Ko To Rok Lo {Update - 029}
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Uncle ki baat sunkar, maine unke pas baithte huye kaha
Mai bola “aisi baat nahi hai uncle. Mai jyadatar din me hi aata hu aur aap us samay aap office me hi rahte hai. Aaj sham ko aaya hu to, aap se mil paya hu.”
Uncle bole “baat to tumhari sahi hai. Lekin kabhi kabhi hum se bhi milne aa jaya karo. Hum bhi to tumhe mehul se kam pyar nahi karte hai.”
Mai bola “thik hai uncle. Aage se dhyan rakhuga.”
Tabhi aunty chay dekar chali gali aur mai uncle ke sath chay pine laga. Chay peete-peete uncle ne mujhse kaha.
Uncle bole “beta mujhe tumse jaruri baat karna hai. Lekin wo baat mai ghar me karna nahi chahta. Kya tum kal office aa sakte ho.”
Mai bola “ji uncle, aa jauga.”
Uncle bole “thik hai, ab tum mehul ke pas jakar baitho.”
Tab tak mera chay peena bhi ho chuka tha. Mai uth kar mehul ke kamre me aa gaya. Mehul bed par aaram se leta mobile par baat kar raha tha. Uski baat sun kar mai samajh gaya ki, wo shilpa se baat kar raha hai.
Usne mujhe baithne ka ishara kiya aur mai bina kuch kahe uske pas hi let gaya aur uski baten sunne laga. Mujhe apni baten sunane ke liye mehul ne mobile ko speekar mod par daal diya aur mujhe un dono ki baten sunayi dene lagi.
Mehul bola “mujhe nahi lagta hai ki, tu jaisa kah rahi hai, aisa kuch un dono ke bich me hua hai.”
Shilpa boli “mai dave ke sath kahti hu ki, un dono ke bich kuch to hua hai. Tumne us samay punnu ke chehre ke bhav dekhe hote to, tumhe bhi aisa hi lagta.”
Mehul bola “punnu, ami nimi ke samne aisa kyo karega.”
Shilpa boli “ami nimi to bahut door thi aur unki taraf mehul ki pith thi. Sabki najar to riya par thi. Jo ki pani ke andar thi. Uske pani ke andar hone ke karan koi samajh nahi paya ki, wo pani ke andar kya khel khel rahi hai. Sab to yahi samajh rahe the ki, wo pani me dubki lagaye huye hai. Lekin punnu ke sharir ka akadna, uske dono hantho ka pani ke andar kuch dudna aur fir chehre ke bhav se pata chal raha thi ki, riya pani ke andar uske ling se khel rahi hai.”
Shilpa ki ye baat sunkar, mujhe ek jhatka sa laga. Mujhe is baat ka jara bhi andesha nahi tha ki, shilpa ko meri aur riya ke bich ki harkat ka itna sahi sahi anuman hai. Mai fir khamoshi se unki baten sunne laga.
Mehul bola “yaar, ye riya to kamaal ki ladki hai. Usne itne logon ke samne wo sab karke dikha diya. Jo mai tumhare sath akele me bhi nahi kar saka. Tumne mujhe apne doodh tak naho pine diye. Mai bas hoth chus kar hi rah gaya. Mujhe aise kab tak tadpaogi. Are kuch nahi to, kam se kam apna doodh pine ka mauka hi dedo.”
Shilpa bola “tumhe ya mauka abhi nahi milega. Abhi to tum bas mere hothon ka ras chuso aur doodh dabao. Waise bhi tumne mere doodh daba daba kar, bahut bade kar diye hai.”
Mehul bola “jaan, doodh bade to maine unhe pine ke liye hi kiya tha. Lekin tum ho ki, unhe pine hi nahi deti ho.”
Shilpa boli “janu, aag to mere dil me bhi lagi hai. Lekin mujhe dar lagta hai.”
Mehul bola “pyar karne wale dara nahi karte. Ab mujhe mat tadpao. Mai tumhe ek din bina kapdo ke man bhar ke pyar karna chahta hu.”
Shilpa boli “ab tum fir suru ho gaye. Mai ab rakhti hu. Raat ko khane ke bad, baat karege. Bye janu.”
Mehul bola “bye bye, jaan.”
Iske bad mehul ne mobile kaat diya aur meri taraf dekhte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “bhai ab bata. Kya baat hai. Tu itna pareshan sa kyo dikh raha hai.”
Mehul ki yahi baat mujhe achi lagti thi ki, wo meri pareshani ko fauran pahchan jata tha. Abhi bhi usne shilpa se baat karte rahne ke bad bhi, meri pareshani ko pahchan liya tha.
Magar shilpa ne mere upar shaq karke mere liye ek nayi pareshani khadi kar di thi. Isliye maine pahle apni us pareshani ko door karne ki koshish karte huye mehul se kaha.
Mai bola “ye shilpa abhi mere baare me ye kya bol rahi thi.”
Mehul bola “wo yahi bol rahi thi ki, tumhare aur riya ke bich me kuch chal raha hai aur aaj pani ke andar wo tumhare ling se khel rahi thi. Lekin tu mujhe is baat se to, pareshan nahi lag raha hai. Teri pareshani ki vajah kuch aur hai.”
Mehul mujhse pahle meri asli pareshani ki vajah janna chahta tha. Isliye maine use apni pareshani batate huye kaha.
Mai bola “meri pareshani ki vajah raj hai.”
Mehul bola ‘baat kya hai, jara khul kar bata. Kya raj tere aur riya ke bich me apni tang ada raha hai. Yadi aisi koi baat hai to, tu chinta mat kar, mai kal hi sale ke hath pair tudwa deta hu. Hath pair tutege to, sala pada rahega kisi hospital me aur tu riya ke sath mauj karte rahna.”
Mai bola “aisi koi baat anhi hai. Wo sala jab se aaya hai, bas keerti ke piche pada hua hai. Maine keerti ko bhi samjhaya ki us se door rahe. Lekin wo bhi uske sath hi rahti. Mai kya karu, mujhe kuch samajh me nahi aa raha hai.”
Mehul bola “haan yaar, aaj subah keerti ne hi mujhse ye group bana kar ghumne wali baat ki thi aur bataya tha ki kis kis ka group banana hai. Mai to samjha tha ki, wo tujhe aur riya ko pas lane ke liye ye sab kar rahi hai. Isliye maine is baat par jyada gaur nahi kiya tha.”
“Magar bad me maine gaur kiya ki, keerti raj ke sath kuch jyada hi ghul milne ki koshish kar rahi thi aur wo raj bhi saare time keerti se hi chipka raha. Lekin tu chinta mat kar, iska bhi wahi ilaj hai ki ise hospital pahucha diya jaye.”
Mai bola “isme to police case ban sakta hai yaar aur yadi raj ko pata chal gaya ki, ye sab humne karwaya hai to, lene ke dene pad jayege.”
Mehul bola “yaar, tu darta bahut hai. Jaisa tu soch raha hai, waisa kuch nahi hoga. Humara kaam bhi ho jayega aur humara naam bhi nahi aayega. Tu bas ek baar haan bol.”
Mai bola “tujhe jo thik lage, tu wo kar. Lekin is raj naam ke ladke ko keerti se door kar de.”
Mehul bola “thik hai, ye kaam ho jayega. Sale ko pata to chale ki, keerti par najar dalne ka anjam hota hai.”
Mai bola “tu ye kaam kis se karwayega.”
Mehul bola “are mere pas bahut se gunde type ke ladke hai. Jo mere ek ishare par apni jaan bhi de sakte hai aur kisi ki jaan le bhi sakte hai.”
Mai bola “wo to thik hai. Lekin unhe samjha dena ki sirf uske hath pair bas todna hai. Iske siwa use kahi aur chot nahi pahuchana hai.”
Mehul bola “ab tu mujhe is baare me kuch mat samjha aur is baat ko bhul ja. Ye bata riya ne sach me wo sab kiya tha ya fir wo sab shilpa ka vaham hai.”
Mai bola “haan, wo sab hua tha.”
Mere muh se haan sunkar, mehul ne chaukte huye kaha.
Mehul bola “ye sab aise achanak kaise ho sakta hai.”
Tab maine picnic me riya se huyi saari baten bata di. Magar use raj aur riya ke sex sambandh ke baare me kuch nahi bataya.
Mehul bola “bhai, ye ladki to bahut fast hai. Lekin pata nahi use tujhme kya najar aaya, jo pahli baar me hi tere sath itna aage bad gayi. Mujhe to ye bahut kheli khayi ladki lagti hai. Is se jara bach ke rahna.”
Mai bola “yaar, wo kuch din ke liye hi yaha aayi hai. Fir wapas chali jayegi. Isliye uske baare me jyada kuch sochna bekar hai.”
Mehul bola “tu kuch bhi kahe yaar. Lekin ye ladki fataka hai. Tu ek baar to, is fatake ko chala kar dekh le.”
Mai bola “mujhe fataka chalane ka koi sauk nahi hai. Mai to bas use apni girlfriend banana chahta hu.”
Mehul bola “abe to kya girlfriend bana kar uski puja karega.? Tab bhi to wahi sab karega na, jo abhi mai karne ko kah raha hu.”
Mai bola “dekh, mujhe jo karna hai, mai kar luga. Tu bekar ki salah dena band kar de.”
Mehul bola “Ok bhai.”
Iske bad meri mehul se idhar udhar ki baten hoti rahi. Fir aunty khane ke liye bolne aayi to, maine sabke sath baith kar khana khaya. Khane ke bad meri sab se kuch der tak baten hoti rahi. Fir mai sabse vida lekar ghar wapas aa gaya.
Mai ghar pahucha to sab dining table par baithe the. Maine pyar se ami nimi ke sar par hath fera aur fir apne kamre me aa gaya. Kamre me aakar mai let gaya aur Tv chalu karke Tv dekhne laga.
Fir 11 baje keerti upar aa gayi. Usne mere kamre ki taraf dekha aur fir apne kamre me chali gayi. Kuch der bad wo night suit pahan kar mere kamre me aayi aur aakar mere bed par tono tange faila kar baith gayi.
Magar jab mai bina uski taraf dhyan diye Tv hi dekhta raha. Tab usne mere hath se Tv ka remote chhin kar Tv band karte huye mujhse kaha.
Keerti boli “kya baat hai. Aaj tu mujhse baat kyo nahi kar raha hai. Tujhe kya ho gaya hai.”
Mai bola “mujhe tujhse koi baat nahi karni. Tu chup chap so ja aur mujhe Tv dekhne de.”
Keerti boli “Tv dekhne de to, aise bol raha hai. Jaise padai karne ko bol raha ho.”
Magar mera gussa keerti ke upar shant nahi hua tha. Fir bhi mai apne aapko shant rakhte huye keerti se kaha.
Mai bola “dekh, mera mood kharaab hai. Mujhe aur pareshan mat kar.”
Keerti boli “thik hai, tujhe mujhse baat nahi karna hai to, mai tujhe pareshan nahi karugi.”
Itna kah kar keerti meri taraf pith karke let gayi aur usne apni aankh band kar li. Maine samjha ki, wo sone ki koshish kar rahi hai. Isliye mai fir se Tv chalu kar ke Tv dekhne laga.
Magar tabhi mujhe keerti ke subakne ka aehsas hua. Maine Tv band karke keerti ki taraf dekha to, uski aankhon se aansuon ki moti moti dharayen bah rahi thi aur wo dhire dhire sisak rahi thi.
Keerti ko is tarah rote huye dekh kar, mera us par ka saara gussa khatam ho gaya aur maine uske sar par hath ferte huye kaha.
Mai bola “sorry, mujhse galti ho gayi. Mujhe tere sath aisa nahi karna chahiye tha. Dekh, mai sorry bol raha hu aur tujhse baat bhi kar raha hu. Ab tu bhi apna rona band kar de.”
Magar keerti ne rona band nahi kiya aur rote-rote hi mujhse kaha.
Keerti boli “ye bhi koi baat hai. Jab tera dil kiya rula diya aur jab tera dil kiya chupa liya. Jab tera mood hua mujhse baat ki aur jab mood nahi hua mujhse baat nahi ki. Kya har baat par teri hi marji chalegi. Kya mai kuch bhi nahi hu.”
Mujhe keerti ka is tarah se rona kharab lag raha tha. Isliye maine use manate huye kaha.
Mai bola “kaun kahta hai ki, tu kuch nahi hai. Tu to meri jaan hai. Lekin tujhe bhi to samajhna chahiye na ki, abhi mera mood sahi nahi hai to, mujhe bekar ki baat karke pareshan na kare. Lekin tujhe to har baat par majak soojh raha tha. Fir bhi maine tujh par koi gussa nahi kiya. Iske bad bhi tu rone lagi. Maine to, tujhe kuch bhi nahi kaha hai.”
Magar keerti par abhi bhi mere manane ka asar nahi pada aur usne rote huye kaha.
Keerti boli “haan, mai sab samajhti hu ki, tera mood kyo kharab hai. Mai picnic par raj ke sath ghoom rahi thi. Isliye tera mood kharab hai na.”
Mujhse keerti ka is tarah se rona aur apni safayi dena nahi dekha gaya. Maine uska chehra apni taraf ghumaya aur uske aansu ponchhte huye us se kaha.
Mai bola “sorry, mujhse galti ho gayi. Ab tujhe jiske sath bhi ghumna hai. Tu ghoom, mai apna mood kharab nahi karuga.”
Meri ye baat sunkar, keerti ka rona band ho gaya. Lekin usne uth kar baithte huye mujhse kaha.
Keerti boli “haan, mai kisi ke sath bhi ghumti rahu, tujhe kya fark padta hai. Mai teri hoti hi kaun hu.”
Mai bola “yaar, tu kis type ki ladki hai. Yadi mai kisi ke sath tere ghumne ko lekar mood kharab karta hu to, tujhe us me bhi tujhe pareshani hai aur yadi mood kharab nahi karta hu to, tujhe usme bhi pareshani hai. Ab tu hi bata, aise me mai karu bhi to, kya karu.”
Keerti boli “kuch mat kar, sirf mujhse baat kar. Yadi raj ki baat ko lekar tera mood kharab tha to, tu mujhse bol sakta tha. Mai to apni koi baat tujhse nahi chhipati hu.”
Mai bola “ab tujhe raj pasand aa raha hai to, mai tujhe uske sath ghumne se kaise rok sakta hu.”
Keerti boli “tujhe kya lagta hai ki, raj ke sath jo mai itni itni der tak ghoom rahi thi to, kya uske sath kahi chhup kar kuch galat harkat kar rahi thi.”
Mai bola “maine to aisa kuch nahi bola.”
Keerti boli “tune bola nahi. Lekin tere andar ki soch yahi hai. Isiliye tera picnic se aate hi mood kharab ho gaya aur tune mujhse baat karna bhi band kar diya.”
Mai bola “chal, ab jane de. ab to mera mood thik ho gaya na. Ab tub hi is baat ko yahi khatam kar de.”
Keerti boli “tera mood thik ho gaya hai to, iska matlab ye to nahi hai ki, tu is baat ko bhool gaya hai ki, mai din bhar raj ke sath kya kar rahi thi.”
Mai bola “mujhe tujh par bharosa hai ki tu kuch galat nahi karegi. Mujhe dar bas is baat ka tha ki, kahi wo raj tere sath kuch galat na kare aur fir tere uske sath yun ghul mil jaane se mera dar or bad gaya tha.”
Keerti boli “raj ke sath maine jo bhi kiya, wo sab ek natak tha. Maine hi mehul ko bola tha ki, wo ghumne ke liye in-in logon ke group banaye. Taki tujhe riya ke sath rahne ka jyada se jyada samay mil sake. Ab yadi mai raj ke sath na hoti to, jahir si baat hai ki, raj riya ke aas pas hi rahta aur tu chah kar bhi riya se koi baat nahi kar pata.”
Mai bola “tujhe ye sab karne ki kya jarurat thi.”
Keerti boli “jarurat thi, tabhi maine aisa kiya. Mai janti hu ki, tujhe bahut din bad koi ladki pasand aayi hai. Isliye mai nahi chahti thi ki, tu use bina apne dil ki baat bataye jane de.”
Mai bola “kya raj ne tujhe propose kiya hai.”
Keerti boli “wo mujhe propose karne ki sochta, us se pahle hi maine us se bol diya tha ki, mera ek boyfrined hai. Fir usi boyfriend ki baat batate-batate mai use tum logon se door rakhi rahi.”
Mai bola “ab tera ye boyfriend kaha se aa gaya. Tere dimag me ye faltu ki baten aati kaha se hai.”
Keerti boli “raj ko kaun sa yaha hamesha rahna hai. Jitne din wo yaha hai. Tab tak mera boyfriend bahar hi rahega aur jab wo bahar hai to, raj ko us se milane ka sawal hi paida nahi hota hai.”
Mai bola “tere is natak ke chakkar me to bechare raj ke hath pair hi toot jate. Ek minute ruk, mujhe ek call karna hai.”
Ye kahte huye maine mehul ko call lagaya aur use saari baat batate huye raj ke sath kuch bhi karne se mana kar diya. Keerti humari baat sunkar saara majra samajh chuki thi. Mere call rakhte hi, usne mujhse kaha.
Keerti boli “chhi.. tum log raj ke hath pair todne wale the.”
Mai bola “ab yadi tujh par koi buri najar dalega to, mai chup chap dekhta to, nahi rah sakta. Mujhe kuch to karna hi padega. Jo mujhe sahi laga, wo hi mai karne wala tha.”
Keerti boli “tujko uski bahan pasand aayi to, ye thik baat hai. Lekin use teri bahan pasand aa gayi to, ye galat baat kaise ho gayi.”
Mai bola “mai ye kuch nahi janta. Riya mujhe milti hai to thik hai. Lekin yadi riya mujhe teri keemat par milti hai to, mujhe koi riya viya nahi chahiye.”
Keerti boli “are jaise tera dil kisi ko apni girlfriend banane ka karta hai. Waise hi mera dil bhi to, kisi ko apna boyfriend banane ka karta hai. Isme burayi kya hai.”
Mai bola “isme koi burayi nahi hai. Tu bhi apna boyfriend bana sakti hai. Magar wo ladka sharif hona chahiye. Is raj ki tarah sadak chhap majnu nahi hona chahiye. Yadi teri najar me aisa koi ladka hai to, mujhe bata. Mai pahle uske baare me pata karuga aur agar wo mujhe sahi samajh me aaya to, tu use apna boyfriend bana lena.”
Meri baat sunkar, keerti ne hanste huye kaha.
Keerti boli “bap re.. Kya koi aise bhi boyfriend banata hai. Are boyfriend to ek najar me dil ko chhu jata hai aur dil bina kuch soche samjhe usko apne andar sama leta hai.”
Mai bola “thik hai, tu jaise chahe, waise apna boyfriend bana lena. Magar use ek baar mujhse milwa jarur dena.”
Keerti hanste huye kaha.
Keerti boli “taki tu uske hath pair tudwa de.”
Abhi mai kuch bolne hi wala tha ki, tabhi mera mobile bajne laha. Kisi naye number se phone aa raha tha. maine call uthate huye kaha.
Mai bola “hello.”
Dusri taraf se aawaj aayi “mai riya bol rahi hu.”
Mai bola “itni raat ko kyo phone kiya. Kya nind nahi aa rahi.”
Riya boli “mai to kab se phone karne ke liye baithi thi. Magar ye nitika ki bachchi sone ka naam hi nahi le rahi thi. Ab wo soyi hai to, maine tumhe call lagaya hai.”
Mai bola “mai to kab se tumhare call ka wait kar raha tha. Fir socha sayad tum so gayi hogi. Isliye mai bhi sone hi wala tha ki, tumahara phone aa gaya.”
Riya boli “mujhe miss kar rahe the na.”
Mai bola “miss kar raha tha, tabhi to abhi tak jag raha hu.”
Meri baat sunkar keerti hansne lagi aur mujhe mobile rakhne ka ishara karne lagi. Idhar riya ne mujhse kaha.
Riya boli “miss to mai bhi tumhe bahut kar rahi hu.”
Mai riya se baat kar hi raha tha ki, keerti mujhse mobile chhinne lagi. Use mobile chhinnte dekh kar, maine riya se kaha.
Mai bola “dekho, ab raat jyada ho gayi hai aur mujhe subah school bhi jana hai. Kya hum kal mil kar akele me baat kar sakte hai.”
Riya boli “kitne samay.”
Mai bola “dopahar ko 3 baje ke bad tum jab bhi free ho, mujhe call kar lena. Mai aa jauga.”
Riya boli “thik hai. Mai sahi mauka dekh kar call laga dugi.”
Mai bola “Ok good night.”
Riya boli “Good night.”
Iske bad maine riya ka call rakh diya aur call rakhne ke bad keerti ki taraf dekhte huye kaha.
Mai bola “ye kya harkat thi. Mujhe us se baat kyo nahi karne di.”
Keerti boli “ye mere baat karne ka time hai aur is samay tu sirf mujhse baat karega aur kisi ke sath nahi.”
Mai bola “ye tere baat karne ka time kaise ho gaya.”
Keerti boli “wo isliye ki, is time hum dono hi free hote hai aur hum dono ke siwa koi teesra nahi hota hai. Isliye aaj se maine is time ko apne liye fix kar liya hai. Ab se tu 11 baje tak jis se bhi jitni baat karna hai kar le. Magar 11 baje ke bad sirf mujhse hi baat karega. Samajh gaya na.”
Mai bola “haan, samajh gaya. Lekin ab sone ka time bhi ho gaya hai to, kyo na ab soya jaye.”
Keerti boli “nahi, abhi mujhe tujhse baat karna hai. Jab tak meri baat puri nahi ho jati, tab tak tu so nahi sakta.”
Mai bola “Ok bol, kya bolna hai. Puchh, kya puchhna hai.”
Keerti boli “pahle to ye bol ki, aaj ke bad kabhi mujhse gussa hokar baat karna band nahi karega.”
Mai bola “ok, ab kabhi bhi, na to tujh par gussa karuga aur na hi tujhse baat karna band karuga. Ab apni agli bat bol.”
Keerti boli “ab dusri baat ye hai ki, 11 baje ke bad ka time maine sirf apne liye baat karne ka time fix kar rakha hai. Is samay me tu kisi se bhi baat nahi karega. Fir chahe wo riya hi kyo na ho.”
Mai bola “ok, 11 baje ke bad mai tumhare siwa kisi se bhi baat nahi karuga. Ab khush.”
Keerti boli “haan, khush to mai hu. Magar abhi bhi meri kuch baten baki hai.”
Mai bola “ab jo baten baki hai, wo hum kal kar lege. Kuch baten kal ke liye bhi chhod do aur ab so jao.”
Keerti boli “ok to ab hum sote hai. Lekin pahle mujhe ek good night kiss do.”
Mai bade pyar se keerti ke mathe par kiss karte huye kaha.
Mai bola “good night.”
Keerti ne bhi mere gaal par ek kiss karte huye kaha.
Keerti boli “good night.”
Itna bol kar keerti aankh band karke let gayi aur mai baitha hua uska masum sa chehra dekhne laga. Keerti ka chehra dekhte huye, mai sochne laga ki, is ladki ko samajh pana mushkil hi nahi namumkin hai.
Ye sochte hi mere chehre par muskurahat aa gayi aur mai pyar se keerti ke balon par hath ferne laga. Kuch der tak uske balon par hath ferne ke bad maine uske mathe par ek kiss kiya aur dhire se good night bol kar mai bhi so gaya.
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