Update-234(Clues???)
Kirti-What??
Main-Yeah you heard me.. I will kill all of them..
Kirti-I can't let you do that.. What do you mean maardoge.. Why??
Main-Because I need to..
Kirti-That's not an excuse to kill somebody AP..
Main-Ye Tumhaari wajah se he hai..
Kirti-Meri wajah se??
Main-Yeah naa tum uss bandey ko maarti naa he meri ego hurt hoti naa he main frustrate hota or naa he aaj mujhe kissi ko maarne ki noubat aati..
Kirti-Matlab Tumhaari ego hurt hui kissi k marrne se toh ab tum or logon ko maaroge. Ye kya baat hui..
Main-Tumne literally mere Uppar saikdon pages ki files banaa Lee lekin still mujhe samjh nahi paai tum.. I am a fucking psychopath Kirti that's who I am.. I need to satisfy my ego from time to time warna ye or bura hota jaaega or ek time aisa aaega jab mujhe farak nahi padega ki cbi kya hai then main bahot logon ko maarunga abhi toh permission maang raha hun..
Kirti-AP that's not who you are.. Ye tum nahi ho.. Honsh Mein aao..
Main-Oh main humessa Honsh Mein he rehta hun.. You are not getting the point Kirti. I have been through a lot.. "Main Unn Haalaton Se Gujra Hun Jahaan Sunaney Waale Himmat, or Dekhne Waale Dum Tod Detey Hain" .. I have seen some dark shit. I have done some shit that people can't even dream of..I have been to hell and back.. Those things those things changed me unhone badal diya mujhe main koi normal human nahi hun jisse samjhaya, darraaya, behlaaya fuslaaya toh main Maan jaaunga no no that's not me..
Kirti- What are you??
Main-I am a monster jisse time to time apni ego ko satisfy karna padta hai jo nahi hua toh bahot bura hota hai.. Tumhe kya lagta hai main enjoy karta hun logon ko maarna?? Hell no kabhi kissi marrtey hue shaks ki aankhon Mein dekhna tumhe usski aankhon Mein apni image najar aaegi specially tab jab uss shaks ko tumne he maara ho.. Woh khayaal woh usska tadapna woh scene sab ka sab humessa Dimaag k andar rehta hai.. Raaton ko nind nahi aati aati hai toh sapne Mein wahi log dikhtey hain. Lekin main ye sab itani dafa kar chuka hun ki mujhe ab farak nahi padta i just don't care ab aadat hogayi hai mujhe ab jab woh sapno Mein aatey hain toh darr nahi lagta mujhe ab unhe darr lagta hai mujhse.. Log kehtey hain mere andar dil nahi hai mere andar daya nahi hai actually mere andar ye sab hai lekin woh sab kaa use main caah kar bhi nahi kar paata. Mera bhi mann karta hai ki yeah lets give them a second chance lekin agle he second mera mann mujhe chilla chilla k bolta hai "Fuck Second Chances People Never Change". Or ye philosophy bahot kaam ki hai mere liye.. Lekin still mere andar ek part hai jo mujhe aisi situations Mein control karta hai warna tumhe kya lagta hai tumlogon ne jo mere sath kiya usske baad main tum sab ko Chhod deta?? Hell no I can erase cbi from this world in 24 hours.. I can literally erase cbi from existence you guys are nothing in front of me. But still woh part tumlogon ko bacha raha hai Infact sabko bacha raha hai or jab meri ego hurt hoti hai toh woh part kuch nahi kar shakta and now i really need to satisfy my ego..
Kirti darr gayi thi darrna bhi caahiye usse mere andar ki monster ki ek jhalak dikh gayi thi. Isase toh pura India darrta hai toh woh kya cheej hai..
Kirti-You need to talk to someone AP..
Main-Yeah you mean psychiatrists?? I have tried everything Kirti everything.. But the darkness inside me is so thick that there is no way out for me..
Kirti-You can Change AP I trust you..
Main-I've already changed.. Now tell me Kirti kya unki life Tumhaari family se important hai?? Unhone literally begunaah logon ko maara hai.. They think they are the beasts its about time i introduce them to myself .
Kirti-I know they deserve to die but according to law AP..
Main-Fuck the law no one gives a fuck about law.. I have my own law.. Now we have a deal or no?
Kirti-OK.. Ok...
Main-Thanks..now go sleep ill take care of everything.. And listen don't worry about anything I got you.. I know family can be hard sometimes but in the end it is family. Look at Me I had everything jab meri family mere sath thi now I am just a loner psychopath..
Woh just mere saamne khaddi thi usski aankhon Mein Mujhe darr saaf dikh raha tha jo kuch toh uski family ki wajah se tha and kuch meri wajah se..
Kirti-No you are not you are much more then just a psychopath deep down you are an incredible human being.. You've helped so many people..
Main - I know but see what I got in return pain and pain and more pain..
Kirti-Everything will be ok. Trust yourself..
Ye bolke ussne mujhe hug kiya and then turant he wahaan se chali gayi.. Or main sochta raha ki hua kya abhi.. But fuck that.. I got everything I wanted..
Baat rahi unhe pakadne ki toh unhe main pakkad he lunga.. Or rahi baat maarne ki toh sure maarna toh padega he bc warna ye frustration kam nahi hogi.. Ab main laga case k Uppar maine uss cannibal ki details nikaali jissko Kirti ne maara tha and uski wajah se ab ye sab ho raha hai uss ki harr detail padhi maine then apni case files leke aaya main niche Jaake Kirti se.. Maine ek ek details padhi.. Mera mind divert hogaya case ki taraf ab mujhe iss case Mein or jyaada interest tha and ab main kissi cheej Mein laga hun or uska solution naa nikale aisa ho he nahi shakta.. Almost 4 ghantey Baad mere pass ek solution tha iska solution nahi actually ek pattern tha. Chota he sahi but tha jarur.. Main soya raat 2 baje Jaake.. Subah maine 3 alarms lagaae they ek 7 baje kaa then ek 8 baje kaa and ek 10 baje kaa.. 7 waala baja toh nind kaafi Baaki thi issliye maine bandh kardiya ussko then 8 waala baja toh bhi nind Baaki thi usko bhi bandh kiya maine then 10 waala alarm baja toh bhi nind Baaki thi lekin still uth gaya main bc kaam jaruri they aaj...Main utha fresh hua then nahaaya kapde change kiye and niche aaya toh niche hall Mein bc aaj mehfil jammi thi Kirti usski puri team and uske alawa Kirti ki puri family mojjud thi wahaan par..
Raman-Yeah good morning.. Yahaan sone k liye aae ho tum?? Mam isko guard banaaya hai toh bahaar gate par rakha karo..
Kirti-Raman..
Main-Naa naa bolney do.. Waise you know Raman mujhe teri job caahiye really, pura din kuch nahi karna nallo ki tarah idhar udhar aish se ghumna and then ghar Jaake sojaana.. Kya life hai teri..
Ye sun sab andar he andar hanse..
Raman-That's a lie..
Main-OK. Then bata tune iss case Mein Kya special kiya hai.. Tell me..
Raman-Listen mujhe tumhe Jawaab dene ki jarurat nahi hai.. You are a junioooo..
Main-Yeah thanks for the answer.. Tum Jaao ab listen Sumit i have few questions for you..
Sumit-Yeah sure bhaiya..
Main-Tumhaara favourite spot konsa hai Jahaan tum bahot jyaada time spend kartey ho..
Sumit-Mera college..
Main-Awesome lekin college Mein Kidhar ?? Koi exact spot hoga..
Sumit-Yeah cricket ground.. I love that place..
Main-Awesome.. Then aap.. Kya Naam hai aapka..
Maine kirti ki behen se pucha..
"Sneha"
Main-Haan Sneha tumhara favourite spot konsa hai??
Sneha-Same, college. But my favorite spot is college garden.. I don't like cricket..
Main-What?? cricket bhalla kissko passand nahi hoga..
Raman-AP what are you trying to prove here??
Main-Let's go guys i have a lead, a huge huge lead.. Lets go to college..
Kirti-Are you sure??
Main-Yep.. Tum dono bhi chalo..
Maine Sumit or Sneha ko bola..
Ab Humlog wahaan se khadde hue Ronit and Aryan ko ghar ko security k liye chhoda and Baaki log hum bahaar aae.. Sab log fortuner Mein baithe..
Sumit-By the way bhaiya my college will literally explode when they see you..
Main-Mereko really??
Sumit-Yeah mera pura college fan hai aapka.. Specially aapke cricket kaa.. Last year jab Cricket Championship thi jissme aapne jitaaya tha apne college ko tab humlog wahin they..
Main-Hell yeah...
Sneha-Yeah our college loves you..
Main-Awesome..
Kirti-By the way lead kya hai? Kya hai wahaan??
Main-Dead bodies..
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