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AUTO WALE NE HAME LAKE PE UTAR DIYA KAFI SHANTI FEEL HOTI HAI MUJHE YAHAN JAB KABHI ATA HUN. EK JAMANE ME PURE JODHPUR KO PANI YAHIN SE PROVIDE KARAYA JATA THA WAHAN PAHONCH KAR MAINE SUMAN KO WAHAN KE BARE ME BATAYA THODA BAHOT JITNA ME JANTA THA AUR KUCH DER GUME FIRE AUR MAINE APNA CAMARA NIKALA AUR SUMAN SE KAHA Q NA HAM YAHAN APNI KUCH TASWIRE KHINCHE TO WO BHI MAN GAYI AUR KHUSH HO KE HAN KAH DI FIR HAMNE KUCH TASWIRE LEE EK DUSRE KI SATH MEN. JISME SUMAN NE MERA HATH PAKDA HUA THA PAR ANJANE ME JO MUJHE BAHOT ACHA LAG RAHA THA.
FIR HAM EKANT ME JAKE BAITH GAYE AUR MAINE WAQT DEKHA ABHI SIRF SADE PANCH BAJE THE KAFI WAQT THA HAMRE PAS AUR SUMAN BHI MUJHE KHUSH NAJAR AA RAHI THI. TO YE TASWIRE DEKH KE ME TUMHE YAAD KARUNGA SUMAN WO MUJHE GHOORNE LAGI KI ME YE KYA BOL RAHA HUN. AUR MERE MUH SE BHI ANJANE HI YE SAB NIKAL PADA THA. MAINE BAAT BADALNE KO USSE PUCHA KUCH KHAOGI USNE MANA KAR DIYA. KYA DEKH RAHI HO MAINE PUCHA TO WO BOLI BABU YE SAB KITNA ACHA LAG RAHA HAI MUJHE SAB EK SAPNE JAISA HEE AUR ME USE SUNTA RAHA PAHLI BAAR WO BHROSE SE BOL RAHI THI ME USE MAUKA DE RAHA THA KE WO KHUD HI APNE BARE ME SAB BATAYE BINA MERE PUCHE HI PAR WO ITNA KAH KE HI CHUP HO GAYI TO MAINE KAHA CHUP Q HO GAYI BOLO NA AUR HAN MUJHE KRISHNA KAHO BABU NAHIN. TO WO BOLI ME AAP KO NAAM SE KAISE BULA SAKTI HUN BURA LAGEGA MAINE KAHA ME HI KAH RAHA HU TO BULANE ME KYA HARJ HAI TO USNE KAHA PAR HICHKICHATE HUE WO BOLI
K.KK...., KYA HAKLA RAHI HO YAR, MAINE KAHA HAM ITNE WAQT SE SATH HAI DOST KI TRAHA TO MUJHE DOST SAMJHO AUR KAHO JO KAHANA HAI KHUL KE KAHO GHUT KE NAHIN ME TUMHARA DOST HUN THIK HAI. ITNA SUNNE KE BAAD WO BOLI KRISHNA G! HEY BHAGWAAN AB BICH ME YE "G" KAHAN SE AGAYA SIRF KRISHNA HUN ME KRISHNA. KOI G NAHIN HUN AB BOLO TO USNE FIR KAHNA SHURU KIYA KRISHNA
AAP...AAPNE MUJHE IN KUCH PALON ME ITNI KHUSHIYAN DI HAI JO MUJHE AUR KOI NAHIN DE SAKTA YE SAB TO MERE LIYE EK SAPNE JAISA HI HAI ME AAPKO KABHI NAHIN BHOOL PAUNGI JIS TARAH AAPNE MUJHE BACHAYA ITNA SAHARA DIYA IZZAT DEE PAR WO KAHTE KAHTE RUK GAYI TO MAINE KAHA BOLO RUK Q GAYI
USNE FIR KAHA PAR AAJ KE JAMANE ME ITNA SAB KUCH KISI ANJAN KE LIYE BINA SWARTH KE KOI NAHIN KARTA TO KYA AAPKA BHI KOI SWARTH HAI ISME YA AAP SIRF INSANIYAT KE NAATE HI MERE LIYE ITNA SAB KUCH KAR RAHE HAI.
ME AAPKO IN SAB KE BADLE KUCH BHI NAHIN DE PAUNGI KRISHNA AUR AAP MUJHSE KOI UMMID BHI MAT RAKHYEGA Q KI MERE PAS AAPKO DENE KE LIYE KUCH NAHIN HAI ME TO AKELI LADKI HUN IS PURI DUNIYA ME MERA KOI NAHIN HAI KAHTE KAHTE USKI ANKHO ME ANSOO ANE LAGE PAR ME CHAHTA THA WO SAB BATAYE TO MAINE USE ROKA NAHIN AUR WO KAHTI RAHI ME SUNTA RAHA WAHAN HAME DEKHNE SUNNE WALA AUR KOI NAHIN THA.
KRISHNA AAPKI BIWI KO AGAR MERE BARE ME PATA CHALEGA KI AAPNE KISI ANJAN LADKI KE LIYE ITNE PAISE KHARCH KIYE HAI TO BHI YE ACHA NAHIN HOGA WO AAPSE JHAGDA KAR LEGI AUR YAHAN TO HAR KOI MUJHE HI AAPKI BIWI SAMJH RAHA HAI YE ACHA NAHIN HAI. ISSE AAPKI ZINDAGI PE BURA ASAR PADEGA AAPKA PARIWAR TUT JAEGA MERI WAJAH SE AUR ME APNE SAR ITNA BADA PAAP LEKE MARNA NAHIN CHAHTI AAP MUJHE AB MERE HAAL PE CHOD DIJIYE
ME KAHIN BHI CHALI JAUNGI AAPNE MERE LIYE JITNA KIYA BAHOT HAI ITNA TO MERE KISI APNE NE BHI KABHI NAHIN KIYA MERI PURI ZINDAGI ME. AB AAP KA BHI ME KITNA WAQT BARBAD KARUNGI AAP PAHLE HI BAHOT PAISE BHI KHARCH CHUKE HAI AUR AAPKI APNI ZINDAGI BHI HAI ME ISME RUKAWAT NAHIN BAN NA CHAHTI AAP MERI CHINTA MAT KIJIYE IS DUNIYA ME MUJH JAISE BAHOT ANATH GUMTE HEN AAP SAB KE LIYE AISA KARENGE TO AAP KA SARA PAISA
KHARCH HO JAEGA ITNA ACHA BAN NA BHI ACHI BAAT NAHIN HAI AAP KI BIWI AAPSE HISAB PUCHEGI TO KYA KAHOGE WO BURA MAN JAEGI. AUR JAISE MUJHE BACHANE KO AAPNE KAL APNI JAAN KHATRE ME DAAL DI THI AISA AGE SE KABHI MAT KIJIYEGA KISI KO BACHANE ME APNI JAAN KA KHATRA BHI HO JATA HAI KABHI KABHI. WO BOLTI RAHI JAISE MUJHE SAMJHA RAHI HO KITNI MASUM AUR BHOLI THI BINA SANKOCH MUJHE SAB KAHTI RAHI AUR ANSOO THE KI USKI ANKHON SE BAHE JAA RAHE THE WO UNHE ROK NAHIN PAA RAHI THI. LAGTA HAI GAHRI CHOT KHAYI HUYI THI BECHARI.
THIK HAI SUMAN MAINE KAHA TUMNE JO BHI KAHA WO MAINE SUNA TUM THIK HI KAH RAHI HO TUM ANATH HO TUMNE APNI PURI ZINDAGI ME ITNA NAHIN DEKHA JO MAINE TUMHARE LIYE KIYA TUMHE MERA GHAR TUTNE KI BHI ITNI CHINTA HAI JAISE TUM MERI KOI APNI HO JISE MERI ITNI CHINTA HO TUM MUJHE BAHOT ACHE SE ZINDAGI KA MATLAB BHI SAMJHA GAYI. ME AGE SE KISI KI BHI ITNI MADAD NA KARU TO THIK HAI ME AGE SE AISA NAHIN KARUNGA ME JANTA HUN TUM IN SAB KE BADLE MUJHE KUCH NAHIN DE PAOGI AUR INSAB KE PICHE AB TAK MERA KOI SWARTH BHI NAHIN THA PAR ME KAHTE KAHTE RUK GAYA TO WO MUJHE AJIB NAJRO SE DEKHNE LAGI MAINE FIR KAHA DARO MAT ME TUMSE KUCH AISA WAISA NAHIN MANG RAHA HUN HAN MERA KOI SWARTH AB BHI NAHIN HAI PAR MERI EK CHOTI SI KHWAHISH HAI JISE TUM JARUR PURA KAR SAKTI HO KYA TUM MERI KHWAHISH PURI KAROGI ?
WO MUJHE DEKHTI RAHI TO MAINE KAHA ME YAHAN EK DIN RUKUNGA AUR ME CHAHTA HUN YE EK DIN TUM MERE SATH RAHO KYA TUM DE SAKTI HO APNI ZINDAGI KA EK DIN MUJHE KYA KAR SAKTI HO MUJHPE BHAROSA BOLO ? ME BAS USKE LIYE KUCH KARNA CHAHTA THA USE KUCH BHI KARKE KHUSHI DENA CHAHTA THA ISI LIYE YE KAHA THA MAINE. WO KHAMOSH KUCH SOCHTI RAHI AUR BOLI PAR Q ? AAP MERE SATH Q RAHANA CHAHTE HAI AGAR AAPKI BIWI KO YE BAAT PATA LAG GAYI TO AAP JANTE HAI ISKA ANJAAM KYA HOGA WO KYA SOCHEGI ? NAHIN ME AAPKE SATH NAHIN RAH SAKTI.
MUJHE PATA THA WO YE HI KAHEGI. SUMAN ME EK DIN ME HI CHALA JAUNGA HAMARE BICH YE JO PAL HAI JINHE TUM APNI PURI ZINDAGI SAMJH RAHI HO AUR YE MANTI HO KI YE MERI WAJAH SE HAIN TO KYA TUM MERE LIYE ITNA NAHIN KAROGI. KAR SAKTI HUN PAR INKA FAYDA KYA MERI ZINDAGI ME KABHI KHUSHIYAN NAHIN AYI KRISHNA AUR ME AGAR AAPKE SATH YE EK BHI DIN RAHI TO MERA AAPKO BHUL PANA BHI MUSHKIL HO JAEGA AUR ME DARD LEKE NAHIN JEENA CHAHTI
AAP BAHOT ACHE INSAN HAI PAR IS EK DIN ME KAHIN KUCH AISA NA HO JO HAM DONO KI ZINDGIYAN BADAL DE. MERA KYA HAI ANATH HU ZINDAGI BHAR DARD KE SATH RAHI HUN AUR FIR ISI DARD SE MAR BHI JAUNGI WO FIR BEBAK SI ROYE JAA RAHI THI PAR AAP KA GHAR HAI PARIWAR HAI MERI WAJAH SE USPE DAAG LAG JAEGA AAP BRAHMIN PARIWAR KE HAI ME DALIT LADKI HUN AAPKI BADNAMI KA KARN MAT BAN NE DIJIYE KRISHNA MUJHE.
IS ZINDAGI ME PAHLE HI SAB MUJHE CHOD KE JAA CHUKE HAI ME BHI APNI MAUT KA INTJAAR HI KAR RAHI HU KAL SHAYAD ME MAR BHI JATI PAR NAJANE BHAGWAN KO KYA MANJUR HAI JO USNE MERI YE BOJH JAISI ZINDAGI KO FIR BACHANE KE LIYE AAPKO BHEJ DIYA. AGAR ME AAP KE SATH RAHI TO MUJHE AAP SE LAGAV HO JAEGA JO ME NAHIN CHAHTI ME USKI BATO SE MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA KI WO MUJHE SHAYAD CHAHNE LAGI HAI IS CHAHT ME KOI WASNA NAHIN THI BAS EK PAK CHAHT THI INSANI LAGAV KI Q KI MAINE USKE LIYE ITNA KIYA THA WO USKA AHSAN MAAN RAHI THI AUR MERI ACHAYI USE KHINCH RAHI THI. MAINE PUCHA KYA ME CHALA JAUNGA TO TUM MUJHE YAAD KAROGI ? WO AB SHAYAD SACH ME MUJHE APNA SAMJHNE LAGI THI AUR MERE ITNA KAHTE HI WO JOR SE RO PADI KRISHNA ME NAHIN CHAHTI KE AB MERI ZINDAGI SE KOI JAYE NAI SAHAN HOTA MUJHSE AB YE SAB. USE DEKH KE LAG RAHA THA SHAYD KAM UMRA ME HI SAB KHO DIYA HAI KISI KO ITNI JALDI APNA MAAN BAITHI HAI AUR AB USSE BICHADNE KI BAAT KE NAAM SE BHI DAR RAHI HAI. CHEHRA TO MERA BHI UDAS HO CHUKA THA USKE RONE SE MERA DIL BHI KUCH TUTSA GYA THA. KUCH ANJANA SA RISHTA BAN CHUKA THA HUM DONO KE DARMIYAN.
MAINE AGE BADH KAR USKE ANSOO PONCHE TO WO MERE GALE LAG GAYI AUR ROTI RAHI ME BHI YUN HI USE APNI BAHON ME LIYE BAITHA RAHA AUR KUCH DER BAAD BOLA ! SUMAN MERI KOI BIWI NAHIN HAI MERI SHAADI AB TAK NAHIN HUYI HAI. WO MUJHSE ALAG HO GAYI AUR HAIRAT SE MUJHE DEKHNE LAGI TO MAINE PUCHA KYA HUA AISE KYA DEKH RAHI HO. USNE KAHA AAPKI SHAADI NAHIN HUYI AB TAK TO MAINE KAHA SUMAN TUM NE APNE BARE ME BATAYA KI AB TAK KI TUMHARI ZINDAGI BAHOT DARD ME BITI HAI TUM AKELI HO PAR MERE BARE ME TUMNE BAS ANDAJA LAGA LIYA KE ME BAHOT KHUSH HUN TO YE SACH NAHIN HAI ME BHI AKELA HUN. IS ZINDAGI ME KHUSHIYON KI CHAH RAKHNE WALA HAR INSAN DUKHI HAI AUR ME BHI UNHIME SE EK HU TUM ANATH HO AUR MERI ZINDAGI ME APNO KE NAAM PAR SIRF MERI MAA HAI JO BUDHI HAI. JISKI KAYI TAMANAYE HAI ARMAN HAI MERE LIYE JINHE MAI KABHI PURA NAHIN KAR PAYA AUR ZINDAGI KA EK KADWA SACH YE BHI HAI KI KOI
UMRA BHAR KISI KE SATH NAHIN RAHTA ISI DAR KO KE JIS DIN WO MERI ZINDAGI ME NA RAHI ME SOCHNE KI HIMMAT BHI NAHIN KAR PATA MAI MAR JAUNGA AGAR WO GAYI PAR TUM JANTI HO MERI AKHRI ICHA BHI YE HI HAI KI WO MUJHSE PAHLE MAR JAYE.
KYUN KEE KOI MAA BAAP APNE BACHO KEE MAUT APNE SAMNE NAI DEKH SAKTE SUMAN AULAD KE KANDHE PAR ZINDAGI KA AKHRI SAFAR TAY KARNE WALE MAA BAAP BAHOT KHUSH NASIB HOTE HAI.
AUTO WALE NE HAME LAKE PE UTAR DIYA KAFI SHANTI FEEL HOTI HAI MUJHE YAHAN JAB KABHI ATA HUN. EK JAMANE ME PURE JODHPUR KO PANI YAHIN SE PROVIDE KARAYA JATA THA WAHAN PAHONCH KAR MAINE SUMAN KO WAHAN KE BARE ME BATAYA THODA BAHOT JITNA ME JANTA THA AUR KUCH DER GUME FIRE AUR MAINE APNA CAMARA NIKALA AUR SUMAN SE KAHA Q NA HAM YAHAN APNI KUCH TASWIRE KHINCHE TO WO BHI MAN GAYI AUR KHUSH HO KE HAN KAH DI FIR HAMNE KUCH TASWIRE LEE EK DUSRE KI SATH MEN. JISME SUMAN NE MERA HATH PAKDA HUA THA PAR ANJANE ME JO MUJHE BAHOT ACHA LAG RAHA THA.
FIR HAM EKANT ME JAKE BAITH GAYE AUR MAINE WAQT DEKHA ABHI SIRF SADE PANCH BAJE THE KAFI WAQT THA HAMRE PAS AUR SUMAN BHI MUJHE KHUSH NAJAR AA RAHI THI. TO YE TASWIRE DEKH KE ME TUMHE YAAD KARUNGA SUMAN WO MUJHE GHOORNE LAGI KI ME YE KYA BOL RAHA HUN. AUR MERE MUH SE BHI ANJANE HI YE SAB NIKAL PADA THA. MAINE BAAT BADALNE KO USSE PUCHA KUCH KHAOGI USNE MANA KAR DIYA. KYA DEKH RAHI HO MAINE PUCHA TO WO BOLI BABU YE SAB KITNA ACHA LAG RAHA HAI MUJHE SAB EK SAPNE JAISA HEE AUR ME USE SUNTA RAHA PAHLI BAAR WO BHROSE SE BOL RAHI THI ME USE MAUKA DE RAHA THA KE WO KHUD HI APNE BARE ME SAB BATAYE BINA MERE PUCHE HI PAR WO ITNA KAH KE HI CHUP HO GAYI TO MAINE KAHA CHUP Q HO GAYI BOLO NA AUR HAN MUJHE KRISHNA KAHO BABU NAHIN. TO WO BOLI ME AAP KO NAAM SE KAISE BULA SAKTI HUN BURA LAGEGA MAINE KAHA ME HI KAH RAHA HU TO BULANE ME KYA HARJ HAI TO USNE KAHA PAR HICHKICHATE HUE WO BOLI
K.KK...., KYA HAKLA RAHI HO YAR, MAINE KAHA HAM ITNE WAQT SE SATH HAI DOST KI TRAHA TO MUJHE DOST SAMJHO AUR KAHO JO KAHANA HAI KHUL KE KAHO GHUT KE NAHIN ME TUMHARA DOST HUN THIK HAI. ITNA SUNNE KE BAAD WO BOLI KRISHNA G! HEY BHAGWAAN AB BICH ME YE "G" KAHAN SE AGAYA SIRF KRISHNA HUN ME KRISHNA. KOI G NAHIN HUN AB BOLO TO USNE FIR KAHNA SHURU KIYA KRISHNA
AAP...AAPNE MUJHE IN KUCH PALON ME ITNI KHUSHIYAN DI HAI JO MUJHE AUR KOI NAHIN DE SAKTA YE SAB TO MERE LIYE EK SAPNE JAISA HI HAI ME AAPKO KABHI NAHIN BHOOL PAUNGI JIS TARAH AAPNE MUJHE BACHAYA ITNA SAHARA DIYA IZZAT DEE PAR WO KAHTE KAHTE RUK GAYI TO MAINE KAHA BOLO RUK Q GAYI
USNE FIR KAHA PAR AAJ KE JAMANE ME ITNA SAB KUCH KISI ANJAN KE LIYE BINA SWARTH KE KOI NAHIN KARTA TO KYA AAPKA BHI KOI SWARTH HAI ISME YA AAP SIRF INSANIYAT KE NAATE HI MERE LIYE ITNA SAB KUCH KAR RAHE HAI.
ME AAPKO IN SAB KE BADLE KUCH BHI NAHIN DE PAUNGI KRISHNA AUR AAP MUJHSE KOI UMMID BHI MAT RAKHYEGA Q KI MERE PAS AAPKO DENE KE LIYE KUCH NAHIN HAI ME TO AKELI LADKI HUN IS PURI DUNIYA ME MERA KOI NAHIN HAI KAHTE KAHTE USKI ANKHO ME ANSOO ANE LAGE PAR ME CHAHTA THA WO SAB BATAYE TO MAINE USE ROKA NAHIN AUR WO KAHTI RAHI ME SUNTA RAHA WAHAN HAME DEKHNE SUNNE WALA AUR KOI NAHIN THA.
KRISHNA AAPKI BIWI KO AGAR MERE BARE ME PATA CHALEGA KI AAPNE KISI ANJAN LADKI KE LIYE ITNE PAISE KHARCH KIYE HAI TO BHI YE ACHA NAHIN HOGA WO AAPSE JHAGDA KAR LEGI AUR YAHAN TO HAR KOI MUJHE HI AAPKI BIWI SAMJH RAHA HAI YE ACHA NAHIN HAI. ISSE AAPKI ZINDAGI PE BURA ASAR PADEGA AAPKA PARIWAR TUT JAEGA MERI WAJAH SE AUR ME APNE SAR ITNA BADA PAAP LEKE MARNA NAHIN CHAHTI AAP MUJHE AB MERE HAAL PE CHOD DIJIYE
ME KAHIN BHI CHALI JAUNGI AAPNE MERE LIYE JITNA KIYA BAHOT HAI ITNA TO MERE KISI APNE NE BHI KABHI NAHIN KIYA MERI PURI ZINDAGI ME. AB AAP KA BHI ME KITNA WAQT BARBAD KARUNGI AAP PAHLE HI BAHOT PAISE BHI KHARCH CHUKE HAI AUR AAPKI APNI ZINDAGI BHI HAI ME ISME RUKAWAT NAHIN BAN NA CHAHTI AAP MERI CHINTA MAT KIJIYE IS DUNIYA ME MUJH JAISE BAHOT ANATH GUMTE HEN AAP SAB KE LIYE AISA KARENGE TO AAP KA SARA PAISA
KHARCH HO JAEGA ITNA ACHA BAN NA BHI ACHI BAAT NAHIN HAI AAP KI BIWI AAPSE HISAB PUCHEGI TO KYA KAHOGE WO BURA MAN JAEGI. AUR JAISE MUJHE BACHANE KO AAPNE KAL APNI JAAN KHATRE ME DAAL DI THI AISA AGE SE KABHI MAT KIJIYEGA KISI KO BACHANE ME APNI JAAN KA KHATRA BHI HO JATA HAI KABHI KABHI. WO BOLTI RAHI JAISE MUJHE SAMJHA RAHI HO KITNI MASUM AUR BHOLI THI BINA SANKOCH MUJHE SAB KAHTI RAHI AUR ANSOO THE KI USKI ANKHON SE BAHE JAA RAHE THE WO UNHE ROK NAHIN PAA RAHI THI. LAGTA HAI GAHRI CHOT KHAYI HUYI THI BECHARI.
THIK HAI SUMAN MAINE KAHA TUMNE JO BHI KAHA WO MAINE SUNA TUM THIK HI KAH RAHI HO TUM ANATH HO TUMNE APNI PURI ZINDAGI ME ITNA NAHIN DEKHA JO MAINE TUMHARE LIYE KIYA TUMHE MERA GHAR TUTNE KI BHI ITNI CHINTA HAI JAISE TUM MERI KOI APNI HO JISE MERI ITNI CHINTA HO TUM MUJHE BAHOT ACHE SE ZINDAGI KA MATLAB BHI SAMJHA GAYI. ME AGE SE KISI KI BHI ITNI MADAD NA KARU TO THIK HAI ME AGE SE AISA NAHIN KARUNGA ME JANTA HUN TUM IN SAB KE BADLE MUJHE KUCH NAHIN DE PAOGI AUR INSAB KE PICHE AB TAK MERA KOI SWARTH BHI NAHIN THA PAR ME KAHTE KAHTE RUK GAYA TO WO MUJHE AJIB NAJRO SE DEKHNE LAGI MAINE FIR KAHA DARO MAT ME TUMSE KUCH AISA WAISA NAHIN MANG RAHA HUN HAN MERA KOI SWARTH AB BHI NAHIN HAI PAR MERI EK CHOTI SI KHWAHISH HAI JISE TUM JARUR PURA KAR SAKTI HO KYA TUM MERI KHWAHISH PURI KAROGI ?
WO MUJHE DEKHTI RAHI TO MAINE KAHA ME YAHAN EK DIN RUKUNGA AUR ME CHAHTA HUN YE EK DIN TUM MERE SATH RAHO KYA TUM DE SAKTI HO APNI ZINDAGI KA EK DIN MUJHE KYA KAR SAKTI HO MUJHPE BHAROSA BOLO ? ME BAS USKE LIYE KUCH KARNA CHAHTA THA USE KUCH BHI KARKE KHUSHI DENA CHAHTA THA ISI LIYE YE KAHA THA MAINE. WO KHAMOSH KUCH SOCHTI RAHI AUR BOLI PAR Q ? AAP MERE SATH Q RAHANA CHAHTE HAI AGAR AAPKI BIWI KO YE BAAT PATA LAG GAYI TO AAP JANTE HAI ISKA ANJAAM KYA HOGA WO KYA SOCHEGI ? NAHIN ME AAPKE SATH NAHIN RAH SAKTI.
MUJHE PATA THA WO YE HI KAHEGI. SUMAN ME EK DIN ME HI CHALA JAUNGA HAMARE BICH YE JO PAL HAI JINHE TUM APNI PURI ZINDAGI SAMJH RAHI HO AUR YE MANTI HO KI YE MERI WAJAH SE HAIN TO KYA TUM MERE LIYE ITNA NAHIN KAROGI. KAR SAKTI HUN PAR INKA FAYDA KYA MERI ZINDAGI ME KABHI KHUSHIYAN NAHIN AYI KRISHNA AUR ME AGAR AAPKE SATH YE EK BHI DIN RAHI TO MERA AAPKO BHUL PANA BHI MUSHKIL HO JAEGA AUR ME DARD LEKE NAHIN JEENA CHAHTI
AAP BAHOT ACHE INSAN HAI PAR IS EK DIN ME KAHIN KUCH AISA NA HO JO HAM DONO KI ZINDGIYAN BADAL DE. MERA KYA HAI ANATH HU ZINDAGI BHAR DARD KE SATH RAHI HUN AUR FIR ISI DARD SE MAR BHI JAUNGI WO FIR BEBAK SI ROYE JAA RAHI THI PAR AAP KA GHAR HAI PARIWAR HAI MERI WAJAH SE USPE DAAG LAG JAEGA AAP BRAHMIN PARIWAR KE HAI ME DALIT LADKI HUN AAPKI BADNAMI KA KARN MAT BAN NE DIJIYE KRISHNA MUJHE.
IS ZINDAGI ME PAHLE HI SAB MUJHE CHOD KE JAA CHUKE HAI ME BHI APNI MAUT KA INTJAAR HI KAR RAHI HU KAL SHAYAD ME MAR BHI JATI PAR NAJANE BHAGWAN KO KYA MANJUR HAI JO USNE MERI YE BOJH JAISI ZINDAGI KO FIR BACHANE KE LIYE AAPKO BHEJ DIYA. AGAR ME AAP KE SATH RAHI TO MUJHE AAP SE LAGAV HO JAEGA JO ME NAHIN CHAHTI ME USKI BATO SE MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA KI WO MUJHE SHAYAD CHAHNE LAGI HAI IS CHAHT ME KOI WASNA NAHIN THI BAS EK PAK CHAHT THI INSANI LAGAV KI Q KI MAINE USKE LIYE ITNA KIYA THA WO USKA AHSAN MAAN RAHI THI AUR MERI ACHAYI USE KHINCH RAHI THI. MAINE PUCHA KYA ME CHALA JAUNGA TO TUM MUJHE YAAD KAROGI ? WO AB SHAYAD SACH ME MUJHE APNA SAMJHNE LAGI THI AUR MERE ITNA KAHTE HI WO JOR SE RO PADI KRISHNA ME NAHIN CHAHTI KE AB MERI ZINDAGI SE KOI JAYE NAI SAHAN HOTA MUJHSE AB YE SAB. USE DEKH KE LAG RAHA THA SHAYD KAM UMRA ME HI SAB KHO DIYA HAI KISI KO ITNI JALDI APNA MAAN BAITHI HAI AUR AB USSE BICHADNE KI BAAT KE NAAM SE BHI DAR RAHI HAI. CHEHRA TO MERA BHI UDAS HO CHUKA THA USKE RONE SE MERA DIL BHI KUCH TUTSA GYA THA. KUCH ANJANA SA RISHTA BAN CHUKA THA HUM DONO KE DARMIYAN.
MAINE AGE BADH KAR USKE ANSOO PONCHE TO WO MERE GALE LAG GAYI AUR ROTI RAHI ME BHI YUN HI USE APNI BAHON ME LIYE BAITHA RAHA AUR KUCH DER BAAD BOLA ! SUMAN MERI KOI BIWI NAHIN HAI MERI SHAADI AB TAK NAHIN HUYI HAI. WO MUJHSE ALAG HO GAYI AUR HAIRAT SE MUJHE DEKHNE LAGI TO MAINE PUCHA KYA HUA AISE KYA DEKH RAHI HO. USNE KAHA AAPKI SHAADI NAHIN HUYI AB TAK TO MAINE KAHA SUMAN TUM NE APNE BARE ME BATAYA KI AB TAK KI TUMHARI ZINDAGI BAHOT DARD ME BITI HAI TUM AKELI HO PAR MERE BARE ME TUMNE BAS ANDAJA LAGA LIYA KE ME BAHOT KHUSH HUN TO YE SACH NAHIN HAI ME BHI AKELA HUN. IS ZINDAGI ME KHUSHIYON KI CHAH RAKHNE WALA HAR INSAN DUKHI HAI AUR ME BHI UNHIME SE EK HU TUM ANATH HO AUR MERI ZINDAGI ME APNO KE NAAM PAR SIRF MERI MAA HAI JO BUDHI HAI. JISKI KAYI TAMANAYE HAI ARMAN HAI MERE LIYE JINHE MAI KABHI PURA NAHIN KAR PAYA AUR ZINDAGI KA EK KADWA SACH YE BHI HAI KI KOI
UMRA BHAR KISI KE SATH NAHIN RAHTA ISI DAR KO KE JIS DIN WO MERI ZINDAGI ME NA RAHI ME SOCHNE KI HIMMAT BHI NAHIN KAR PATA MAI MAR JAUNGA AGAR WO GAYI PAR TUM JANTI HO MERI AKHRI ICHA BHI YE HI HAI KI WO MUJHSE PAHLE MAR JAYE.
KYUN KEE KOI MAA BAAP APNE BACHO KEE MAUT APNE SAMNE NAI DEKH SAKTE SUMAN AULAD KE KANDHE PAR ZINDAGI KA AKHRI SAFAR TAY KARNE WALE MAA BAAP BAHOT KHUSH NASIB HOTE HAI.
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UPDATE 8
MERI IS BAAT NE USE STABDH KAR DIYA WO BAS KHAMOSH PALKO SE MUJHE DEKHE JAA RAHI THI. AUR ME ISKE AGE KUCH BOL HI NAHIN PAYA Q KI AB ITNI DER KE BAAD MERA DARD JO DIL KEE GAHRAIO ME DABA THA WO JAG UTHA THA AUR AB ME RONE LAGA THA SHAYAD PAR MAINE APNE ANSUON KO PONCHA AUR CHEHRA DUSRI AUR KAR KE UTH KHADA HUA PANI KI BOTTLE KHOL KE PANI PIYA AUR USSE BOLA UTHO HAM CHALTE HAI AUR USKA HATH THAM KAR MAI BAHAR AUTO KE LIYE NIKAL AYA AUR AUTO SE HOTEL KE LIYE BAD CHALE. MAINE APNI BAAT HI KAAT DALI ME SAB KAHTE KAHTE HI RUK GAYA THA
PAR WO JANNA CHAHTI THI MERE BARE ME. ISKA EK KARAN THA JO USKI HALAT THI WO HI MERI BHI HALAT THI AUR YE SANSAR KA NIYAM HAI KI EK JAISE KHAYALATO AUR HALATO WALO ME AKSAR LAGAO HO HI JATA HAI. MAINE PAHLE KABHI KISI KE AGE ANSOO NAHIN BAHAYE THE APNA DARD KISI SE NAHIN KAHA THA SO APNI ADAT KE KARAN ME FIR ANDAR HI GHOOT GAYA AAJ BHI MAI CHUP RAHA MERA GUM MERE SEENE ME KAHIN DAB GAYA JO UDASI BAN KAR MERE CHEHRE PAR CHA SA GAYA.
AUR IS GUM KO SUMAN NE PAHCHAN LIYA SHAYAD DARD AUR GUMO SE USKA BHI WO HI NATA THA JO MERA THA.
HOTEL PAHONCH KAR BHI MAI KHAMOSH BAITHA RAHA AUR WO SOCHTI RAHI KEE MUJHSE KYA KAHE KYA PUCHE.
KRISHNA MERA DARD BANT LIYA APNA NAHIN BANTOGE EK TARAF MUJHE DOST KAHTE HO MERE SATH ZINDAGI KA EK DIN BITANA CHAHTE HO MUJHE KHUSHIYAN DENA CHAHTE HO AUR KHUD ? KHUD KAUNSA JAHAR PEE KE JEE RAHE HO MUJHE NAHIN BATAOGE KYA TUMNE DIL SE DOST NAHIN MANA MUJHE WO KAHTI CHALI GAYI KYA TUM NAHIN CHAHTE KI TUMHARE DARD KO KOI JANE TUMHARA DARD BANTE DIL KA BHOJ JO APNE DIL ME CHUPAYE FIR RAHE HO WO HALKA HO JAYE
WO BAS KAHTI HI JAA RAHI THI BAHOT HI SACHI DOST SABIT HO RAHI THI WO USKE SATH HAAL HI ME ITNA BADA HADSA HOTE BACHA THA AUR WO USE BHOOL KAR MERA DARD BANTNA CHAHTI THI AUR ME NAJRE CHURAYE BAITHA THA USKA EK EK SHABD MUJHE MERE UN DINO KI YAAD DILA RAHA THA JO MERI ZINDAGI ME SIRF DARD DE GAYE THE MERE SAMNE WO SAB MANJAR AA AUR JAA RAHE THE JO MAINE MANHUS SAMJH KE APNE DIL ME KAHIN DAFAN KAR RAKHE THE AUR MERA APNE AAP SE CONTROL KHOTA JAA RAHA THA ME RONA CHAHTA THA PAR AAJ TAK ME KISI KE SAMNE KABHI NAHIN ROYA THA.
PAR AKELE ME MAI BAHOT BAAR ROYA THA AUR KHUD KO SAMBHALNA BHI SIKH LIYA THA MAINE ME BHI AKELA HI TO THA APNE HI KANDHE PAR SAR RAKH KE ROYA THA APNE HI HATHO SE KHUD KE ANSOON BHI PONCHE THE. MERA DARD ME MAA KO NAHI BATATA THA KABHI Q KI USE KOI DUKH NAHIN DENA CHAHTA THA ME. ME WO BADNSIB INSAN RAHA JO MAA KE AGE KHUSH RAHNE KO APNE HI GAAL PE THAPAD MAAR KE USE APNE CHEHRE KI LALI DIKHATA RAHA USE HAMESHA YE JATATA RAHA THA KI USKA BETA BAHOT KHUSH HAI AUR USKI BEJAR ZINDAGI
KI EK HI SABSE BADI KHUSHI THI WO THI MERE CHEHRE KI HASI AUR IS KAAM ME ME MAHIR THA JHOOTHI HASI HAS KE USE KHUSH RAKHNA MERA NIYAM BAN CHUKA THA. WO BAS ISI UMMID PE HI TO JEE RAHI THI KE USKA JIVAN SAFAL HUA USKE BETE KO USNE ITNA LAYAK BANA DIYA KI WO IS SAMAJ ME SAR UTHA KE RAH SAKE TO MAI KAUN HOTA HUN USKI MEHNAT AUR UMMIDON PE PANI PHERNE WALA.
"DARD KO BHI AB DARD HONE LAGA HAI,
DARD KHUD MERE GAV DHONE LAGA HAI,
DARD KE SATH KABHI ROYA NA MAI,
MUJHE CHU KE MERA DARD RONE LAGA HAI"
MAI APNE DIL SE KHUSH JARUR NAHIN THA APNE BITE DIN KOI NAHIN BHOOLA PATA ME BHI NAHIN KAR PAYA KYA NAYA HAI YAR PAR CHEHRE PAR HASI TO RAKHNI HI THI AUR WO ME BAKHUBI NATAK KAR RAHA THA PAR AAJ ! AAJ YE KYA HUA THA ME MAA KE AGE KAYI BAAR RONE SE KHUD KO CONTROL KAR CHUKA HUN KAMYAB RAHA HU AUR IS LADKI KE AGE ME Q NAHIN ROK PAA RAHA HU KHUD KO AISA KYA HAI ME USKI BAATE SUNTA RAHA AUR ACHANAK SE HASNE LAGA JISSE KI SHAYAD ME KHUD KE JAJBATON PE KABU PAA SAKUN PAR AISA HUA NAHIN ME HASTE HASTE ACHANAK RO PADA AUR WO YE SAB DEKHTI RAHI USNE BHI MUJHE RONE SE NAHIN ROKA SHAYAD WO BHI CHAHTI THI KI MERA DARD ISI TARAH SAHI BAHAR AJAYE AUR AISA HUA BHI AAJ KAYI SAALON BAAD ME KUCH HALKA PAN MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA. AKELA TO BAHOT ROYA THA
PAR USSE TO AISA LAGTA THA JAISE MERE DIL KA BOJH AUR BADH GAYA HO PAR AAJ IS ANJAN LADKI KE AGE YUN BAHCO KI TARAH ROYA THA ME JISKE KARAN MERE DIL KA SARA DARD KAHIN GUM SA HO GAYA THA ME AAJ APNE AAPKO BAHOT TAJA MAHSOOS KARNE LAGA THA. WO MERE KARIB HI KHADI THI USNE THODI DER BAAD MERE SAR PE HATH RAKHA ME NICHE JHUK KE BAITHA HUA THA MAINE SAR UTHA KE USE DEKHA WO BHI MUJHE BAS DEKHTI RAHI AUR MERE PAS HI JHUK KE GHUTNO KE BAL BAITH GAYI.
WO MUJHE PYAR BHARI NAJRON SE DEKH RAHI THI AAJ PAHLI BAAR MAINE APNE LIYE KISI KI ANKHON ME PYAR DAYA DOSTI AUR APNAPAN DEKHA THA. USNE MERE KANDHE PAKDE AUR MUJHE UPAR UTHAYA ME USKE SAHARE SE KHADA HUA THA USNE MUJHSE BAS ITNA KAHA CHALIYE HAM KHANA KHANE CHALTE HAI MAINE USE DEKHA AUR USSE PUCHA TO KYA TUM MERE SATH RAHNE KO TYAIYAR HO.
PAR USNE KAHA CHALIYE HUM KHANA KHA LE AAP SUBAH SE BHUKHE HAI.
AUR HAM DONO NE FRESH HO KE ROOM LOCK KIYA AUR NICHE HOTEL KE RESTORENT ME AGAYE RAAT KE 8.30 HUE THE HAMNE KHANA ORDER KIYA WAITER THODI DER ME HI KHANA DE GAYA. ME CHUP CHAP BAITHA HUA THA USINE THALI ME KHANA DALA
AUR EK CHAMACH LEKE USNE MUJHE KHANA KHILAYA ME BAS USE DEKHTA HI RAHA AUR WO MUJHE DEKH KE KHANA KHILATI RAHI ME US WAQT KHUD KO EK BACHE JAISA MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA AKSAR MERI MAA MUJHE YUN HI KHANA KHILAYA KARTI HAI. MAINE USSE KAHA ME KHALETA HUN TUM KHAO USNE MUSKURA KE KHANA KHAYA AUR MAINE BHI KHAYA AUR HAM DONO BAHAR AGAYE THODA RAJASTHAN KI THAND KA AHSAS LENE KUCH DER HOTEL KE COMPOUND ME BAITHE FIR WAPAS APNE ROM ME CHALE AYE.
AB TAK HAM DONO CHUPCHAP HI THE MAINE ROOM ME BAITH KE TV ON KIYA AUR SIRF CHANNEL BADALNE LAGA AUR BADALTA RAHA KAFI DER YUN HI KARTA RAHA AUR TV OFF KARKE FIR CHUPCHAP BAITH GAYA AUR SUMAN MUJHE DEKHTI RAHI AUR FIR USNE KAHA KRISHNA ME USE DEKH KE BOLA KAHO ME TUMHARE SATH RAH SAKTI HUN MAINE KAHA NAHIN TUMHARI ICHA NAHIN HAI TO MAT RAHO MAI TUM JAHAN JANA CHAHO WAHAN CHOD AUNGA JAHAN TUM SUKH SE RAH SAKO TUM MERI DOST HO ME TUMHE DUKHI
NAHIN KARNA CHAHTA. NAHIN ME DUKHI NAHIN HUN DUKH TO IS BAAT KA HAI KI ME BAS APNA DARD DEKHTI RAHI AAPKA DARD MUJHE DIKHA HI NAHIN AAPKO PATA HAI MERE BABA KO JAB MERI MAA KI YAAD ATI THI TO WO BHI RO LETE THE RONE SE UNKA SARA DARD DUR HO JATA THA DIL HALKA HO JATA THA. MUJHE JAB RONA ATA THA TO ME UNKI GOD ME SO JATI THI AUR RO LETI THI AUR WO MUJHE SAMJHA KE CHUP KARAYA KARTE THE. BABA HI MERI DUNIYA THE MAINE USKE MUH SE ITNA SUNA AUR BOLA
SUMAN APNE BARE ME SAB KUCH BATAO MUJHE ME JAN NA CHAHTA HU TAB USNE KAHNA SHURU KIYA. KRISHNA HAM MADHYA PRADESH KE RAHNE WALE THE GHAR ME MAA BABA AUR BAHAN THE HAM ADIWASI HAI KABILE ME RAHTE THE AUR KHETI KAR KE KHATE THE GARIBI THI AUR USI GARIBI ME BACHPAN SE BADI HUYI ME BABA MUJHE PADHANA CHAHTE THE MAINE APNE GANV KI SCHOOL ME 10 TAK KI PADAYI BHI KI THI. AUR FIR DUSRA SCHOOL DUR THA TO MAA NE AUR KABILE KE SARDAR NE MANA KAR DIYA
AUR PADAYI CHOOT GAYI ME BHI BABA KE SATH KHETI KARTI THI FIR EK DIN MERA RISHTA BHI TAY HO GAYA AUR KUCH WAQT ME SHAADI BHI HO JANE WALI THI PAR EK DIN ACHANAK TEJ BARISH HUYI AUR NA JANE KAHAN SE BAHOT TEJ BADH AYI PANI KE US BAHAV ME SAB BAH GAYA BAHAN AUR MAA BHI. ME BABA KE SATH HEE THI AUR PURA GANV MERI ANKHON KE AGE BAH RAHA THA KOI BACHA AUR KOI BAH GAYA BABA MUJHE BACHANE ME KAMIYAB HO GAYE AUR HAM WAHAN SE BHAG NIKLE FIR JAB MAHOL SHANT HUA TO HAM WAHAN
FIR GAYE IS UMMID ME KI MAA AUR BAHAN MIL JAENGE PAR AISA HUA NAHIN WAHAN KOI NAHIN THA BABA NE BAHOT DHUNDHA PAR KOI APNA NAHIN MILA SABKE MAREJANE KI KHABAR AA RAHI THI AKHBARON ME. AUR HAM WAHAN SE GUJARAT KE LIYE CHAL PADE YAHAN HAM GUJARAT KE ADIWASIYON KE SATH MIL KAR RAHNE LAGE AUR BABA MAJDURI KARTE THE AISE HI GUJARA HO RAHA THA AUR ABHI KUCH SAMAY PAHLE BABA BHI MUJHE DUNIYA ME AKELA CHOD KE CHALE GAYE ME AKELI RAH GAYI PET BHARNE KE LIYE JAHAN TAHAN MAJDURI KARNE LAGI ADIWASI AURTON KE SATH AUR EK DIN EK CONTRACTOR
NE MERE SATH JABARDASTI KARNE KI KOSHISH KI TO ME WAHAN SE BHAG NIKLI PAR USNE MUJHE CHODA NAHIN MERE JHOPDE ME AGAYA AUR MUJHE PARESHAN KARNE LAGA DUSRE LOGON NE MUJHE BACHAYA PAR WO DHAMKI DEKE GAYA THA KEE MUJHE CHHODEGA NAI HASIL KARKE RAHEGA TO USSE ME BAHOT DAR GAYI THI AUR ME RAT KO HI AKELI WAHA SE BHAG GAYI AUR YE TRAIN PAKAD LI PAR YAHAN BHI IJJAT KE LUTERE THE. AAPNE BACHA LIYA NAHIN TO ME KAL HI APNI JAN DE DETI. USKI YE SAB BATE SUNKAR ME HAIRAN THA KI ZINDAGI DARD KEE INTEHA BHI KAR SAKTI HAI KISI MASUM KE SATH. HAM JAISE LOGO KO HI Q CHUNTI HAI DARD DENE KE LIYE YE KABHI SAMJH NAI AYA.
USKI HALAT PE EK SHER YAAD AA RAHA THA MUJHE
"GHAMON KI NISBAT NA PUCHIYE HAMSE,
HAMARE HISSE HI BEHISAB AYE...."
MERI IS BAAT NE USE STABDH KAR DIYA WO BAS KHAMOSH PALKO SE MUJHE DEKHE JAA RAHI THI. AUR ME ISKE AGE KUCH BOL HI NAHIN PAYA Q KI AB ITNI DER KE BAAD MERA DARD JO DIL KEE GAHRAIO ME DABA THA WO JAG UTHA THA AUR AB ME RONE LAGA THA SHAYAD PAR MAINE APNE ANSUON KO PONCHA AUR CHEHRA DUSRI AUR KAR KE UTH KHADA HUA PANI KI BOTTLE KHOL KE PANI PIYA AUR USSE BOLA UTHO HAM CHALTE HAI AUR USKA HATH THAM KAR MAI BAHAR AUTO KE LIYE NIKAL AYA AUR AUTO SE HOTEL KE LIYE BAD CHALE. MAINE APNI BAAT HI KAAT DALI ME SAB KAHTE KAHTE HI RUK GAYA THA
PAR WO JANNA CHAHTI THI MERE BARE ME. ISKA EK KARAN THA JO USKI HALAT THI WO HI MERI BHI HALAT THI AUR YE SANSAR KA NIYAM HAI KI EK JAISE KHAYALATO AUR HALATO WALO ME AKSAR LAGAO HO HI JATA HAI. MAINE PAHLE KABHI KISI KE AGE ANSOO NAHIN BAHAYE THE APNA DARD KISI SE NAHIN KAHA THA SO APNI ADAT KE KARAN ME FIR ANDAR HI GHOOT GAYA AAJ BHI MAI CHUP RAHA MERA GUM MERE SEENE ME KAHIN DAB GAYA JO UDASI BAN KAR MERE CHEHRE PAR CHA SA GAYA.
AUR IS GUM KO SUMAN NE PAHCHAN LIYA SHAYAD DARD AUR GUMO SE USKA BHI WO HI NATA THA JO MERA THA.
HOTEL PAHONCH KAR BHI MAI KHAMOSH BAITHA RAHA AUR WO SOCHTI RAHI KEE MUJHSE KYA KAHE KYA PUCHE.
KRISHNA MERA DARD BANT LIYA APNA NAHIN BANTOGE EK TARAF MUJHE DOST KAHTE HO MERE SATH ZINDAGI KA EK DIN BITANA CHAHTE HO MUJHE KHUSHIYAN DENA CHAHTE HO AUR KHUD ? KHUD KAUNSA JAHAR PEE KE JEE RAHE HO MUJHE NAHIN BATAOGE KYA TUMNE DIL SE DOST NAHIN MANA MUJHE WO KAHTI CHALI GAYI KYA TUM NAHIN CHAHTE KI TUMHARE DARD KO KOI JANE TUMHARA DARD BANTE DIL KA BHOJ JO APNE DIL ME CHUPAYE FIR RAHE HO WO HALKA HO JAYE
WO BAS KAHTI HI JAA RAHI THI BAHOT HI SACHI DOST SABIT HO RAHI THI WO USKE SATH HAAL HI ME ITNA BADA HADSA HOTE BACHA THA AUR WO USE BHOOL KAR MERA DARD BANTNA CHAHTI THI AUR ME NAJRE CHURAYE BAITHA THA USKA EK EK SHABD MUJHE MERE UN DINO KI YAAD DILA RAHA THA JO MERI ZINDAGI ME SIRF DARD DE GAYE THE MERE SAMNE WO SAB MANJAR AA AUR JAA RAHE THE JO MAINE MANHUS SAMJH KE APNE DIL ME KAHIN DAFAN KAR RAKHE THE AUR MERA APNE AAP SE CONTROL KHOTA JAA RAHA THA ME RONA CHAHTA THA PAR AAJ TAK ME KISI KE SAMNE KABHI NAHIN ROYA THA.
PAR AKELE ME MAI BAHOT BAAR ROYA THA AUR KHUD KO SAMBHALNA BHI SIKH LIYA THA MAINE ME BHI AKELA HI TO THA APNE HI KANDHE PAR SAR RAKH KE ROYA THA APNE HI HATHO SE KHUD KE ANSOON BHI PONCHE THE. MERA DARD ME MAA KO NAHI BATATA THA KABHI Q KI USE KOI DUKH NAHIN DENA CHAHTA THA ME. ME WO BADNSIB INSAN RAHA JO MAA KE AGE KHUSH RAHNE KO APNE HI GAAL PE THAPAD MAAR KE USE APNE CHEHRE KI LALI DIKHATA RAHA USE HAMESHA YE JATATA RAHA THA KI USKA BETA BAHOT KHUSH HAI AUR USKI BEJAR ZINDAGI
KI EK HI SABSE BADI KHUSHI THI WO THI MERE CHEHRE KI HASI AUR IS KAAM ME ME MAHIR THA JHOOTHI HASI HAS KE USE KHUSH RAKHNA MERA NIYAM BAN CHUKA THA. WO BAS ISI UMMID PE HI TO JEE RAHI THI KE USKA JIVAN SAFAL HUA USKE BETE KO USNE ITNA LAYAK BANA DIYA KI WO IS SAMAJ ME SAR UTHA KE RAH SAKE TO MAI KAUN HOTA HUN USKI MEHNAT AUR UMMIDON PE PANI PHERNE WALA.
"DARD KO BHI AB DARD HONE LAGA HAI,
DARD KHUD MERE GAV DHONE LAGA HAI,
DARD KE SATH KABHI ROYA NA MAI,
MUJHE CHU KE MERA DARD RONE LAGA HAI"
MAI APNE DIL SE KHUSH JARUR NAHIN THA APNE BITE DIN KOI NAHIN BHOOLA PATA ME BHI NAHIN KAR PAYA KYA NAYA HAI YAR PAR CHEHRE PAR HASI TO RAKHNI HI THI AUR WO ME BAKHUBI NATAK KAR RAHA THA PAR AAJ ! AAJ YE KYA HUA THA ME MAA KE AGE KAYI BAAR RONE SE KHUD KO CONTROL KAR CHUKA HUN KAMYAB RAHA HU AUR IS LADKI KE AGE ME Q NAHIN ROK PAA RAHA HU KHUD KO AISA KYA HAI ME USKI BAATE SUNTA RAHA AUR ACHANAK SE HASNE LAGA JISSE KI SHAYAD ME KHUD KE JAJBATON PE KABU PAA SAKUN PAR AISA HUA NAHIN ME HASTE HASTE ACHANAK RO PADA AUR WO YE SAB DEKHTI RAHI USNE BHI MUJHE RONE SE NAHIN ROKA SHAYAD WO BHI CHAHTI THI KI MERA DARD ISI TARAH SAHI BAHAR AJAYE AUR AISA HUA BHI AAJ KAYI SAALON BAAD ME KUCH HALKA PAN MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA. AKELA TO BAHOT ROYA THA
PAR USSE TO AISA LAGTA THA JAISE MERE DIL KA BOJH AUR BADH GAYA HO PAR AAJ IS ANJAN LADKI KE AGE YUN BAHCO KI TARAH ROYA THA ME JISKE KARAN MERE DIL KA SARA DARD KAHIN GUM SA HO GAYA THA ME AAJ APNE AAPKO BAHOT TAJA MAHSOOS KARNE LAGA THA. WO MERE KARIB HI KHADI THI USNE THODI DER BAAD MERE SAR PE HATH RAKHA ME NICHE JHUK KE BAITHA HUA THA MAINE SAR UTHA KE USE DEKHA WO BHI MUJHE BAS DEKHTI RAHI AUR MERE PAS HI JHUK KE GHUTNO KE BAL BAITH GAYI.
WO MUJHE PYAR BHARI NAJRON SE DEKH RAHI THI AAJ PAHLI BAAR MAINE APNE LIYE KISI KI ANKHON ME PYAR DAYA DOSTI AUR APNAPAN DEKHA THA. USNE MERE KANDHE PAKDE AUR MUJHE UPAR UTHAYA ME USKE SAHARE SE KHADA HUA THA USNE MUJHSE BAS ITNA KAHA CHALIYE HAM KHANA KHANE CHALTE HAI MAINE USE DEKHA AUR USSE PUCHA TO KYA TUM MERE SATH RAHNE KO TYAIYAR HO.
PAR USNE KAHA CHALIYE HUM KHANA KHA LE AAP SUBAH SE BHUKHE HAI.
AUR HAM DONO NE FRESH HO KE ROOM LOCK KIYA AUR NICHE HOTEL KE RESTORENT ME AGAYE RAAT KE 8.30 HUE THE HAMNE KHANA ORDER KIYA WAITER THODI DER ME HI KHANA DE GAYA. ME CHUP CHAP BAITHA HUA THA USINE THALI ME KHANA DALA
AUR EK CHAMACH LEKE USNE MUJHE KHANA KHILAYA ME BAS USE DEKHTA HI RAHA AUR WO MUJHE DEKH KE KHANA KHILATI RAHI ME US WAQT KHUD KO EK BACHE JAISA MAHSUS KAR RAHA THA AKSAR MERI MAA MUJHE YUN HI KHANA KHILAYA KARTI HAI. MAINE USSE KAHA ME KHALETA HUN TUM KHAO USNE MUSKURA KE KHANA KHAYA AUR MAINE BHI KHAYA AUR HAM DONO BAHAR AGAYE THODA RAJASTHAN KI THAND KA AHSAS LENE KUCH DER HOTEL KE COMPOUND ME BAITHE FIR WAPAS APNE ROM ME CHALE AYE.
AB TAK HAM DONO CHUPCHAP HI THE MAINE ROOM ME BAITH KE TV ON KIYA AUR SIRF CHANNEL BADALNE LAGA AUR BADALTA RAHA KAFI DER YUN HI KARTA RAHA AUR TV OFF KARKE FIR CHUPCHAP BAITH GAYA AUR SUMAN MUJHE DEKHTI RAHI AUR FIR USNE KAHA KRISHNA ME USE DEKH KE BOLA KAHO ME TUMHARE SATH RAH SAKTI HUN MAINE KAHA NAHIN TUMHARI ICHA NAHIN HAI TO MAT RAHO MAI TUM JAHAN JANA CHAHO WAHAN CHOD AUNGA JAHAN TUM SUKH SE RAH SAKO TUM MERI DOST HO ME TUMHE DUKHI
NAHIN KARNA CHAHTA. NAHIN ME DUKHI NAHIN HUN DUKH TO IS BAAT KA HAI KI ME BAS APNA DARD DEKHTI RAHI AAPKA DARD MUJHE DIKHA HI NAHIN AAPKO PATA HAI MERE BABA KO JAB MERI MAA KI YAAD ATI THI TO WO BHI RO LETE THE RONE SE UNKA SARA DARD DUR HO JATA THA DIL HALKA HO JATA THA. MUJHE JAB RONA ATA THA TO ME UNKI GOD ME SO JATI THI AUR RO LETI THI AUR WO MUJHE SAMJHA KE CHUP KARAYA KARTE THE. BABA HI MERI DUNIYA THE MAINE USKE MUH SE ITNA SUNA AUR BOLA
SUMAN APNE BARE ME SAB KUCH BATAO MUJHE ME JAN NA CHAHTA HU TAB USNE KAHNA SHURU KIYA. KRISHNA HAM MADHYA PRADESH KE RAHNE WALE THE GHAR ME MAA BABA AUR BAHAN THE HAM ADIWASI HAI KABILE ME RAHTE THE AUR KHETI KAR KE KHATE THE GARIBI THI AUR USI GARIBI ME BACHPAN SE BADI HUYI ME BABA MUJHE PADHANA CHAHTE THE MAINE APNE GANV KI SCHOOL ME 10 TAK KI PADAYI BHI KI THI. AUR FIR DUSRA SCHOOL DUR THA TO MAA NE AUR KABILE KE SARDAR NE MANA KAR DIYA
AUR PADAYI CHOOT GAYI ME BHI BABA KE SATH KHETI KARTI THI FIR EK DIN MERA RISHTA BHI TAY HO GAYA AUR KUCH WAQT ME SHAADI BHI HO JANE WALI THI PAR EK DIN ACHANAK TEJ BARISH HUYI AUR NA JANE KAHAN SE BAHOT TEJ BADH AYI PANI KE US BAHAV ME SAB BAH GAYA BAHAN AUR MAA BHI. ME BABA KE SATH HEE THI AUR PURA GANV MERI ANKHON KE AGE BAH RAHA THA KOI BACHA AUR KOI BAH GAYA BABA MUJHE BACHANE ME KAMIYAB HO GAYE AUR HAM WAHAN SE BHAG NIKLE FIR JAB MAHOL SHANT HUA TO HAM WAHAN
FIR GAYE IS UMMID ME KI MAA AUR BAHAN MIL JAENGE PAR AISA HUA NAHIN WAHAN KOI NAHIN THA BABA NE BAHOT DHUNDHA PAR KOI APNA NAHIN MILA SABKE MAREJANE KI KHABAR AA RAHI THI AKHBARON ME. AUR HAM WAHAN SE GUJARAT KE LIYE CHAL PADE YAHAN HAM GUJARAT KE ADIWASIYON KE SATH MIL KAR RAHNE LAGE AUR BABA MAJDURI KARTE THE AISE HI GUJARA HO RAHA THA AUR ABHI KUCH SAMAY PAHLE BABA BHI MUJHE DUNIYA ME AKELA CHOD KE CHALE GAYE ME AKELI RAH GAYI PET BHARNE KE LIYE JAHAN TAHAN MAJDURI KARNE LAGI ADIWASI AURTON KE SATH AUR EK DIN EK CONTRACTOR
NE MERE SATH JABARDASTI KARNE KI KOSHISH KI TO ME WAHAN SE BHAG NIKLI PAR USNE MUJHE CHODA NAHIN MERE JHOPDE ME AGAYA AUR MUJHE PARESHAN KARNE LAGA DUSRE LOGON NE MUJHE BACHAYA PAR WO DHAMKI DEKE GAYA THA KEE MUJHE CHHODEGA NAI HASIL KARKE RAHEGA TO USSE ME BAHOT DAR GAYI THI AUR ME RAT KO HI AKELI WAHA SE BHAG GAYI AUR YE TRAIN PAKAD LI PAR YAHAN BHI IJJAT KE LUTERE THE. AAPNE BACHA LIYA NAHIN TO ME KAL HI APNI JAN DE DETI. USKI YE SAB BATE SUNKAR ME HAIRAN THA KI ZINDAGI DARD KEE INTEHA BHI KAR SAKTI HAI KISI MASUM KE SATH. HAM JAISE LOGO KO HI Q CHUNTI HAI DARD DENE KE LIYE YE KABHI SAMJH NAI AYA.
USKI HALAT PE EK SHER YAAD AA RAHA THA MUJHE
"GHAMON KI NISBAT NA PUCHIYE HAMSE,
HAMARE HISSE HI BEHISAB AYE...."
UPDATE 9
ITNA SAB USNE BATAYA TAB WO RO NAHIN RAHI THI BAS UDASI USKE CHEHRE PAR CHAYI HUYI THI AUR USKI NAJRE KAHIN SHUNYA ME THI. MAINE HI USKA DHYAN TODA AUR PUCHA KITNE SALON KI HO TUM TO USNE KAHA KRISHNA ME 24 SALON KI HUN. TO AB ZINDAGI ME AGE KYA KARNE KA IRADA HAI TUMHARA USSE PUCHA USNE KAHA PATA NAHIN HOSH SAMBHALNE SE AAJ TAK SAB KUCH KHOTA HI AYA HAI AB KYA KARUNGI ZINDAGI JAHAN LE JAE CHALI JAUNGI AUR APNI MAUT KA INTJAR KARUNGI. BAHOT CHOTI HO TUM ABHI KARNE KO BAHOT KUCH BAKI ZINDAGI ME SUMAN AUR MAUT INTJAR KARNE SE NAHIN ATI MAINE KAHA, MAINE BHI KIYA THA NAHIN AYI DEKHO ZINDA HUN JAB TAK ZINDAGI HAI ISKA MATLAB KUCH KAAM ABHI BAKI HAI DUNIYA ME JIS DIN WO KAAM KHATAM HONGE MAUT APNE AAP HI AJAEGI. ME TUMHARE SATH EK DIN RAHNA CHAHTA THA MAINE SOCHA THA TUMHE DUNIYA KI HAR KHUSHI DU NA JANE Q PAR TUM ME KUCH APNAPAN MILA THA MUJHE ISI LIYE TUMHARI ZINDAGI KA EK DIN MANGA THA MAINE.
PAR KYA TUM BURA NA MANO TO EK BAAT KAHUN? APNI ZINDAGI SE KAHO TUMHARE KADAM MERI AUR MOD LE TUM 10 TAK PADI LIKHI HO ME TUMHE KUCH KAAM BHI DILWA DUNGA AUR MUJHE BHI KISI KI JARURAT HAI KISI AISE KI JO MERI MAA KI DEKHBHAL KAR SAKE WAISE TO WO SEHATMAND HAI PAR UMRA HO CHUKI HAI. PAHLE KAFI BIMAR BHI RAHI HAI WO
IS LIYE SOCHTA HUN KI JAB ME GHAR NA RAHU TO KOI HO JO MAA KE SATH RAHE HAR WAQT. TO KYA TUM RAHOGI MERI MAA KE SATH USKA KHAYAL RAKHOGI? KYA TUM MERE SATH EK DIN KE BAJAY PURI ZINDAGI RAHOGI?
HAN RAHUNGI AAPKE SATH PAR KYA AAPKI MAA AISA CHAHEGI USNE KAHA TO MUJHME EK UMMID JAGI AB MERA DIL CHAH RAHA THA ISE APNE AAP SE DUR HI NA JANE DU SHAYAD MUJHE USSE PAHLI NAJAR KA ISHQ HO CHUKA THA, MAINE KAHA USE KOI TAKLIF NAHIN HOGI ME USE TUMHARE BARE ME BATAUNGA TO WO KHUSH HOGI WO KHUD BHI DUNIYA SE LADKE ZINDA RAHI MUJHE ITNA BADA KIYA HAI HAJARON TAKLIFON SE AKELI LADTI THI WO ROJ MERE LIYE AUR JISNE DUKH DEKHE HON WO DUSRE KE DUKHON KI BHI IJJAT KARTA HAI MERI MAA TUMHE RAKHNE KO RAJI HI NAHIN HOGI BALKI TUMHE APNI BETI KI TARAH RAKHEGI. AKHIR USNE APNI BETI JO KHOYI HAI ZINDAGI DOBARA DE TO WO FIR USE JANE NAHIN DEGI.
TUM USSE MILKE DEKHNA WO BAHOT ACHI HAI ME JANTA HUN WO LAHJE KI THODI SAKHT HAI Q KI AKELI AURTA THI SAMAJ ME RAHNE KE LIYE USE SAKHT HONA PADA THA PAR DIL KI BAHOT ACHI HAI MERI MAA AUR USNE KABHI JAAT PAT PE BHAROSA NAHIN KIYA WO SIRF INSANIYAT ME WISHVAS RAKHTI HAI. MUJHE BHI USNE YE HI SIKHAYA THA EK ACHA INSAN BANANA CHAHTI THI MUJHE PAR ME BAN GAYA DARINDA AUR YE KAHTE KAHTE ME CHUP HO GAYA JANE USSE KYA KYA KAH RAHA THA BHAVNAO ME BAH KAR. MERE YUN CHUP HO JANE SE USNE TURANT BOL DIYA
AAP BAHOT KUCH CHUPA RAHE HAI MUJHSE APNE DIL KI BAAT KAHIYE NA MUJHE. MERI BHI TO SARI BATE MAINE AAPKO BATAYI NA AAP MUJHPE BHAROSA NAHIN KARTE KYA. AAPKO BATANA HI HOGA KAHIYE KYA HAI EK MARD KO KABHI IS TARAH ROTE BHI NAHIN DEKHA THA MAINE JAISE AAJ AAP ROYE THE KYA HAI AAPKE DIL ME JAB SE MILE HAI EK UDASI HAI AAPKE CHEHRE PAR BHI. LAGTA HAI BARSO SE KOI DARD KO PITE AA RAHE HAI AAJ AAPKO BATANA HI PADEGA WO MUJH PE DABAV DAAL RAHI THI JANE Q MUJHPE APNA HAQ JATA RAHI THI AUR
MUJHE YE SAB ACHA BHI LAG RAHA THA AAJ DIL KAR BHI RAHA THA KI AB APNE DIL KA HAAL KISI KE AGE BAYAN KAR DENA CHAHIYE YE MUJHE IS HAD TAK APNA SAMAJH RAHI HAI TO MAI ISKA DIL RAKHUNGA ISE SAB BATA DUNGA ME KUCH NAHIN CHUPAUNGA AUR ME APNI JAGAH SE UTH KHADA HUA AUR KAMRE KI KHIDKI KE PAS CHALA GAYA SHAYAD ME USKI NAJRO SE KHUDKO BACHANA CHAHTA THA NAHIN TO ME USSE KUCH NA KAH PATA.
MAINE USSE KAHA THIK HAI BATAUNGA PAR ABHI TO SO JAO KAL BAAT KARTE HAI ME USE BEWAJAH TAALNE KI KOSHISH KAR RAHA THA ME JANTA THA WO NAHIN MANEGI, NAHIN... AAJ HI ABHI HI BOLO AAP. - TO THIK HAI SUMAN SUNO,
"MAJBURIYAN BATOR KAR SARE JAHAN KI KUCH NA BANA TO MERA MUQADDAR BANA DIYA".
ITNA SAB USNE BATAYA TAB WO RO NAHIN RAHI THI BAS UDASI USKE CHEHRE PAR CHAYI HUYI THI AUR USKI NAJRE KAHIN SHUNYA ME THI. MAINE HI USKA DHYAN TODA AUR PUCHA KITNE SALON KI HO TUM TO USNE KAHA KRISHNA ME 24 SALON KI HUN. TO AB ZINDAGI ME AGE KYA KARNE KA IRADA HAI TUMHARA USSE PUCHA USNE KAHA PATA NAHIN HOSH SAMBHALNE SE AAJ TAK SAB KUCH KHOTA HI AYA HAI AB KYA KARUNGI ZINDAGI JAHAN LE JAE CHALI JAUNGI AUR APNI MAUT KA INTJAR KARUNGI. BAHOT CHOTI HO TUM ABHI KARNE KO BAHOT KUCH BAKI ZINDAGI ME SUMAN AUR MAUT INTJAR KARNE SE NAHIN ATI MAINE KAHA, MAINE BHI KIYA THA NAHIN AYI DEKHO ZINDA HUN JAB TAK ZINDAGI HAI ISKA MATLAB KUCH KAAM ABHI BAKI HAI DUNIYA ME JIS DIN WO KAAM KHATAM HONGE MAUT APNE AAP HI AJAEGI. ME TUMHARE SATH EK DIN RAHNA CHAHTA THA MAINE SOCHA THA TUMHE DUNIYA KI HAR KHUSHI DU NA JANE Q PAR TUM ME KUCH APNAPAN MILA THA MUJHE ISI LIYE TUMHARI ZINDAGI KA EK DIN MANGA THA MAINE.
PAR KYA TUM BURA NA MANO TO EK BAAT KAHUN? APNI ZINDAGI SE KAHO TUMHARE KADAM MERI AUR MOD LE TUM 10 TAK PADI LIKHI HO ME TUMHE KUCH KAAM BHI DILWA DUNGA AUR MUJHE BHI KISI KI JARURAT HAI KISI AISE KI JO MERI MAA KI DEKHBHAL KAR SAKE WAISE TO WO SEHATMAND HAI PAR UMRA HO CHUKI HAI. PAHLE KAFI BIMAR BHI RAHI HAI WO
IS LIYE SOCHTA HUN KI JAB ME GHAR NA RAHU TO KOI HO JO MAA KE SATH RAHE HAR WAQT. TO KYA TUM RAHOGI MERI MAA KE SATH USKA KHAYAL RAKHOGI? KYA TUM MERE SATH EK DIN KE BAJAY PURI ZINDAGI RAHOGI?
HAN RAHUNGI AAPKE SATH PAR KYA AAPKI MAA AISA CHAHEGI USNE KAHA TO MUJHME EK UMMID JAGI AB MERA DIL CHAH RAHA THA ISE APNE AAP SE DUR HI NA JANE DU SHAYAD MUJHE USSE PAHLI NAJAR KA ISHQ HO CHUKA THA, MAINE KAHA USE KOI TAKLIF NAHIN HOGI ME USE TUMHARE BARE ME BATAUNGA TO WO KHUSH HOGI WO KHUD BHI DUNIYA SE LADKE ZINDA RAHI MUJHE ITNA BADA KIYA HAI HAJARON TAKLIFON SE AKELI LADTI THI WO ROJ MERE LIYE AUR JISNE DUKH DEKHE HON WO DUSRE KE DUKHON KI BHI IJJAT KARTA HAI MERI MAA TUMHE RAKHNE KO RAJI HI NAHIN HOGI BALKI TUMHE APNI BETI KI TARAH RAKHEGI. AKHIR USNE APNI BETI JO KHOYI HAI ZINDAGI DOBARA DE TO WO FIR USE JANE NAHIN DEGI.
TUM USSE MILKE DEKHNA WO BAHOT ACHI HAI ME JANTA HUN WO LAHJE KI THODI SAKHT HAI Q KI AKELI AURTA THI SAMAJ ME RAHNE KE LIYE USE SAKHT HONA PADA THA PAR DIL KI BAHOT ACHI HAI MERI MAA AUR USNE KABHI JAAT PAT PE BHAROSA NAHIN KIYA WO SIRF INSANIYAT ME WISHVAS RAKHTI HAI. MUJHE BHI USNE YE HI SIKHAYA THA EK ACHA INSAN BANANA CHAHTI THI MUJHE PAR ME BAN GAYA DARINDA AUR YE KAHTE KAHTE ME CHUP HO GAYA JANE USSE KYA KYA KAH RAHA THA BHAVNAO ME BAH KAR. MERE YUN CHUP HO JANE SE USNE TURANT BOL DIYA
AAP BAHOT KUCH CHUPA RAHE HAI MUJHSE APNE DIL KI BAAT KAHIYE NA MUJHE. MERI BHI TO SARI BATE MAINE AAPKO BATAYI NA AAP MUJHPE BHAROSA NAHIN KARTE KYA. AAPKO BATANA HI HOGA KAHIYE KYA HAI EK MARD KO KABHI IS TARAH ROTE BHI NAHIN DEKHA THA MAINE JAISE AAJ AAP ROYE THE KYA HAI AAPKE DIL ME JAB SE MILE HAI EK UDASI HAI AAPKE CHEHRE PAR BHI. LAGTA HAI BARSO SE KOI DARD KO PITE AA RAHE HAI AAJ AAPKO BATANA HI PADEGA WO MUJH PE DABAV DAAL RAHI THI JANE Q MUJHPE APNA HAQ JATA RAHI THI AUR
MUJHE YE SAB ACHA BHI LAG RAHA THA AAJ DIL KAR BHI RAHA THA KI AB APNE DIL KA HAAL KISI KE AGE BAYAN KAR DENA CHAHIYE YE MUJHE IS HAD TAK APNA SAMAJH RAHI HAI TO MAI ISKA DIL RAKHUNGA ISE SAB BATA DUNGA ME KUCH NAHIN CHUPAUNGA AUR ME APNI JAGAH SE UTH KHADA HUA AUR KAMRE KI KHIDKI KE PAS CHALA GAYA SHAYAD ME USKI NAJRO SE KHUDKO BACHANA CHAHTA THA NAHIN TO ME USSE KUCH NA KAH PATA.
MAINE USSE KAHA THIK HAI BATAUNGA PAR ABHI TO SO JAO KAL BAAT KARTE HAI ME USE BEWAJAH TAALNE KI KOSHISH KAR RAHA THA ME JANTA THA WO NAHIN MANEGI, NAHIN... AAJ HI ABHI HI BOLO AAP. - TO THIK HAI SUMAN SUNO,
"MAJBURIYAN BATOR KAR SARE JAHAN KI KUCH NA BANA TO MERA MUQADDAR BANA DIYA".
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