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Bahot zabardast shaandar updateUpdate 10
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ankush ne bad me jana kamre ke andr uski bahan paridhi, sarah ananya lavanya charon ladkiyan kamre nangi han aur yash bhi kamre me ha. ye jan kar pahle to ankush hairan hua. fir jab usne jana yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. tab ankush bhi masti me aa gaya.
ankush: mai bhi to kabka 18 ka ho gaya hon yaar.. plz plz plz mere liye door khol do. hum sab milkar masti aur maze karenge. bohut samay se mai bhi aisi hi masti ke intezar me tha yaaro. plz door khol do.
ankush ki is baat par sab khub hase. ankush bahar door par aur baki sab andr kamre me rahte hue masti bhari baaten karte rahe the.
ankush ki bahan bhi kamre me ha. nangi ha. koi ubaal nahi aaya tha ankush ke mann me na hi sharir me. asal me sabke beech pyaar bohut gahra tha. ek parda bhi tha, sharam ki gahri chadar bhi thi beech me. lekin masti chhod nahi sakte the, ek dusre ke liye samman ghata nahi sakte the. isliye har trah ki life ji rahe the. waise bhi modern daur me saanse le rahe the. paridhi aur sab ladkiyon ne ek sath ankush aur neha rashmi raghuveer tim robert ke knowledge me yash ko apna life partner maan liya tha.
ankush kuch masti karne ke bad door ke paas se hat gaya. kamre me sab ajib halat me lete hue the.
yash seedha leta hua tha. yash ki tangen judi thi, baahen khuli hui thi. ananya aur lavanya dono yash ki jangho par sir rakhe left right leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi dono yash ke phele hue bazuon par sir rakhe leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi ki gaand tak ka hissa farsh par tha. jhange ananya aur lavanya ke pet par thi.
yassh ke badan par pure kapde the. aur charon ladkiyan puri nangi leti thi. yash aur charon ladkiyan chhat ko tak rahe the.
yash: tum sabne toh first day hi khud ko belibas kar dala mere saamne.
sarah: yash!. mai american citizen hon. hamare culture me behayai aam baat h. libas ki koi value hi nahi ha hamare haan to. country me aisi kai places han, jahan koi bhi kisi ke saamne bhi tan ke saare kapde utaar de. koi usay poochhega nahi, koi usay dekhega nahi, koi usay pareshan nahi karega. lekin hum sab. yash hamare andr sharam ka rang bohut gahra ha. mere aur paridhi lavanya, ananya ke jitni hi sharam ha yash. tumhare saamne to kyaa aaine ke saamne bhi full nude hone par sharma jaaun. hamari sari sharam tumhare liye ha yash.
paridhi: yash!. jab tum pahli bar mile to bhai bankar mile the.
ananya: mera koi bhai nahi tha. tum mile to mujhe laga bhai ki jo kami thi meri life me, woh puri ho gai ha.
lavanya: yash! tum mujhe itne zayada pyare lage the, mujhe laga tha tumhare meri life me aa jane se mai complete ho gai. lekin mai adhuri hi rahi.
sarah: yash! tumhara pyaar aisa ha. har shakal me na paya jaaye to sukun se rah pana hamare liye mushkin nahi hoga.
paridhi: har shakal me tumhara pyaar mile---
ananya: yahi hamari sabse badi aarzu hai
lavanya: tumse itna pyaar ha humen yash. khud apne aap se bhi humen itna pyaar nahi ha
sarah: khud se pyaar ha to tumhare kaaran ha yash.. hamari sari sharam sare jazbaat tumhare liye ha yash. hamare badan ko koi tumhare siva dekhe ya chhoo jaye. hum kalpana bhi nahi kar sakti.
paridhi: jab hum hamari aatma aur jism se khud ko tumhari maan chuki han to fir tumse kaisa sharmana.
ananya: ye to aisi hi baat hui na yash. jaise koi khud se sharma jaaye.
lavanya: tum to hamara aaina ho yash. tumhe dekh dekh humne khud ko sunwarna seekha ha.
fir sab ek sath boli: yaashh!.. hum bin tumhare kuch bhi nahi han. jee nahi paayengi hum tumhare bina.
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raghuveer ghar aaya to usay bhi khabar mili.. yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. is bat par raghuveer ko jahan hairat aur khushi hui. wahi ek ghoonsa sa raghuveer ke dil par laga tha.
kyaaa ab rashmi usse hamesha ke liye alag ho jaayegi??.
ye baat firse raghuveer ke mann me aai to andr tak hil kar rah gaya. par apne andr ki bat ko chahre se zaahir na karte hue yash ko badhai dene laga..
yash ne raghuveer ko tab dekha tha, jab raghuveer ankush se baat kar raha tha.
raat after 10pm yash raghuveer aur rashmika ke kamre me ja ghusa. dono bed par khamosh bethe hue the. yash ko kamre me aaya jaan seedhe ho bethe. yash ko hairani se dekhne lage.
yash bina dono ko dekhe ek chair par beth gaya.
yash: mai masum hon!. lekin manhoos bhi hon!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono yash ke svar par chaunk uthe. yash kamre ki ek deewar ko tak raha tha.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono bed se utar kar yash ke karib aane lage
yash bina dono ko dekhe bola: mummy papa!.. plz aap dono wahi bethe rahiye.
dono ne ek dusre ko dekha aur wapis se pahli jaisi halat me beth gaye.
yash: mummy papa!. aap dono ko yaad hoga. jab hum pahli bar airport par mile the to maine bina der kiye aap dono ko mummy papa bol dia tha.
raghuveer: mujhe ache se yaad ha sab.. yash beta!.
yash: papa plz aap khamosh rahiye. aaj mujhe bolne dijiye. aap bass sunte jaaiye. mummy aap bhi aaj kuch mat boliyega. warna mai na to wo bol paaunga, jo bolna chahta hon, na hi mai khud ko sambhaal paaunga. bohut strong hon mai, lekin bohut kamzor bhi hon mai.
rashmika aur raghuveer ne jana aaj yash ke andr dard ka tufan aaya hua ha. dono ke dil jaise koi chainsaw se cheerne laga tha. tukde tukde karne laga tha.
yash: maine aap dono ko mummy papa kaha. mere dil me koi khot nahi tha. koi matlab nahi tha sivaye pyaar pane ki gharz ke. kyunki mai masum hon. masum tha aur hamesha masum bankar rahna chahta hon. main tab nehu ke liye ye bol gaya tha. woh future me meri wife banegi. aisa isliye bola tha, kyunki maine nehu ke sath future ko dekh liya tha.. aur nehu ne barson dhoke wali life ji ha. usay sacha pyaar nahi mil paya tha. meri surat usay sacha pyaar mil jata to baki ki life woh skun se bita leti. mujhe beta bana kar future me ekdum se khud ko meri wife ke roop me nahi dekh sakti thi isliye maine pahle se hi aisa bol kar unke vicharon me zabardasti ghus gaya tha. masum tha na, pyaar har shakal me pana chahta tha. mumta hi mumta bhi bhari hui thi neha thakur ki aaghosh me. isliye aaj se pahle tak, barson tak wo mere liye mummy hi bani rahi. kyaa kisi ne kabhi meri ankhon me nehu ke liye mummy(rashmika) ke liye, paridhi sarah lavanya ya ananya ke jismo ke liye kabhi chahat dekhi. nahi dekhi na.. kyunki mai masum hon. mai manhoos hota to aatmaon ko na chah kar mai jismo ko chahne lagta. mai hawasi ban gaya hota. yahan kadam kadam par kahan kahan hawas ke nange naach nahi dekhne ko milte.
yash ki ankhon se ab ansu bahne lage the. raghuveer ab sharmindgi feel karne laga tha. rashmika sisakne lagi thi. yash ansu bahati ankhon se deewar par nazren gaadhe betha raha.
yash: papa! barson pahle maine aapko ek chetavani di thi. woh chetavani maine isliye di thi. future me aap koi aisi galti na kar jaayen. jisse aap ko mujhse ya............ ya apne bachhon se haani na pohnche... haan papa!.. ye sach ha. tab mai aap se aisa na bolta to aap paridhi ke liye taang adate. main future me nehu se shadi karne wala hon. is baat ke hone par bhi lavanya aur ananya ke sath sath paridhi aur sarah bhi mere liye pagal ho jaayengi. mujhe apna jeevan sathi chun lengi. mai ye baat jaanta tha. aise me aap ka badal jana sabko aapke against kar jata. kyunki sab aap se kitna bhi pyaar karen, mujhse badhkar nahi kar sakte. kyunki mai masum hon. mere liye sab aap se lad padte. aap se alag ho jaate. aap ko chhod kar mere sath rahne lagte. aise me aap dukh dard me aa jaate. maine aap ko bure samay se bachane ke liye chetavani di thi. na k apne matlab ke liye. mujhe rashmi mummy ke badan ki ichha na pahle kabhi thi. na hi ab hai. mujhe pyaar ke siva kuch nahi chahiye.
is janam me mujhe ajib vicharon wala manushya bana kar bheja gaya. jo mujhe manhoos samjh le. wo mera sabse bada dushman ban jata ha. jo mujhe masum samjh le. uske liye mai dunya ki har ek chiz se badhkar ho jaata hon. par aap ne khud se fight kari aur paridhi ke liye khud ko samjha liya. lekin mummy--
yash: lekin mummy ke liye khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahe han. aap darr gaye mai aap se mummy ko chheen lunga.. papa! maine bata rakha ha aaap sab ko. future kahin kahin mere saamne dhund me lipta hua ha. mai har baat nahi dekh sakta. aur bar bar bhi nahi dekh sakta. aise insan ulajh kar rah jaata ha. main bhi kahin ulajh kar na rah jaaun. koshish karta hon future par zayada dhayan na dete hue present me jiyun. aap ye maante han, aap ka dil ye maanta ha, meri ankhon me kisi ke liye bhi hawas nahi ha. fir kaise aap ne maan liya, mummy(rashmi) ke liye bhi mere dil me kuch hatke hai. mere dil me mel aa sakti ha. ya mai rashmi mummy ko aap se chheen lunga.
raghuveer ka sir sharmindgi se jhuka ja raha tha: yaashh bet--
yash: mujhe bolne dijiye papa!. aap mujhe bataiye. ek ladki ek ladka ek school me college me university me ek sath padhte han. school life fir college life fir uni life, kitne hi saal beet jaya karte han dono ke love affair me. ek ladki ek ladka dono ek dusre se sacha pyaar karte hon, aur ye bhi jaante hon kai saalon tak woh ek nahi ho sakte han. unki shadi me abhi bohut samay baki ha. dono ek ho sakte han, lekin illegal tarike se. woh kasmen waade kar lete han future me shadi zaruri karenge.. fir khud ko sambhal nahi paate aur jismani taur par ek ho jaate han. barson dono ke beech physical relation chalte rahte han. after that shadi kar lete han.
papa mai aap se poochhta hon. kyaaa jab woh ladka us ladki se physical hota tha, tab kyaaaa ladki ke badan par uska adhikar ban chuka hota tha. kyaaaaa wo jo karta tha woh illegal nahi tha. kyaa shadi se pahle us ladki ki izzat ladki ke parents ki amanat nahi hua karti. har mata pita shadi tak ladki par gahri nazar banaye rakhte han. uspar trust karte han. fir bhi wo ladki agar apne mata pita ke knowledge me laaye bagair apne premi se physical relation me aa jati ha. to kyaaa wo paap kar rahi ha. har koi ise paap hi kahega papa. lekin jo pyaar ka falsafa aur pyaar ki gahrai ko jaante han. woh ise paap nahi kahte han.sacha pyaar kahte han.. isliye ladki ladka saalon tak physical relation banaye rahte han. ladki ladka dono ke mata pita ki nazar me bhi aisa illegal nahi rahta kyunki unhe apne pyaar par apni parivarish par garv hota ha.
jinhe nahi hota.. wahan sivaye hawas ke kuch aur nahi hota.
rashmika aur raghuveer aaj yash ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar ascharyachakit bhi the aur bohut zayada dukhi thi. ab rashmi kuch kuch raghuveer ko guse se bhi dekhti ja rahi thi. raghuveer kahin nahi dekh raha tha. raghuveer ke kaan khule the, woh yash ki baaten sun raha tha. lekin bed par nazren gaadhe betha tha. ansu se bheegi sharmindgi se bheegi ansuon bhari nazren
yash: jo prem pujari hote han. unhe khud ko bharosa ho na ho, apne pyaar pr bharosa zarur hota ha. mai masum hon, mujhe mere pyaar par bharosa tha. apne vicharon ke pavitr hone par yakeen tha. aap sab par bharosa tha. aap sab kabhi future me alag na hon. maine woh chetavani di thi. insan aksar bhavanaon me bah kar woh galtiyan kar bethta ha. jinhe bad me lakh sudharne par bhi sudhara nahi ja sakta ha. fir aap sab to mujhse sachhe mann se pyaar karte the. aap ne mujhe dil se masum maan liya tha. kaise aap ke beech mai phoot dekh sakta tha. kaise mai apne payaron ko dukhon me jeete dekh sakta tha. kaise ek baap ko beti bete se door hote dekh sakta tha.
yash: main!!
yash ab bola to ansu uske gale me utar kar uske moh me ghul kar shabdo ko bigaad gaye the.
yash aise hi ansuon se bheege shabdo ke sath bola
yash: main!..
yash ke liye bol pana mushkil hone laga tha. ankhon se ansu ek tasalsal ke sath bahe jaa rahe the. yash ko aaj tak kisi ne rote hue nahi dekha tha. lekin aaj uski ankhon se ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the. ye baat bhi rashmi aur raghuveer dono ke dilon ko chhalni kiye ja rahi thi.
yash: main masum hon. aisa mai shuru se kahta aa raha hon. lekin asal me mai masum nahi manhoos hon!!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono jhatke se sir utha kar yash ko dekhne lage. yash ke moh se ansuon se bheege dard ki inteha liye shabd sunkar larz uthe. is bar firse kuch bolne wale the. uth kar yash ke karib aa jana chahte the.
lekin yash ne hath utha kar dono ko wahi still bethe rahne ka ishara kar dia.
dono na chahte hue bhi apni jaga par statue ban bethe rah gaye. dono ne ek dusre ko dekha. to kyaaa kuch nahi tha dono ki ankhon me.. dukh dard aatmaglani.yash ke liye pyaar.
yash: mai dunya me aane se pahle hi manhoos declare kar dia gaya. mahino maa ki kokh me ek lothde ki surat pada raha. lothde me jaan padi. tab maine pahli bar maa ki kokh me rahte hue hi maa ke kano davara ye suna k mai manhoos hon. mai ro pada tha ye sunkar..
yash: kyun??.. mai manhoos kaise ho sakta hon. abhi to maine maa ki kokh me life jeeni shuru ki hi ha. kaise koi mujhe manhoos ghoshit kar sakta ha. mai dunya me aaay hi kahan tha. abhi toh mai maa ke pet me aaya hi tha. mere bhagy me dard hi dard likh dia gaya.. manhoosiyat likh di gayi...
kyuuuuuuun??..
pata chala mai dunya me aane ke bad, jis thakur parivar me mai janma hon, us parivar ki har ek stree ko bhogonga.. har ek ko future me apne bistar ki zeenat banaunga. isi kaaran sab ne mujhe shaitan aur manhoos kahna shuru kar dia.
nahi bhogna mujhe kisi ko.. nahi chahiye mujhe kisi ka bhi jism.. kyaaaaa mai koi robot hon. koi machine hon. kyaaaaaaa hon mai. kyaa samjh rakha ha sabne mujhe.. koi mujhe manhoos kahta ha to niyati mujhe masum banane par tuli hui ha. majbur kar rahi ha. mai apne hi parivar ki ek ek stree ko apni rakhel bana daalun.. kyun??.. kitni aag jal uthti hogi mere andr.. koi anadaza bhi nahi laga sakta. mai ek insan hon. koi playboy nahi.. dunya bhar ke insano ki tarah mai bhi apne liye ek hi life partner ko kafi samjhta hon.. nehu ek hi mere liye kafi hai. whole life mai uske sath badi khushi khushi ji sakta hon. lekiin fir mujhe char aur mil gai.. mai mujhse pyaar karne walun ka dil nahi tod sakta. nehu ko abhi maine apne nam nahi kiya aur mujhe char aur mil gayi. ananya lavanya sarah paridhi sabne bhi mujhe apna advance me hi pati chun liya. kyunki mujhe mujhse pyaar karne walun ke dilon se unki aatmaon se prem karna aata ha. ek se dusra sharir badala jaaye to dil me pyaar marne lagta ha. hawas janam lene lagti ha. hawas insan ko insan nahi rahne deti. aur jo insan na rahe woh masum kaise rah sakta ha. aur mai
yash ab hichkiyon me rone laga tha
yash: pata nahi kyun, jab se maa ki kokh me utara tha main.. jab se pahli bar mujhe manhoos kaha gaya tha. tab se leke ab tak meri ek hi manokaamna rahi ha. mai masum bankar jiyun. koi bhi mujhe manhoos na kahe. puri dunya mujhe masum samjhe le. badle me mujhse jo chahe maang len. chahe to meri khaal ke jute banwa kar apne gale me daal le. lekin mujhe manhoos na kahe. mujhe sapno me dikhaya aur bataya jata raha ha. mujhe apne parivar ki ek ek stree ko bhogna ha. ek ek se badla lena ha. jo mujhse pyaar kare, mujhe usay pyaar dena ha. jo mujhe manhoos kahe mujhe uske sath buri tarah pesh aana ha.. nahi lena mujhe kisi se badla. nahi deni mujhe kisi ko saza.
par aap sabke itne zayada mujhse payar karne walun ke hote hue bhi mai adhura hon. mai pyasa hon. bohut sukun milta ha mujhe sabhi ke pyaar ki thandi meethi chhaaon par. lekin fir bhi mai sukun me nahi hon. meri aatma bohut bechain ha.
kuch bhi mere hath me nahi hai. mai khud se kuch bhi nahi kar sakta. mai insan nahi robot hon. niyati davara bana kar bhega gaya ek robot.
yashh ansu bahata hua uth khada hua. kamre me aaya tha to rashmika ya raghuveer dono ko nahi dekha tha yash ne. ab bhi bina dono ko dekhe utha aur uth kar kamre se jaane laga..
is samay ro rahe ansu baha rahe rashmika aur raghuveer dono uchhal kar bed par se koode aur yash ke paas ja ponche. yash ke ek bazo ko thaam gaye.
kamre me teeno ro rahe the. is bar yash ne pahle rashmi ko dekha. fir raghuveer ko dekha.
aise hi sisakta hua bade hi dard ke sath bola: mai bhi kaisi kismat lekar paida hua hon. jis maa ki kokh se maine janam liya ha. us maa ke jism ko jab tak mai bhogunga nahi woh coma se bahar nahi aayegi. ek maa(neha thakur) se mujhe mumta mili, pata chala future me woh meri patni banegi. kuch baras meri maa bankar jiyegi. fir meri patni bankar mere bistar ki zeenat banegi. mera pyaar uske liye badal jaayega. ek teesri maa bhi bana daali maine. aur...
yash ki ankhon se ansu bah bah kar chin par ikathe hote fir katron ki surat neeche girne lagte the.
yash: teesri maa khud hi mere pyaar ke jaal me ulajh kar aapke jaise pyaar karne wale pati ke hote hue bhi mujhe apne sapnon ka rajkumar bana gayi. papa!. mera koi kasoor nahi ha. meri koi galati nahi ha. mujhe rashmi mummy se sivaye mumta ki garmi ke koi aur garmi nahi chahiye thi. lekin ye bhi sach ha. rashmi mummy ke dil me mere liye prem ke jag jaane par inki badhti umar ruk gai ha. ab tak ye mere sath physical nahi hongi ye aise hi rahegi. hamesha jawan rahengi, akhri saans tak sadabahaar rahengi. aap boodhe ho jaayenge. mere aur paridhi ankush bachhe bhi dunya me aane ke bad jawan ho jaayenge, fir boodhe ho jaayenge. lekin mummy aise hi rahenge. ab batayen isme meri koi galati ha. ye sab niyati dawara racha ek ghinona khel ha. aur mujhe ye khel bilkul bhi pasand nahi papa. aise to mai masum se manhoos banta jaaunga. aur mai manhoos nai masum bankar jeena chahta hon.
rashmi ki ankhon me koi glani nahi thi. raghuveer aur rashmi dono ne ek sath yash ko apni aaghosh me bhar liya.
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aaj ke liye itna hi mitro. milte han agle update ke sath jald hi. tab tak ke liye is update me bar bar read karte rahen. like revo dil khol kar rakhne ga guys. warna mujhe gussa aa jaayega.
Yash n tow aaj apna seena hi faad dala itna Dard bhara h uske seene m sala yeh kon sa niyatibka khel h ki jab tak Yash apni sagi maa Jo coma me h uske saath sex nahi karega tab tak theek nahi hogi
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Bahut ki zabardast update asadjee bhai..
Ab yash apne alsi pariwar walo se milne kab jayega aur woh kya usko pehchan payege..
Ab yash apne alsi pariwar walo se milne kab jayega aur woh kya usko pehchan payege..
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nice updateUpdate 10
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ankush ne bad me jana kamre ke andr uski bahan paridhi, sarah ananya lavanya charon ladkiyan kamre nangi han aur yash bhi kamre me ha. ye jan kar pahle to ankush hairan hua. fir jab usne jana yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. tab ankush bhi masti me aa gaya.
ankush: mai bhi to kabka 18 ka ho gaya hon yaar.. plz plz plz mere liye door khol do. hum sab milkar masti aur maze karenge. bohut samay se mai bhi aisi hi masti ke intezar me tha yaaro. plz door khol do.
ankush ki is baat par sab khub hase. ankush bahar door par aur baki sab andr kamre me rahte hue masti bhari baaten karte rahe the.
ankush ki bahan bhi kamre me ha. nangi ha. koi ubaal nahi aaya tha ankush ke mann me na hi sharir me. asal me sabke beech pyaar bohut gahra tha. ek parda bhi tha, sharam ki gahri chadar bhi thi beech me. lekin masti chhod nahi sakte the, ek dusre ke liye samman ghata nahi sakte the. isliye har trah ki life ji rahe the. waise bhi modern daur me saanse le rahe the. paridhi aur sab ladkiyon ne ek sath ankush aur neha rashmi raghuveer tim robert ke knowledge me yash ko apna life partner maan liya tha.
ankush kuch masti karne ke bad door ke paas se hat gaya. kamre me sab ajib halat me lete hue the.
yash seedha leta hua tha. yash ki tangen judi thi, baahen khuli hui thi. ananya aur lavanya dono yash ki jangho par sir rakhe left right leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi dono yash ke phele hue bazuon par sir rakhe leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi ki gaand tak ka hissa farsh par tha. jhange ananya aur lavanya ke pet par thi.
yassh ke badan par pure kapde the. aur charon ladkiyan puri nangi leti thi. yash aur charon ladkiyan chhat ko tak rahe the.
yash: tum sabne toh first day hi khud ko belibas kar dala mere saamne.
sarah: yash!. mai american citizen hon. hamare culture me behayai aam baat h. libas ki koi value hi nahi ha hamare haan to. country me aisi kai places han, jahan koi bhi kisi ke saamne bhi tan ke saare kapde utaar de. koi usay poochhega nahi, koi usay dekhega nahi, koi usay pareshan nahi karega. lekin hum sab. yash hamare andr sharam ka rang bohut gahra ha. mere aur paridhi lavanya, ananya ke jitni hi sharam ha yash. tumhare saamne to kyaa aaine ke saamne bhi full nude hone par sharma jaaun. hamari sari sharam tumhare liye ha yash.
paridhi: yash!. jab tum pahli bar mile to bhai bankar mile the.
ananya: mera koi bhai nahi tha. tum mile to mujhe laga bhai ki jo kami thi meri life me, woh puri ho gai ha.
lavanya: yash! tum mujhe itne zayada pyare lage the, mujhe laga tha tumhare meri life me aa jane se mai complete ho gai. lekin mai adhuri hi rahi.
sarah: yash! tumhara pyaar aisa ha. har shakal me na paya jaaye to sukun se rah pana hamare liye mushkin nahi hoga.
paridhi: har shakal me tumhara pyaar mile---
ananya: yahi hamari sabse badi aarzu hai
lavanya: tumse itna pyaar ha humen yash. khud apne aap se bhi humen itna pyaar nahi ha
sarah: khud se pyaar ha to tumhare kaaran ha yash.. hamari sari sharam sare jazbaat tumhare liye ha yash. hamare badan ko koi tumhare siva dekhe ya chhoo jaye. hum kalpana bhi nahi kar sakti.
paridhi: jab hum hamari aatma aur jism se khud ko tumhari maan chuki han to fir tumse kaisa sharmana.
ananya: ye to aisi hi baat hui na yash. jaise koi khud se sharma jaaye.
lavanya: tum to hamara aaina ho yash. tumhe dekh dekh humne khud ko sunwarna seekha ha.
fir sab ek sath boli: yaashh!.. hum bin tumhare kuch bhi nahi han. jee nahi paayengi hum tumhare bina.
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raghuveer ghar aaya to usay bhi khabar mili.. yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. is bat par raghuveer ko jahan hairat aur khushi hui. wahi ek ghoonsa sa raghuveer ke dil par laga tha.
kyaaa ab rashmi usse hamesha ke liye alag ho jaayegi??.
ye baat firse raghuveer ke mann me aai to andr tak hil kar rah gaya. par apne andr ki bat ko chahre se zaahir na karte hue yash ko badhai dene laga..
yash ne raghuveer ko tab dekha tha, jab raghuveer ankush se baat kar raha tha.
raat after 10pm yash raghuveer aur rashmika ke kamre me ja ghusa. dono bed par khamosh bethe hue the. yash ko kamre me aaya jaan seedhe ho bethe. yash ko hairani se dekhne lage.
yash bina dono ko dekhe ek chair par beth gaya.
yash: mai masum hon!. lekin manhoos bhi hon!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono yash ke svar par chaunk uthe. yash kamre ki ek deewar ko tak raha tha.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono bed se utar kar yash ke karib aane lage
yash bina dono ko dekhe bola: mummy papa!.. plz aap dono wahi bethe rahiye.
dono ne ek dusre ko dekha aur wapis se pahli jaisi halat me beth gaye.
yash: mummy papa!. aap dono ko yaad hoga. jab hum pahli bar airport par mile the to maine bina der kiye aap dono ko mummy papa bol dia tha.
raghuveer: mujhe ache se yaad ha sab.. yash beta!.
yash: papa plz aap khamosh rahiye. aaj mujhe bolne dijiye. aap bass sunte jaaiye. mummy aap bhi aaj kuch mat boliyega. warna mai na to wo bol paaunga, jo bolna chahta hon, na hi mai khud ko sambhaal paaunga. bohut strong hon mai, lekin bohut kamzor bhi hon mai.
rashmika aur raghuveer ne jana aaj yash ke andr dard ka tufan aaya hua ha. dono ke dil jaise koi chainsaw se cheerne laga tha. tukde tukde karne laga tha.
yash: maine aap dono ko mummy papa kaha. mere dil me koi khot nahi tha. koi matlab nahi tha sivaye pyaar pane ki gharz ke. kyunki mai masum hon. masum tha aur hamesha masum bankar rahna chahta hon. main tab nehu ke liye ye bol gaya tha. woh future me meri wife banegi. aisa isliye bola tha, kyunki maine nehu ke sath future ko dekh liya tha.. aur nehu ne barson dhoke wali life ji ha. usay sacha pyaar nahi mil paya tha. meri surat usay sacha pyaar mil jata to baki ki life woh skun se bita leti. mujhe beta bana kar future me ekdum se khud ko meri wife ke roop me nahi dekh sakti thi isliye maine pahle se hi aisa bol kar unke vicharon me zabardasti ghus gaya tha. masum tha na, pyaar har shakal me pana chahta tha. mumta hi mumta bhi bhari hui thi neha thakur ki aaghosh me. isliye aaj se pahle tak, barson tak wo mere liye mummy hi bani rahi. kyaa kisi ne kabhi meri ankhon me nehu ke liye mummy(rashmika) ke liye, paridhi sarah lavanya ya ananya ke jismo ke liye kabhi chahat dekhi. nahi dekhi na.. kyunki mai masum hon. mai manhoos hota to aatmaon ko na chah kar mai jismo ko chahne lagta. mai hawasi ban gaya hota. yahan kadam kadam par kahan kahan hawas ke nange naach nahi dekhne ko milte.
yash ki ankhon se ab ansu bahne lage the. raghuveer ab sharmindgi feel karne laga tha. rashmika sisakne lagi thi. yash ansu bahati ankhon se deewar par nazren gaadhe betha raha.
yash: papa! barson pahle maine aapko ek chetavani di thi. woh chetavani maine isliye di thi. future me aap koi aisi galti na kar jaayen. jisse aap ko mujhse ya............ ya apne bachhon se haani na pohnche... haan papa!.. ye sach ha. tab mai aap se aisa na bolta to aap paridhi ke liye taang adate. main future me nehu se shadi karne wala hon. is baat ke hone par bhi lavanya aur ananya ke sath sath paridhi aur sarah bhi mere liye pagal ho jaayengi. mujhe apna jeevan sathi chun lengi. mai ye baat jaanta tha. aise me aap ka badal jana sabko aapke against kar jata. kyunki sab aap se kitna bhi pyaar karen, mujhse badhkar nahi kar sakte. kyunki mai masum hon. mere liye sab aap se lad padte. aap se alag ho jaate. aap ko chhod kar mere sath rahne lagte. aise me aap dukh dard me aa jaate. maine aap ko bure samay se bachane ke liye chetavani di thi. na k apne matlab ke liye. mujhe rashmi mummy ke badan ki ichha na pahle kabhi thi. na hi ab hai. mujhe pyaar ke siva kuch nahi chahiye.
is janam me mujhe ajib vicharon wala manushya bana kar bheja gaya. jo mujhe manhoos samjh le. wo mera sabse bada dushman ban jata ha. jo mujhe masum samjh le. uske liye mai dunya ki har ek chiz se badhkar ho jaata hon. par aap ne khud se fight kari aur paridhi ke liye khud ko samjha liya. lekin mummy--
yash: lekin mummy ke liye khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahe han. aap darr gaye mai aap se mummy ko chheen lunga.. papa! maine bata rakha ha aaap sab ko. future kahin kahin mere saamne dhund me lipta hua ha. mai har baat nahi dekh sakta. aur bar bar bhi nahi dekh sakta. aise insan ulajh kar rah jaata ha. main bhi kahin ulajh kar na rah jaaun. koshish karta hon future par zayada dhayan na dete hue present me jiyun. aap ye maante han, aap ka dil ye maanta ha, meri ankhon me kisi ke liye bhi hawas nahi ha. fir kaise aap ne maan liya, mummy(rashmi) ke liye bhi mere dil me kuch hatke hai. mere dil me mel aa sakti ha. ya mai rashmi mummy ko aap se chheen lunga.
raghuveer ka sir sharmindgi se jhuka ja raha tha: yaashh bet--
yash: mujhe bolne dijiye papa!. aap mujhe bataiye. ek ladki ek ladka ek school me college me university me ek sath padhte han. school life fir college life fir uni life, kitne hi saal beet jaya karte han dono ke love affair me. ek ladki ek ladka dono ek dusre se sacha pyaar karte hon, aur ye bhi jaante hon kai saalon tak woh ek nahi ho sakte han. unki shadi me abhi bohut samay baki ha. dono ek ho sakte han, lekin illegal tarike se. woh kasmen waade kar lete han future me shadi zaruri karenge.. fir khud ko sambhal nahi paate aur jismani taur par ek ho jaate han. barson dono ke beech physical relation chalte rahte han. after that shadi kar lete han.
papa mai aap se poochhta hon. kyaaa jab woh ladka us ladki se physical hota tha, tab kyaaaa ladki ke badan par uska adhikar ban chuka hota tha. kyaaaaa wo jo karta tha woh illegal nahi tha. kyaa shadi se pahle us ladki ki izzat ladki ke parents ki amanat nahi hua karti. har mata pita shadi tak ladki par gahri nazar banaye rakhte han. uspar trust karte han. fir bhi wo ladki agar apne mata pita ke knowledge me laaye bagair apne premi se physical relation me aa jati ha. to kyaaa wo paap kar rahi ha. har koi ise paap hi kahega papa. lekin jo pyaar ka falsafa aur pyaar ki gahrai ko jaante han. woh ise paap nahi kahte han.sacha pyaar kahte han.. isliye ladki ladka saalon tak physical relation banaye rahte han. ladki ladka dono ke mata pita ki nazar me bhi aisa illegal nahi rahta kyunki unhe apne pyaar par apni parivarish par garv hota ha.
jinhe nahi hota.. wahan sivaye hawas ke kuch aur nahi hota.
rashmika aur raghuveer aaj yash ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar ascharyachakit bhi the aur bohut zayada dukhi thi. ab rashmi kuch kuch raghuveer ko guse se bhi dekhti ja rahi thi. raghuveer kahin nahi dekh raha tha. raghuveer ke kaan khule the, woh yash ki baaten sun raha tha. lekin bed par nazren gaadhe betha tha. ansu se bheegi sharmindgi se bheegi ansuon bhari nazren
yash: jo prem pujari hote han. unhe khud ko bharosa ho na ho, apne pyaar pr bharosa zarur hota ha. mai masum hon, mujhe mere pyaar par bharosa tha. apne vicharon ke pavitr hone par yakeen tha. aap sab par bharosa tha. aap sab kabhi future me alag na hon. maine woh chetavani di thi. insan aksar bhavanaon me bah kar woh galtiyan kar bethta ha. jinhe bad me lakh sudharne par bhi sudhara nahi ja sakta ha. fir aap sab to mujhse sachhe mann se pyaar karte the. aap ne mujhe dil se masum maan liya tha. kaise aap ke beech mai phoot dekh sakta tha. kaise mai apne payaron ko dukhon me jeete dekh sakta tha. kaise ek baap ko beti bete se door hote dekh sakta tha.
yash: main!!
yash ab bola to ansu uske gale me utar kar uske moh me ghul kar shabdo ko bigaad gaye the.
yash aise hi ansuon se bheege shabdo ke sath bola
yash: main!..
yash ke liye bol pana mushkil hone laga tha. ankhon se ansu ek tasalsal ke sath bahe jaa rahe the. yash ko aaj tak kisi ne rote hue nahi dekha tha. lekin aaj uski ankhon se ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the. ye baat bhi rashmi aur raghuveer dono ke dilon ko chhalni kiye ja rahi thi.
yash: main masum hon. aisa mai shuru se kahta aa raha hon. lekin asal me mai masum nahi manhoos hon!!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono jhatke se sir utha kar yash ko dekhne lage. yash ke moh se ansuon se bheege dard ki inteha liye shabd sunkar larz uthe. is bar firse kuch bolne wale the. uth kar yash ke karib aa jana chahte the.
lekin yash ne hath utha kar dono ko wahi still bethe rahne ka ishara kar dia.
dono na chahte hue bhi apni jaga par statue ban bethe rah gaye. dono ne ek dusre ko dekha. to kyaaa kuch nahi tha dono ki ankhon me.. dukh dard aatmaglani.yash ke liye pyaar.
yash: mai dunya me aane se pahle hi manhoos declare kar dia gaya. mahino maa ki kokh me ek lothde ki surat pada raha. lothde me jaan padi. tab maine pahli bar maa ki kokh me rahte hue hi maa ke kano davara ye suna k mai manhoos hon. mai ro pada tha ye sunkar..
yash: kyun??.. mai manhoos kaise ho sakta hon. abhi to maine maa ki kokh me life jeeni shuru ki hi ha. kaise koi mujhe manhoos ghoshit kar sakta ha. mai dunya me aaay hi kahan tha. abhi toh mai maa ke pet me aaya hi tha. mere bhagy me dard hi dard likh dia gaya.. manhoosiyat likh di gayi...
kyuuuuuuun??..
pata chala mai dunya me aane ke bad, jis thakur parivar me mai janma hon, us parivar ki har ek stree ko bhogonga.. har ek ko future me apne bistar ki zeenat banaunga. isi kaaran sab ne mujhe shaitan aur manhoos kahna shuru kar dia.
nahi bhogna mujhe kisi ko.. nahi chahiye mujhe kisi ka bhi jism.. kyaaaaa mai koi robot hon. koi machine hon. kyaaaaaaa hon mai. kyaa samjh rakha ha sabne mujhe.. koi mujhe manhoos kahta ha to niyati mujhe masum banane par tuli hui ha. majbur kar rahi ha. mai apne hi parivar ki ek ek stree ko apni rakhel bana daalun.. kyun??.. kitni aag jal uthti hogi mere andr.. koi anadaza bhi nahi laga sakta. mai ek insan hon. koi playboy nahi.. dunya bhar ke insano ki tarah mai bhi apne liye ek hi life partner ko kafi samjhta hon.. nehu ek hi mere liye kafi hai. whole life mai uske sath badi khushi khushi ji sakta hon. lekiin fir mujhe char aur mil gai.. mai mujhse pyaar karne walun ka dil nahi tod sakta. nehu ko abhi maine apne nam nahi kiya aur mujhe char aur mil gayi. ananya lavanya sarah paridhi sabne bhi mujhe apna advance me hi pati chun liya. kyunki mujhe mujhse pyaar karne walun ke dilon se unki aatmaon se prem karna aata ha. ek se dusra sharir badala jaaye to dil me pyaar marne lagta ha. hawas janam lene lagti ha. hawas insan ko insan nahi rahne deti. aur jo insan na rahe woh masum kaise rah sakta ha. aur mai
yash ab hichkiyon me rone laga tha
yash: pata nahi kyun, jab se maa ki kokh me utara tha main.. jab se pahli bar mujhe manhoos kaha gaya tha. tab se leke ab tak meri ek hi manokaamna rahi ha. mai masum bankar jiyun. koi bhi mujhe manhoos na kahe. puri dunya mujhe masum samjhe le. badle me mujhse jo chahe maang len. chahe to meri khaal ke jute banwa kar apne gale me daal le. lekin mujhe manhoos na kahe. mujhe sapno me dikhaya aur bataya jata raha ha. mujhe apne parivar ki ek ek stree ko bhogna ha. ek ek se badla lena ha. jo mujhse pyaar kare, mujhe usay pyaar dena ha. jo mujhe manhoos kahe mujhe uske sath buri tarah pesh aana ha.. nahi lena mujhe kisi se badla. nahi deni mujhe kisi ko saza.
par aap sabke itne zayada mujhse payar karne walun ke hote hue bhi mai adhura hon. mai pyasa hon. bohut sukun milta ha mujhe sabhi ke pyaar ki thandi meethi chhaaon par. lekin fir bhi mai sukun me nahi hon. meri aatma bohut bechain ha.
kuch bhi mere hath me nahi hai. mai khud se kuch bhi nahi kar sakta. mai insan nahi robot hon. niyati davara bana kar bhega gaya ek robot.
yashh ansu bahata hua uth khada hua. kamre me aaya tha to rashmika ya raghuveer dono ko nahi dekha tha yash ne. ab bhi bina dono ko dekhe utha aur uth kar kamre se jaane laga..
is samay ro rahe ansu baha rahe rashmika aur raghuveer dono uchhal kar bed par se koode aur yash ke paas ja ponche. yash ke ek bazo ko thaam gaye.
kamre me teeno ro rahe the. is bar yash ne pahle rashmi ko dekha. fir raghuveer ko dekha.
aise hi sisakta hua bade hi dard ke sath bola: mai bhi kaisi kismat lekar paida hua hon. jis maa ki kokh se maine janam liya ha. us maa ke jism ko jab tak mai bhogunga nahi woh coma se bahar nahi aayegi. ek maa(neha thakur) se mujhe mumta mili, pata chala future me woh meri patni banegi. kuch baras meri maa bankar jiyegi. fir meri patni bankar mere bistar ki zeenat banegi. mera pyaar uske liye badal jaayega. ek teesri maa bhi bana daali maine. aur...
yash ki ankhon se ansu bah bah kar chin par ikathe hote fir katron ki surat neeche girne lagte the.
yash: teesri maa khud hi mere pyaar ke jaal me ulajh kar aapke jaise pyaar karne wale pati ke hote hue bhi mujhe apne sapnon ka rajkumar bana gayi. papa!. mera koi kasoor nahi ha. meri koi galati nahi ha. mujhe rashmi mummy se sivaye mumta ki garmi ke koi aur garmi nahi chahiye thi. lekin ye bhi sach ha. rashmi mummy ke dil me mere liye prem ke jag jaane par inki badhti umar ruk gai ha. ab tak ye mere sath physical nahi hongi ye aise hi rahegi. hamesha jawan rahengi, akhri saans tak sadabahaar rahengi. aap boodhe ho jaayenge. mere aur paridhi ankush bachhe bhi dunya me aane ke bad jawan ho jaayenge, fir boodhe ho jaayenge. lekin mummy aise hi rahenge. ab batayen isme meri koi galati ha. ye sab niyati dawara racha ek ghinona khel ha. aur mujhe ye khel bilkul bhi pasand nahi papa. aise to mai masum se manhoos banta jaaunga. aur mai manhoos nai masum bankar jeena chahta hon.
rashmi ki ankhon me koi glani nahi thi. raghuveer aur rashmi dono ne ek sath yash ko apni aaghosh me bhar liya.
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