Aaj Ki Raat – Nani Ke Ghar main hamari Aakhri Raat
Aaj ki raat maa ke ghar mein aakhri raat thi. Subah hum nikal jaane wale the. Ghar ka sab kaam khatam kar ke hum teeno hall mein baith gaye the.
Maa Aarush ko sab samjha rahi thi zindagi ke sabak, zimmedariyan aur insani rishton ki gehraai. Main bas use ek tak dekhe ja rahi thi. Mere andar Aarush ko lekar ab jazbaat badal chuke the.
Ab main usse sach mein pyaar karne lagi thi woh maa-bete wala pyaar nahi, balki ek aurat ka apne mard ke liye pyaar. Aarush ab mujhe sirf mera beta nahi, mera dost, mera sahara, mera aashray nazar aane laga tha.
Shayad Aarush ki halat bhi kuch aisi hi thi. Hum dono aage badhte ja rahe the, bina soche, bina rukke. Main har pal Bhagwan se yahi prarthna karti rehti thi ki bas sab kuch theek ho jaaye.
Lekin ek vichar baar-baar man mein aata kya woh rishta Aarush ke saath hai jo pandit ji ne kaha tha? Kya ye sahi hai? Kya main sahi hoon? Kya Aarush sahi hai? Yeh saare sawal dimag mein ghar kar ke baithe the, raat din tadpa rahe the.
Dekhte hi dekhte shaam ho gayi. Main aur maa market ja kar aaye. Ghar par Aarush ka pasandida khana uski nani ne banaya. Raat ka khana kha kar hum sone jaane lage. Aarush bas mujhe hi dekh raha tha aankhon mein ek sawal tha: kya aaj main uske paas soungi?
Main : “Maa aap so jao, main Aarush ke paas chali jaati hoon.”
Maa: “Theek hai.”
Fir hum sab sone chale gaye. Jaise hi main room mein gayi, Aarush ne mujhe khinch kar bed par lita diya. Main kuch bol hi nahi paayi.
Main: “Awaaz… Baby kya kar rahe ho? Abhi lag jaata na mujhe.”
Aarush: “Mom aap do din kyun door rahi mujhse? Aapko pata hai na main nahi reh sakta aapke bina.”
Main: “Hmm pata hai, isliye toh aayi na aaj tumhare paas.”
Aarush: “Mom aapke ye honth…” (woh dheere se mere honthon par apni ungliyan ghumane laga)
Main: “Ammm…”
Main ab kuch alag feel kar rahi thi. Aarush mere badan se itna chipka hua tha ki main garam hone lagi thi. Pichle kuch dino se Aarush ke saath reh-reh kar mere andar ki woh aag, jo kab ki bujh chuki thi, usse aarush ne phir se jala di thi. Meri chut ab gili hone lagi thi.
Aarush dheere se pura mere upar chadh gaya. Maine uske pant mein uski sakht, garam cheez mehsoos karne lagi. Uska pura bojh mere upar tha. Usne mere dono honthon ko side karke pakad liya. Woh kuch nahi bol raha tha, bas mere saath masti mein lag gaya tha.
Mera pura badan uske niche dab raha tha. Main idhar-udhar hilne ki koshish kar rahi thi, lekin woh mujhe hilne hi nahi de raha tha.
Main: “Baby… ammm…”
Mere kuch bolne se pehle hi usne mere honthon par apne honth rakh diye. Mere andar current dod gaya. Main kuch bolna chahti thi lekin woh mujhe bolne nahi de raha tha. Ab meri halat bahut kharab thi.
Main apne aap ko control nahi kar pa rahi thi. Bahut rokne ke baad maine apni aankhein kholi, Aarush ko ek baar dekha aur usko kiss karne lagi.
Haan, main aaj saari hadden tod chuki thi. Ab main sirf Aarush ko kiss kar rahi thi. Woh mujhe kiss kar raha tha. Dheere-dheere kiss gehre hote gaye, passionate aur wet kissing hone lagi.
Room mein bas mere aur Aarush ki kissing ki awaazein aa rahi thi.
Main: “Ummmmm… Ummmmm… Aammmmm…”
Aarush: “Aama… Umm… Aa mmmmmaummmmmm…”
Usne mere honth apne muh mein lekar chusne lage. Mera haath uske piche sar ke baalon mein sehla raha tha aur dusra haath uski peeth par shirt upar karke sehla raha tha. Aarush mujhe apne niche lita kar mera badan ragad raha tha. Ab pant ke upar se hi uska lund sidha meri chut par tha. Main poori tarah se usse mehsoos kar pa rahi thi (amm… kaafi bada tha). Aaj pehli baar main apne bete ke saath is tarah ek bed par aur woh bhi uske niche thi.
Waise toh har roz main uske saath soti thi, lekin aaj… aaj ki raat kuch alag thi. Hum aage badh chuke the. Main kuch soch nahi rahi thi, bas uss pal ko jee rahi thi.
Aarush mere upar leta hua tha — uska bhari-bhara jawan badan mujhpe bilkul chipka hua. Uski saansein tez aur garam mere chehre par pad rahi thi.
Aarush: “Mom…”
Usne dheere se siskari bhari awaaz mein kaha. Uski hoti mere honthon ke bilkul upar thi.
Pehla kiss jab usne diya, toh mere muh se nikal gaya “Ahhhh…” ek lambi, kaanpti si siskari. Uski hoti mere honthon ko chus rahi thi. Jab uski zubaan andar ghusi toh main aur gehri ho gayi.
Main: “Mmmhhh… Aarush…”
Main uske muh mein hi moan karne lagi. Kiss itna intense tha ki hum dono ki zubaan ek dusre se lad rahi thi, geela aur noisy.
Uska lund bilkul meri chut par tik gaya tha. Sirf patli si sadi aur uski shorts ke beech, phir bhi main uski poori sakhti aur garmi mehsoos kar rahi thi. Woh thoda hil raha tha, toh har baar uski tip meri clit par ragadti.
Main: “Uhhh… ahhh… baby…”
Meri awaaz nikal gayi kiss ke beech hi. Aarush ne kiss aur gehra kiya. Uski zubaan mere muh mein ghus rahi thi, mere honth chus raha tha. Main bhi uske baalon mein ungliyan ghuma rahi thi aur usko apne se aur chipka rahi thi.
Main: “Mmmuuummm… ahhhh… haan… ohh god …”
Meri awaazein nikal rahi thi, jaise control hi nahi ho raha tha.
Neeche uska lund meri wet chut par zor-zor se ragad raha tha. Meri panties ab bilkul bheeg chuki thi. Har ragad ke saath ek chikchik ki awaaz aa rahi thi. Main apne pair faila kar usko aur jagah de rahi thi.
Main: “Ahhhhhhh aarush … it's fills very good…” main uske kaan mein moan karte hue boli.
Main: “Baby maa uth jayegi, please mujhe chhodo na…”
Kiss chalte-chalte mera badan garam hone laga. Pet ke andar ek garmi si lapat rahi thi. Uski chest meri choochiyon par dab rahi thi, nipples sakht ho chuke the. Aur neeche… uski land ki constant rubbing se meri clit phool rahi thi.
Main: “Mmmhhh… uhhh… ahhhh!”that's it
Meri awaazein tez hoti ja rahi thi. Kiss mein hi main uske honthon ko kaatne lagi, zubaan chusne lagi. Aarush bhi ab control kho chuka tha. Woh zor-zor se hips hila raha tha.
Mera badan ekdum tight hone laga.
Main: “Aarush… Baby… main… ahhhh… ahhh... Ahhhh…”fukkkkkkk......
Main uske muh mein hi bolne lagi. Kiss nahi toot raha tha. Aur phir aaya woh pal.
Main: “Ahhhhhhhhhh… muuuummmm… ohhh god… Aarushhhh!”nahi.. Nahi nahiiii
Ek lambi, zor-dar siskari mere muh se nikli. Mera pura badan ekdum se kanp utha. Meri chut ne zor-zor se contractions kiye aur ek garam jhatke ke saath mera pani chhoot gaya. Wetness meri panties mein fail gayi, uski land par bhi thoda sa mehsoos hua hoga.
Main uske niche hi jud gayi, haath uski peeth par naakhun gada diye, pair uski kamar ke around lapet liye. Poora shareer jhatke kha raha tha orgasm ke maze mein.
Kiss abhi bhi chal raha tha, lekin dheere-dheere.
Jab woh jhatka khatam hua, tabhi mujhe ehsaas hua ki maine kya kar diya hai. Sharam aur guilt ka tsunami mujh par toot pada. Yeh mera beta hai… mera Aarush… jis ko maine 9 mahine pet mein rakha, jis ko doodh pilaya, raat-raat bhar jaga kar palaa. Aur aaj main uske saath yeh sab? Uske land ko apni chut par ragadte hue, uske kiss mein kho kar, apna pani chhod kar? Kitni gandi, kitni patit maa hoon main?
Dil mein ek bhari-bhari si takleef hone lagi, jaise koi andar se mujhe cheer raha ho. Mera chehra garam ho gaya, aankhein jhuk gayi. Sharam se pura badan sulag raha tha. Kaise maine itna bada paap kar liya? Log kya kahenge agar pata chal gaya? Society,
rishtedaar, sab… aur sabse badi baat — main khud apne aap se nazar mila nahi pa rahi thi.
Maa hone ka farz aur aurat hone ki bhook — dono mein main toot chuki thi. Ek taraf abhi bhi uske touch ki garmi mehsoos ho rahi thi, chut abhi bhi halke-halke spasms le rahi thi, lekin dusri taraf guilt itna gehra tha ki rona aa raha tha.
Main: “Aarush… bas… please… Hato …”
Meri awaaz kaanp rahi thi, roti si. Haath uski chest par rakh kar maine usko side mein dhakel diya. Uski taraf dekhne ki himmat nahi ho rahi thi. Aankhon se aansu behne lage the.
Main: “Yeh galat hai… bahut galat… hum maa-beta hain… main teri maa hoon
Aarush… yeh paap hai… main kitni giri hui hoon…”
Main dheere-dheere bolti rahi, awaaz mein sharam, guilt aur khud se nafrat bhari hui thi. Haathon se apna muh dhak liya, jaise apne aap ko chhupana chahti hoon. Badan abhi bhi uske closeness ki yaad se siharta tha, lekin dil mein ek gehra zakhm ban chuka tha maa hone ke baad bhi maine apne bete ko aurat ki nazar se dekha tha.
Andar se ek taraf guilt aur sharam ka aandhi tha, dusri taraf abhi bhi us kiss aur us touch ki yaad dil ko tadpa rahi thi…
Main jaldi se uth kar bathroom mein chali gayi, apni gili panty nikali, usse wahin rakh di, apne aap ko ache se saaf kiya. Muh dhote-dhote ruk gayi. Fir se ek baar woh pal yaad aa gaye, aur bas man mein ek hi sawal — kya ye sahi tha?
Tabhi bahar se ek dheemi awaaz aayi.
Aarush: “Mom…”
Main: “Hmm.”
Aarush: “Lo.”
Maine thoda darwaza khol ke dekha toh Aarush ke haath mein meri dusri panty thi. Shayad usne woh meri bag se nikaali thi mujhe dene ke liye. Main kuch nahi boli, bas woh panty li aur pehan kar bahar aa gayi. Towel se sab paani saaf kiya aur bed par let gayi, light band karke. Aarush bhi let gaya — thoda mujhse door.
Aarush: “Mom…”
Main: “Baby nahi.”
Aarush: “Mom can I talk to you?”
Main: “Nahi
baby… abhi nahi.”
Aarush: “Mom…”
Main: “Baby please nahi na
so jao.”
Woh iske aage kuch nahi bola. Mujhe uski ek gehri saans ki awaaz aayi. Main bhi ab kuch sochna nahi chahti thi, isliye main bhi sone lagi.
Subah
Jab main uthi toh Aarush bedroom mein mere paas nahi tha. Main uth kar bahar dekhne gayi toh woh hall mein baitha tha. Use dekh kar main nahane chali gayi. Naha kar maa ke paas gayi, usse thodi help ki, aur fir humara samaan pack karne lagi.
Aaj humein wapas ghar jaana tha. Main kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi sochi thi ki mere saath kabhi aisa bhi hoga. Sab samaan pack karke main bahar aayi. Kitchen mein ja kar Aarush ke liye coffee banayi. Fir nashta aur coffee lekar uske paas chali gayi. Mera chehra aaj thoda alag tha, jaise maine ek bahut bada paap kar ke aayi hoon. Maine uske saamne nashta rakha, use coffee di.
Woh meri taraf dekh raha tha bas, lekin main nahi dekh rahi thi. Mujhe kya ho raha tha, mujhe kuch bhi nahi pata tha. Dil par bahut bada bojh sa tha. Maa toh kitchen mein thi, main wahin baith gayi.
Aarush: “Mom
”
Maine bas uski taraf ek nazar daali. Meri aankhein paani se bhari hui thi.
Main: “Please
” (maine bas naa mein gardan hilai ye kehne ke liye ki abhi nahi baat kar sakti)
Fir usne iske aage kuch nahi bola aur apni coffee peene laga. Lekin maine dekha uski aankh se ek boond aansu neeche gira. Main puri tarah toot gayi. Apne aap ko doshi maanne lagi. “Ye maine kya kar diya, kitni buri hoon main, apne sukh aur pyaar ke liye main apne bete ke saath…”
Bas yahi soch rahi thi.
Tabhi maa bhi bahar aayi toh maine apne aansu poche aur hanse lagi. Lekin Aarush uth kar bedroom mein chala gaya. Main use dekh rahi thi. Shayad woh apni takleef kisi ko nahi dikhana chahta tha.
Aarush: “Mom main ek baar samaan check karta hoon, kuch reh na jaaye.”
Main kuch nahi boli, bas use dekhti rahi aur maa se baat karne lagi. Fir kuch der baad main bhi ready hone lagi. Aarush bhi ready ho gaya tha. Hum nikalne ke liye taiyaar the.
Maa ke drawing room mein halki roshni mein hum teeno baith the. Nani ne mujhe aur Aarush dono ko apne paas bula liya tha. Unki aankhon mein aansu the, lekin chehre par ek ajeeb si shanti aur acceptance thi.
Maa: (meri aur Aarush ki taraf dekhte hue, dheemi par mazboot awaaz mein): “Janvi…
Aarush… aao dono mere paas.”
Hum dono unke saamne baith gaye. Nani ne pehle mera sar sahlaaya, phir Aarush ke sar par haath rakh diya.
Maa: “Janvi, tune bahut dard saha hai. Aur Aarush, tune apni maa ko sambhala hai jab koi aur nahi sambhal saka.”
Maa ne hum dono ka haath ek dusre ke haath mein rakh diya. Unka haath hum dono ke upar tha.
Maa (aashirwad ki awaaz mein): “Main dono ko aaj aashirwad deti hoon. Aarush, tu apni maa ka khayal rakhna. Woh ab sirf teri maa nahi, teri duniya bhi hai. Uski har khushi, har dard, har ichchha teri zimmedari hai. Use itna pyaar dena ki uska dil kabhi toote na. Tere baap ne kya kiya hai, tujhe toh sab pata hi hai beta…”
Aarush (Nani ke haath ko chhute hue, nam aankhon se): “Nani, main promise karta hoon. Mom ab meri sab kuch hai. Main unhe kabhi akela nahi hone dunga.”
Maa (ab meri taraf mud kar, pyar se): “Aur Janvi beta, tu bhi is ladke ka khayal rakhna. Yeh ab tera beta bhi hai aur tera sahara bhi. Iski feelings ko samajhna, pyaar se rehna, samajh se aur ek dusre ka saath dekar.”
Main (ro kar, maa ke pair chhute hue): “Maa… mujhe aapki bahut yaad aayegi. Aapki kami mujhe har pal mehsoos hoti hai maa.”
Maa (hum dono ke sar par haath ferte hue, aankhon se
Maa (hum dono ke sar par haath ferte hue, aankhon se aansu pochhte hue): “Pata hai meri bachi, tu bas khush reh. Aarush, teri maa ko hamesha khush rakhna. Janvi, is ladke ka khayal rkhana.Main tum dono ko dil se aashirwad deti hoon… khush raho.”
Maa ne hum dono ko ek saath gale laga liya. Us pal mera dil bahut bhari hua tha — guilt, pyaar, sukoon aur naya aarambh sab milkar.
Phir humein nikalna tha.
Maa hum dono ko darwaze tak chhodne aayi. Aarush ne gaadi start ki. Main maa ke gale lag kar phir se ro padi.
Main (maa se): “Maa… mujhe aapki bahut yaad aayegi.”
Maa (antim baar hum dono ko dekhte hue): “Jaao beta… dono ek dusre ka khayal rakhna. Khush rehna.”
Gaadi chal padi. Aarush ne mera haath pakad liya aur apne honthon se chuma.
Aarush (pyaar se): “Mom… aap chinta mat karo. Aapka jab bhi man hoga main aapko Nani ke paas lekar aaunga.”
Main (uske haath ko apne seene par rakh kar, gehri awaaz mein): “Haan baby.”
Aur apna sir Aarush ke kandhe par rakh kar aankhein band kar li.
Gaadi Nani ke ghar se door ja rahi thi, lekin mere dil mein ek naya sukoon tha. Nani ne hum dono ko khayal rakhne ko kaha tha — aur main aur Aarush, dono ek dusre ke liye ab poori tarah committed the.
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