Part 2
Kabhi abbu ko ammi ke upar chadh kar dhakke marte hue dekhti....dono ki tez sansoon ki aawaz aur phir ammi ki siskariyan.....uuu...sssssssiiiii.....mere sartaj....aur jor see....siiiiii..... kabhi -kabhi to ammi itni bekabu ho jati ki jor jor se abbu ko galiyan deti...bharwe aur jor se maar....aiii...teri ammi ko chodu...randi ki aulad....gaand ka jor laga....gaand mein taqat nahi......cheekhtin... .baloon ko pakad kar khinchti.... aur dono ek dusre ke saath gali galoz karte hue chudai mein masroof rahte.... jabki main thori si dari sahmi si unka ye khel dekhti rahti.... aur sochti ki din mein dono ek dum sharif aur izzatdaar ban kar ghumte hai..... fir raat mein dono ko kya ho jata hai.
Saheliyon ne samajhdaari badhane mein madad ki aur....is mast khel ke bare mein meri jaankari badhne lagi. Meri niche ki saheli mein bhi halki gudgudi hone lagi.....
ab main ammi abbu ka khel dekhne ke liye apni neend haram karne lagi... shayad un dono shaq ho gaya ya unhe laga ki main jawan ho rahi hun....un logo ne mera kamra alag kar diya...halanki maine is par apni narazgi jatai magar ammi ne mere armaano ko berahmi kuchal diya aur apne bagal wale kamre mein mera bistar lagwa diya. Maine iske liye use dil se bad-dua di.... ja randi tujhe 15 din tak lund nasib nahi hoga.
Mera kaam ab ammi-abbu ki siskariyon ko raat mein diwaar se kaan laga kar sun na ho gaya tha...
..aksar ratoon ko unke kamre se plang ke charmarane ki awaz..... ammi ki tez siskarian.....aur abbu ki....Ooonnhh... ..Ooonh... ki awazein....aisa lagta tha ki jawani ki masti looti ja rahi hai....ki aawazo ko kaan laga kar sunti thi aur apne jangho ke beech ki laalmuniya ko bheechti hui...apne nimbuo ko halke hatho se masalti hui sochti.... ammi ko jayada maja aata hoga, shaai ki choochiyan footbaal se thodi si hi chhoti hogi.
Meri ammi bala ki khoobsurat thi. Allah ne unhe gajab ka husn ata farmaya tha. Gori chitti makkhan ke jaisa rang tha. Lambi bhi thi aur mashaallah kya moti moti janghe aur chuttar the. Gaand matka kar chalti to sab gaanduo ki chhaati par sanp lot jata hoga aisa mere dil mein aata hai. Rishtedaaro mein sabhi kahte the ki main apni ammi ke upar gai hun....mujhe is baat par bara fakhra mahsoos hota....main apne aap ko unhi ke jaisa saja sawar kar rakhna chahti thi.
Main apni ammi ko chhup chhup kar dekhti thi. Pata nahi kya tha, magar mujhe ammi ki harkato ki jasusi karne mein ek alag hi maja aata tha aur is bahane se mujhe jismani tallukat banane ke sare tareeke maloom ho gaye the. Waqt ke sath-sath mujhe yeh andaza ho gaya ki ammi - abbu ka khel kya tha....jawani ki payas kya hoti hai....aur is pyas ko kaise bujhaya jata hai. Mard - aurat apni jism ki bhook mitane ke liye ghar ki izzat ka bhi shikar kar lete hai....ammi ki jasusi karte karte mujhe ye baat pata chali.....ammi ne apne bhai ko hi apna shikar bana liya tha....mujhe is baat se bara tajuub hua aur maine meri ek saheli Ayesha se puchha ki kya waqai aisa hota hai ...ya fir meri ammi hi ek albeli randi hai.....usne bataya ki aisa hota hai aur....woh khud apni ammi ke sath bhai aur uske dostoon ki chudai ka maza leti hai....
Uski kismat par mujhe bada jalan hua.... main itni khush kismat nahin thi.....husn aur jawani khuda ne to di thi ...lekin is haseen jawani ka maza lootne wala ab tak nahin mila tha....meri jawani zanzeeron mein jakad di gait hi....ammi ka kada pahra tha meri jawani par....khud to usne apne bhai tak ko nahin choda tha....lekin mujh par itni bandish ke agar chuchiyoon par se dupatta sarak jaye to fauran daant lagati.....Rabia ab tu bachchi nahin.....dhang se raha kar....jawani mein apne bhai se bhi lihaz karna chahiye....kabhi- kabhi to mujhe chidh aa jata....man karta kah doon...Sali bhonsdi..... randi... khud to na jane kitni lund nigal chuki hai.....
