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Bahot badhiya khoobsurat updateUpdate 9
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yash: kyaa hua nehu aap peeche kyu hat gayi. barson ke intezar ke bad aaj hamare ek hone ka avsar aaya ha aur aap ho k peeche hat gai ho
yash neha thakur ki orr badhne laga. neha thakur sharma rahi thi, ghabra bhi rahi thi. neha thakur aur peeche hatne lagi. yash ne uski kalai pakad kar neha thakur ko khenche aur apne seene se bhar liya
neha thakur bhavanaon me machal uthne se kanpne se lagi thi.
yash ko neha thakur ka aise sharmana lajana bada bhaya. yash ne neha thakur ke gaal par kiss kar di
neha thakur ek lambi saans seene me khenchti hui ankhen meech gai. yash ne neha thakur ki ankhon par kiss kar di
yash: bohut bohut badhai ho aap ko nehu baby. akhir barson ka hamara intezar khatam hua.
neha thakur ne ankhen khol kar yash ko dekha. chamak badh aai thi neha thakur ki ankhon me. sharam ke bhav jo aaj tak yash ke liye ankhon me nahi utare the. aaj utar aaye the.
neha thakur khamosh rahi. yash ne firse neha thakur ke chahre ko hathu me payale me bhar liya.
neha jaldi se bol gayi: yaaaashhh!. plz yaash!. abhi mai khud ko tayar nahi kar paai hon
neha thakur itna bhi badi mushkil se bol pai thi. golden nine ki mukhy mahila neha thakur jo bolne par ati thi har ek ki bolti band ho jaati thi. yash ke aage uski khud ki bolti band ho chuki thi.
yash: naahh nehu baby.. barson de diye aap ko khud ko tayar krne ke liye. aaj nahi.
neha thakur zayada der palken uthaye nahi rakh pa rahi thi. bar bar yash ki ankhon me dekhti. fir palken gira leti thi.
neha thakur: yaashh!.. kyaa hamara aisa rishta banna zaruri ha
yash ne neha ke hath ko pakda aur neha ke dil par rakh dia. neha thakur kanp uthi. ab to wo kisi surat yash ki ankhon me dekh hi nahi sakti thi
yash: aap ka dil to barson pahle hi is rishte ko accept kr gaya tha
neha thakur khamosh rahi. uske hont kanpne lage the. gaal thalthalane lage the. khud bhi kanpti ja rahi thi. jazbaton ki shiddat se larzti ja rahi thi.
yash ne neha thakur ka hath uske dil par hi rahne dia. wapis se uske gaal ko thaam kar neha thakur ke chahre ko utha gaya. is bar neha thakur ne apni kanpti palken waa ki. apne saamne yash ko dekhne lagi. 6ft height wala dunya ka sabse gabru haseen yash uski ankhon ke saamne tha.. neha thakur ki height 5ft 7" thi.
yassssssh ke sundr chamakdar mukhre par jo is baar neha thakur ki nazar padi. yash ki ankhon me khushi ki chamak, uske liye pyaar ki inteha dekh neha thakur mohit hone lagi. yash ki ankhon se to wo hamesha hi sammohit ho jaya karti thi. lekin is baar baat kuch alag thi. neha thakur ke liye is bar apni palken gira pana sambhav nahi ho paya
yash apne hont neha thakur ke phadphada rahe honto ke karib lata hua bola
yash: mai janta hon, meri nehu bohut payari bohut sharam wali ha. nehu baby aap sa haseen koi nahi hoga zamane me. aap si mohabbat mujhe kahin nahi mili. aap mere dil ki rani pahli hi nazar me ban gai thi. bhagwan ne mujhe future dekhne ki kshamta se malamal kar rakha ha. maine aap ke sath apna future dekh liya tha. na bhi dekhta to bhi aap bila shuba lakhon croro me ek han nehu baby. aap apsara ho. mere liye khaas ho. bohut khas. aap ke hont doodh me gulab ki pattiyon ke jaise han nehu darling. mai bohut payasa hon. sadiyon se pyasa ho. aap bhi to payasi han. tan se bhi aur man se bhi. mujhe mat rokiye aaj. zayada pareshan nahi krunga mai aap nehu baby. bas aap ek shabnami honto ki sharab pee kar bahak jana chahta hon
yash ka lahja itna zayada madhosh kar dene wala ho gaya tha. neha thakur ke liye khud ko sambhal pana, hosh me rah pana mumkin nahi raha tha
yash ne fir apne hont neha thakur ke honto se mila diye. is baar neha thakur ke wajud me hone wali kapkapahat hamesha se badhkar thi. par jo nasha usay mila, jo anand usay prapt hua, wo bohut badhkar tha. ek bar firse neha thakur ki palken bhari bohut bhari hoti hui jhuk gai. neha thakur ki ankhen band ho gai.
yash neha thakur ka nichla hont bade hi pyar se apne honto ko kaid kiye chusne laga. neha thakur ke gaalon par yash ke thumbs reeng rahe the. aise hi romanchak mood me yash neha thakur ke honto ka ras nichodta chala gaya
aur barson ki pyasi neha thakur, jiska pyaas yash ke liye tab se hi rang badal gaya tha, jab yash ne usay apni future wife declare kar dia tha. yash bacha hote hue bhi bacha nahi tha. ye bat bhi neha thakur jaanti thi. barson beta samjh pyaar lutati a rahi thi. lekin sath hi sath ek saajan samjh kar uske sapne bhi dekhne lagi thi.
aur aaj achanak se hi saare sapne pure hone lage the. vikram nahi mil saka tha usay. wo milta to pyaar ras peene ko mil jaata. vaibhav ke life partner ki surat uski life me aaya tha. par pyaar nahi tha neha thakur ko vaibhav se.. pyaar to ab usay yash se vikram se bhi kai guna badh kar ho gaya tha. yash ke honto ka uske honto se milna lazzat ki inteha tak fir kaise na pohncha neha thakur ko
neha thakur madhosh se hi madhosh tar hone lagi. yash neha thakur ke komal galon ko sahlata hua der tak neha thakur ke honto ka raspan karta raha. fir neha thakur bhi hosh ki saare haden paar karne lagi. neha thakur ke bhi hath yash ke kandhon par dabne lage. neha thakur bhi yash ko dil ke pure armano ke sath kiss karne lagi.
jab tak saans nahi phool gai. tab tak dono kiss karte rahe. fir alag ho gaye. yash ki saans kisi had tak normal thi. lekin neha thakur ki saanse sambhale nahi sambhali ja rahi thi. yash neha thakur ke pure chahre ko chumne laga. neha thakur ankhen band kiye saanse leti rahi.
fr yash ne neha thakur ko apne seene me sama liya. neha thakur dono baahen yash ke gird lapet gai thi. yash ke kandhe pr garm garm saanse chhodti hui is bar wo apni ankhen khol gayi. yash ke sharir ko feel karne lagi. kandhon ko dekhne lagi. saamne aaine me uski khud par nazar gai aur neha thakur khud se hi sharma gai. fir neha thakur ne yash ke kandhe par kiss kar di. khud ko dekhti neha thakur is baar bohut khush dikhai di.. jaise barson sahra me phatakte rahne ke bad usay manzil mil gai ho.
yash aur neha thakur dono alag hue. yash ne fisre neha thakur ke galon ko thaam liya. neha thakur palken jhukana chahti thi
yash: meri ankhon me dekho nehu baby
neha: mm- mujhe bohut sharam aa rahi ha yash
yash: aur mujhe bhi
neha thakur ne puri ankhen khol kar yash ko dekha. yash has pada: hahaha
aur neha thakur ke honto par smile aa gai
yash ne neha thakur ke gaalon ko chuma: nehu baby passport ke hisab se 18 ke hone par hum new york me court marriage kar lenge. theek ha na
neha thakur ke dil ki dhadkan tez hui. khamosh rahi thi.
yash: aur mai jaanta hon aap inkar nahi karogi.
neha thakur: kyaa shadi zaruri ha yash
yash: haan!
neha thakur: bada ajib lagega yash. meri do jawan tumse bhi badi betiyan han. dunya wale kyaa kahenge. parivar wale--
yash: kyaaa aap ko mere siva kisi aur ki parwa honi chahiye
neha thakur ne yash ki ankhon me dekha. fir yash ke seene par sir rakh kar boli
neha thakur: nahiii!.
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yash ne ankush ko bahar kuch lene ke liye bhej dia tha. sarah paridhi ananya lavanya sab bore ho rahi thi. movie dekh rahi thi. par movie me mann nahi lag raha tha kisi ka. sab badi besabri se yash ke 18 ka hone ka wait kar rahi thi.
par nahi janti thi. yash to already 18 ka ho chuka ha. asal date koi nahi janta tha, yash ne kisi ko bataya hi nahi tha.
yash kamre me parvesh kara to har ankh ne yash ko hasrat se dekha. yash ne door ko andr se lock kia. apni shirt nikaal kar bed par bethi lavanya ke upar phenki. sab hairani se yash ko dekhne lagi.
yash: tumme se koi bata sakta ha kyaaa. kon mujhse tumme se sabse zayada mohabbat karti hai.
lavanya hi pahle boli: obviously!. mai tumse sabse zayada pyaar karti hon
ananya: chup kar. badi aai yash se sabse zayada pyaar karne wali. mai karti hon sabse zayada pyaar yash se
paridhi: mai to jaise padosi par sara pyaar luta dia karti hon
sarah: maine sabse pahle apni bekarari ka izhaar karte hue apne pyaar ki shiddat ka bhi izhaar kar dia tha. mai yash se sabse zayada pyaar krti hui
yash ne pocket se red colour ki ek patti nikal kar apni ankhon par baandh di. sab dekh kar jahann thi, wahan se jump karti hui yash ke saamne ja khadi hui
lavanya: yash ye kyaaaaaaaaa ha?. aise ankhon par patti kyu baandh rahe ho
yash: tum sab aisa karo, pahle apni apni jaga khamosh rah kar bar bar badal kar mere karib apne hath karo.
sab: isse kyaa hoga.. kyaaaa tum koi game khelna wale ho
yash: yesss my babies.. aaj aisa game khelunga. tum sab khushi se pagal ho jaaogi.
sab: yaaaaaaaahooooo!.. zarur yash ke mann me kuch khaas ha. bohut dino se life badi boring chal rahi thi yaar... shukar tujhe hum sab par taras aaya
sab yash ki maanti hui pentre badal kar uchal kood kar ek dusre ki jaga lene lagi.. kai bar apni position badli sabne.
yash: ab mai nahi janta kon mere sabse zayada karib ha. kon kis side ha. ab khamosh rah kar apne apne hath mere aage hawa me chalao. ek ka hath sabse pahle mere hath me aayega. aur jiska hath mere hath me aaya.. samjh lena aaj usay holi diwali sari khushiyan mil jaayengi.
sab ki samjhe me kuch nahi aa raha tha. fir bhi sab khil uthi thi. aur sab apne apne hath yash ke aage peeche left right hawa me move karne lagi. yash gol gol ghum raha tha. kahin saamne se hi na kisi ko pakad le. aur bad me koi kahe uske sath zyadti hui hai
fir ek moke par yash ne apne hath ghumaye aur ek nangi kalai uske hath me aa gai. yash ne turant kalai ko thaama aur kalai wali ko khench kar apne seeene me samane ke bad uske chahre ko thaam kar kiss karni shuru kar di. ye lavanya thi. lavanya ki ankhen chaudi ho gai thi. khushi ke maare lavanya pagal hone lagi thi. khushi se uski ankhen bhi bheegi aur chamak bhi badh gai. lavanya bhi yash ke gale me baahen daal kar yash ko kiss karne lagi
sarah paridhi aur ananya hairat aur bepanah khushi ke chalte statue si ban gai thi. wo teeno hurraaaaaaaaa yaaaaaaahooooooooo bolti hui lavanya aur yash ko ek sath japhi daal gai. sab khushi se kuch na kuch bolne lagi. sarah ne yash ki ankhon se patti utaar di.
sarah khushi se kanpti hui awaz me boli: yaaashh tumne to hum sab ko surprised kar dia.
paridhi: mai to kuch dino ka intezar badi besabri se kar rahi thi
ananya: barson intezar kiya ha. lekin ye kuch din bohut bhari kat rahe the yash.. sabar hi nahi ho pa raha tha.. shukar ha tujhe hum sab par taras aaya.
sarah: advance me hi tum ne khud ko ready kar liya
paridhi: bohut achha kiya yash ne. ye kuch din hamare liye barson par bhari the
sarah: ab bass bhi kar de yash.. lavanya ke honto ka baki ka ras fir chus lena.
lavanya khud hi kiss tod gai. yash ke gaalon par kiss krti hui boli: aaj sabit bhi ho gaya mai hi tumse sabse zayada pyaar karti hon yash.. thank you yash.. mujhe itna bada surprised dene ke liye
yash ne lavanya ke galon ko chuma aur bola: sab hi sacha pyaar karte han, to fark nahi samjha jata. mere liye tum sab ka pyaar ek samman ha.
yash sarah ananya aur paridhi ko dekhne laga: lagta ha mujhe firse ankhon par patti bandhni padegi
aur teeno has padi
fir sarah boli: nahi yash.. patti nahi. ab to hamari lotery nikal padi ha. ye kuch pal hum wait kar lengi. tujhe jise pahle kiss karni ha kar le
ananya: sarah fir tu hi pahle kiss kar le yash ko
sarah bhi bohut machal rahi thi. sarah ne paridhi ko dekha
paridhi: haan sarah. tu sabse pahle 18 ki hui ha. tera intezr sabse badhkar tha, sabse kathin tha.
sarah dono ko thank bol kar yash par jhapti aur yash side hat gaya. yashh hasne laga
sarah ungli utha kr warning deti hui boli: ab mujhe tang mat kar yash. warna acha nahi hoga
yash: tu bachhi ha kyaaa. tujhe apni man pasand chheen lena sikhaya gaya ha.
sarah; oohh achha ye baat ha
yash: han aisi hi baat ha
sarah ekdum se yash par jump kar gai. aur yash sabka master tha. yash sarah ke hath nahi aaya. fr kamre me hi odham machne laga. sarah yash ke jhapatti aur yash uski pakad se nikal jata
sarah ke liye kiss ka wait mushkil tha. isliye yash ne sarah ko thoda pareshan kia. fr khud se hi sarah ke shikanje me aa gaya. sarah ne yash ko ghoora. fir yash ko neeche gira kar yash ke upar aai.. yash ke pet par beth kar apni shirt aur bra utaaar kar ek side phenk gai
yash: sharam kar besharam ladki
sarah: sharam kar kar pagal ho gai hon. aaj nahi
fir sarah jhuk aur yash ke chahre ko thaam kar deewaniyo ki tarah kiss karne lagi. kiss ne sabhi anari the. pr dekh dekh kar expertness aa hi jati ha.
yash aur sarah kiss karne lage. ek dusre ke honto ka ras peene lage. sarah ke nange chuche yash ke seene pr dab rahe the. yash bhi sab kuch bhul kar sara ke honto par dhayan badhaye raha
idhar lavanya ananya aur paridhi to puri ki puri hi nangi ho gai thi. nangi ho kar yash ke karib hi farsh par beth gai thi
yash ankhon ki bhasha bola: kuch to sharam karo. kiss kyaa karni shuru ki. tum sab to full hi besharam ban gai ho
paridhi: aaj tu to kyaa hum khud bhi khud ko nahi rok paayengi
ananya: hamare jismo par ye kapde bohut bada bojh han hamare liye
lavanya: is yash ke bachhe ne humen kitna tarsaya ha na
paridhi: haan.. hum to pagal hi ho jati agar aaj yash kiss ka aghaz na karta to
sarah ne dil khol kar yash ko kiss kiya... sarah yash ke upar se adicted girl ki tarah uthi aur side ludhak gai
ananay hasti hui full nangi yash ke upar aa kar let gai. ab tak yash ka lund akad kar underwear phaadne ko bechain ho utha tha. ananya ne apni chut yash ke lund par rakh ragadi aur fir jhukti hui yash ke honto se hont mila kar kiss karne lagi
paridhi ne ananya ki gand ki lakeer me ungli fer di. aur lavanya hasti hui paridhi ki gand par
ananya ke bad paridhi ne yash ko kiss kiya.. khub maza liya.. yash leta rha.. puri nangi hokar yash ke karib hi ulti let kar yash ko nihare ja rhi thi
sarah: yaashh!.. aaj achanak se kaise tujhe hum sab par taras aa gaya
yash: kyunki mai aaj 18 ka ho gaya hon
sab hairani se cheekh padi: kyaaaa matlab.. nahiii. abhi kahan. abhi to kai din baki han na
yash cute smile se: passport par likhi date aur birth fake thi. asal me aaj ke dil ke bade surprise ke liye hi maine apni sahi date of birth se sabko anjaan rakha.
lavanya: yash tumne bohut acha kia. kasam se tumhare janam din ka intezar hamari jaan halkaan kiye hue the. ek ek pal saal barabar kat raha tha
sarah: shukar ha intezar khatam hua
yash: lekin maine itna bhi nahi socha tha
yash bari bari sabke chuche aur chuton ko dekhta hua bola
sab ek sath: hum girls han yash. sharam itni ha. hum mar jaayen. pr tumhare liye sharam ko sochengi to bhi mar hi jaayengi hum. waise bhi hum girls shru se hi ek dusre ke saamne aise aati hi rahi han. tumhare samne bhi aa jati. agar tum persmission dete to. par tum bade kathore nikle yash.
tabhi door knock hua..
yash: ankush aa gaya hoga
tabhi ankush bol pada: door kis khushi me lock kiya hua ha bhai
lavanya: hum bina kapdon ke han ankush.. tum thodi der bad aana
ankush awen hi chahakta hua bola: koi baat nahi.. tum door kholo. mai bhi kamre me aa kar kapde utaar dunga
aur sab has pade. bahar khada ankush bhi has pada.
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aaj ke liye itna hi mitro.. milte han agle update ke liye jald hi.
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ankush ne bad me jana kamre ke andr uski bahan paridhi, sarah ananya lavanya charon ladkiyan kamre nangi han aur yash bhi kamre me ha. ye jan kar pahle to ankush hairan hua. fir jab usne jana yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. tab ankush bhi masti me aa gaya.
ankush: mai bhi to kabka 18 ka ho gaya hon yaar.. plz plz plz mere liye door khol do. hum sab milkar masti aur maze karenge. bohut samay se mai bhi aisi hi masti ke intezar me tha yaaro. plz door khol do.
ankush ki is baat par sab khub hase. ankush bahar door par aur baki sab andr kamre me rahte hue masti bhari baaten karte rahe the.
ankush ki bahan bhi kamre me ha. nangi ha. koi ubaal nahi aaya tha ankush ke mann me na hi sharir me. asal me sabke beech pyaar bohut gahra tha. ek parda bhi tha, sharam ki gahri chadar bhi thi beech me. lekin masti chhod nahi sakte the, ek dusre ke liye samman ghata nahi sakte the. isliye har trah ki life ji rahe the. waise bhi modern daur me saanse le rahe the. paridhi aur sab ladkiyon ne ek sath ankush aur neha rashmi raghuveer tim robert ke knowledge me yash ko apna life partner maan liya tha.
ankush kuch masti karne ke bad door ke paas se hat gaya. kamre me sab ajib halat me lete hue the.
yash seedha leta hua tha. yash ki tangen judi thi, baahen khuli hui thi. ananya aur lavanya dono yash ki jangho par sir rakhe left right leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi dono yash ke phele hue bazuon par sir rakhe leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi ki gaand tak ka hissa farsh par tha. jhange ananya aur lavanya ke pet par thi.
yassh ke badan par pure kapde the. aur charon ladkiyan puri nangi leti thi. yash aur charon ladkiyan chhat ko tak rahe the.
yash: tum sabne toh first day hi khud ko belibas kar dala mere saamne.
sarah: yash!. mai american citizen hon. hamare culture me behayai aam baat h. libas ki koi value hi nahi ha hamare haan to. country me aisi kai places han, jahan koi bhi kisi ke saamne bhi tan ke saare kapde utaar de. koi usay poochhega nahi, koi usay dekhega nahi, koi usay pareshan nahi karega. lekin hum sab. yash hamare andr sharam ka rang bohut gahra ha. mere aur paridhi lavanya, ananya ke jitni hi sharam ha yash. tumhare saamne to kyaa aaine ke saamne bhi full nude hone par sharma jaaun. hamari sari sharam tumhare liye ha yash.
paridhi: yash!. jab tum pahli bar mile to bhai bankar mile the.
ananya: mera koi bhai nahi tha. tum mile to mujhe laga bhai ki jo kami thi meri life me, woh puri ho gai ha.
lavanya: yash! tum mujhe itne zayada pyare lage the, mujhe laga tha tumhare meri life me aa jane se mai complete ho gai. lekin mai adhuri hi rahi.
sarah: yash! tumhara pyaar aisa ha. har shakal me na paya jaaye to sukun se rah pana hamare liye mushkin nahi hoga.
paridhi: har shakal me tumhara pyaar mile---
ananya: yahi hamari sabse badi aarzu hai
lavanya: tumse itna pyaar ha humen yash. khud apne aap se bhi humen itna pyaar nahi ha
sarah: khud se pyaar ha to tumhare kaaran ha yash.. hamari sari sharam sare jazbaat tumhare liye ha yash. hamare badan ko koi tumhare siva dekhe ya chhoo jaye. hum kalpana bhi nahi kar sakti.
paridhi: jab hum hamari aatma aur jism se khud ko tumhari maan chuki han to fir tumse kaisa sharmana.
ananya: ye to aisi hi baat hui na yash. jaise koi khud se sharma jaaye.
lavanya: tum to hamara aaina ho yash. tumhe dekh dekh humne khud ko sunwarna seekha ha.
fir sab ek sath boli: yaashh!.. hum bin tumhare kuch bhi nahi han. jee nahi paayengi hum tumhare bina.
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raghuveer ghar aaya to usay bhi khabar mili.. yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. is bat par raghuveer ko jahan hairat aur khushi hui. wahi ek ghoonsa sa raghuveer ke dil par laga tha.
kyaaa ab rashmi usse hamesha ke liye alag ho jaayegi??.
ye baat firse raghuveer ke mann me aai to andr tak hil kar rah gaya. par apne andr ki bat ko chahre se zaahir na karte hue yash ko badhai dene laga..
yash ne raghuveer ko tab dekha tha, jab raghuveer ankush se baat kar raha tha.
raat after 10pm yash raghuveer aur rashmika ke kamre me ja ghusa. dono bed par khamosh bethe hue the. yash ko kamre me aaya jaan seedhe ho bethe. yash ko hairani se dekhne lage.
yash bina dono ko dekhe ek chair par beth gaya.
yash: mai masum hon!. lekin manhoos bhi hon!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono yash ke svar par chaunk uthe. yash kamre ki ek deewar ko tak raha tha.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono bed se utar kar yash ke karib aane lage
yash bina dono ko dekhe bola: mummy papa!.. plz aap dono wahi bethe rahiye.
dono ne ek dusre ko dekha aur wapis se pahli jaisi halat me beth gaye.
yash: mummy papa!. aap dono ko yaad hoga. jab hum pahli bar airport par mile the to maine bina der kiye aap dono ko mummy papa bol dia tha.
raghuveer: mujhe ache se yaad ha sab.. yash beta!.
yash: papa plz aap khamosh rahiye. aaj mujhe bolne dijiye. aap bass sunte jaaiye. mummy aap bhi aaj kuch mat boliyega. warna mai na to wo bol paaunga, jo bolna chahta hon, na hi mai khud ko sambhaal paaunga. bohut strong hon mai, lekin bohut kamzor bhi hon mai.
rashmika aur raghuveer ne jana aaj yash ke andr dard ka tufan aaya hua ha. dono ke dil jaise koi chainsaw se cheerne laga tha. tukde tukde karne laga tha.
yash: maine aap dono ko mummy papa kaha. mere dil me koi khot nahi tha. koi matlab nahi tha sivaye pyaar pane ki gharz ke. kyunki mai masum hon. masum tha aur hamesha masum bankar rahna chahta hon. main tab nehu ke liye ye bol gaya tha. woh future me meri wife banegi. aisa isliye bola tha, kyunki maine nehu ke sath future ko dekh liya tha.. aur nehu ne barson dhoke wali life ji ha. usay sacha pyaar nahi mil paya tha. meri surat usay sacha pyaar mil jata to baki ki life woh skun se bita leti. mujhe beta bana kar future me ekdum se khud ko meri wife ke roop me nahi dekh sakti thi isliye maine pahle se hi aisa bol kar unke vicharon me zabardasti ghus gaya tha. masum tha na, pyaar har shakal me pana chahta tha. mumta hi mumta bhi bhari hui thi neha thakur ki aaghosh me. isliye aaj se pahle tak, barson tak wo mere liye mummy hi bani rahi. kyaa kisi ne kabhi meri ankhon me nehu ke liye mummy(rashmika) ke liye, paridhi sarah lavanya ya ananya ke jismo ke liye kabhi chahat dekhi. nahi dekhi na.. kyunki mai masum hon. mai manhoos hota to aatmaon ko na chah kar mai jismo ko chahne lagta. mai hawasi ban gaya hota. yahan kadam kadam par kahan kahan hawas ke nange naach nahi dekhne ko milte.
yash ki ankhon se ab ansu bahne lage the. raghuveer ab sharmindgi feel karne laga tha. rashmika sisakne lagi thi. yash ansu bahati ankhon se deewar par nazren gaadhe betha raha.
yash: papa! barson pahle maine aapko ek chetavani di thi. woh chetavani maine isliye di thi. future me aap koi aisi galti na kar jaayen. jisse aap ko mujhse ya............ ya apne bachhon se haani na pohnche... haan papa!.. ye sach ha. tab mai aap se aisa na bolta to aap paridhi ke liye taang adate. main future me nehu se shadi karne wala hon. is baat ke hone par bhi lavanya aur ananya ke sath sath paridhi aur sarah bhi mere liye pagal ho jaayengi. mujhe apna jeevan sathi chun lengi. mai ye baat jaanta tha. aise me aap ka badal jana sabko aapke against kar jata. kyunki sab aap se kitna bhi pyaar karen, mujhse badhkar nahi kar sakte. kyunki mai masum hon. mere liye sab aap se lad padte. aap se alag ho jaate. aap ko chhod kar mere sath rahne lagte. aise me aap dukh dard me aa jaate. maine aap ko bure samay se bachane ke liye chetavani di thi. na k apne matlab ke liye. mujhe rashmi mummy ke badan ki ichha na pahle kabhi thi. na hi ab hai. mujhe pyaar ke siva kuch nahi chahiye.
is janam me mujhe ajib vicharon wala manushya bana kar bheja gaya. jo mujhe manhoos samjh le. wo mera sabse bada dushman ban jata ha. jo mujhe masum samjh le. uske liye mai dunya ki har ek chiz se badhkar ho jaata hon. par aap ne khud se fight kari aur paridhi ke liye khud ko samjha liya. lekin mummy--
yash: lekin mummy ke liye khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahe han. aap darr gaye mai aap se mummy ko chheen lunga.. papa! maine bata rakha ha aaap sab ko. future kahin kahin mere saamne dhund me lipta hua ha. mai har baat nahi dekh sakta. aur bar bar bhi nahi dekh sakta. aise insan ulajh kar rah jaata ha. main bhi kahin ulajh kar na rah jaaun. koshish karta hon future par zayada dhayan na dete hue present me jiyun. aap ye maante han, aap ka dil ye maanta ha, meri ankhon me kisi ke liye bhi hawas nahi ha. fir kaise aap ne maan liya, mummy(rashmi) ke liye bhi mere dil me kuch hatke hai. mere dil me mel aa sakti ha. ya mai rashmi mummy ko aap se chheen lunga.
raghuveer ka sir sharmindgi se jhuka ja raha tha: yaashh bet--
yash: mujhe bolne dijiye papa!. aap mujhe bataiye. ek ladki ek ladka ek school me college me university me ek sath padhte han. school life fir college life fir uni life, kitne hi saal beet jaya karte han dono ke love affair me. ek ladki ek ladka dono ek dusre se sacha pyaar karte hon, aur ye bhi jaante hon kai saalon tak woh ek nahi ho sakte han. unki shadi me abhi bohut samay baki ha. dono ek ho sakte han, lekin illegal tarike se. woh kasmen waade kar lete han future me shadi zaruri karenge.. fir khud ko sambhal nahi paate aur jismani taur par ek ho jaate han. barson dono ke beech physical relation chalte rahte han. after that shadi kar lete han.
papa mai aap se poochhta hon. kyaaa jab woh ladka us ladki se physical hota tha, tab kyaaaa ladki ke badan par uska adhikar ban chuka hota tha. kyaaaaa wo jo karta tha woh illegal nahi tha. kyaa shadi se pahle us ladki ki izzat ladki ke parents ki amanat nahi hua karti. har mata pita shadi tak ladki par gahri nazar banaye rakhte han. uspar trust karte han. fir bhi wo ladki agar apne mata pita ke knowledge me laaye bagair apne premi se physical relation me aa jati ha. to kyaaa wo paap kar rahi ha. har koi ise paap hi kahega papa. lekin jo pyaar ka falsafa aur pyaar ki gahrai ko jaante han. woh ise paap nahi kahte han.sacha pyaar kahte han.. isliye ladki ladka saalon tak physical relation banaye rahte han. ladki ladka dono ke mata pita ki nazar me bhi aisa illegal nahi rahta kyunki unhe apne pyaar par apni parivarish par garv hota ha.
jinhe nahi hota.. wahan sivaye hawas ke kuch aur nahi hota.
rashmika aur raghuveer aaj yash ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar ascharyachakit bhi the aur bohut zayada dukhi thi. ab rashmi kuch kuch raghuveer ko guse se bhi dekhti ja rahi thi. raghuveer kahin nahi dekh raha tha. raghuveer ke kaan khule the, woh yash ki baaten sun raha tha. lekin bed par nazren gaadhe betha tha. ansu se bheegi sharmindgi se bheegi ansuon bhari nazren
yash: jo prem pujari hote han. unhe khud ko bharosa ho na ho, apne pyaar pr bharosa zarur hota ha. mai masum hon, mujhe mere pyaar par bharosa tha. apne vicharon ke pavitr hone par yakeen tha. aap sab par bharosa tha. aap sab kabhi future me alag na hon. maine woh chetavani di thi. insan aksar bhavanaon me bah kar woh galtiyan kar bethta ha. jinhe bad me lakh sudharne par bhi sudhara nahi ja sakta ha. fir aap sab to mujhse sachhe mann se pyaar karte the. aap ne mujhe dil se masum maan liya tha. kaise aap ke beech mai phoot dekh sakta tha. kaise mai apne payaron ko dukhon me jeete dekh sakta tha. kaise ek baap ko beti bete se door hote dekh sakta tha.
yash: main!!
yash ab bola to ansu uske gale me utar kar uske moh me ghul kar shabdo ko bigaad gaye the.
yash aise hi ansuon se bheege shabdo ke sath bola
yash: main!..
yash ke liye bol pana mushkil hone laga tha. ankhon se ansu ek tasalsal ke sath bahe jaa rahe the. yash ko aaj tak kisi ne rote hue nahi dekha tha. lekin aaj uski ankhon se ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the. ye baat bhi rashmi aur raghuveer dono ke dilon ko chhalni kiye ja rahi thi.
yash: main masum hon. aisa mai shuru se kahta aa raha hon. lekin asal me mai masum nahi manhoos hon!!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono jhatke se sir utha kar yash ko dekhne lage. yash ke moh se ansuon se bheege dard ki inteha liye shabd sunkar larz uthe. is bar firse kuch bolne wale the. uth kar yash ke karib aa jana chahte the.
lekin yash ne hath utha kar dono ko wahi still bethe rahne ka ishara kar dia.
dono na chahte hue bhi apni jaga par statue ban bethe rah gaye. dono ne ek dusre ko dekha. to kyaaa kuch nahi tha dono ki ankhon me.. dukh dard aatmaglani.yash ke liye pyaar.
yash: mai dunya me aane se pahle hi manhoos declare kar dia gaya. mahino maa ki kokh me ek lothde ki surat pada raha. lothde me jaan padi. tab maine pahli bar maa ki kokh me rahte hue hi maa ke kano davara ye suna k mai manhoos hon. mai ro pada tha ye sunkar..
yash: kyun??.. mai manhoos kaise ho sakta hon. abhi to maine maa ki kokh me life jeeni shuru ki hi ha. kaise koi mujhe manhoos ghoshit kar sakta ha. mai dunya me aaay hi kahan tha. abhi toh mai maa ke pet me aaya hi tha. mere bhagy me dard hi dard likh dia gaya.. manhoosiyat likh di gayi...
kyuuuuuuun??..
pata chala mai dunya me aane ke bad, jis thakur parivar me mai janma hon, us parivar ki har ek stree ko bhogonga.. har ek ko future me apne bistar ki zeenat banaunga. isi kaaran sab ne mujhe shaitan aur manhoos kahna shuru kar dia.
nahi bhogna mujhe kisi ko.. nahi chahiye mujhe kisi ka bhi jism.. kyaaaaa mai koi robot hon. koi machine hon. kyaaaaaaa hon mai. kyaa samjh rakha ha sabne mujhe.. koi mujhe manhoos kahta ha to niyati mujhe masum banane par tuli hui ha. majbur kar rahi ha. mai apne hi parivar ki ek ek stree ko apni rakhel bana daalun.. kyun??.. kitni aag jal uthti hogi mere andr.. koi anadaza bhi nahi laga sakta. mai ek insan hon. koi playboy nahi.. dunya bhar ke insano ki tarah mai bhi apne liye ek hi life partner ko kafi samjhta hon.. nehu ek hi mere liye kafi hai. whole life mai uske sath badi khushi khushi ji sakta hon. lekiin fir mujhe char aur mil gai.. mai mujhse pyaar karne walun ka dil nahi tod sakta. nehu ko abhi maine apne nam nahi kiya aur mujhe char aur mil gayi. ananya lavanya sarah paridhi sabne bhi mujhe apna advance me hi pati chun liya. kyunki mujhe mujhse pyaar karne walun ke dilon se unki aatmaon se prem karna aata ha. ek se dusra sharir badala jaaye to dil me pyaar marne lagta ha. hawas janam lene lagti ha. hawas insan ko insan nahi rahne deti. aur jo insan na rahe woh masum kaise rah sakta ha. aur mai
yash ab hichkiyon me rone laga tha
yash: pata nahi kyun, jab se maa ki kokh me utara tha main.. jab se pahli bar mujhe manhoos kaha gaya tha. tab se leke ab tak meri ek hi manokaamna rahi ha. mai masum bankar jiyun. koi bhi mujhe manhoos na kahe. puri dunya mujhe masum samjhe le. badle me mujhse jo chahe maang len. chahe to meri khaal ke jute banwa kar apne gale me daal le. lekin mujhe manhoos na kahe. mujhe sapno me dikhaya aur bataya jata raha ha. mujhe apne parivar ki ek ek stree ko bhogna ha. ek ek se badla lena ha. jo mujhse pyaar kare, mujhe usay pyaar dena ha. jo mujhe manhoos kahe mujhe uske sath buri tarah pesh aana ha.. nahi lena mujhe kisi se badla. nahi deni mujhe kisi ko saza.
par aap sabke itne zayada mujhse payar karne walun ke hote hue bhi mai adhura hon. mai pyasa hon. bohut sukun milta ha mujhe sabhi ke pyaar ki thandi meethi chhaaon par. lekin fir bhi mai sukun me nahi hon. meri aatma bohut bechain ha.
kuch bhi mere hath me nahi hai. mai khud se kuch bhi nahi kar sakta. mai insan nahi robot hon. niyati davara bana kar bhega gaya ek robot.
yashh ansu bahata hua uth khada hua. kamre me aaya tha to rashmika ya raghuveer dono ko nahi dekha tha yash ne. ab bhi bina dono ko dekhe utha aur uth kar kamre se jaane laga..
is samay ro rahe ansu baha rahe rashmika aur raghuveer dono uchhal kar bed par se koode aur yash ke paas ja ponche. yash ke ek bazo ko thaam gaye.
kamre me teeno ro rahe the. is bar yash ne pahle rashmi ko dekha. fir raghuveer ko dekha.
aise hi sisakta hua bade hi dard ke sath bola: mai bhi kaisi kismat lekar paida hua hon. jis maa ki kokh se maine janam liya ha. us maa ke jism ko jab tak mai bhogunga nahi woh coma se bahar nahi aayegi. ek maa(neha thakur) se mujhe mumta mili, pata chala future me woh meri patni banegi. kuch baras meri maa bankar jiyegi. fir meri patni bankar mere bistar ki zeenat banegi. mera pyaar uske liye badal jaayega. ek teesri maa bhi bana daali maine. aur...
yash ki ankhon se ansu bah bah kar chin par ikathe hote fir katron ki surat neeche girne lagte the.
yash: teesri maa khud hi mere pyaar ke jaal me ulajh kar aapke jaise pyaar karne wale pati ke hote hue bhi mujhe apne sapnon ka rajkumar bana gayi. papa!. mera koi kasoor nahi ha. meri koi galati nahi ha. mujhe rashmi mummy se sivaye mumta ki garmi ke koi aur garmi nahi chahiye thi. lekin ye bhi sach ha. rashmi mummy ke dil me mere liye prem ke jag jaane par inki badhti umar ruk gai ha. ab tak ye mere sath physical nahi hongi ye aise hi rahegi. hamesha jawan rahengi, akhri saans tak sadabahaar rahengi. aap boodhe ho jaayenge. mere aur paridhi ankush bachhe bhi dunya me aane ke bad jawan ho jaayenge, fir boodhe ho jaayenge. lekin mummy aise hi rahenge. ab batayen isme meri koi galati ha. ye sab niyati dawara racha ek ghinona khel ha. aur mujhe ye khel bilkul bhi pasand nahi papa. aise to mai masum se manhoos banta jaaunga. aur mai manhoos nai masum bankar jeena chahta hon.
rashmi ki ankhon me koi glani nahi thi. raghuveer aur rashmi dono ne ek sath yash ko apni aaghosh me bhar liya.
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aaj ke liye itna hi mitro. milte han agle update ke sath jald hi. tab tak ke liye is update me bar bar read karte rahen. like revo dil khol kar rakhne ga guys. warna mujhe gussa aa jaayega.
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Ekdm jabardast update,Update 10
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ankush ne bad me jana kamre ke andr uski bahan paridhi, sarah ananya lavanya charon ladkiyan kamre nangi han aur yash bhi kamre me ha. ye jan kar pahle to ankush hairan hua. fir jab usne jana yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. tab ankush bhi masti me aa gaya.
ankush: mai bhi to kabka 18 ka ho gaya hon yaar.. plz plz plz mere liye door khol do. hum sab milkar masti aur maze karenge. bohut samay se mai bhi aisi hi masti ke intezar me tha yaaro. plz door khol do.
ankush ki is baat par sab khub hase. ankush bahar door par aur baki sab andr kamre me rahte hue masti bhari baaten karte rahe the.
ankush ki bahan bhi kamre me ha. nangi ha. koi ubaal nahi aaya tha ankush ke mann me na hi sharir me. asal me sabke beech pyaar bohut gahra tha. ek parda bhi tha, sharam ki gahri chadar bhi thi beech me. lekin masti chhod nahi sakte the, ek dusre ke liye samman ghata nahi sakte the. isliye har trah ki life ji rahe the. waise bhi modern daur me saanse le rahe the. paridhi aur sab ladkiyon ne ek sath ankush aur neha rashmi raghuveer tim robert ke knowledge me yash ko apna life partner maan liya tha.
ankush kuch masti karne ke bad door ke paas se hat gaya. kamre me sab ajib halat me lete hue the.
yash seedha leta hua tha. yash ki tangen judi thi, baahen khuli hui thi. ananya aur lavanya dono yash ki jangho par sir rakhe left right leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi dono yash ke phele hue bazuon par sir rakhe leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi ki gaand tak ka hissa farsh par tha. jhange ananya aur lavanya ke pet par thi.
yassh ke badan par pure kapde the. aur charon ladkiyan puri nangi leti thi. yash aur charon ladkiyan chhat ko tak rahe the.
yash: tum sabne toh first day hi khud ko belibas kar dala mere saamne.
sarah: yash!. mai american citizen hon. hamare culture me behayai aam baat h. libas ki koi value hi nahi ha hamare haan to. country me aisi kai places han, jahan koi bhi kisi ke saamne bhi tan ke saare kapde utaar de. koi usay poochhega nahi, koi usay dekhega nahi, koi usay pareshan nahi karega. lekin hum sab. yash hamare andr sharam ka rang bohut gahra ha. mere aur paridhi lavanya, ananya ke jitni hi sharam ha yash. tumhare saamne to kyaa aaine ke saamne bhi full nude hone par sharma jaaun. hamari sari sharam tumhare liye ha yash.
paridhi: yash!. jab tum pahli bar mile to bhai bankar mile the.
ananya: mera koi bhai nahi tha. tum mile to mujhe laga bhai ki jo kami thi meri life me, woh puri ho gai ha.
lavanya: yash! tum mujhe itne zayada pyare lage the, mujhe laga tha tumhare meri life me aa jane se mai complete ho gai. lekin mai adhuri hi rahi.
sarah: yash! tumhara pyaar aisa ha. har shakal me na paya jaaye to sukun se rah pana hamare liye mushkin nahi hoga.
paridhi: har shakal me tumhara pyaar mile---
ananya: yahi hamari sabse badi aarzu hai
lavanya: tumse itna pyaar ha humen yash. khud apne aap se bhi humen itna pyaar nahi ha
sarah: khud se pyaar ha to tumhare kaaran ha yash.. hamari sari sharam sare jazbaat tumhare liye ha yash. hamare badan ko koi tumhare siva dekhe ya chhoo jaye. hum kalpana bhi nahi kar sakti.
paridhi: jab hum hamari aatma aur jism se khud ko tumhari maan chuki han to fir tumse kaisa sharmana.
ananya: ye to aisi hi baat hui na yash. jaise koi khud se sharma jaaye.
lavanya: tum to hamara aaina ho yash. tumhe dekh dekh humne khud ko sunwarna seekha ha.
fir sab ek sath boli: yaashh!.. hum bin tumhare kuch bhi nahi han. jee nahi paayengi hum tumhare bina.
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raghuveer ghar aaya to usay bhi khabar mili.. yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. is bat par raghuveer ko jahan hairat aur khushi hui. wahi ek ghoonsa sa raghuveer ke dil par laga tha.
kyaaa ab rashmi usse hamesha ke liye alag ho jaayegi??.
ye baat firse raghuveer ke mann me aai to andr tak hil kar rah gaya. par apne andr ki bat ko chahre se zaahir na karte hue yash ko badhai dene laga..
yash ne raghuveer ko tab dekha tha, jab raghuveer ankush se baat kar raha tha.
raat after 10pm yash raghuveer aur rashmika ke kamre me ja ghusa. dono bed par khamosh bethe hue the. yash ko kamre me aaya jaan seedhe ho bethe. yash ko hairani se dekhne lage.
yash bina dono ko dekhe ek chair par beth gaya.
yash: mai masum hon!. lekin manhoos bhi hon!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono yash ke svar par chaunk uthe. yash kamre ki ek deewar ko tak raha tha.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono bed se utar kar yash ke karib aane lage
yash bina dono ko dekhe bola: mummy papa!.. plz aap dono wahi bethe rahiye.
dono ne ek dusre ko dekha aur wapis se pahli jaisi halat me beth gaye.
yash: mummy papa!. aap dono ko yaad hoga. jab hum pahli bar airport par mile the to maine bina der kiye aap dono ko mummy papa bol dia tha.
raghuveer: mujhe ache se yaad ha sab.. yash beta!.
yash: papa plz aap khamosh rahiye. aaj mujhe bolne dijiye. aap bass sunte jaaiye. mummy aap bhi aaj kuch mat boliyega. warna mai na to wo bol paaunga, jo bolna chahta hon, na hi mai khud ko sambhaal paaunga. bohut strong hon mai, lekin bohut kamzor bhi hon mai.
rashmika aur raghuveer ne jana aaj yash ke andr dard ka tufan aaya hua ha. dono ke dil jaise koi chainsaw se cheerne laga tha. tukde tukde karne laga tha.
yash: maine aap dono ko mummy papa kaha. mere dil me koi khot nahi tha. koi matlab nahi tha sivaye pyaar pane ki gharz ke. kyunki mai masum hon. masum tha aur hamesha masum bankar rahna chahta hon. main tab nehu ke liye ye bol gaya tha. woh future me meri wife banegi. aisa isliye bola tha, kyunki maine nehu ke sath future ko dekh liya tha.. aur nehu ne barson dhoke wali life ji ha. usay sacha pyaar nahi mil paya tha. meri surat usay sacha pyaar mil jata to baki ki life woh skun se bita leti. mujhe beta bana kar future me ekdum se khud ko meri wife ke roop me nahi dekh sakti thi isliye maine pahle se hi aisa bol kar unke vicharon me zabardasti ghus gaya tha. masum tha na, pyaar har shakal me pana chahta tha. mumta hi mumta bhi bhari hui thi neha thakur ki aaghosh me. isliye aaj se pahle tak, barson tak wo mere liye mummy hi bani rahi. kyaa kisi ne kabhi meri ankhon me nehu ke liye mummy(rashmika) ke liye, paridhi sarah lavanya ya ananya ke jismo ke liye kabhi chahat dekhi. nahi dekhi na.. kyunki mai masum hon. mai manhoos hota to aatmaon ko na chah kar mai jismo ko chahne lagta. mai hawasi ban gaya hota. yahan kadam kadam par kahan kahan hawas ke nange naach nahi dekhne ko milte.
yash ki ankhon se ab ansu bahne lage the. raghuveer ab sharmindgi feel karne laga tha. rashmika sisakne lagi thi. yash ansu bahati ankhon se deewar par nazren gaadhe betha raha.
yash: papa! barson pahle maine aapko ek chetavani di thi. woh chetavani maine isliye di thi. future me aap koi aisi galti na kar jaayen. jisse aap ko mujhse ya............ ya apne bachhon se haani na pohnche... haan papa!.. ye sach ha. tab mai aap se aisa na bolta to aap paridhi ke liye taang adate. main future me nehu se shadi karne wala hon. is baat ke hone par bhi lavanya aur ananya ke sath sath paridhi aur sarah bhi mere liye pagal ho jaayengi. mujhe apna jeevan sathi chun lengi. mai ye baat jaanta tha. aise me aap ka badal jana sabko aapke against kar jata. kyunki sab aap se kitna bhi pyaar karen, mujhse badhkar nahi kar sakte. kyunki mai masum hon. mere liye sab aap se lad padte. aap se alag ho jaate. aap ko chhod kar mere sath rahne lagte. aise me aap dukh dard me aa jaate. maine aap ko bure samay se bachane ke liye chetavani di thi. na k apne matlab ke liye. mujhe rashmi mummy ke badan ki ichha na pahle kabhi thi. na hi ab hai. mujhe pyaar ke siva kuch nahi chahiye.
is janam me mujhe ajib vicharon wala manushya bana kar bheja gaya. jo mujhe manhoos samjh le. wo mera sabse bada dushman ban jata ha. jo mujhe masum samjh le. uske liye mai dunya ki har ek chiz se badhkar ho jaata hon. par aap ne khud se fight kari aur paridhi ke liye khud ko samjha liya. lekin mummy--
yash: lekin mummy ke liye khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahe han. aap darr gaye mai aap se mummy ko chheen lunga.. papa! maine bata rakha ha aaap sab ko. future kahin kahin mere saamne dhund me lipta hua ha. mai har baat nahi dekh sakta. aur bar bar bhi nahi dekh sakta. aise insan ulajh kar rah jaata ha. main bhi kahin ulajh kar na rah jaaun. koshish karta hon future par zayada dhayan na dete hue present me jiyun. aap ye maante han, aap ka dil ye maanta ha, meri ankhon me kisi ke liye bhi hawas nahi ha. fir kaise aap ne maan liya, mummy(rashmi) ke liye bhi mere dil me kuch hatke hai. mere dil me mel aa sakti ha. ya mai rashmi mummy ko aap se chheen lunga.
raghuveer ka sir sharmindgi se jhuka ja raha tha: yaashh bet--
yash: mujhe bolne dijiye papa!. aap mujhe bataiye. ek ladki ek ladka ek school me college me university me ek sath padhte han. school life fir college life fir uni life, kitne hi saal beet jaya karte han dono ke love affair me. ek ladki ek ladka dono ek dusre se sacha pyaar karte hon, aur ye bhi jaante hon kai saalon tak woh ek nahi ho sakte han. unki shadi me abhi bohut samay baki ha. dono ek ho sakte han, lekin illegal tarike se. woh kasmen waade kar lete han future me shadi zaruri karenge.. fir khud ko sambhal nahi paate aur jismani taur par ek ho jaate han. barson dono ke beech physical relation chalte rahte han. after that shadi kar lete han.
papa mai aap se poochhta hon. kyaaa jab woh ladka us ladki se physical hota tha, tab kyaaaa ladki ke badan par uska adhikar ban chuka hota tha. kyaaaaa wo jo karta tha woh illegal nahi tha. kyaa shadi se pahle us ladki ki izzat ladki ke parents ki amanat nahi hua karti. har mata pita shadi tak ladki par gahri nazar banaye rakhte han. uspar trust karte han. fir bhi wo ladki agar apne mata pita ke knowledge me laaye bagair apne premi se physical relation me aa jati ha. to kyaaa wo paap kar rahi ha. har koi ise paap hi kahega papa. lekin jo pyaar ka falsafa aur pyaar ki gahrai ko jaante han. woh ise paap nahi kahte han.sacha pyaar kahte han.. isliye ladki ladka saalon tak physical relation banaye rahte han. ladki ladka dono ke mata pita ki nazar me bhi aisa illegal nahi rahta kyunki unhe apne pyaar par apni parivarish par garv hota ha.
jinhe nahi hota.. wahan sivaye hawas ke kuch aur nahi hota.
rashmika aur raghuveer aaj yash ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar ascharyachakit bhi the aur bohut zayada dukhi thi. ab rashmi kuch kuch raghuveer ko guse se bhi dekhti ja rahi thi. raghuveer kahin nahi dekh raha tha. raghuveer ke kaan khule the, woh yash ki baaten sun raha tha. lekin bed par nazren gaadhe betha tha. ansu se bheegi sharmindgi se bheegi ansuon bhari nazren
yash: jo prem pujari hote han. unhe khud ko bharosa ho na ho, apne pyaar pr bharosa zarur hota ha. mai masum hon, mujhe mere pyaar par bharosa tha. apne vicharon ke pavitr hone par yakeen tha. aap sab par bharosa tha. aap sab kabhi future me alag na hon. maine woh chetavani di thi. insan aksar bhavanaon me bah kar woh galtiyan kar bethta ha. jinhe bad me lakh sudharne par bhi sudhara nahi ja sakta ha. fir aap sab to mujhse sachhe mann se pyaar karte the. aap ne mujhe dil se masum maan liya tha. kaise aap ke beech mai phoot dekh sakta tha. kaise mai apne payaron ko dukhon me jeete dekh sakta tha. kaise ek baap ko beti bete se door hote dekh sakta tha.
yash: main!!
yash ab bola to ansu uske gale me utar kar uske moh me ghul kar shabdo ko bigaad gaye the.
yash aise hi ansuon se bheege shabdo ke sath bola
yash: main!..
yash ke liye bol pana mushkil hone laga tha. ankhon se ansu ek tasalsal ke sath bahe jaa rahe the. yash ko aaj tak kisi ne rote hue nahi dekha tha. lekin aaj uski ankhon se ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the. ye baat bhi rashmi aur raghuveer dono ke dilon ko chhalni kiye ja rahi thi.
yash: main masum hon. aisa mai shuru se kahta aa raha hon. lekin asal me mai masum nahi manhoos hon!!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono jhatke se sir utha kar yash ko dekhne lage. yash ke moh se ansuon se bheege dard ki inteha liye shabd sunkar larz uthe. is bar firse kuch bolne wale the. uth kar yash ke karib aa jana chahte the.
lekin yash ne hath utha kar dono ko wahi still bethe rahne ka ishara kar dia.
dono na chahte hue bhi apni jaga par statue ban bethe rah gaye. dono ne ek dusre ko dekha. to kyaaa kuch nahi tha dono ki ankhon me.. dukh dard aatmaglani.yash ke liye pyaar.
yash: mai dunya me aane se pahle hi manhoos declare kar dia gaya. mahino maa ki kokh me ek lothde ki surat pada raha. lothde me jaan padi. tab maine pahli bar maa ki kokh me rahte hue hi maa ke kano davara ye suna k mai manhoos hon. mai ro pada tha ye sunkar..
yash: kyun??.. mai manhoos kaise ho sakta hon. abhi to maine maa ki kokh me life jeeni shuru ki hi ha. kaise koi mujhe manhoos ghoshit kar sakta ha. mai dunya me aaay hi kahan tha. abhi toh mai maa ke pet me aaya hi tha. mere bhagy me dard hi dard likh dia gaya.. manhoosiyat likh di gayi...
kyuuuuuuun??..
pata chala mai dunya me aane ke bad, jis thakur parivar me mai janma hon, us parivar ki har ek stree ko bhogonga.. har ek ko future me apne bistar ki zeenat banaunga. isi kaaran sab ne mujhe shaitan aur manhoos kahna shuru kar dia.
nahi bhogna mujhe kisi ko.. nahi chahiye mujhe kisi ka bhi jism.. kyaaaaa mai koi robot hon. koi machine hon. kyaaaaaaa hon mai. kyaa samjh rakha ha sabne mujhe.. koi mujhe manhoos kahta ha to niyati mujhe masum banane par tuli hui ha. majbur kar rahi ha. mai apne hi parivar ki ek ek stree ko apni rakhel bana daalun.. kyun??.. kitni aag jal uthti hogi mere andr.. koi anadaza bhi nahi laga sakta. mai ek insan hon. koi playboy nahi.. dunya bhar ke insano ki tarah mai bhi apne liye ek hi life partner ko kafi samjhta hon.. nehu ek hi mere liye kafi hai. whole life mai uske sath badi khushi khushi ji sakta hon. lekiin fir mujhe char aur mil gai.. mai mujhse pyaar karne walun ka dil nahi tod sakta. nehu ko abhi maine apne nam nahi kiya aur mujhe char aur mil gayi. ananya lavanya sarah paridhi sabne bhi mujhe apna advance me hi pati chun liya. kyunki mujhe mujhse pyaar karne walun ke dilon se unki aatmaon se prem karna aata ha. ek se dusra sharir badala jaaye to dil me pyaar marne lagta ha. hawas janam lene lagti ha. hawas insan ko insan nahi rahne deti. aur jo insan na rahe woh masum kaise rah sakta ha. aur mai
yash ab hichkiyon me rone laga tha
yash: pata nahi kyun, jab se maa ki kokh me utara tha main.. jab se pahli bar mujhe manhoos kaha gaya tha. tab se leke ab tak meri ek hi manokaamna rahi ha. mai masum bankar jiyun. koi bhi mujhe manhoos na kahe. puri dunya mujhe masum samjhe le. badle me mujhse jo chahe maang len. chahe to meri khaal ke jute banwa kar apne gale me daal le. lekin mujhe manhoos na kahe. mujhe sapno me dikhaya aur bataya jata raha ha. mujhe apne parivar ki ek ek stree ko bhogna ha. ek ek se badla lena ha. jo mujhse pyaar kare, mujhe usay pyaar dena ha. jo mujhe manhoos kahe mujhe uske sath buri tarah pesh aana ha.. nahi lena mujhe kisi se badla. nahi deni mujhe kisi ko saza.
par aap sabke itne zayada mujhse payar karne walun ke hote hue bhi mai adhura hon. mai pyasa hon. bohut sukun milta ha mujhe sabhi ke pyaar ki thandi meethi chhaaon par. lekin fir bhi mai sukun me nahi hon. meri aatma bohut bechain ha.
kuch bhi mere hath me nahi hai. mai khud se kuch bhi nahi kar sakta. mai insan nahi robot hon. niyati davara bana kar bhega gaya ek robot.
yashh ansu bahata hua uth khada hua. kamre me aaya tha to rashmika ya raghuveer dono ko nahi dekha tha yash ne. ab bhi bina dono ko dekhe utha aur uth kar kamre se jaane laga..
is samay ro rahe ansu baha rahe rashmika aur raghuveer dono uchhal kar bed par se koode aur yash ke paas ja ponche. yash ke ek bazo ko thaam gaye.
kamre me teeno ro rahe the. is bar yash ne pahle rashmi ko dekha. fir raghuveer ko dekha.
aise hi sisakta hua bade hi dard ke sath bola: mai bhi kaisi kismat lekar paida hua hon. jis maa ki kokh se maine janam liya ha. us maa ke jism ko jab tak mai bhogunga nahi woh coma se bahar nahi aayegi. ek maa(neha thakur) se mujhe mumta mili, pata chala future me woh meri patni banegi. kuch baras meri maa bankar jiyegi. fir meri patni bankar mere bistar ki zeenat banegi. mera pyaar uske liye badal jaayega. ek teesri maa bhi bana daali maine. aur...
yash ki ankhon se ansu bah bah kar chin par ikathe hote fir katron ki surat neeche girne lagte the.
yash: teesri maa khud hi mere pyaar ke jaal me ulajh kar aapke jaise pyaar karne wale pati ke hote hue bhi mujhe apne sapnon ka rajkumar bana gayi. papa!. mera koi kasoor nahi ha. meri koi galati nahi ha. mujhe rashmi mummy se sivaye mumta ki garmi ke koi aur garmi nahi chahiye thi. lekin ye bhi sach ha. rashmi mummy ke dil me mere liye prem ke jag jaane par inki badhti umar ruk gai ha. ab tak ye mere sath physical nahi hongi ye aise hi rahegi. hamesha jawan rahengi, akhri saans tak sadabahaar rahengi. aap boodhe ho jaayenge. mere aur paridhi ankush bachhe bhi dunya me aane ke bad jawan ho jaayenge, fir boodhe ho jaayenge. lekin mummy aise hi rahenge. ab batayen isme meri koi galati ha. ye sab niyati dawara racha ek ghinona khel ha. aur mujhe ye khel bilkul bhi pasand nahi papa. aise to mai masum se manhoos banta jaaunga. aur mai manhoos nai masum bankar jeena chahta hon.
rashmi ki ankhon me koi glani nahi thi. raghuveer aur rashmi dono ne ek sath yash ko apni aaghosh me bhar liya.
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aaj ke liye itna hi mitro. milte han agle update ke sath jald hi. tab tak ke liye is update me bar bar read karte rahen. like revo dil khol kar rakhne ga guys. warna mujhe gussa aa jaayega.
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ankush ne bad me jana kamre ke andr uski bahan paridhi, sarah ananya lavanya charon ladkiyan kamre nangi han aur yash bhi kamre me ha. ye jan kar pahle to ankush hairan hua. fir jab usne jana yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. tab ankush bhi masti me aa gaya.
ankush: mai bhi to kabka 18 ka ho gaya hon yaar.. plz plz plz mere liye door khol do. hum sab milkar masti aur maze karenge. bohut samay se mai bhi aisi hi masti ke intezar me tha yaaro. plz door khol do.
ankush ki is baat par sab khub hase. ankush bahar door par aur baki sab andr kamre me rahte hue masti bhari baaten karte rahe the.
ankush ki bahan bhi kamre me ha. nangi ha. koi ubaal nahi aaya tha ankush ke mann me na hi sharir me. asal me sabke beech pyaar bohut gahra tha. ek parda bhi tha, sharam ki gahri chadar bhi thi beech me. lekin masti chhod nahi sakte the, ek dusre ke liye samman ghata nahi sakte the. isliye har trah ki life ji rahe the. waise bhi modern daur me saanse le rahe the. paridhi aur sab ladkiyon ne ek sath ankush aur neha rashmi raghuveer tim robert ke knowledge me yash ko apna life partner maan liya tha.
ankush kuch masti karne ke bad door ke paas se hat gaya. kamre me sab ajib halat me lete hue the.
yash seedha leta hua tha. yash ki tangen judi thi, baahen khuli hui thi. ananya aur lavanya dono yash ki jangho par sir rakhe left right leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi dono yash ke phele hue bazuon par sir rakhe leti hui thi. sarah aur paridhi ki gaand tak ka hissa farsh par tha. jhange ananya aur lavanya ke pet par thi.
yassh ke badan par pure kapde the. aur charon ladkiyan puri nangi leti thi. yash aur charon ladkiyan chhat ko tak rahe the.
yash: tum sabne toh first day hi khud ko belibas kar dala mere saamne.
sarah: yash!. mai american citizen hon. hamare culture me behayai aam baat h. libas ki koi value hi nahi ha hamare haan to. country me aisi kai places han, jahan koi bhi kisi ke saamne bhi tan ke saare kapde utaar de. koi usay poochhega nahi, koi usay dekhega nahi, koi usay pareshan nahi karega. lekin hum sab. yash hamare andr sharam ka rang bohut gahra ha. mere aur paridhi lavanya, ananya ke jitni hi sharam ha yash. tumhare saamne to kyaa aaine ke saamne bhi full nude hone par sharma jaaun. hamari sari sharam tumhare liye ha yash.
paridhi: yash!. jab tum pahli bar mile to bhai bankar mile the.
ananya: mera koi bhai nahi tha. tum mile to mujhe laga bhai ki jo kami thi meri life me, woh puri ho gai ha.
lavanya: yash! tum mujhe itne zayada pyare lage the, mujhe laga tha tumhare meri life me aa jane se mai complete ho gai. lekin mai adhuri hi rahi.
sarah: yash! tumhara pyaar aisa ha. har shakal me na paya jaaye to sukun se rah pana hamare liye mushkin nahi hoga.
paridhi: har shakal me tumhara pyaar mile---
ananya: yahi hamari sabse badi aarzu hai
lavanya: tumse itna pyaar ha humen yash. khud apne aap se bhi humen itna pyaar nahi ha
sarah: khud se pyaar ha to tumhare kaaran ha yash.. hamari sari sharam sare jazbaat tumhare liye ha yash. hamare badan ko koi tumhare siva dekhe ya chhoo jaye. hum kalpana bhi nahi kar sakti.
paridhi: jab hum hamari aatma aur jism se khud ko tumhari maan chuki han to fir tumse kaisa sharmana.
ananya: ye to aisi hi baat hui na yash. jaise koi khud se sharma jaaye.
lavanya: tum to hamara aaina ho yash. tumhe dekh dekh humne khud ko sunwarna seekha ha.
fir sab ek sath boli: yaashh!.. hum bin tumhare kuch bhi nahi han. jee nahi paayengi hum tumhare bina.
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raghuveer ghar aaya to usay bhi khabar mili.. yash 18 ka ho gaya ha. is bat par raghuveer ko jahan hairat aur khushi hui. wahi ek ghoonsa sa raghuveer ke dil par laga tha.
kyaaa ab rashmi usse hamesha ke liye alag ho jaayegi??.
ye baat firse raghuveer ke mann me aai to andr tak hil kar rah gaya. par apne andr ki bat ko chahre se zaahir na karte hue yash ko badhai dene laga..
yash ne raghuveer ko tab dekha tha, jab raghuveer ankush se baat kar raha tha.
raat after 10pm yash raghuveer aur rashmika ke kamre me ja ghusa. dono bed par khamosh bethe hue the. yash ko kamre me aaya jaan seedhe ho bethe. yash ko hairani se dekhne lage.
yash bina dono ko dekhe ek chair par beth gaya.
yash: mai masum hon!. lekin manhoos bhi hon!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono yash ke svar par chaunk uthe. yash kamre ki ek deewar ko tak raha tha.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono bed se utar kar yash ke karib aane lage
yash bina dono ko dekhe bola: mummy papa!.. plz aap dono wahi bethe rahiye.
dono ne ek dusre ko dekha aur wapis se pahli jaisi halat me beth gaye.
yash: mummy papa!. aap dono ko yaad hoga. jab hum pahli bar airport par mile the to maine bina der kiye aap dono ko mummy papa bol dia tha.
raghuveer: mujhe ache se yaad ha sab.. yash beta!.
yash: papa plz aap khamosh rahiye. aaj mujhe bolne dijiye. aap bass sunte jaaiye. mummy aap bhi aaj kuch mat boliyega. warna mai na to wo bol paaunga, jo bolna chahta hon, na hi mai khud ko sambhaal paaunga. bohut strong hon mai, lekin bohut kamzor bhi hon mai.
rashmika aur raghuveer ne jana aaj yash ke andr dard ka tufan aaya hua ha. dono ke dil jaise koi chainsaw se cheerne laga tha. tukde tukde karne laga tha.
yash: maine aap dono ko mummy papa kaha. mere dil me koi khot nahi tha. koi matlab nahi tha sivaye pyaar pane ki gharz ke. kyunki mai masum hon. masum tha aur hamesha masum bankar rahna chahta hon. main tab nehu ke liye ye bol gaya tha. woh future me meri wife banegi. aisa isliye bola tha, kyunki maine nehu ke sath future ko dekh liya tha.. aur nehu ne barson dhoke wali life ji ha. usay sacha pyaar nahi mil paya tha. meri surat usay sacha pyaar mil jata to baki ki life woh skun se bita leti. mujhe beta bana kar future me ekdum se khud ko meri wife ke roop me nahi dekh sakti thi isliye maine pahle se hi aisa bol kar unke vicharon me zabardasti ghus gaya tha. masum tha na, pyaar har shakal me pana chahta tha. mumta hi mumta bhi bhari hui thi neha thakur ki aaghosh me. isliye aaj se pahle tak, barson tak wo mere liye mummy hi bani rahi. kyaa kisi ne kabhi meri ankhon me nehu ke liye mummy(rashmika) ke liye, paridhi sarah lavanya ya ananya ke jismo ke liye kabhi chahat dekhi. nahi dekhi na.. kyunki mai masum hon. mai manhoos hota to aatmaon ko na chah kar mai jismo ko chahne lagta. mai hawasi ban gaya hota. yahan kadam kadam par kahan kahan hawas ke nange naach nahi dekhne ko milte.
yash ki ankhon se ab ansu bahne lage the. raghuveer ab sharmindgi feel karne laga tha. rashmika sisakne lagi thi. yash ansu bahati ankhon se deewar par nazren gaadhe betha raha.
yash: papa! barson pahle maine aapko ek chetavani di thi. woh chetavani maine isliye di thi. future me aap koi aisi galti na kar jaayen. jisse aap ko mujhse ya............ ya apne bachhon se haani na pohnche... haan papa!.. ye sach ha. tab mai aap se aisa na bolta to aap paridhi ke liye taang adate. main future me nehu se shadi karne wala hon. is baat ke hone par bhi lavanya aur ananya ke sath sath paridhi aur sarah bhi mere liye pagal ho jaayengi. mujhe apna jeevan sathi chun lengi. mai ye baat jaanta tha. aise me aap ka badal jana sabko aapke against kar jata. kyunki sab aap se kitna bhi pyaar karen, mujhse badhkar nahi kar sakte. kyunki mai masum hon. mere liye sab aap se lad padte. aap se alag ho jaate. aap ko chhod kar mere sath rahne lagte. aise me aap dukh dard me aa jaate. maine aap ko bure samay se bachane ke liye chetavani di thi. na k apne matlab ke liye. mujhe rashmi mummy ke badan ki ichha na pahle kabhi thi. na hi ab hai. mujhe pyaar ke siva kuch nahi chahiye.
is janam me mujhe ajib vicharon wala manushya bana kar bheja gaya. jo mujhe manhoos samjh le. wo mera sabse bada dushman ban jata ha. jo mujhe masum samjh le. uske liye mai dunya ki har ek chiz se badhkar ho jaata hon. par aap ne khud se fight kari aur paridhi ke liye khud ko samjha liya. lekin mummy--
yash: lekin mummy ke liye khud ko nahi sambhal pa rahe han. aap darr gaye mai aap se mummy ko chheen lunga.. papa! maine bata rakha ha aaap sab ko. future kahin kahin mere saamne dhund me lipta hua ha. mai har baat nahi dekh sakta. aur bar bar bhi nahi dekh sakta. aise insan ulajh kar rah jaata ha. main bhi kahin ulajh kar na rah jaaun. koshish karta hon future par zayada dhayan na dete hue present me jiyun. aap ye maante han, aap ka dil ye maanta ha, meri ankhon me kisi ke liye bhi hawas nahi ha. fir kaise aap ne maan liya, mummy(rashmi) ke liye bhi mere dil me kuch hatke hai. mere dil me mel aa sakti ha. ya mai rashmi mummy ko aap se chheen lunga.
raghuveer ka sir sharmindgi se jhuka ja raha tha: yaashh bet--
yash: mujhe bolne dijiye papa!. aap mujhe bataiye. ek ladki ek ladka ek school me college me university me ek sath padhte han. school life fir college life fir uni life, kitne hi saal beet jaya karte han dono ke love affair me. ek ladki ek ladka dono ek dusre se sacha pyaar karte hon, aur ye bhi jaante hon kai saalon tak woh ek nahi ho sakte han. unki shadi me abhi bohut samay baki ha. dono ek ho sakte han, lekin illegal tarike se. woh kasmen waade kar lete han future me shadi zaruri karenge.. fir khud ko sambhal nahi paate aur jismani taur par ek ho jaate han. barson dono ke beech physical relation chalte rahte han. after that shadi kar lete han.
papa mai aap se poochhta hon. kyaaa jab woh ladka us ladki se physical hota tha, tab kyaaaa ladki ke badan par uska adhikar ban chuka hota tha. kyaaaaa wo jo karta tha woh illegal nahi tha. kyaa shadi se pahle us ladki ki izzat ladki ke parents ki amanat nahi hua karti. har mata pita shadi tak ladki par gahri nazar banaye rakhte han. uspar trust karte han. fir bhi wo ladki agar apne mata pita ke knowledge me laaye bagair apne premi se physical relation me aa jati ha. to kyaaa wo paap kar rahi ha. har koi ise paap hi kahega papa. lekin jo pyaar ka falsafa aur pyaar ki gahrai ko jaante han. woh ise paap nahi kahte han.sacha pyaar kahte han.. isliye ladki ladka saalon tak physical relation banaye rahte han. ladki ladka dono ke mata pita ki nazar me bhi aisa illegal nahi rahta kyunki unhe apne pyaar par apni parivarish par garv hota ha.
jinhe nahi hota.. wahan sivaye hawas ke kuch aur nahi hota.
rashmika aur raghuveer aaj yash ke moh se aisi baaten sunkar ascharyachakit bhi the aur bohut zayada dukhi thi. ab rashmi kuch kuch raghuveer ko guse se bhi dekhti ja rahi thi. raghuveer kahin nahi dekh raha tha. raghuveer ke kaan khule the, woh yash ki baaten sun raha tha. lekin bed par nazren gaadhe betha tha. ansu se bheegi sharmindgi se bheegi ansuon bhari nazren
yash: jo prem pujari hote han. unhe khud ko bharosa ho na ho, apne pyaar pr bharosa zarur hota ha. mai masum hon, mujhe mere pyaar par bharosa tha. apne vicharon ke pavitr hone par yakeen tha. aap sab par bharosa tha. aap sab kabhi future me alag na hon. maine woh chetavani di thi. insan aksar bhavanaon me bah kar woh galtiyan kar bethta ha. jinhe bad me lakh sudharne par bhi sudhara nahi ja sakta ha. fir aap sab to mujhse sachhe mann se pyaar karte the. aap ne mujhe dil se masum maan liya tha. kaise aap ke beech mai phoot dekh sakta tha. kaise mai apne payaron ko dukhon me jeete dekh sakta tha. kaise ek baap ko beti bete se door hote dekh sakta tha.
yash: main!!
yash ab bola to ansu uske gale me utar kar uske moh me ghul kar shabdo ko bigaad gaye the.
yash aise hi ansuon se bheege shabdo ke sath bola
yash: main!..
yash ke liye bol pana mushkil hone laga tha. ankhon se ansu ek tasalsal ke sath bahe jaa rahe the. yash ko aaj tak kisi ne rote hue nahi dekha tha. lekin aaj uski ankhon se ansu rukne ka naam hi nahi le rahe the. ye baat bhi rashmi aur raghuveer dono ke dilon ko chhalni kiye ja rahi thi.
yash: main masum hon. aisa mai shuru se kahta aa raha hon. lekin asal me mai masum nahi manhoos hon!!.
rashmika aur raghuveer dono jhatke se sir utha kar yash ko dekhne lage. yash ke moh se ansuon se bheege dard ki inteha liye shabd sunkar larz uthe. is bar firse kuch bolne wale the. uth kar yash ke karib aa jana chahte the.
lekin yash ne hath utha kar dono ko wahi still bethe rahne ka ishara kar dia.
dono na chahte hue bhi apni jaga par statue ban bethe rah gaye. dono ne ek dusre ko dekha. to kyaaa kuch nahi tha dono ki ankhon me.. dukh dard aatmaglani.yash ke liye pyaar.
yash: mai dunya me aane se pahle hi manhoos declare kar dia gaya. mahino maa ki kokh me ek lothde ki surat pada raha. lothde me jaan padi. tab maine pahli bar maa ki kokh me rahte hue hi maa ke kano davara ye suna k mai manhoos hon. mai ro pada tha ye sunkar..
yash: kyun??.. mai manhoos kaise ho sakta hon. abhi to maine maa ki kokh me life jeeni shuru ki hi ha. kaise koi mujhe manhoos ghoshit kar sakta ha. mai dunya me aaay hi kahan tha. abhi toh mai maa ke pet me aaya hi tha. mere bhagy me dard hi dard likh dia gaya.. manhoosiyat likh di gayi...
kyuuuuuuun??..
pata chala mai dunya me aane ke bad, jis thakur parivar me mai janma hon, us parivar ki har ek stree ko bhogonga.. har ek ko future me apne bistar ki zeenat banaunga. isi kaaran sab ne mujhe shaitan aur manhoos kahna shuru kar dia.
nahi bhogna mujhe kisi ko.. nahi chahiye mujhe kisi ka bhi jism.. kyaaaaa mai koi robot hon. koi machine hon. kyaaaaaaa hon mai. kyaa samjh rakha ha sabne mujhe.. koi mujhe manhoos kahta ha to niyati mujhe masum banane par tuli hui ha. majbur kar rahi ha. mai apne hi parivar ki ek ek stree ko apni rakhel bana daalun.. kyun??.. kitni aag jal uthti hogi mere andr.. koi anadaza bhi nahi laga sakta. mai ek insan hon. koi playboy nahi.. dunya bhar ke insano ki tarah mai bhi apne liye ek hi life partner ko kafi samjhta hon.. nehu ek hi mere liye kafi hai. whole life mai uske sath badi khushi khushi ji sakta hon. lekiin fir mujhe char aur mil gai.. mai mujhse pyaar karne walun ka dil nahi tod sakta. nehu ko abhi maine apne nam nahi kiya aur mujhe char aur mil gayi. ananya lavanya sarah paridhi sabne bhi mujhe apna advance me hi pati chun liya. kyunki mujhe mujhse pyaar karne walun ke dilon se unki aatmaon se prem karna aata ha. ek se dusra sharir badala jaaye to dil me pyaar marne lagta ha. hawas janam lene lagti ha. hawas insan ko insan nahi rahne deti. aur jo insan na rahe woh masum kaise rah sakta ha. aur mai
yash ab hichkiyon me rone laga tha
yash: pata nahi kyun, jab se maa ki kokh me utara tha main.. jab se pahli bar mujhe manhoos kaha gaya tha. tab se leke ab tak meri ek hi manokaamna rahi ha. mai masum bankar jiyun. koi bhi mujhe manhoos na kahe. puri dunya mujhe masum samjhe le. badle me mujhse jo chahe maang len. chahe to meri khaal ke jute banwa kar apne gale me daal le. lekin mujhe manhoos na kahe. mujhe sapno me dikhaya aur bataya jata raha ha. mujhe apne parivar ki ek ek stree ko bhogna ha. ek ek se badla lena ha. jo mujhse pyaar kare, mujhe usay pyaar dena ha. jo mujhe manhoos kahe mujhe uske sath buri tarah pesh aana ha.. nahi lena mujhe kisi se badla. nahi deni mujhe kisi ko saza.
par aap sabke itne zayada mujhse payar karne walun ke hote hue bhi mai adhura hon. mai pyasa hon. bohut sukun milta ha mujhe sabhi ke pyaar ki thandi meethi chhaaon par. lekin fir bhi mai sukun me nahi hon. meri aatma bohut bechain ha.
kuch bhi mere hath me nahi hai. mai khud se kuch bhi nahi kar sakta. mai insan nahi robot hon. niyati davara bana kar bhega gaya ek robot.
yashh ansu bahata hua uth khada hua. kamre me aaya tha to rashmika ya raghuveer dono ko nahi dekha tha yash ne. ab bhi bina dono ko dekhe utha aur uth kar kamre se jaane laga..
is samay ro rahe ansu baha rahe rashmika aur raghuveer dono uchhal kar bed par se koode aur yash ke paas ja ponche. yash ke ek bazo ko thaam gaye.
kamre me teeno ro rahe the. is bar yash ne pahle rashmi ko dekha. fir raghuveer ko dekha.
aise hi sisakta hua bade hi dard ke sath bola: mai bhi kaisi kismat lekar paida hua hon. jis maa ki kokh se maine janam liya ha. us maa ke jism ko jab tak mai bhogunga nahi woh coma se bahar nahi aayegi. ek maa(neha thakur) se mujhe mumta mili, pata chala future me woh meri patni banegi. kuch baras meri maa bankar jiyegi. fir meri patni bankar mere bistar ki zeenat banegi. mera pyaar uske liye badal jaayega. ek teesri maa bhi bana daali maine. aur...
yash ki ankhon se ansu bah bah kar chin par ikathe hote fir katron ki surat neeche girne lagte the.
yash: teesri maa khud hi mere pyaar ke jaal me ulajh kar aapke jaise pyaar karne wale pati ke hote hue bhi mujhe apne sapnon ka rajkumar bana gayi. papa!. mera koi kasoor nahi ha. meri koi galati nahi ha. mujhe rashmi mummy se sivaye mumta ki garmi ke koi aur garmi nahi chahiye thi. lekin ye bhi sach ha. rashmi mummy ke dil me mere liye prem ke jag jaane par inki badhti umar ruk gai ha. ab tak ye mere sath physical nahi hongi ye aise hi rahegi. hamesha jawan rahengi, akhri saans tak sadabahaar rahengi. aap boodhe ho jaayenge. mere aur paridhi ankush bachhe bhi dunya me aane ke bad jawan ho jaayenge, fir boodhe ho jaayenge. lekin mummy aise hi rahenge. ab batayen isme meri koi galati ha. ye sab niyati dawara racha ek ghinona khel ha. aur mujhe ye khel bilkul bhi pasand nahi papa. aise to mai masum se manhoos banta jaaunga. aur mai manhoos nai masum bankar jeena chahta hon.
rashmi ki ankhon me koi glani nahi thi. raghuveer aur rashmi dono ne ek sath yash ko apni aaghosh me bhar liya.
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