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log kehte hain ke duniya gole hai mein nahi maanta mera maanna yeh hai duniya bohat behan chood hai. .. yahan par jis ki laathi is ki bhens hai yahan par kamzor ko dabaya jata hai Ameer Ameer se Ameer tar hota ja raha hai aur ghareeb ghareeb se ghareeb tar hota ja raha hai Ameer ki taaqat ghareeb ko dabati hai. . isi terhan bohat se gharon mein bhi yahi soorat e haal hai. . jis ki taaqat hoti hai woh dosray ko daba laita hai sab isi ki suntay hain. .. hamaray ghar mein bhi baqyon ki nisbat kuch mukhtalif NAHI tha. . yahi sab hota tha mein kamzor aur aik lachaar aik be rozgaar larka tha har kisi ki lantan sehta rehta na mujhe koi puchta na koi mera kaam karta bohat thokrain khayen bohat darbadar bhatka kabhi kisi ne sath to kya aik nazar pyar se bhi nah dekha. .. . tab socha karta tha ke kash mere paas koi jadu ka chairag hota koi chhari hoti jisay ghumata to yeh sab seedha ho jatay. . kyunkay khud to hum seedhay honay se rahay shuru se hi kharab aadato mein jo jakray gaye bas phir pakdae gaye
mera naam sharon hai aur pyar se sab log mujhe shaani kehte hain. .. pyar kaisa pyar mein to bhool gaya tha ke mein to is duniya mein peda hi sirf nafrat ke liye huwa hon ghareeb gharane mein peda hona bhi aik bohat mushkil kaam hai. . kash mein bhi bil Gates ka bacha hota mun mein sonay ka chamach le ke peda hona bhi kya hi khobsorat baat hai. . ghareeb family mein peda hona aur phir incest hona yeh allag apne ap mein karnaama hai aur yeh karnaama injaam day ga ap ka shaani. .. hum kul paanch behan bhai hain jin mein do bhai aur teen behnain hain un ko to behnain kehna bhi ghalat hoga behnain kam randia ziyada hain kyunkay maa par gayi hain nah
maa ne bhi kabhi kisi ko inkaar nahi kya tha dainay se abbu sharaab ke shoqeen juye ke shoqeen ziyada tar waqt bahar hi raha karte thay ghar ka kharcha to chalta tha kabhi maa ki shlwar utaarnay se to kabhi tangen phelanay se ahista ahista maa ka haath behnoon ne bhi batana shuru kar diya mujhe nahi deti thi baqi saari duniya ko khush kar ke rakha hwa tha aj hum aik aliiiii shaan kothi mein rehtay hain hum shuru se aisay nahi thay hum aik bohat ghareeb gharane se talluq rakhtay thay baap juaa kheltaa nasha karta aur maa logon ke ghar mein kaam kar ke guzar busr karti thi kuch to hum halaat ke maaray thay aur kuch hum khud bhi theek nah the bohat koshish ki mere maa baap ne ke mein parh likh ke kuch acha kaam karoon lekin jis terhan ke choti colony mein ya chhootey mehloon mein hota hai mere sath bhi kuch waisa hi hwa parhna to daur ki baat mein to shool jaya bhi nahi karta tha ghar se school ke liye niklana aur kabhi kisi melay mein kabhi kisi ground mein ya kabhi kisi dost ke ghar baithy rehna hamara deera aksar token ki game pay hwa karta tha wahan pay games khelna sara din larkoon ke sath baatein karna aur aksar to jab kisi dost ke paas paisay ziyada hotay thay to dosray dost ko thoray paisay day ke mana kar is ki gand bhi maar lena
yeh zamane ki haqeeqat hai ghareeb admi kuch paison ke liye apni izzat bichta hai aur Ameer admi is ko kharidata hai
baat kahan se kahan nikal gayi to mein kehna chahta tha ke mein parh nah saka nah parhnay ki wajah se ghar mein bohat lantan honay lagi par mein kya karta mera dil parhai mein lagta hi nahi tha mera dil to sirf aik hi cheez mangta tha sex sex aur sirf sex jab ghar walon ne yeh dekha ke meri tawajah parhai mein bilkul bhi nahi hai to abbu ne ghar ke halaat ko dekhte hue mujhe aik motorcycle ki shop par bitha diya ke kuch kamaye ga to ghar mein kuch paisay laaye ga is waqt meri Umar mehez 14 saal thi lekin 14 saal ki Umar mein bhi mein sex kar chuka tha aur sex ke baray mein bohat kuch jaan bhi chuka tha kyunkay jo pocket money hamein mila karti thi is pocket money ko jama kar ke mein kabhi kisi kothey par to kabhi kisi kothey par jaya karta tha meri zindagi badalny ke peechay aik bohat ahem kirdaar meri maa aur meri behnoon ka bhi tha mein shuru se aisa nahi tha jab 12 saal ki Umar mein mein ne apni maa ko is ke yaar ke sath dekha to is ne meri soch badal di mein aik achay bachay se aik janwar mein tabdeel ho gaya
hwa kuch yun tha ke mein School se jab ghar a raha tha to mein ne apne ghar ke bahar apne muhallay ke do ubash larkoon ko kharray dekha jab mein ne inhen khara dekha to mein choank gaya ke yeh itnay obaash aur itnay ayaash larke hamaray ghar ke samnay kya kar rahay hain lekin mein ne un par kuch zahir nah kya aur chup chaap –apne ghar mein chala gaya jab mein ne ghar ka darwaaza khitkhitaya to koi jawab nah mila to mein sath walon ke ghar se hota hwa apne ghar ki chhat par aya aur apne ghar ke sehan mein utar gaya sehan mein utrney ke baad mein ne poooray ghar ka jaiza liya mashkook to mein pehlay hi ho gaya tha is liye mein ne baghair kisi awwaz ke sab jaiza lena zaroori samjha aur jo mere dil mein khadshaat thay wohi hwa ammi abbu ke kamray ka darwaaza band tha lekin khirki ka parda hata hwa tha aur andar meri ammi jin ki Umar is waqt mehez 36 saal thi apni dono tangen uthaye baghair kapron ke mojood thi aur woh admi taiz taiz jhatkay maar raha tha
aur ammi ke mun se musalsal yeh awazen nikal rahi thi Basheer aur zor se Basheer taiz aur taiz chood mujhe tairay bhai. mein. to. dam nahi to bujha meri pyaas
ammi ke mun se yeh baatein sun kar mera zehen aik dam faak ho gaya kyunkay woh jis shakhs ka naam le rahi thi woh aur koi nahi mera saga chacha tha is waqt mera dil kya ke mein jaoon aur dono ka sir kisi barray pathar se kuchal dun lekin aik cheez jo hairangi ki thi woh yeh thi ke meri shlwar mein mera lund danday ki terhan khara tha aur mein na jane kyun is cheez ko enjoy karne lag gaya jis cheez se mujhe kabhi shadeed nafrat hwa karti thi mein mayoosi ki haalat mein dobarah se apne ghar ki chhat par gaya abhi Mai is jhatke SE nikla b NAHI tha k Maine dekha ke samnay jo obaash larke kharray thay un mein se do larke ab mere darwazay ke bilkul samnay thay aur mere chacha ke darwazay se meri dono behnain khari un ke sath ishara baazi kar rahi thi mein apni behnoon ki is waqt haalat dekh kar aik aur jhatkay ka shikaar hwa kyunkay jo is waqt un ke libaas thay woh nihayat hi fahash qisam ke libaas thay
phir achanak aik larki ne ishara kya jisay isharay ko dekh kar meri barri behan khilkhila kar hansi aur ishara mein to samajh nah paaya lekin meri behan is ka ishara samajh gayi aur is ne foran –apne garibaan se apna dupatta sarka diya aur mujhe is waqt herat ka aik aur shadeed jhatka laga jab mein ne yeh dekha ke is ka garibaan bohat hi wasee tha aur is ki adhi se ziyada chhatiyan nangi nazar erhi thi. .. .
yeh meri zindagi ka woh
mourr tha ke jis ne mujhe incest ki duniya se ashna karwaya mein apni behan aur apni maa ko yeh harkatein karta hwa dekh kar yeh to samajh gaya tha ke yeh dono aik dosray ki raazdaar hain aik dosray ka parda hai is liye aj tak ghar mein kabhi is hawalay se koi baat nahi hui mein wahein chhat se dobarah apne ghar ki taraf aya aur apne baramde mein a kar so gaya is ke baad yeh meri roz ki routine ban gayi ke mein School jane ke bajaye apni behnoon aur apni maa par nazar rakha karta tha aur bohat dafaa mein ne apni behnoon ko un obaash larkoon ke sath mashkook haalat mein bhi paaya aur apni maa ko aksar –apne chacha ke sath aur bohat se dosray mardon ke sath bhi dekha jis ne meri zindagi mein mujhe bohat mayoos kar diya aur mere andar nafrat aur badlay ki agg ne janam le liya mein chahta huwa abhi kuch nah kar paata kyunkay mein aik kamzor insaan tha aur kamzor insaan ki is duniya mein koi jagah nahi hoti isi terhan waqt guzarta raha aur do saal guzar gaye aur meri Umar is waqt 14 saal thi aur is 14 saal ki Umar mein mein do se teen randia chhood chuka tha yeh is din ka waqea hai jis waqeye ne meri zindagi ko tabdeel kar ke rakh diya mein mamool ke mutabiq ghar aya aur ghar atay hi mujhe ghar mein khamoshi mili kya achanak mujhe hamaray ghusal khanaay se pani girnay ki awwaz ayi mein mashkook tareeqay se ek table par charha aur apne ghusal khanaay ke roshandan se andar jhakka to dekh kar heran ho gaya ke meri barri behan anam is waqt neha rahi thi
mein is ke jism mein itna kho gaya ke mujhe pata hi nahi chala ke kab mera haath meri shlwar mein chala gaya aur mein is ko dekhte hue muth maarny laga koi muth maarta kaisay na kyunkay is ka jism hi is qisam ka fit jism tha aur is afat jism par jab sabun laga ho aur woh is qisam ka chikna nazar aye
to koi boorha bhi apna lund khara kar ke muth Marna shuru kar day meri haalat bhi kuch isi terhan thi jab mein ne anam ko nahate hue dekha aur is ke poooray jism par sabun laga hwa tha aur is ka safeed jism sabun ki wajah se chamak raha tha mera hath Meri shalwar Mai gaya or be ikhtiyar mere mun se siski niklee jo ke anam ne bhi sun li aur is ne taizi se palat kar roshandan ki taraf dekha aur mujhe wahan khara paaya aur is ne wahein se mujhe aik moti gaali nikaali
anam : behan chood harami apni hi behan par gandi nazar rakhta hai haraam zade
is waqt mere zehen par shadeed sakta taari ho gaya mein khauf ki haalat mein table se utartaa hwa gira jis ki wajah se mere dono ghutnon par shadeed chout lag gayi aur mein apni jagah se hil bhi nahi pa raha tha meri shlwar mere dono ghutnon ke paas hai phatt chuki thi aur mere ghutnon se shadeed khoon beh raha tha aur meri haalat kharab hoti ja rahi thi aik to yeh dar ke behan ko nanga dekha nahate hue aur dosra chout se mujhe yeh ilm ho chuka tha ke shaani beta aj phir teri pataayi barray zor o shore se hogi
isi beech anam ghusal khanaay ka darwaaza kholtey hue bahar ayi aur meri haalat pay taras nah khatay hue mere mun par thprhon ki barsaat kar di aur mujhe pata nahi kon kon si gaali deti rahi jab is ka gussa thanda ho gaya to woh mujhe isi haalat mein chore kar andar chali gayi is ne mujh par koi taras nahi khaya aur nah hi koi reham dekhaya mein apne ap ko ghsitta ghsitta kamray ke andar tak pouncha aur meri ankhoo se shadeed ansu jari thay meri Umar hi kya thi is waqt mehez 14 saal aik bacha tha mein lekin woh bacha jis ke andar se saaray ehsas aur jazbaat is ke apne ghar walon ne khatam kar diye thay aur woh insaan shadeed khatarnaak insaan hota hai jis ke jazbaat mar jatay hain na jane kya tha ke ke mein wahein rota rota so gaya meri ankh is waqt khuli jab mujhe apni kamar mein aik shadeed dard mehsoos hui aur jab mein ne ankh khol kar dekha to meri maa ke haath mein aik danda tha jis se woh mujhe mar rahi thi maa ne yeh nahi dekha ke mere sir pay lag rahi hai ya mere paiir pay ya mere kahan bas woh danda martii gayi aur mein kisi tareeqay se apne ghatney ki dard ko bhool kar ghar se bahar bhaag gaya
is waqt shaam ke 6 baj rahay thay lekin mere paas aur koi asra nahi tha ghar jaa nahi sakta tha kyunkay behan aur maa to apni bharas nikaal chuki thi lekin abhi tak mere nashyi aur jawari baab ka number rehta tha jis ne mujh par apne haath seedhay karne thay mein aj tak nahi samajh paaya tha ke mujh se itni shadeed nafrat kyun mein ghoomta ghoomta saahil samandar ki taraf ja pouncha mein samandar ke gird tehelta raha tehelta raha tehelta raha aur aur isi terhan waqt guzarta raha aur waqt ka pata nah chala aur paas se guzarnay walay 1 shakhs hai jab mein ne waqt ka poocha to is ne mujhe waqt raat ke 12 bujey ka bataya bhook se meri haalat shadeed kharab thi kyunkay mein ne subah ka nashta woh bhi raat ki bachi hui sukhi roti jo mera naseeb hwa karti thi woh khaya tha aur is ke baad sara din bhooka piyasa apnon ki maar hi khata raha tha teheltay hue aur apne halaat par rotay hue mein ne yeh socha ke kyun na samandar mein ja ke khudkushi
kar lon is zindagi se to khudkushi behtar hai mein kyunkay aik sakht insaan tha mein ne kachi Umar mein hi woh halaat woh marain sahih thi ke jis ne mujhe choti si Umar mein hi aik sakht aur aik pathar dil insaan bana diya tha khudkushi ka faisla karte hue mein ne samandar ke andar jana shuru kar diya samandar ke andar jatay jatay jab pani mere seenay tak agya to mujhe dar mehsoos honay laga ke kya waqai hi ab mein mar jaoon ga dartay dartay mein do qadam aur age gaya aur kya daikhta hon ke pani jo seenay tak tha ab mere kandhay se bhi oopar agya tha jis se sirf meri gardan hi bahar thi kya achanak mujhe apne paon ke neechay kuch mehsoos hwa mein ne heran hotay hue apna haath neechay badhaya lekin pani mere kandhay tak tha mere haath mein kuch nah aya kyunkay us jagah tak mera haath ja hi nahi saka tha phir mein ne gehra saans liya aur apna poora wujood pani ke andar daal diya kyunkay woh cheez mere paon ke neechay thi is liye is ka kho jana to bantaa hi nahi tha mein ne haath badhaya aur is cheez ko apne paon ke neechay se nikala aur pani ke bahar sir nikaltay hue lambay lambay saans khenchna shuru kar diye mujhe apni haalat pay hansi agayi ke shaani khud kashi karne chalay thay aur yahan pani mein kuch second saans bhi nah rokkk sakay mein dobarah pani se bahar anaa shuru hwa aur bahar atay atay mujhe halki si thand mehsoos hui kyunkay raat ke waqt saahil samandar ki hawa nihayat hi thandhi ho jaya karti thi jab mein bahar agya to aik pathar par betha aur pathar par bethnay ke baad mein ne is cheez ka jaiza liya jo mere paon ke neechay ayi thi aur mein kya daikhta hon ke woh aik bohat hi puranay se style ki aik bottle jisay bottle kehna theek nahi hoga guldaan ki terhan ki shakal maithi lekin thi woh bottle hi kyunkay is ke sir ke oopar aik dhakkan bhi laga hwa tha
mein ne is bottle ko apne geelay kapron se saaf kya aur is ka jaiza lainay laga aur mere zehen mein aik dam yeh aya ke chalo do teen din ka jugar ho jaye ga kyunkay yeh bottle aik qadeem bottle lag rahi thi aur mujhe mehsoos ho raha tha ke is bottle ke mujhe 500 Yan 1000 rupay to mil hi jayen ge bottle ko saaf karte karte na jane mere zehen mein kya aya ke mein ne is bottle ke oopar lagey hue dhakkan ko kholna shuru kar diya dhakan intehai shadeed tareeqay se band tha aur bohat sakht tha woh mujh se khul nahi pa raha tha 14 saal ka bacha akkhar kya kar laita lekin kyunkay mein aik sakht jaan bacha tha musalsal koshish karta raha aur paanch minute ki shadeed koshish ke baad akkhar mein is dhakkan ko kholnay mein kamyaab ho gaya aur jaisay hi woh dhakkan khula is mein se aik neelay rang ki roshni bahar aye aur mein shadeed heran hwa ke roshni kahan se bahar a rahi hai aur phir aik awwaz ne mujhe apni taraf mutwajjah kar liya jo keh rahi thi kya hukum hai mere AQAA .. .. .. .. mlitay hain agli update mein