Sunita abhi bhi hotel room ke bathroom mein khadi thi. Sheeshay ke saamne. Paani se geela chehra, geele baal, aur seene pe Kishan ke thook aur suck ke nishaan ab bhi halka sa laal the. Usne maxi pehen li thi, lekin andar ab bhi kuch nahi tha. Kapde pehenne ke baad bhi uska body Kishan ke touch se kaamp raha tha.
Woh sheeshay mein apne aap ko dekh rahi thi.
40 saal ki aurat. Do bachchon ki maa banne ki umar nikal chuki thi, lekin naseeb mein baccha nahi aaya. Suresh ke saath 18 saal ho gaye the. Pehle kuch saal try kiya, phir doctor ke paas gayi, phir himmat haar gayi. Ab sex bhi bas ek routine ban ke reh gaya tha. Suresh 2-3 minute mein nikal jaata tha. Kabhi uske seene pe muh nahi rakhta tha. Kabhi “Mummy” nahi bolta tha. Kabhi uske mamme ko itni der tak nahi chusta tha ki uski aankhein bhar aayein.
Phir Kishan aaya.
19 saal ka. Jawani se bhara hua. Aur uski aankhon mein woh bhookh thi jo Suresh mein kabhi nahi thi.
Sunita ne sheeshay mein apne nipples ko touch kiya. Abhi bhi sensitive the. Kishan ne aaj park mein, bench pe, room mein, waiter ke saamne… itna chusa tha ki ab unmein se doodh nikalne ka illusion tak ho raha tha. Woh jaanti thi ki doodh nahi hai. Lekin jab woh “Mummy” bolta tha, aur uske muh mein nipple leke bilkul bacche ki tarah chusta tha, to Sunita ke andar kuch toot sa jaata tha.
Uske dimaag mein ek ajeeb si jung chal rahi thi:
Ek taraf sharm thi.
Bahut gehri sharm.
Woh 40 saal ki aurat thi. Kishan uske bete jitna tha. Woh usse “beta” bula rahi thi, uski godh mein bitha rahi thi, usse doodh pila rahi thi. Waiter ne dekh liya tha. Suresh ne aaj subah unke saamne hi dekh liya tha. Logon ne park mein dekh liya tha.
“Main kya ban gayi hoon?” yeh sawaal uske dimaag mein baar-baar aata tha.
Doosri taraf… ek gehri, andheri, geeli pyas thi.
Kishan jab uske mamme chusta tha to usse pehli baar “chahiye hona” ka ehsaas hota tha. Suresh ke saath woh bas de deti thi. Kishan ke saath woh maangti thi. Woh chahti thi ki woh usse “Mummy” bole. Woh chahti thi ki woh uski godh mein baith ke doodh piye. Woh chahti thi ki woh uske andar itna cum bhare ki uska pet bhari hui feel ho.
Kabhi-kabhi raat ko Suresh ke saath leti hui woh sochti thi — “Agar yeh baccha Kishan ka hota…”
Phir turant sharm se aankhein band kar leti thi.
Lekin aaj hotel room mein, jab Kishan ne usse godh mein bitha ke waiter ke saamne doodh piya tha, to Sunita ke andar ek naya ehsaas jagah kar gaya tha.
Woh sirf chudne wali aurat nahi rehna chahti thi.
Woh “Mummy” banna chahti thi.
Kishan ki Mummy.
Usne apne pet pe haath phera. Abhi kuch nahi tha. Lekin uske dimaag mein ek khayal bar bar aa raha tha — “Agar isse sach mein doodh aa jaye… agar yeh isse pregnant kar de…”
Yeh khayal aate hi uski chut ne ek baar phir se dhadak diya.
Conflict ka asali source:
Maa banne ki adhuri khwahish — 18 saal se jo khali pan tha, Kishan usse thoda sa bhar raha tha. Jab woh uske seene se lipat’ta tha to Sunita ko lagta tha ki uske paas ek baccha hai. Ek aisa baccha jo usse chode bhi, aur uska doodh piye bhi.
Jawani ki bhookh — Suresh ab usse satisfy nahi kar pata tha. Kishan uske body ko aise treat karta tha jaise woh koi rare cheez ho. Uske mamme, uski chut, uski gaand… sab kuch Kishan ke liye special tha. Yeh attention usse nasha de raha tha.
Guilt — Har baar ke baad woh sochti thi ki Suresh ke saath dhoka ho raha hai. Lekin guilt ke saath-saath ek gandi si khushi bhi hoti thi. “Mera beta mujhe chod raha hai… aur mera pati dekh raha hai.” Yeh soch usse aur geeli kar deti thi.
Fear of losing it — Kishan jab kaee din nahi aata tha to Sunita ke andar jalan hoti thi. Usse lagta tha ki shayad woh kisi aur (Divya) ke paas busy hai. Aaj jab Kishan ne kaha tha “shaam tak chhod dunga”, to uske dil mein ek chhoti si chubhan hui thi. Woh chahti thi ki Kishan usse leke kahin door chala jaye. Sirf uske saath.
Ab bathroom se nikalte hue Sunita ne apne aap se ek sawaal kiya:
“Main is rishte ko kya naam doon?”
Jawab nahi aaya.
Bas itna pata tha ki jab bhi Kishan “Mummy” bolta hai, aur uske muh mein uska nipple hota hai, to duniya ki koi bhi sharm, koi bhi guilt, koi bhi umar ka farak… kuch nahi bachta.
Woh sirf uski Mummy reh jaati hai.
Aur Kishan uska beta.
Jo usse chodta hai.
Jo uska doodh peeta hai.
Aur jo uske andar apna cum chhod ke jaata hai.
Sunita ne sheeshay mein apne aap ko last baar dekha.
Phir usne door khola.
Kishan room mein kapde pehen raha tha. Usne Sunita ko dekha aur normal se bola,
“Chal Mummy. Ab Suresh Uncle ke paas chhodta hoon.Shaam 6:45 – Suresh ki jhopdi
Kishan ne bike roki. Sunita peeche se utri. Uske chehre pe ab bhi hotel wali thakan aur ek ajeeb si soft muskaan thi. Maxi ke andar uske mamme ab bhi sensitive the.
Suresh bahar charpai pe baitha tha. Usne dono ko dekhte hue hasa.
“Aa gaye? Poora din nikaal diya beta?”
Kishan ne normal se sir hilaya. “Haan Uncle. Ab chhodne aaya hoon.”
Sunita thodi der Kishan ke paas khadi rahi. Usne uske kaan ke paas bilkul halki awaaz mein kaha,
“Jaldi aana… beta.”
Kishan ne bas sir hilaya. Usne uske mamme ke upar se ek last soft touch kiya, phir bike start kar di.
Sunita andar chali gayi. Suresh ne uske peeche dekhte hue bidi jalaayi aur bol diya, “Aaj toh bahut thaki hui lag rahi hai. Kya kiya usse poora din?”
Sunita ne jawab nahi diya. Bas andar jaake let gayi.
7:20 – Divya ka ghar
Kishan ne bike gate ke andar khadi ki. Helmet utara. Body mein abhi bhi Sunita ki thakan thi — park, hotel, doodh peene, sex, waiter wala scene… sab ne usse nihaal kar diya tha.
Jaise hi woh veranda mein aaya, Ramesh aur Divya dono drawing room mein baithe the. TV chal raha tha lekin dono ki nazar darwaze pe thi.
Ramesh ne turant uth ke kaha, “Aa gaya beta! Itni der laga di. Lecture itna lamba tha kya?”
Divya bhi uth ke aayi. Usne soft pink nighty pehni thi. Pregnancy ki wajah se uske mamme pehle se thode bhari dikh rahe the. Usne Kishan ke baal sehte hue kaha,
“Thak gaya lag raha hai. Chehra utra hua hai. Aaj college mein kya hua?”
Kishan ne apna bag side mein rakha aur normal se bola,
“Haan Bua… thoda zyada hectic din tha. Lecture lamba chal gaya, phir project ka kaam… ab bilkul body jawab de rahi hai.”
Ramesh ne uske kandhe pe haath marte hue hasa, “Project-wroject chhod. Aaj toh ghar pe celebration ka mood hai. Teri Bua poora din tadap rahi thi. Main bhi off pe tha. Socha tha shaam ko teeno milke…”
Usne ishara kiya.
Divya ne thoda sharmaate hue Kishan ka haath pakda. “Haan beta… aaj tu itni der se nahi tha toh… thoda ajeeb sa laga. Khana khale, phir baat karte hain.”
Kishan ne sir hilaya. “Haan Bua. Pehle khana kha lu. Bahut bhookh lagi hai.”
7:40 – Dining table
Teeno table pe baithe. Divya ne Kishan ke liye plate set ki. Roti, sabzi, daal. Ramesh ne uske bagal mein baithna chaha, lekin Kishan ne saamne wali chair pakad li.
Khana shuru hua.
Ramesh baar-baar baat nikalta. “Aaj mainne teri Bua ko poora din… samajh gaya na? Subah se leke shaam tak. Ab tu aa gaya hai toh teeno milke ek round maar lete hain.”
Divya ne soft awaaz mein kaha, “Ramesh… pehle khana kha lo. Beta thaka hua hai.”
Phir usne Kishan ki taraf dekha. “Beta, aaj bilkul baat nahi kar raha. Kuch hua kya college mein?”
Kishan ne bas roti todte hue kaha, “Kuch nahi Bua. Bas neend aa rahi hai. Body tut rahi hai.”
Ramesh ne hasa, “Arre 19 saal ka hai tu. Itna thak kaise gaya? Chal, khana khatam kar. Phir bedroom chalte hain. Teri Bua ke mamme aaj bahut sensitive hain. Tu unhe chus… main peeche se…”
Kishan ne is baar sirf itna kaha,
“Uncle, aaj nahi. Bahut thakan ho rahi hai. Kha ke seedha so jaaunga.”
Ramesh aur Divya dono ek doosre ki taraf dekhne lage.
Divya ne halka sa muskuraate hue kaha, “Theek hai beta. Agar itna thaka hai toh so ja. Kal kar lenge.”
Lekin uske chehre pe thodi si mayusi clear thi. Ramesh ke chehre pe bhi. Dono ne socha tha aaj teeno milke celebration karenge. Kishan aayega, Divya ke mamme chusega, Ramesh peeche se lega… lekin Kishan bilkul mood mein nahi tha.
Khana khatam hua. Kishan ne plate uthayi aur sink mein rakh di.
“Bua, main so raha hoon. Good night.”
Woh seedha apne room ki taraf chal diya. Darwaza band kar diya.
Drawing room – 8:10
Ramesh aur Divya chup chaap baithe rahe. TV chal raha tha lekin kisi ka dhyan nahi tha.
Ramesh ne aakhir mein kaha, “Ajeeb hai. Roz toh aate hi haath lagaata hai. Aaj bilkul… jaise koi aur hi insaan hai.”
Divya ne apne pet pe haath pherte hue soft awaaz mein boli, “Haan. Bahut thaka hua lag raha tha. Chehra bhi utra hua tha. Shayad sach mein college ka pressure ho.”
Ramesh ne uske thigh pe haath rakha. “Tu tension mat le. Kal subah main usse uthata hoon. Aaj ka mood nahi hai toh chhod. Kal teeno milke karenge.”
Divya ne sir hilaya, lekin uske dil mein ek ajeeb sa khayal aa gaya.
Kishan aaj itna thaka hua kyun tha?
Itna quiet kyun tha?
Uske kapdon mein thodi alag si khushbu kyun aa rahi thi?
Usne yeh baat Ramesh se nahi kahi. Bas apne dil mein rakh li.
Dono thodi der baad bedroom chale gaye. Ramesh ne Divya ke mamme dabaye, lekin poora mood nahi bana. Aaj Kishan ke bina adhoora sa lag raha tha.
Aur doosre room mein Kishan bed pe let ke, aankhein band kiye, Sunita ke mamme aur uske “Mummy” wale dialogues yaad kar raha tha.
Thakavat ke bawajood uske hothon pe halki si muskaan thi.
Woh sheeshay mein apne aap ko dekh rahi thi.
40 saal ki aurat. Do bachchon ki maa banne ki umar nikal chuki thi, lekin naseeb mein baccha nahi aaya. Suresh ke saath 18 saal ho gaye the. Pehle kuch saal try kiya, phir doctor ke paas gayi, phir himmat haar gayi. Ab sex bhi bas ek routine ban ke reh gaya tha. Suresh 2-3 minute mein nikal jaata tha. Kabhi uske seene pe muh nahi rakhta tha. Kabhi “Mummy” nahi bolta tha. Kabhi uske mamme ko itni der tak nahi chusta tha ki uski aankhein bhar aayein.
Phir Kishan aaya.
19 saal ka. Jawani se bhara hua. Aur uski aankhon mein woh bhookh thi jo Suresh mein kabhi nahi thi.
Sunita ne sheeshay mein apne nipples ko touch kiya. Abhi bhi sensitive the. Kishan ne aaj park mein, bench pe, room mein, waiter ke saamne… itna chusa tha ki ab unmein se doodh nikalne ka illusion tak ho raha tha. Woh jaanti thi ki doodh nahi hai. Lekin jab woh “Mummy” bolta tha, aur uske muh mein nipple leke bilkul bacche ki tarah chusta tha, to Sunita ke andar kuch toot sa jaata tha.
Uske dimaag mein ek ajeeb si jung chal rahi thi:
Ek taraf sharm thi.
Bahut gehri sharm.
Woh 40 saal ki aurat thi. Kishan uske bete jitna tha. Woh usse “beta” bula rahi thi, uski godh mein bitha rahi thi, usse doodh pila rahi thi. Waiter ne dekh liya tha. Suresh ne aaj subah unke saamne hi dekh liya tha. Logon ne park mein dekh liya tha.
“Main kya ban gayi hoon?” yeh sawaal uske dimaag mein baar-baar aata tha.
Doosri taraf… ek gehri, andheri, geeli pyas thi.
Kishan jab uske mamme chusta tha to usse pehli baar “chahiye hona” ka ehsaas hota tha. Suresh ke saath woh bas de deti thi. Kishan ke saath woh maangti thi. Woh chahti thi ki woh usse “Mummy” bole. Woh chahti thi ki woh uski godh mein baith ke doodh piye. Woh chahti thi ki woh uske andar itna cum bhare ki uska pet bhari hui feel ho.
Kabhi-kabhi raat ko Suresh ke saath leti hui woh sochti thi — “Agar yeh baccha Kishan ka hota…”
Phir turant sharm se aankhein band kar leti thi.
Lekin aaj hotel room mein, jab Kishan ne usse godh mein bitha ke waiter ke saamne doodh piya tha, to Sunita ke andar ek naya ehsaas jagah kar gaya tha.
Woh sirf chudne wali aurat nahi rehna chahti thi.
Woh “Mummy” banna chahti thi.
Kishan ki Mummy.
Usne apne pet pe haath phera. Abhi kuch nahi tha. Lekin uske dimaag mein ek khayal bar bar aa raha tha — “Agar isse sach mein doodh aa jaye… agar yeh isse pregnant kar de…”
Yeh khayal aate hi uski chut ne ek baar phir se dhadak diya.
Conflict ka asali source:
Maa banne ki adhuri khwahish — 18 saal se jo khali pan tha, Kishan usse thoda sa bhar raha tha. Jab woh uske seene se lipat’ta tha to Sunita ko lagta tha ki uske paas ek baccha hai. Ek aisa baccha jo usse chode bhi, aur uska doodh piye bhi.
Jawani ki bhookh — Suresh ab usse satisfy nahi kar pata tha. Kishan uske body ko aise treat karta tha jaise woh koi rare cheez ho. Uske mamme, uski chut, uski gaand… sab kuch Kishan ke liye special tha. Yeh attention usse nasha de raha tha.
Guilt — Har baar ke baad woh sochti thi ki Suresh ke saath dhoka ho raha hai. Lekin guilt ke saath-saath ek gandi si khushi bhi hoti thi. “Mera beta mujhe chod raha hai… aur mera pati dekh raha hai.” Yeh soch usse aur geeli kar deti thi.
Fear of losing it — Kishan jab kaee din nahi aata tha to Sunita ke andar jalan hoti thi. Usse lagta tha ki shayad woh kisi aur (Divya) ke paas busy hai. Aaj jab Kishan ne kaha tha “shaam tak chhod dunga”, to uske dil mein ek chhoti si chubhan hui thi. Woh chahti thi ki Kishan usse leke kahin door chala jaye. Sirf uske saath.
Ab bathroom se nikalte hue Sunita ne apne aap se ek sawaal kiya:
“Main is rishte ko kya naam doon?”
Jawab nahi aaya.
Bas itna pata tha ki jab bhi Kishan “Mummy” bolta hai, aur uske muh mein uska nipple hota hai, to duniya ki koi bhi sharm, koi bhi guilt, koi bhi umar ka farak… kuch nahi bachta.
Woh sirf uski Mummy reh jaati hai.
Aur Kishan uska beta.
Jo usse chodta hai.
Jo uska doodh peeta hai.
Aur jo uske andar apna cum chhod ke jaata hai.
Sunita ne sheeshay mein apne aap ko last baar dekha.
Phir usne door khola.
Kishan room mein kapde pehen raha tha. Usne Sunita ko dekha aur normal se bola,
“Chal Mummy. Ab Suresh Uncle ke paas chhodta hoon.Shaam 6:45 – Suresh ki jhopdi
Kishan ne bike roki. Sunita peeche se utri. Uske chehre pe ab bhi hotel wali thakan aur ek ajeeb si soft muskaan thi. Maxi ke andar uske mamme ab bhi sensitive the.
Suresh bahar charpai pe baitha tha. Usne dono ko dekhte hue hasa.
“Aa gaye? Poora din nikaal diya beta?”
Kishan ne normal se sir hilaya. “Haan Uncle. Ab chhodne aaya hoon.”
Sunita thodi der Kishan ke paas khadi rahi. Usne uske kaan ke paas bilkul halki awaaz mein kaha,
“Jaldi aana… beta.”
Kishan ne bas sir hilaya. Usne uske mamme ke upar se ek last soft touch kiya, phir bike start kar di.
Sunita andar chali gayi. Suresh ne uske peeche dekhte hue bidi jalaayi aur bol diya, “Aaj toh bahut thaki hui lag rahi hai. Kya kiya usse poora din?”
Sunita ne jawab nahi diya. Bas andar jaake let gayi.
7:20 – Divya ka ghar
Kishan ne bike gate ke andar khadi ki. Helmet utara. Body mein abhi bhi Sunita ki thakan thi — park, hotel, doodh peene, sex, waiter wala scene… sab ne usse nihaal kar diya tha.
Jaise hi woh veranda mein aaya, Ramesh aur Divya dono drawing room mein baithe the. TV chal raha tha lekin dono ki nazar darwaze pe thi.
Ramesh ne turant uth ke kaha, “Aa gaya beta! Itni der laga di. Lecture itna lamba tha kya?”
Divya bhi uth ke aayi. Usne soft pink nighty pehni thi. Pregnancy ki wajah se uske mamme pehle se thode bhari dikh rahe the. Usne Kishan ke baal sehte hue kaha,
“Thak gaya lag raha hai. Chehra utra hua hai. Aaj college mein kya hua?”
Kishan ne apna bag side mein rakha aur normal se bola,
“Haan Bua… thoda zyada hectic din tha. Lecture lamba chal gaya, phir project ka kaam… ab bilkul body jawab de rahi hai.”
Ramesh ne uske kandhe pe haath marte hue hasa, “Project-wroject chhod. Aaj toh ghar pe celebration ka mood hai. Teri Bua poora din tadap rahi thi. Main bhi off pe tha. Socha tha shaam ko teeno milke…”
Usne ishara kiya.
Divya ne thoda sharmaate hue Kishan ka haath pakda. “Haan beta… aaj tu itni der se nahi tha toh… thoda ajeeb sa laga. Khana khale, phir baat karte hain.”
Kishan ne sir hilaya. “Haan Bua. Pehle khana kha lu. Bahut bhookh lagi hai.”
7:40 – Dining table
Teeno table pe baithe. Divya ne Kishan ke liye plate set ki. Roti, sabzi, daal. Ramesh ne uske bagal mein baithna chaha, lekin Kishan ne saamne wali chair pakad li.
Khana shuru hua.
Ramesh baar-baar baat nikalta. “Aaj mainne teri Bua ko poora din… samajh gaya na? Subah se leke shaam tak. Ab tu aa gaya hai toh teeno milke ek round maar lete hain.”
Divya ne soft awaaz mein kaha, “Ramesh… pehle khana kha lo. Beta thaka hua hai.”
Phir usne Kishan ki taraf dekha. “Beta, aaj bilkul baat nahi kar raha. Kuch hua kya college mein?”
Kishan ne bas roti todte hue kaha, “Kuch nahi Bua. Bas neend aa rahi hai. Body tut rahi hai.”
Ramesh ne hasa, “Arre 19 saal ka hai tu. Itna thak kaise gaya? Chal, khana khatam kar. Phir bedroom chalte hain. Teri Bua ke mamme aaj bahut sensitive hain. Tu unhe chus… main peeche se…”
Kishan ne is baar sirf itna kaha,
“Uncle, aaj nahi. Bahut thakan ho rahi hai. Kha ke seedha so jaaunga.”
Ramesh aur Divya dono ek doosre ki taraf dekhne lage.
Divya ne halka sa muskuraate hue kaha, “Theek hai beta. Agar itna thaka hai toh so ja. Kal kar lenge.”
Lekin uske chehre pe thodi si mayusi clear thi. Ramesh ke chehre pe bhi. Dono ne socha tha aaj teeno milke celebration karenge. Kishan aayega, Divya ke mamme chusega, Ramesh peeche se lega… lekin Kishan bilkul mood mein nahi tha.
Khana khatam hua. Kishan ne plate uthayi aur sink mein rakh di.
“Bua, main so raha hoon. Good night.”
Woh seedha apne room ki taraf chal diya. Darwaza band kar diya.
Drawing room – 8:10
Ramesh aur Divya chup chaap baithe rahe. TV chal raha tha lekin kisi ka dhyan nahi tha.
Ramesh ne aakhir mein kaha, “Ajeeb hai. Roz toh aate hi haath lagaata hai. Aaj bilkul… jaise koi aur hi insaan hai.”
Divya ne apne pet pe haath pherte hue soft awaaz mein boli, “Haan. Bahut thaka hua lag raha tha. Chehra bhi utra hua tha. Shayad sach mein college ka pressure ho.”
Ramesh ne uske thigh pe haath rakha. “Tu tension mat le. Kal subah main usse uthata hoon. Aaj ka mood nahi hai toh chhod. Kal teeno milke karenge.”
Divya ne sir hilaya, lekin uske dil mein ek ajeeb sa khayal aa gaya.
Kishan aaj itna thaka hua kyun tha?
Itna quiet kyun tha?
Uske kapdon mein thodi alag si khushbu kyun aa rahi thi?
Usne yeh baat Ramesh se nahi kahi. Bas apne dil mein rakh li.
Dono thodi der baad bedroom chale gaye. Ramesh ne Divya ke mamme dabaye, lekin poora mood nahi bana. Aaj Kishan ke bina adhoora sa lag raha tha.
Aur doosre room mein Kishan bed pe let ke, aankhein band kiye, Sunita ke mamme aur uske “Mummy” wale dialogues yaad kar raha tha.
Thakavat ke bawajood uske hothon pe halki si muskaan thi.