur aisa karte hi mere aaspaas ki sabhi chije yaha tak ki jamin bhi rakh me badal gaye
aur woh puri jagah tez prakash me ghir gayi woh prakash itna tez tha ki usne mujhe apni aakhe band karne par majboor kar diya
Aur jab mene apni aakhe kholi to me usi jungle me tha mere saamne woh aadmi jo apne crossbow se mujh par nishana tane baitha tha lekin jis baat ne mujhe hvayuan kar diya woh tha dard
jo hosh me aane ke baad mujhe jara bhi mahsoos nahi hua tha mujhe yaad hai ki me behosh hone se pahle kitne dard me tha lekin ab jaise sab kuch gayab ho gaya tha
aur saath me hi ab mujhe mere upar kawach ka koi dabav ya wajan bhi mahsoos nahi ho raha tha jisse mere chehre par ek muskaan aa gayi
aur isse pahle ki woh mujh par agla tir chhod pata me turant khada ho gaya aur jis haath me usne apna crossbow pakda hua tha us hath par apni laat se humla kiya
aur ek hi jhatke me uske hath se uska crossbow chut gaya aur door jake gira aur aise hote hi mene turant apna hath hawa me uthaya jisse aasman se ek aakriti mere taraf badhne lagi jo kuch aur nahi balki meri hi talwaar thi anant urja astra aur uske aate hi nene turant talwar ko usje gardan par rakh diya
Me :- (shaitaani muskan ke saath) ab batao yaha kaun marne wala hai
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Aaj ke liye itna hi
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