Incest Sakshi aur Raj: wo Mohabbat jo meri zindagi ban gyi

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Hero - Raj (20 sal)
Raj ki maa - Sakshi (42 sal) - Main Heroine
Raj ki Behen - Neha (18 sal)
Raj ke papa(late) - Rajdeep

Raj ki Mausi - Radha (43 sal)
Radha ki Beti - Preeti (19 sal)

Out off family

Sakshi ki Best Friend from her school = Naina (35 sal)
Raj ka Best Friend from his childhood = Saurabh

Amit Sir(Sports Teacher) - 45 sal = Tharki (Ladkibaazi se badnaam hai)
Vineet(Awara Student) - 18 sal = Neha ki class me padhta hai

 

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UPDATE-7

### Ek nayi Sakshi

Uske kandhe dheeme-dheeme dheele padne lage.
Uski saansein ab gahri thin — itni gahri, jaise uski rooh tak pahunch rahi hon.
Jo dar aur apradh-bhav kuch der pehle use andar hi andar kachot raha tha, woh ab gayab ho chuka tha, uski jagah ek ajeeb si khaalipan ne le li thi.

Yeh jaankar ki usne asal mein koi 'galati' nahin ki thi, uske chehre par ek dheemi, par sachchi muskaan tair gai.
Jaise hi Sakshi ko is baat ka poora yakeen ho gaya ki Amit Sir se judi saari ghatnayen mahaz ek bura sapna thin, uske bhitar jaise koi bahut bhaari bojh achanak utar gaya, uski zindagi thodi halki lagne lagi thi.

Uske honthon par ek halki, thaki-si lekin sachchi muskaan aa gai —
Ek aisi muskaan, jismein rahat thi...
Ek aisi rahat, jo kisi toofan se bache insaan ke chehre par aati hai.

Use sach mein laga jaise woh kisi gahre dal-dal se bahar nikal aayi ho, jahan har pal use doobne ka dar tha.
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### Sapne Ka Asli Asar — Man Ka Bhoochal

Sakshi ab bhi soch rahi thi,

"Ye toh bas ek sapna tha, magar...
Kyon isne mere man ko andar tak jhakjhor kar rakh diya?"

Par iska uske andar tak gahra asar hua hai. Ye sirf dimaag ka khel nahin tha, uski bhavnayen sach mein hil gai thin.
Uska dil bechain tha.
Usne khud se sawaal poochhna shuru kiya —
"Kya mere dil ke kisi kone mein sach mein aisi dabi hui ichhayen hain?"
"Kya main bhi... kisi ke pyar ki talaash mein hoon?"

Achanak use laga ki woh kitni akeli hai. Na keval akeli, balki poori tarah khoi hui hai kisike yaad me.
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### A Quiet Morning… But Something Had Changed

Woh jaanti thi ki woh sapna sirf ek bura bhram tha, magar uske dil mein kahin kuch badal chuka tha.
Sakshi ab khud se ek sawaal baar-baar poochh rahi thi — "Kyon mujhe ab Raj ki maujoodgi itni sukoon dene lagi hai?"

### Akelapan : Ek Chuppi Ka Dard

Sakshi ne pehli baar mehsoos kiya ki woh kitni akeli thi.

Uske andar ki khamoshi ne ek naya hi roop le liya tha. Woh akelapan, jise woh hamesha se chhipati aa rahi thi, ab use ek gahra zakhm lag raha tha.

Ghar mein sabki zarooraten poori karte-karte,
Bachchon ki Maa bante-bante,
School ki Teacher bante-bante,
Usne khud ko kahin peechhe chhod diya tha.

Use laga ki woh ek aisi duniya mein reh rahi hai, jahan log toh bahut hain, par usko koi prem nahin karta, par koi bhi uski aankhon mein jhankkar nahin dekhta, koi uske man ka haal nahin poochhta, kya koi use mohabbat nahin karta? Woh ek Maa hai, ek Shikshika hai, ek bachcho ka sahara hai... Kya uski apni feelings koi mayne rakhti hain? Kya uski apni khud ki koi pehchan hai? Par kya kisi ke liye woh khud bhi koi hai?

Woh sochne lagi aur khud se sawaal karti rahi:
"Kya mujhe bhi kisi ke pyar ki zaroorat hai? Kya main bhi kisi ko apna banana chahungi?"
"Aur agar maine aisa socha, toh kya ye meri be-imaani hai? Kya ye gunah hai?"

Uske dil mein ye sawaal teer ki tarah dhansate ja rahe the.

Par kahin na kahin, uske dil mein ab bhi khaalipan tha — ek adhoori si chah.
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### Ek Maa Ka Dard

Us darawne sapne mein, jo usne dekha tha,
Sabse zyada use Raj ka chehra pareshan kar raha tha.
Sakshi ko ab bhi yaad tha ki sapne mein woh Raj se kaise judi thi.

Usne sapna dekha tha —
Raj uski care kar raha tha, uska sahara ban raha tha...
Woh use dekh rahi thi, use chhoo rahi thi, use apna rahi thi… yaar, woh sab kitna asli lag raha tha!
Aur us sapne mein woh Raj ki baahon mein sukoon dhoondh rahi thi.
Ekdam picture perfect, jaise ek ideal life phir bhi, woh jaanti thi ki yeh sab kuch bas ek bhram tha, ek darawni fantasy.

"Kaisa behuda sapna tha ye!"
"Magar... kyon laga jaise sab kuch asli tha?"

Par is bhram ne use ek nayi tarah ka dar de diya.
"Kya uske dil mein kahin chhupa hua woh ehsaas tha? Kahin uske man mein apne bete ke prati koi galat bhavna toh nahin thi?"

Nahin, woh jaanti thi ki nahin. Pakka nahin. Lekin phir bhi, woh woh khud se hi dar gai, us khayalmatra se hi kaanp uthi.

"Nahin!"
"Main aisi nahin hoon!"
"Raj mera beta hai... mera sab kuch."

Magar phir bhi, woh apne hi dar se kaanp rahi thi.
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### Amit Sir: Ek Nayi Aankh Se

Jab use yaad aaya ki aaj use school jaana hai,
Toh Amit Sir ka khayal aaya.
Magar is baar uske man mein dar nahin tha.
Sirf gussa tha — ek jalti hui aag!

"Haan, woh ghatiya hai. Woh wahi aadmi hai, jo ladkiyon ki izzat se khelta hai.
Ab main usse darungi nahin.
Ab agar usne koi harkat ki, toh main khadi ho jaungi — uske khilaaf, sabke saamne."

Uski aankhon mein ab himmat thi. Woh dar kar bhagne wali Sakshi nahin rahi. Ek nayi Sakshi thi.
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### Ek Nayi Shuruaat — Khud Se Dosti

Sakshi ne phir Neha aur Raj ko yaad kiya.

Neha ki woh masoom chehra, shararti muskaan...
Raj ki pyari baatein...
Sakshi ne apne bachchon ko yaad kiya. Neha ki shararti hansi, Raj ki masoomiyat bhari baatein.
"Mere liye duniya mein sabse keemati cheez ye dono hi hain.
Inka saath, inki khushi, inki hansi — yahi meri asli duniya hai.
Unhein koi nuksaan nahin pahunchna chahiye. Na toh shareerik roop se, na maansik roop se. Kabhi nahin!"

Usne khidki kholi,
Andar aati thandi hawa ne uske chehre ko chhua.
Maano zindagi khud uske paas laut aayi ho.

Woh uthi.
Apne kamre se bahar aayi.
Nahane chali gai.

Uska man saaf ho chuka tha.
Usne khud se waada kiya —
"Ab main khud ko waqt doongi.
Ab main apni zindagi ko dobara pyar karna seekhungi.
Ab kisi ke jhoothe jaal mein nahin fansungi."

Usne pakka thaan liya — "Main apni zindagi ko behtar banaungi. Main khud ko dhoondhungi. Apne aap ko samay doongi. Aur ab kisi ke bhi kisi bhi tarah ke 'mayaajaal' ya dhokhe mein nahin fansungi."

Woh uthi, apne kamre se bahar nikli.
Nahane chali gai.

Paani ki har boond ke saath,
Use laga jaise woh apne andar ki sari gandagi, dar, galatfahmiyan aur dard ko baha rahi thi.
Maano apne sare gunahon se aazad ho rahi ho.
Aur khud ko ek nayi shuruaat ke liye taiyaar karne lagi.

Kyuki aaj, woh ek nayi Sakshi thi.
Jo apne ateet se seekh chuki thi.
Jo apne bhavishya ke liye ladne wali thi.

Jisne dar ke saamne haar manne se inkar kar diya tha.
Jisne apne man ki gahrai mein utarkar khud ko samjha tha.
Jo ab apne dil ki awaaz sunne ke liye taiyaar thi.

Ab woh sirf Maa ya Teacher nahin thi.
Ab woh "Sakshi" thi.

Jise ab khud ke liye bhi jeena tha, khud ke liye bhi saans lena chahti thi. Bas, ab aur nahin!
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### Ghar Wapsi Aur Ek Ajeeb Si Chuppi

Scene: Shaam ka waqt… halki halki hawa… aur Sakshi apne kamre ki khidki ke paas baithi thi aur apne khayalon mein hi khoi hui thi…

Uski nazar saamne aasman par atak gayi thi… Suraj dheere-dheere dhal raha tha, theek waise hi jaise uska dil dheere-dheere khali ho raha tha.
Uski aankhein kahin door dekh rahi thhe… magar man mein toh wohi khayal… wohi uljhanein… aur sabse bada… woh sapna jo ab bhi uske dil ke kisi kone mein chubhta jaa raha tha.

Abhi-abhi toh us bhayanak sapne se nikli thi, aur khud ko bas sametne ki koshish kar rahi thi.
Woh baar-baar khud se lad rahi thi, par jitna rokti, utna hi woh sapna uski aankhon ke saamne laut aata.

Dil ko rahat toh thi ki woh sab sach nahi tha, par us ajeeb se khali-pan aur Raj wale hisse ki yaad use ab bhi pareshan kar rahi thi. Woh bas soche jaa rahi thi ki ab uski life kaisi hogi, kya woh sach mein badal paayegi,

Uske man mein lagataar sawal goonj rahe the — "Kya main sach mein badal sakti hoon? Kya sab kuch pehle jaisa ho sakta hai? Ya… kuch toot gaya hai hamesha ke liye?"
Woh apni hi soch mein doobti jaa rahi thi…

Dheere se usne apne dil par haath rakha — "Sab kuch toh theek hai phir bhi ye dil kyun bechain hai?"

Tabhi…
"Trin trin…"
Darwaze ki ghanti baji.

Aur usi pal —
"Mummy… hum aa gaye!" Raj ki awaaz sunte hi… Sakshi ke dil mein ek ajeeb si halchal si hui.

Sakshi (man mein): "Ye awaaz… ye toh jaise kisi ne dil par haath rakh diya ho…"

Uska chehra ek pal ke liye khil gaya, jo ab tak udasi mein dooba tha.
Ghar mein jo ajeeb sa sannata tha na, woh ekdam se toot gaya, mano ghar mein jaan aa gayi ho.

Woh tezi se kamre se nikli, par uske kadam anjaane mein Raj ki taraf khinch rahe the.

Sakshi ke chehre par ek pal ke liye jo khushi aayi na, woh aaj tak kabhi mehsoos nahi hui thi use. Jaise usne andar hi andar kahin muskura diya ho.
Aur pata hai kyun? Kyunki uski wajah Raj tha.

Usne jaldi se khud ko sambhala, woh kitchen se bahar nikli.
Neha bhi saath thi halki si smile deti hui… magar Sakshi ki nigahein toh bas Raj par hi jaakar tik gain.

Aaj use Raj ko dekhkar ek alag-sa sukoon mehsoos hua…
Uska chehra jaise keh raha ho — "Bas, ye aa gaya… ab sab theek hai."

Neha bhagkar usse lipat gayi — "Mummy! Kitni yaad aayi aapki!"

Sakshi ne use kas kar gale laga liya.
"Mujhe bhi meri gudiya…" par uska dil… ab bhi Raj ki taraf hi khincha jaa raha tha.

Phir uski nazar Raj par padi, wo first-eye-contact ufff

Sakshi usko dekh kar thoda sharma hi gayi thi, yaar. Ek pal ko, use khud par hi hansi aa gayi, 'Main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon bhala?'
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### Pehli Nazar (first-eye-contact): Pehli Nazar… Jo Dil Ki Dhadkanein Badha De

Raj bhi apni mummy ko hi dekh raha tha. Uske chehre par ek alag si chamak thi, jaise woh khush ho apni mummy ko dekhkar, par saath mein kuch aisa bhi… jise Sakshi samajh nahi paa rahi thi.

Jaise hi unki aankhein milin…
Sakshi ke dil ki dhadkanein ekdam tez ho gain…
Dhak-dhak-dhak…

Sakshi ka dil itni zor se dhadakne laga ki use laga, kahin Raj bhi na sun le.

Uske dimag mein ek pal ke liye woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya, woh jismein Raj tha, aur woh pyar, woh apna-pan, woh lamhe…, woh behad nazdeekiyan… sab kuch…
Uske dimaag mein woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya… woh sapna jismein Raj tha…

Usne turant khud ko jhatak diya, jaise koi gandi cheez chipak gayi ho.
“Dhat! Ye main kya soch rahi hoon! Apne bete se…?”

Uuse nahi pata kyun, par woh andar tak thodi si sharma gayi jaise koi teenager apni crush ko dekhkar sharmati hai na, bilkul waisa hi kuch feel hua use.

Par dil ki dhadkanein rukti hi nahi thhe.

Uska chehra halka gulabi ho gaya… usne jhat se nazrein neeche kar leen, jaise woh kuch bahut bada chupa rahi ho, kuch aisa jo use khud bhi nahi pata tha ki woh feel kar rahi hai.

Ye sab use bilkul ajeeb lag raha tha.
Man mein khud ko bura-bhala kehne lagi: 'Mujhe kya ho gaya hai? Main toh theek thi, main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon yaar?' Usne man hi man khud ko buri tarah kosa.
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### Raj ki Aankhen aur ek Ankaha Dard

Tabhi Neha kitchen mein chali gayi, shayad paani peene.
Ab kamre mein bas do hi log the — Sakshi aur Raj.

Raj ne ek pal Sakshi ko yoon hi dekha…
Raj ye sab observe kar raha tha, aur usko kuch ajeeb lag raha tha.
Uske chehre par kuch thaka hua sa tha, kuch soch mein dooba sa…
Jaise man kahin aur bhatak raha ho.

Raj dheere se Sakshi ke paas aaya.
Uski aawaaz pehle se zyada soft ho gayi thi,
Thodi informal bhi, bilkul waise jaise koi apna bahut kareeb dost baat kare.

Raj ne halki si muskaan ke saath, dheere se uska haath chhua —
Bas halka sa, bahut normal tareeke se…
Magar Sakshi ke dil mein us touch ka ehsaas thodi der tak thehra reh gaya.

Raj ki aawaaz mein ek gahri fikr thi.

Raj (dheere se, halki muskaan ke saath): "Maa… sab theek hai na? Aap kuch khoi-khoi si lag rahi ho…"

Sakshi (thodi jhoothi muskaan ke saath): "Nahi, nahi beta... main bilkul theek hoon. Bas thodi neend nahi aai raat ko." Usne apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho.
Uski baat bhale hi saadhaaran thi, magar aawaaz mein wo gahrai thi…
Jo chhupane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho. Wo nahi chahti thi ki Raj ko uske man ki uthal-puthal ka kuch bhi pata chale.

Raj (dheere se, uski aankhon mein dekhte hue): "Sirf neend kam hui hai? Ya kuch… aur bhi hai, jo dil par bhaari hai?"

Uska andaaz na toh zyada serious tha, na hi zyada playful —
Bas bahut soft, bahut caring…
Jaise koi bahut familiar, bahut kareeb insaan badi sahajta se pooch raha ho.

Sakshi ko uski ye saadgi bhari fikr thodi ajeeb si lagi…
Uske dil mein ek halki si lehar uthi…
Koi bahut subtle, bahut halka sa ehsaas…
Jise wo khud bhi theek se pehchan nahi paa rahi thi.

Par Raj toh apni mummy ko aankhein padhta tha, uski har baat bina kahe samajta tha like an ideal partner. Usne Sakshi ki aankhon se padhna shuru kiya. Uski aankhen apni mummy ki aankhon mein kuch dhoondh rahi theen – wo ankaha dard, wo akelapan, jo Sakshi mehsoos kar rahi thi, Raj ko apni mummy ki aankhon mein halka sa dikh raha tha, maano ek dhundh si ho. Use laga mummy andar se bahut pareshan hai.

Raj (aankhon mein halki teasing ke saath, magar serious bhi): "Mummy…
Mujhse chhupao mat.
Tum jaanti ho, main sab samajh jaata hoon."

Sakshi ne uski is playful baat par muskura diya…
Magar us muskaan ke peeche bhi kuch tha —
Ek halki si jhijhak…
Ek dheemi si halchal…

Sakshi ne phir taal ne ki koshish ki.
"Bilkul nahi… bas aise hi mood thoda low tha."

Raj ne apni ungaliya uski ungaliyo me fasa di aur halke se uska haath daba liya…

Ab uska andaaz aur bhi informal ho gaya, jaise koi dost bol raha ho.

Raj (softly, zara teasing tone mein, bahut casually): "Mummy, sach batao, kya baat hai? Aap aise kyun dikh rahi ho? Mujhe kuch theek nahi lag raha." Raj ne phir poocha, uski aawaaz mein sacchi fikr aur thoda zid bhi tha.

"Dekho Maa… Aaj mujhse kuch nahi chhupega. Agar tum nahi bataogi na, toh main bhi bhookha rahoonga aaj!" (Uski aankhon mein playful smile thi)

Sakshi (thoda hanste hue, magar dil andar tak pighalta hua): "Arre paagal hai kya! Aisi baatein koi karta hai?" (Uski hansi mein bhi thoda blush tha)

Sakshi ne phir taal diya. "Arre kuch nahi beta. Tu ja na, fresh ho ja. Thak gaya hoga bechara."

Raj ne Mummy ka haath mazbooti se pakda.
Raj (soft smile ke saath, aankhon mein seriousness):
"Nahi Mummy…
Aise nahi chalega.
Aap mujhse kuch chhupa rahi ho…
Mujhe sab pata chal jaata hai.
Batao na please. Mujhe achha nahi lag raha aapko aise dekhkar.
Mummy, sach-sach batao kya hua hai?
Maa… tumhe meri kasam hai …"
Uski aawaaz ab thodi aur deep, thodi si emotional ho gayi thi.

'Meri kasam hai' sunte hi Sakshi andar tak hil gayi. Usko bachhe sabse pyare the, khaaskar Raj, wo Sakshi ki duniya hi tha. Wo Raj ko kabhi jhooth nahi bolti thi. Uski aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Wo Raj ko kya batati? Ki usne kya sapna dekha tha? Ya wo akeli hai, aur use bhi pyaar ki zaroorat hai? Ye sab sunkar Raj kya sochega?

"Tumhe meri kasam hai" sunte hi Sakshi ki aankhen bheeg gayin…
Ye teen shabd Sakshi ke dil tak seedhe utar gaye. Uska dil bhar aaya…

Use pehli baar laga ki koi use itni sacchai se sunna chahta hai.

Wo masoom aankhon se wo Raj ko dekhti rahi…
Uski aankhon mein wahi masoom fikr, wahi saccha vishwas…

Ab usne Sakshi ka haath kas kar pakda, jaise keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na!'

Sakshi ke dil mein halki si bheeni si lehar uthi…
Koi gahri bechaini nahi thi, koi darr nahi tha…
Bas ek soft-sa ehsaas, ki aaj… uska beta uske dil ke bilkul kareeb baitha hai.

Uske haathon ki garmahat Sakshi ke haathon mein ab bhi thehri hui thi…
Bahut halke se usne apni palkon ko jhapkaya…

Aur dil ke kisi bahut soft, chhupe hue kone mein ek pehli masoom si baat uthi — "Ye Raj… aaj kuch alag-sa kyun lag raha hai?"
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Sakshi ka Confession — Pehli Baar Khud ko Kholna

Sakshi ne gahri saans li…
Bahut dheere se…
Jaise khud ko andar se thaam rahi ho.

Uski ungliyan Raj ke haath par halke se phisal gayin…
Koi heavy touch nahi, bas ek narm sa, almost anjaane mein hua sparsh…
Jo uske dil tak bahut softly pahunch gaya.

Wo bahut dheeme, kaanpti aawaaz mein boli:

Sakshi (dheere-dheere, tooti aawaaz mein): "Raj... beta..." Uski aawaaz gahri ho gayi, gale mein kuch atak sa gaya. Usne Raj ka haath sahlaya.

"Bas… yoon hi…
Kuch dinon se man thoda sa khaali sa lag raha tha kuch dinon se...…
Pata nahi kyun…
Aisa lagne laga tha jaise…
Koi ho jo mera bhi saath de…
Koi aisa, jo mujhe sach mein samajh sake…
Jo mujhe bina kuch bole bhi sun le…
Bas… itni si baat thi."

Uski aawaaz jaise khud ko bhi hairan kar rahi thi,
Kyunki usne ye baat shayad khud se bhi pehli baar itni sacchai se maani thi.

Uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage, dil ka sara dard jaise beh gaya.

Usne Amit Sir wale sapne ka zikr nahi kiya, na hi Raj wale hisse ka, par usne apne akelapan aur bhavnatmak zaroorat ko Raj ke saamne rakh diya. Uski aawaaz mein itni sacchai thi ki Raj sunkar thoda hairan hua, par turant hi uski aankhon mein apni Mummy ke liye pyaar aur support dikh raha tha, maano wo keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na, Mummy!'

Raj ne uski baat bahut dhyaan se suni… uski aankhen bheegne lageen…
Koi judgment nahi, koi sawaal nahi…
Bas sunna… bahut dhyaan se, bahut softly.

Sakshi ki aankhen ab bheegi toh theen,
Magar unmein koi badi bechaini nahi thi,
Bas halka sa sukoon…
Ki usne apni baat keh di.

Raj ne bahut dheere se uske haath ko apne haathon mein aur kas kar thaam liya…

Raj (dheemi, bahut pyaari aawaaz mein, full bf-type care ke saath):
"Bas itni si baat? Mummy… tum paagal ho kya?
Main tumse bina kahe sab samajh jaata hun!
Tumhein akela kaun chhod sakta hai? Main hoon na… tumhara Raj!
Main toh har waqt tumhare paas hoon… ab kisi aur ki kya zaroorat?"

Tone: Jismein na koi awkwardness thi,
na koi boldness…
Bas woh soft playful aur caring thi
Jaise koi bf apni gf ko mana raha ho.

Uska tone itna gentle tha ki Sakshi ka dil phir se pighalne laga…
Uski aankhon se aansoo bah nikle.

Sakshi ne uski ye baatein suni,
Aur khud bhi thodi si muskura di…
Blush karne lagi…

"Tumhara Raj" sunke woh bahut khush ho gyi par usne ye khushi dikhayi nahi.

Uski aankhon se do boond aansoo bahut softly bah nikle…
Magar ye aansoo kisi dard ke nahi the,
Balki us pyare se bharose ki garmahat ke the,
Jo Raj ki baaton se uske dil tak utar rahi thi.

Raj ne turant Sakshi ko apni ore halke se kheench liya…
Use halke se gale lagaya… bahut casually, bina kisi hichak ke,
Bahut simple, bahut soft, bahut innocent hug… Bilkul aise jaise koi bf apne pareshan gf ko comfort karta hai.

Magar us hug mein aaj kuch aur bhi tha…
Ek softness
Jo nazar nahi aati, bas mehsoos hoti hai.

Uska woh hug…
Sakshi ke dil ke kisi naye kone ko bahut softly chhoo gaya.

Sakshi uske kandhe par sir rakhe rahi,
Uski aankhein ab bhi bheegi thin,
Magar ab dil mein ek ajeeb si mithas bhi thi…
Bahut dheere-dheere uske dil mein woh ehsaas utar raha tha,
Jaise koi anjani si first feeling thi,
Jo woh khud bhi theek se samajh nahi pa rahi thi.
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### Ek Hug… aur Sacche Sapno ki Shuruaat

Sakshi uski baahon mein thi…
Uski aankhein halke se bheeg gayi thin,
Par is baar woh aansoo kisi dard se nahi the…
Balki ek bahut soft sukoon ke the…
Jaise dil ke zakhm par kisi ne pyara marham laga diya ho.
Uske dil mein ab koi bharipan nahi tha.

Sakshi ne jab ye sab kaha na,
"Main bahut akeli mehsoos kar rahi thi, beta... koi ho jo mujhe samjhe,"

Toh uski awaaz aisi kaanp rahi thi, jaise woh andar se toot rahi ho.

Raj ne uski baat sunte hue…
Bahut gehrai se uski masoom aankhon mein dekha…
Uski aankhon mein halki si hairani bhi thi,
Magar usse bhi zyada usmein woh apnapan tha,
Woh masoom fikr…
Jo bina kuch kahe bhi bahut kuch keh deti hai.

Uska sparsh bahut halka, bahut sachcha tha…
Jismein koi jaldbazi nahi, koi dabao nahi…

Raj ne apna doosra haath bhi Sakshi ke haath par rakha, aur uske haathon ko pyar se dabaya. Uski awaaz mein ek ajeeb si narmi thi, jo Sakshi ne pehle kabhi nahi suni thi. "Mummy... tum akeli nahi ho. Bilkul nahi. Main hoon na" Usne apni Mummy ko kas kar gale laga liya.

Ek bete ka woh sahara, woh apnapan... Sakshi ko laga jaise use wahi chahiye tha. Woh kas kar Raj se lipat gayi, aur uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage. Is baar ye aansoo dard ke nahi the, balki ek ajeeb si rahat aur apnepan ke the.

Raj uske baalon mein bahut dheere se haath ferne laga…, jaise koi Mummy apne bachche ko shant karti hai na, bilkul waise hi.
Magar us harkat mein ek halki si intimacy bhi thi,

Uske haathon ki har harkat, Sakshi ke dil tak pahunch rahi thi.

Raj (dheeme se, soft whisper mein):
"Bas Maa… ab kuch mat socho.
Main hoon na… main hamesha tumhare saath hoon.
Tumhein ab kabhi kisi ki kami nahi mehsoos hogi… pakka."

Uski baaton mein itni sacchai thi ki Sakshi ko laga, kash koi aur hota jo use aise samajhta.

Uske lafz Sakshi ke dil ke har kone tak pahunch rahe the.

Uske haathon ki har narm harkat,
Uske dil mein kisi meethi si halchal paida kar rahi thi,
Jo shayad Sakshi ne kabhi pehle mehsoos nahi ki thi,
Woh bas chupchap uski baahon mein rahi,

Ek halki si dhadkan, ek halki si rahat…
Aur kahin andar bahut dheere-dheere panapti
Ek anjani si softness…

Sirf uski awaaz aur uske sparsh ko mehsoos karti rahi…
Uske haath, uska apnapan, sab kuch use aisa lag raha tha jaise woh kisi dream man ke kareeb hai.

Jise usne kabhi khud bhi theek se nahi chaha tha,
Magar aaj, us pal mein…
Sab kuch bahut natural sa lag raha tha.

Raj ne Sakshi ko dheere se khud se alag kiya. Sakshi ne apni aankhein poonchi.
Uske chehre par ek ajeeb si shanti thi, par saath hi man mein ek halki si uljhan bhi uthi thi, jo bahut soft thi, magar nazarandaaz nahi ki ja sakti thi.

Raj ka woh apnapan, woh narmi…
Woh sahara dena, woh pyar se sir sahlaana...
Yaar, ye sab bilkul waisa hi tha,
Jaisa us sapne mein tha.

Sakshi ka dil ek pal ke liye phir se thoda hichak gaya…
Uske andar ek pal ke liye phir se woh bhayank sapna yaad aya, woh jismein Raj tha.

Woh sapna yaad aate hi use sharm si aa gayi.
Usne turant nazrein jhuka lin,
Jaise khud se bhi kuch chupa rahi ho.

Sakshi ne Raj ki taraf dekha. Yaar, uske man mein chal raha tha,
"Main apni hi bete se aise kyon sharma rahi hoon?
Ye sab us sapne ki wajah se ho raha hai kya?
Ya phir… kuch aur bhi hai?"

Uuse khud par thoda gussa bhi aa raha tha, par woh kuch keh nahi pa rahi thi.
Raj ka har Touch, har baat use us sapne ki yaad dila raha tha, aur ye sab uske liye bahut unsettling tha.

Uska dil ab bhi softly dhadak raha tha…
Bahut dheere-dheere, magar bahut saaf…

Tahi peeche se Neha ki teasing awaaz aayi —

Neha (teasing tone mein): "Wah… ye bandar kisi pe itna pyar bhi lutata hai?
Mujhe to kabhi itna nahi mila!"

Raj ne Neha ki taraf ek calm muskaan ke saath dekha —

Raj: "Neha… Mummy aaj thodi si pareshan thin…
Main bas unka khayal rakh raha tha."
Uski awaaz mein ek subtle si maturity thi.

Neha hanste hue chali gayi, par Sakshi ab bhi dil thame baithi thi.

Sakshi ne jhat se aankhein poonchi…
Uska dil ab bhi dhadak raha tha… par chehre par halki muskaan thi.

Uska man ab khud se sawal karne laga —
"Kya ye wahi Raj hai? Ya ye wahi dream man hai jiski mujhe hamesha talash thi?"

Uska dil ye manne laga tha…
"Kahin main use sirf beta nahi, kuch aur bhi manne lagi hoon?"

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Neha apne kamre mein ja chuki thi,
aur Sakshi bhi apne kamre mein apne hi khyalon mein kahin khoi hui thi.

Raj apne kamre mein aaya,
darwaza band kiya…
aur apni purani diary nikal li —
wahi diary, jismein wo apne sabse gehre ehsaas likha karta tha.

Aaj uska dil kuch ajib sa bhara-bhara bhi.

Usne dheere se kalam uthai…
aur bas bina kuch soche, dil ki baat likhne laga—

Diary mein likha:

"Aaj Maa ne mujhe aise dekha…
jaise main koi ajnabi hoon.
Nazrein milin to laga jaise unki aankhon mein koi kahani chupi ho…
koi ankaha sa rishta…
jo shayad main bhi nahin samajh pa raha."

"Aaj unki pyari aankhon mein kuch to sawal tha…
Ek Anjaani Chah...
jaise wo khud bhi khud se chupa rahi ho
par mujhe ek pal aise laga...

Jaise wo koi MERI PICHLI ZINDAGI KA ADHURA KISSA... MERI ADHURI KAHANI...
YAA WO MERE PICHLE JANAM KA BICHDA PYAR, Jo Aaj Achanak Phir Se Samne Aa Gaya Ho."

"Shabdon ki zarurat nahin thi aaj…
sirf unki nazron ne hi sab kuch bol diya."

wo fir aage likhta hai, "UNSPOKEN LOVE IS SOMETIMES DEEPER THAN LOUD CONFESSIONS"

Dairy likh kar wo kuch der tak yun hi baitha raha,
Raj ke aakhe ab bhi usi ek pal me ataki hui thi -

wo pal, jab usne apne mummy ki aankhon me aisa kuch mehsoos kiya tha (wo pehla Eye-Contact ufff)
jo shayad usne pahle kabhi bhi nahi dekha tha.

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Are yr kya bataungi.....
Just marvellous
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Are yr kya bataungi.....
Just marvellous
Mazza aageya plz yr try to update quick
Can't wait

thank you dost!

 

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सरकती जाए है रुख़ से नक़ाब आहिस्ता आहिस्ता
निकलता आ रहा है आफ़्ताब आहिस्ता आहिस्ता

 

[parkas]

UPDATE-7

### Ek nayi Sakshi

Uske kandhe dheeme-dheeme dheele padne lage.
Uski saansein ab gahri thin — itni gahri, jaise uski rooh tak pahunch rahi hon.
Jo dar aur apradh-bhav kuch der pehle use andar hi andar kachot raha tha, woh ab gayab ho chuka tha, uski jagah ek ajeeb si khaalipan ne le li thi.

Yeh jaankar ki usne asal mein koi 'galati' nahin ki thi, uske chehre par ek dheemi, par sachchi muskaan tair gai.
Jaise hi Sakshi ko is baat ka poora yakeen ho gaya ki Amit Sir se judi saari ghatnayen mahaz ek bura sapna thin, uske bhitar jaise koi bahut bhaari bojh achanak utar gaya, uski zindagi thodi halki lagne lagi thi.

Uske honthon par ek halki, thaki-si lekin sachchi muskaan aa gai —
Ek aisi muskaan, jismein rahat thi...
Ek aisi rahat, jo kisi toofan se bache insaan ke chehre par aati hai.

Use sach mein laga jaise woh kisi gahre dal-dal se bahar nikal aayi ho, jahan har pal use doobne ka dar tha.
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### Sapne Ka Asli Asar — Man Ka Bhoochal

Sakshi ab bhi soch rahi thi,

"Ye toh bas ek sapna tha, magar...
Kyon isne mere man ko andar tak jhakjhor kar rakh diya?"

Par iska uske andar tak gahra asar hua hai. Ye sirf dimaag ka khel nahin tha, uski bhavnayen sach mein hil gai thin.
Uska dil bechain tha.
Usne khud se sawaal poochhna shuru kiya —
"Kya mere dil ke kisi kone mein sach mein aisi dabi hui ichhayen hain?"
"Kya main bhi... kisi ke pyar ki talaash mein hoon?"

Achanak use laga ki woh kitni akeli hai. Na keval akeli, balki poori tarah khoi hui hai kisike yaad me.
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### A Quiet Morning… But Something Had Changed

Woh jaanti thi ki woh sapna sirf ek bura bhram tha, magar uske dil mein kahin kuch badal chuka tha.
Sakshi ab khud se ek sawaal baar-baar poochh rahi thi — "Kyon mujhe ab Raj ki maujoodgi itni sukoon dene lagi hai?"

### Akelapan : Ek Chuppi Ka Dard

Sakshi ne pehli baar mehsoos kiya ki woh kitni akeli thi.

Uske andar ki khamoshi ne ek naya hi roop le liya tha. Woh akelapan, jise woh hamesha se chhipati aa rahi thi, ab use ek gahra zakhm lag raha tha.

Ghar mein sabki zarooraten poori karte-karte,
Bachchon ki Maa bante-bante,
School ki Teacher bante-bante,
Usne khud ko kahin peechhe chhod diya tha.

Use laga ki woh ek aisi duniya mein reh rahi hai, jahan log toh bahut hain, par usko koi prem nahin karta, par koi bhi uski aankhon mein jhankkar nahin dekhta, koi uske man ka haal nahin poochhta, kya koi use mohabbat nahin karta? Woh ek Maa hai, ek Shikshika hai, ek bachcho ka sahara hai... Kya uski apni feelings koi mayne rakhti hain? Kya uski apni khud ki koi pehchan hai? Par kya kisi ke liye woh khud bhi koi hai?

Woh sochne lagi aur khud se sawaal karti rahi:
"Kya mujhe bhi kisi ke pyar ki zaroorat hai? Kya main bhi kisi ko apna banana chahungi?"
"Aur agar maine aisa socha, toh kya ye meri be-imaani hai? Kya ye gunah hai?"

Uske dil mein ye sawaal teer ki tarah dhansate ja rahe the.

Par kahin na kahin, uske dil mein ab bhi khaalipan tha — ek adhoori si chah.
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### Ek Maa Ka Dard

Us darawne sapne mein, jo usne dekha tha,
Sabse zyada use Raj ka chehra pareshan kar raha tha.
Sakshi ko ab bhi yaad tha ki sapne mein woh Raj se kaise judi thi.

Usne sapna dekha tha —
Raj uski care kar raha tha, uska sahara ban raha tha...
Woh use dekh rahi thi, use chhoo rahi thi, use apna rahi thi… yaar, woh sab kitna asli lag raha tha!
Aur us sapne mein woh Raj ki baahon mein sukoon dhoondh rahi thi.
Ekdam picture perfect, jaise ek ideal life phir bhi, woh jaanti thi ki yeh sab kuch bas ek bhram tha, ek darawni fantasy.

"Kaisa behuda sapna tha ye!"
"Magar... kyon laga jaise sab kuch asli tha?"

Par is bhram ne use ek nayi tarah ka dar de diya.
"Kya uske dil mein kahin chhupa hua woh ehsaas tha? Kahin uske man mein apne bete ke prati koi galat bhavna toh nahin thi?"

Nahin, woh jaanti thi ki nahin. Pakka nahin. Lekin phir bhi, woh woh khud se hi dar gai, us khayalmatra se hi kaanp uthi.

"Nahin!"
"Main aisi nahin hoon!"
"Raj mera beta hai... mera sab kuch."

Magar phir bhi, woh apne hi dar se kaanp rahi thi.
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### Amit Sir: Ek Nayi Aankh Se

Jab use yaad aaya ki aaj use school jaana hai,
Toh Amit Sir ka khayal aaya.
Magar is baar uske man mein dar nahin tha.
Sirf gussa tha — ek jalti hui aag!

"Haan, woh ghatiya hai. Woh wahi aadmi hai, jo ladkiyon ki izzat se khelta hai.
Ab main usse darungi nahin.
Ab agar usne koi harkat ki, toh main khadi ho jaungi — uske khilaaf, sabke saamne."

Uski aankhon mein ab himmat thi. Woh dar kar bhagne wali Sakshi nahin rahi. Ek nayi Sakshi thi.
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### Ek Nayi Shuruaat — Khud Se Dosti

Sakshi ne phir Neha aur Raj ko yaad kiya.

Neha ki woh masoom chehra, shararti muskaan...
Raj ki pyari baatein...
Sakshi ne apne bachchon ko yaad kiya. Neha ki shararti hansi, Raj ki masoomiyat bhari baatein.
"Mere liye duniya mein sabse keemati cheez ye dono hi hain.
Inka saath, inki khushi, inki hansi — yahi meri asli duniya hai.
Unhein koi nuksaan nahin pahunchna chahiye. Na toh shareerik roop se, na maansik roop se. Kabhi nahin!"

Usne khidki kholi,
Andar aati thandi hawa ne uske chehre ko chhua.
Maano zindagi khud uske paas laut aayi ho.

Woh uthi.
Apne kamre se bahar aayi.
Nahane chali gai.

Uska man saaf ho chuka tha.
Usne khud se waada kiya —
"Ab main khud ko waqt doongi.
Ab main apni zindagi ko dobara pyar karna seekhungi.
Ab kisi ke jhoothe jaal mein nahin fansungi."

Usne pakka thaan liya — "Main apni zindagi ko behtar banaungi. Main khud ko dhoondhungi. Apne aap ko samay doongi. Aur ab kisi ke bhi kisi bhi tarah ke 'mayaajaal' ya dhokhe mein nahin fansungi."

Woh uthi, apne kamre se bahar nikli.
Nahane chali gai.

Paani ki har boond ke saath,
Use laga jaise woh apne andar ki sari gandagi, dar, galatfahmiyan aur dard ko baha rahi thi.
Maano apne sare gunahon se aazad ho rahi ho.
Aur khud ko ek nayi shuruaat ke liye taiyaar karne lagi.

Kyuki aaj, woh ek nayi Sakshi thi.
Jo apne ateet se seekh chuki thi.
Jo apne bhavishya ke liye ladne wali thi.

Jisne dar ke saamne haar manne se inkar kar diya tha.
Jisne apne man ki gahrai mein utarkar khud ko samjha tha.
Jo ab apne dil ki awaaz sunne ke liye taiyaar thi.

Ab woh sirf Maa ya Teacher nahin thi.
Ab woh "Sakshi" thi.

Jise ab khud ke liye bhi jeena tha, khud ke liye bhi saans lena chahti thi. Bas, ab aur nahin!
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### Ghar Wapsi Aur Ek Ajeeb Si Chuppi

Scene: Shaam ka waqt… halki halki hawa… aur Sakshi apne kamre ki khidki ke paas baithi thi aur apne khayalon mein hi khoi hui thi…

Uski nazar saamne aasman par atak gayi thi… Suraj dheere-dheere dhal raha tha, theek waise hi jaise uska dil dheere-dheere khali ho raha tha.
Uski aankhein kahin door dekh rahi thhe… magar man mein toh wohi khayal… wohi uljhanein… aur sabse bada… woh sapna jo ab bhi uske dil ke kisi kone mein chubhta jaa raha tha.

Abhi-abhi toh us bhayanak sapne se nikli thi, aur khud ko bas sametne ki koshish kar rahi thi.
Woh baar-baar khud se lad rahi thi, par jitna rokti, utna hi woh sapna uski aankhon ke saamne laut aata.

Dil ko rahat toh thi ki woh sab sach nahi tha, par us ajeeb se khali-pan aur Raj wale hisse ki yaad use ab bhi pareshan kar rahi thi. Woh bas soche jaa rahi thi ki ab uski life kaisi hogi, kya woh sach mein badal paayegi,

Uske man mein lagataar sawal goonj rahe the — "Kya main sach mein badal sakti hoon? Kya sab kuch pehle jaisa ho sakta hai? Ya… kuch toot gaya hai hamesha ke liye?"
Woh apni hi soch mein doobti jaa rahi thi…

Dheere se usne apne dil par haath rakha — "Sab kuch toh theek hai phir bhi ye dil kyun bechain hai?"

Tabhi…
"Trin trin…"
Darwaze ki ghanti baji.

Aur usi pal —
"Mummy… hum aa gaye!" Raj ki awaaz sunte hi… Sakshi ke dil mein ek ajeeb si halchal si hui.

Sakshi (man mein): "Ye awaaz… ye toh jaise kisi ne dil par haath rakh diya ho…"

Uska chehra ek pal ke liye khil gaya, jo ab tak udasi mein dooba tha.
Ghar mein jo ajeeb sa sannata tha na, woh ekdam se toot gaya, mano ghar mein jaan aa gayi ho.

Woh tezi se kamre se nikli, par uske kadam anjaane mein Raj ki taraf khinch rahe the.

Sakshi ke chehre par ek pal ke liye jo khushi aayi na, woh aaj tak kabhi mehsoos nahi hui thi use. Jaise usne andar hi andar kahin muskura diya ho.
Aur pata hai kyun? Kyunki uski wajah Raj tha.

Usne jaldi se khud ko sambhala, woh kitchen se bahar nikli.
Neha bhi saath thi halki si smile deti hui… magar Sakshi ki nigahein toh bas Raj par hi jaakar tik gain.

Aaj use Raj ko dekhkar ek alag-sa sukoon mehsoos hua…
Uska chehra jaise keh raha ho — "Bas, ye aa gaya… ab sab theek hai."

Neha bhagkar usse lipat gayi — "Mummy! Kitni yaad aayi aapki!"

Sakshi ne use kas kar gale laga liya.
"Mujhe bhi meri gudiya…" par uska dil… ab bhi Raj ki taraf hi khincha jaa raha tha.

Phir uski nazar Raj par padi, wo first-eye-contact ufff

Sakshi usko dekh kar thoda sharma hi gayi thi, yaar. Ek pal ko, use khud par hi hansi aa gayi, 'Main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon bhala?'
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### Pehli Nazar (first-eye-contact): Pehli Nazar… Jo Dil Ki Dhadkanein Badha De

Raj bhi apni mummy ko hi dekh raha tha. Uske chehre par ek alag si chamak thi, jaise woh khush ho apni mummy ko dekhkar, par saath mein kuch aisa bhi… jise Sakshi samajh nahi paa rahi thi.

Jaise hi unki aankhein milin…
Sakshi ke dil ki dhadkanein ekdam tez ho gain…
Dhak-dhak-dhak…

Sakshi ka dil itni zor se dhadakne laga ki use laga, kahin Raj bhi na sun le.

Uske dimag mein ek pal ke liye woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya, woh jismein Raj tha, aur woh pyar, woh apna-pan, woh lamhe…, woh behad nazdeekiyan… sab kuch…
Uske dimaag mein woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya… woh sapna jismein Raj tha…

Usne turant khud ko jhatak diya, jaise koi gandi cheez chipak gayi ho.
“Dhat! Ye main kya soch rahi hoon! Apne bete se…?”

Uuse nahi pata kyun, par woh andar tak thodi si sharma gayi jaise koi teenager apni crush ko dekhkar sharmati hai na, bilkul waisa hi kuch feel hua use.

Par dil ki dhadkanein rukti hi nahi thhe.

Uska chehra halka gulabi ho gaya… usne jhat se nazrein neeche kar leen, jaise woh kuch bahut bada chupa rahi ho, kuch aisa jo use khud bhi nahi pata tha ki woh feel kar rahi hai.

Ye sab use bilkul ajeeb lag raha tha.
Man mein khud ko bura-bhala kehne lagi: 'Mujhe kya ho gaya hai? Main toh theek thi, main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon yaar?' Usne man hi man khud ko buri tarah kosa.
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### Raj ki Aankhen aur ek Ankaha Dard

Tabhi Neha kitchen mein chali gayi, shayad paani peene.
Ab kamre mein bas do hi log the — Sakshi aur Raj.

Raj ne ek pal Sakshi ko yoon hi dekha…
Raj ye sab observe kar raha tha, aur usko kuch ajeeb lag raha tha.
Uske chehre par kuch thaka hua sa tha, kuch soch mein dooba sa…
Jaise man kahin aur bhatak raha ho.

Raj dheere se Sakshi ke paas aaya.
Uski aawaaz pehle se zyada soft ho gayi thi,
Thodi informal bhi, bilkul waise jaise koi apna bahut kareeb dost baat kare.

Raj ne halki si muskaan ke saath, dheere se uska haath chhua —
Bas halka sa, bahut normal tareeke se…
Magar Sakshi ke dil mein us touch ka ehsaas thodi der tak thehra reh gaya.

Raj ki aawaaz mein ek gahri fikr thi.

Raj (dheere se, halki muskaan ke saath): "Maa… sab theek hai na? Aap kuch khoi-khoi si lag rahi ho…"

Sakshi (thodi jhoothi muskaan ke saath): "Nahi, nahi beta... main bilkul theek hoon. Bas thodi neend nahi aai raat ko." Usne apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho.
Uski baat bhale hi saadhaaran thi, magar aawaaz mein wo gahrai thi…
Jo chhupane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho. Wo nahi chahti thi ki Raj ko uske man ki uthal-puthal ka kuch bhi pata chale.

Raj (dheere se, uski aankhon mein dekhte hue): "Sirf neend kam hui hai? Ya kuch… aur bhi hai, jo dil par bhaari hai?"

Uska andaaz na toh zyada serious tha, na hi zyada playful —
Bas bahut soft, bahut caring…
Jaise koi bahut familiar, bahut kareeb insaan badi sahajta se pooch raha ho.

Sakshi ko uski ye saadgi bhari fikr thodi ajeeb si lagi…
Uske dil mein ek halki si lehar uthi…
Koi bahut subtle, bahut halka sa ehsaas…
Jise wo khud bhi theek se pehchan nahi paa rahi thi.

Par Raj toh apni mummy ko aankhein padhta tha, uski har baat bina kahe samajta tha like an ideal partner. Usne Sakshi ki aankhon se padhna shuru kiya. Uski aankhen apni mummy ki aankhon mein kuch dhoondh rahi theen – wo ankaha dard, wo akelapan, jo Sakshi mehsoos kar rahi thi, Raj ko apni mummy ki aankhon mein halka sa dikh raha tha, maano ek dhundh si ho. Use laga mummy andar se bahut pareshan hai.

Raj (aankhon mein halki teasing ke saath, magar serious bhi): "Mummy…
Mujhse chhupao mat.
Tum jaanti ho, main sab samajh jaata hoon."

Sakshi ne uski is playful baat par muskura diya…
Magar us muskaan ke peeche bhi kuch tha —
Ek halki si jhijhak…
Ek dheemi si halchal…

Sakshi ne phir taal ne ki koshish ki.
"Bilkul nahi… bas aise hi mood thoda low tha."

Raj ne apni ungaliya uski ungaliyo me fasa di aur halke se uska haath daba liya…

Ab uska andaaz aur bhi informal ho gaya, jaise koi dost bol raha ho.

Raj (softly, zara teasing tone mein, bahut casually): "Mummy, sach batao, kya baat hai? Aap aise kyun dikh rahi ho? Mujhe kuch theek nahi lag raha." Raj ne phir poocha, uski aawaaz mein sacchi fikr aur thoda zid bhi tha.

"Dekho Maa… Aaj mujhse kuch nahi chhupega. Agar tum nahi bataogi na, toh main bhi bhookha rahoonga aaj!" (Uski aankhon mein playful smile thi)

Sakshi (thoda hanste hue, magar dil andar tak pighalta hua): "Arre paagal hai kya! Aisi baatein koi karta hai?" (Uski hansi mein bhi thoda blush tha)

Sakshi ne phir taal diya. "Arre kuch nahi beta. Tu ja na, fresh ho ja. Thak gaya hoga bechara."

Raj ne Mummy ka haath mazbooti se pakda.
Raj (soft smile ke saath, aankhon mein seriousness):
"Nahi Mummy…
Aise nahi chalega.
Aap mujhse kuch chhupa rahi ho…
Mujhe sab pata chal jaata hai.
Batao na please. Mujhe achha nahi lag raha aapko aise dekhkar.
Mummy, sach-sach batao kya hua hai?
Maa… tumhe meri kasam hai …"
Uski aawaaz ab thodi aur deep, thodi si emotional ho gayi thi.

'Meri kasam hai' sunte hi Sakshi andar tak hil gayi. Usko bachhe sabse pyare the, khaaskar Raj, wo Sakshi ki duniya hi tha. Wo Raj ko kabhi jhooth nahi bolti thi. Uski aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Wo Raj ko kya batati? Ki usne kya sapna dekha tha? Ya wo akeli hai, aur use bhi pyaar ki zaroorat hai? Ye sab sunkar Raj kya sochega?

"Tumhe meri kasam hai" sunte hi Sakshi ki aankhen bheeg gayin…
Ye teen shabd Sakshi ke dil tak seedhe utar gaye. Uska dil bhar aaya…

Use pehli baar laga ki koi use itni sacchai se sunna chahta hai.

Wo masoom aankhon se wo Raj ko dekhti rahi…
Uski aankhon mein wahi masoom fikr, wahi saccha vishwas…

Ab usne Sakshi ka haath kas kar pakda, jaise keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na!'

Sakshi ke dil mein halki si bheeni si lehar uthi…
Koi gahri bechaini nahi thi, koi darr nahi tha…
Bas ek soft-sa ehsaas, ki aaj… uska beta uske dil ke bilkul kareeb baitha hai.

Uske haathon ki garmahat Sakshi ke haathon mein ab bhi thehri hui thi…
Bahut halke se usne apni palkon ko jhapkaya…

Aur dil ke kisi bahut soft, chhupe hue kone mein ek pehli masoom si baat uthi — "Ye Raj… aaj kuch alag-sa kyun lag raha hai?"
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Sakshi ka Confession — Pehli Baar Khud ko Kholna

Sakshi ne gahri saans li…
Bahut dheere se…
Jaise khud ko andar se thaam rahi ho.

Uski ungliyan Raj ke haath par halke se phisal gayin…
Koi heavy touch nahi, bas ek narm sa, almost anjaane mein hua sparsh…
Jo uske dil tak bahut softly pahunch gaya.

Wo bahut dheeme, kaanpti aawaaz mein boli:

Sakshi (dheere-dheere, tooti aawaaz mein): "Raj... beta..." Uski aawaaz gahri ho gayi, gale mein kuch atak sa gaya. Usne Raj ka haath sahlaya.

"Bas… yoon hi…
Kuch dinon se man thoda sa khaali sa lag raha tha kuch dinon se...…
Pata nahi kyun…
Aisa lagne laga tha jaise…
Koi ho jo mera bhi saath de…
Koi aisa, jo mujhe sach mein samajh sake…
Jo mujhe bina kuch bole bhi sun le…
Bas… itni si baat thi."

Uski aawaaz jaise khud ko bhi hairan kar rahi thi,
Kyunki usne ye baat shayad khud se bhi pehli baar itni sacchai se maani thi.

Uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage, dil ka sara dard jaise beh gaya.

Usne Amit Sir wale sapne ka zikr nahi kiya, na hi Raj wale hisse ka, par usne apne akelapan aur bhavnatmak zaroorat ko Raj ke saamne rakh diya. Uski aawaaz mein itni sacchai thi ki Raj sunkar thoda hairan hua, par turant hi uski aankhon mein apni Mummy ke liye pyaar aur support dikh raha tha, maano wo keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na, Mummy!'

Raj ne uski baat bahut dhyaan se suni… uski aankhen bheegne lageen…
Koi judgment nahi, koi sawaal nahi…
Bas sunna… bahut dhyaan se, bahut softly.

Sakshi ki aankhen ab bheegi toh theen,
Magar unmein koi badi bechaini nahi thi,
Bas halka sa sukoon…
Ki usne apni baat keh di.

Raj ne bahut dheere se uske haath ko apne haathon mein aur kas kar thaam liya…

Raj (dheemi, bahut pyaari aawaaz mein, full bf-type care ke saath):
"Bas itni si baat? Mummy… tum paagal ho kya?
Main tumse bina kahe sab samajh jaata hun!
Tumhein akela kaun chhod sakta hai? Main hoon na… tumhara Raj!
Main toh har waqt tumhare paas hoon… ab kisi aur ki kya zaroorat?"

Tone: Jismein na koi awkwardness thi,
na koi boldness…
Bas woh soft playful aur caring thi
Jaise koi bf apni gf ko mana raha ho.

Uska tone itna gentle tha ki Sakshi ka dil phir se pighalne laga…
Uski aankhon se aansoo bah nikle.

Sakshi ne uski ye baatein suni,
Aur khud bhi thodi si muskura di…
Blush karne lagi…

"Tumhara Raj" sunke woh bahut khush ho gyi par usne ye khushi dikhayi nahi.

Uski aankhon se do boond aansoo bahut softly bah nikle…
Magar ye aansoo kisi dard ke nahi the,
Balki us pyare se bharose ki garmahat ke the,
Jo Raj ki baaton se uske dil tak utar rahi thi.

Raj ne turant Sakshi ko apni ore halke se kheench liya…
Use halke se gale lagaya… bahut casually, bina kisi hichak ke,
Bahut simple, bahut soft, bahut innocent hug… Bilkul aise jaise koi bf apne pareshan gf ko comfort karta hai.

Magar us hug mein aaj kuch aur bhi tha…
Ek softness
Jo nazar nahi aati, bas mehsoos hoti hai.

Uska woh hug…
Sakshi ke dil ke kisi naye kone ko bahut softly chhoo gaya.

Sakshi uske kandhe par sir rakhe rahi,
Uski aankhein ab bhi bheegi thin,
Magar ab dil mein ek ajeeb si mithas bhi thi…
Bahut dheere-dheere uske dil mein woh ehsaas utar raha tha,
Jaise koi anjani si first feeling thi,
Jo woh khud bhi theek se samajh nahi pa rahi thi.
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### Ek Hug… aur Sacche Sapno ki Shuruaat

Sakshi uski baahon mein thi…
Uski aankhein halke se bheeg gayi thin,
Par is baar woh aansoo kisi dard se nahi the…
Balki ek bahut soft sukoon ke the…
Jaise dil ke zakhm par kisi ne pyara marham laga diya ho.
Uske dil mein ab koi bharipan nahi tha.

Sakshi ne jab ye sab kaha na,
"Main bahut akeli mehsoos kar rahi thi, beta... koi ho jo mujhe samjhe,"

Toh uski awaaz aisi kaanp rahi thi, jaise woh andar se toot rahi ho.

Raj ne uski baat sunte hue…
Bahut gehrai se uski masoom aankhon mein dekha…
Uski aankhon mein halki si hairani bhi thi,
Magar usse bhi zyada usmein woh apnapan tha,
Woh masoom fikr…
Jo bina kuch kahe bhi bahut kuch keh deti hai.

Uska sparsh bahut halka, bahut sachcha tha…
Jismein koi jaldbazi nahi, koi dabao nahi…

Raj ne apna doosra haath bhi Sakshi ke haath par rakha, aur uske haathon ko pyar se dabaya. Uski awaaz mein ek ajeeb si narmi thi, jo Sakshi ne pehle kabhi nahi suni thi. "Mummy... tum akeli nahi ho. Bilkul nahi. Main hoon na" Usne apni Mummy ko kas kar gale laga liya.

Ek bete ka woh sahara, woh apnapan... Sakshi ko laga jaise use wahi chahiye tha. Woh kas kar Raj se lipat gayi, aur uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage. Is baar ye aansoo dard ke nahi the, balki ek ajeeb si rahat aur apnepan ke the.

Raj uske baalon mein bahut dheere se haath ferne laga…, jaise koi Mummy apne bachche ko shant karti hai na, bilkul waise hi.
Magar us harkat mein ek halki si intimacy bhi thi,

Uske haathon ki har harkat, Sakshi ke dil tak pahunch rahi thi.

Raj (dheeme se, soft whisper mein):
"Bas Maa… ab kuch mat socho.
Main hoon na… main hamesha tumhare saath hoon.
Tumhein ab kabhi kisi ki kami nahi mehsoos hogi… pakka."

Uski baaton mein itni sacchai thi ki Sakshi ko laga, kash koi aur hota jo use aise samajhta.

Uske lafz Sakshi ke dil ke har kone tak pahunch rahe the.

Uske haathon ki har narm harkat,
Uske dil mein kisi meethi si halchal paida kar rahi thi,
Jo shayad Sakshi ne kabhi pehle mehsoos nahi ki thi,
Woh bas chupchap uski baahon mein rahi,

Ek halki si dhadkan, ek halki si rahat…
Aur kahin andar bahut dheere-dheere panapti
Ek anjani si softness…

Sirf uski awaaz aur uske sparsh ko mehsoos karti rahi…
Uske haath, uska apnapan, sab kuch use aisa lag raha tha jaise woh kisi dream man ke kareeb hai.

Jise usne kabhi khud bhi theek se nahi chaha tha,
Magar aaj, us pal mein…
Sab kuch bahut natural sa lag raha tha.

Raj ne Sakshi ko dheere se khud se alag kiya. Sakshi ne apni aankhein poonchi.
Uske chehre par ek ajeeb si shanti thi, par saath hi man mein ek halki si uljhan bhi uthi thi, jo bahut soft thi, magar nazarandaaz nahi ki ja sakti thi.

Raj ka woh apnapan, woh narmi…
Woh sahara dena, woh pyar se sir sahlaana...
Yaar, ye sab bilkul waisa hi tha,
Jaisa us sapne mein tha.

Sakshi ka dil ek pal ke liye phir se thoda hichak gaya…
Uske andar ek pal ke liye phir se woh bhayank sapna yaad aya, woh jismein Raj tha.

Woh sapna yaad aate hi use sharm si aa gayi.
Usne turant nazrein jhuka lin,
Jaise khud se bhi kuch chupa rahi ho.

Sakshi ne Raj ki taraf dekha. Yaar, uske man mein chal raha tha,
"Main apni hi bete se aise kyon sharma rahi hoon?
Ye sab us sapne ki wajah se ho raha hai kya?
Ya phir… kuch aur bhi hai?"

Uuse khud par thoda gussa bhi aa raha tha, par woh kuch keh nahi pa rahi thi.
Raj ka har Touch, har baat use us sapne ki yaad dila raha tha, aur ye sab uske liye bahut unsettling tha.

Uska dil ab bhi softly dhadak raha tha…
Bahut dheere-dheere, magar bahut saaf…

Tahi peeche se Neha ki teasing awaaz aayi —

Neha (teasing tone mein): "Wah… ye bandar kisi pe itna pyar bhi lutata hai?
Mujhe to kabhi itna nahi mila!"

Raj ne Neha ki taraf ek calm muskaan ke saath dekha —

Raj: "Neha… Mummy aaj thodi si pareshan thin…
Main bas unka khayal rakh raha tha."
Uski awaaz mein ek subtle si maturity thi.

Neha hanste hue chali gayi, par Sakshi ab bhi dil thame baithi thi.

Sakshi ne jhat se aankhein poonchi…
Uska dil ab bhi dhadak raha tha… par chehre par halki muskaan thi.

Uska man ab khud se sawal karne laga —
"Kya ye wahi Raj hai? Ya ye wahi dream man hai jiski mujhe hamesha talash thi?"

Uska dil ye manne laga tha…
"Kahin main use sirf beta nahi, kuch aur bhi manne lagi hoon?"

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Neha apne kamre mein ja chuki thi,
aur Sakshi bhi apne kamre mein apne hi khyalon mein kahin khoi hui thi.

Raj apne kamre mein aaya,
darwaza band kiya…
aur apni purani diary nikal li —
wahi diary, jismein wo apne sabse gehre ehsaas likha karta tha.

Aaj uska dil kuch ajib sa bhara-bhara bhi.

Usne dheere se kalam uthai…
aur bas bina kuch soche, dil ki baat likhne laga—

Diary mein likha:

"Aaj Maa ne mujhe aise dekha…
jaise main koi ajnabi hoon.
Nazrein milin to laga jaise unki aankhon mein koi kahani chupi ho…
koi ankaha sa rishta…
jo shayad main bhi nahin samajh pa raha."

"Aaj unki pyari aankhon mein kuch to sawal tha…
Ek Anjaani Chah...
jaise wo khud bhi khud se chupa rahi ho
par mujhe ek pal aise laga...

Jaise wo koi MERI PICHLI ZINDAGI KA ADHURA KISSA... MERI ADHURI KAHANI...
YAA WO MERE PICHLE JANAM KA BICHDA PYAR, Jo Aaj Achanak Phir Se Samne Aa Gaya Ho."

"Shabdon ki zarurat nahin thi aaj…
sirf unki nazron ne hi sab kuch bol diya."

wo fir aage likhta hai, "UNSPOKEN LOVE IS SOMETIMES DEEPER THAN LOUD CONFESSIONS"

Diary likh kar wo kuch der tak yun hi baitha raha,
Raj ke aakhe ab bhi usi ek pal me atki hui thi -

wo pal, jab usne apne mummy ki aankhon me aisa kuch mehsoos kiya tha (wo pehla Eye-Contact ufff)
jo shayad usne pahle kabhi bhi nahi dekha tha.

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UPDATE-7

### Ek nayi Sakshi

Uske kandhe dheeme-dheeme dheele padne lage.
Uski saansein ab gahri thin — itni gahri, jaise uski rooh tak pahunch rahi hon.
Jo dar aur apradh-bhav kuch der pehle use andar hi andar kachot raha tha, woh ab gayab ho chuka tha, uski jagah ek ajeeb si khaalipan ne le li thi.

Yeh jaankar ki usne asal mein koi 'galati' nahin ki thi, uske chehre par ek dheemi, par sachchi muskaan tair gai.
Jaise hi Sakshi ko is baat ka poora yakeen ho gaya ki Amit Sir se judi saari ghatnayen mahaz ek bura sapna thin, uske bhitar jaise koi bahut bhaari bojh achanak utar gaya, uski zindagi thodi halki lagne lagi thi.

Uske honthon par ek halki, thaki-si lekin sachchi muskaan aa gai —
Ek aisi muskaan, jismein rahat thi...
Ek aisi rahat, jo kisi toofan se bache insaan ke chehre par aati hai.

Use sach mein laga jaise woh kisi gahre dal-dal se bahar nikal aayi ho, jahan har pal use doobne ka dar tha.
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### Sapne Ka Asli Asar — Man Ka Bhoochal

Sakshi ab bhi soch rahi thi,

"Ye toh bas ek sapna tha, magar...
Kyon isne mere man ko andar tak jhakjhor kar rakh diya?"

Par iska uske andar tak gahra asar hua hai. Ye sirf dimaag ka khel nahin tha, uski bhavnayen sach mein hil gai thin.
Uska dil bechain tha.
Usne khud se sawaal poochhna shuru kiya —
"Kya mere dil ke kisi kone mein sach mein aisi dabi hui ichhayen hain?"
"Kya main bhi... kisi ke pyar ki talaash mein hoon?"

Achanak use laga ki woh kitni akeli hai. Na keval akeli, balki poori tarah khoi hui hai kisike yaad me.
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### A Quiet Morning… But Something Had Changed

Woh jaanti thi ki woh sapna sirf ek bura bhram tha, magar uske dil mein kahin kuch badal chuka tha.
Sakshi ab khud se ek sawaal baar-baar poochh rahi thi — "Kyon mujhe ab Raj ki maujoodgi itni sukoon dene lagi hai?"

### Akelapan : Ek Chuppi Ka Dard

Sakshi ne pehli baar mehsoos kiya ki woh kitni akeli thi.

Uske andar ki khamoshi ne ek naya hi roop le liya tha. Woh akelapan, jise woh hamesha se chhipati aa rahi thi, ab use ek gahra zakhm lag raha tha.

Ghar mein sabki zarooraten poori karte-karte,
Bachchon ki Maa bante-bante,
School ki Teacher bante-bante,
Usne khud ko kahin peechhe chhod diya tha.

Use laga ki woh ek aisi duniya mein reh rahi hai, jahan log toh bahut hain, par usko koi prem nahin karta, par koi bhi uski aankhon mein jhankkar nahin dekhta, koi uske man ka haal nahin poochhta, kya koi use mohabbat nahin karta? Woh ek Maa hai, ek Shikshika hai, ek bachcho ka sahara hai... Kya uski apni feelings koi mayne rakhti hain? Kya uski apni khud ki koi pehchan hai? Par kya kisi ke liye woh khud bhi koi hai?

Woh sochne lagi aur khud se sawaal karti rahi:
"Kya mujhe bhi kisi ke pyar ki zaroorat hai? Kya main bhi kisi ko apna banana chahungi?"
"Aur agar maine aisa socha, toh kya ye meri be-imaani hai? Kya ye gunah hai?"

Uske dil mein ye sawaal teer ki tarah dhansate ja rahe the.

Par kahin na kahin, uske dil mein ab bhi khaalipan tha — ek adhoori si chah.
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### Ek Maa Ka Dard

Us darawne sapne mein, jo usne dekha tha,
Sabse zyada use Raj ka chehra pareshan kar raha tha.
Sakshi ko ab bhi yaad tha ki sapne mein woh Raj se kaise judi thi.

Usne sapna dekha tha —
Raj uski care kar raha tha, uska sahara ban raha tha...
Woh use dekh rahi thi, use chhoo rahi thi, use apna rahi thi… yaar, woh sab kitna asli lag raha tha!
Aur us sapne mein woh Raj ki baahon mein sukoon dhoondh rahi thi.
Ekdam picture perfect, jaise ek ideal life phir bhi, woh jaanti thi ki yeh sab kuch bas ek bhram tha, ek darawni fantasy.

"Kaisa behuda sapna tha ye!"
"Magar... kyon laga jaise sab kuch asli tha?"

Par is bhram ne use ek nayi tarah ka dar de diya.
"Kya uske dil mein kahin chhupa hua woh ehsaas tha? Kahin uske man mein apne bete ke prati koi galat bhavna toh nahin thi?"

Nahin, woh jaanti thi ki nahin. Pakka nahin. Lekin phir bhi, woh woh khud se hi dar gai, us khayalmatra se hi kaanp uthi.

"Nahin!"
"Main aisi nahin hoon!"
"Raj mera beta hai... mera sab kuch."

Magar phir bhi, woh apne hi dar se kaanp rahi thi.
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### Amit Sir: Ek Nayi Aankh Se

Jab use yaad aaya ki aaj use school jaana hai,
Toh Amit Sir ka khayal aaya.
Magar is baar uske man mein dar nahin tha.
Sirf gussa tha — ek jalti hui aag!

"Haan, woh ghatiya hai. Woh wahi aadmi hai, jo ladkiyon ki izzat se khelta hai.
Ab main usse darungi nahin.
Ab agar usne koi harkat ki, toh main khadi ho jaungi — uske khilaaf, sabke saamne."

Uski aankhon mein ab himmat thi. Woh dar kar bhagne wali Sakshi nahin rahi. Ek nayi Sakshi thi.
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### Ek Nayi Shuruaat — Khud Se Dosti

Sakshi ne phir Neha aur Raj ko yaad kiya.

Neha ki woh masoom chehra, shararti muskaan...
Raj ki pyari baatein...
Sakshi ne apne bachchon ko yaad kiya. Neha ki shararti hansi, Raj ki masoomiyat bhari baatein.
"Mere liye duniya mein sabse keemati cheez ye dono hi hain.
Inka saath, inki khushi, inki hansi — yahi meri asli duniya hai.
Unhein koi nuksaan nahin pahunchna chahiye. Na toh shareerik roop se, na maansik roop se. Kabhi nahin!"

Usne khidki kholi,
Andar aati thandi hawa ne uske chehre ko chhua.
Maano zindagi khud uske paas laut aayi ho.

Woh uthi.
Apne kamre se bahar aayi.
Nahane chali gai.

Uska man saaf ho chuka tha.
Usne khud se waada kiya —
"Ab main khud ko waqt doongi.
Ab main apni zindagi ko dobara pyar karna seekhungi.
Ab kisi ke jhoothe jaal mein nahin fansungi."

Usne pakka thaan liya — "Main apni zindagi ko behtar banaungi. Main khud ko dhoondhungi. Apne aap ko samay doongi. Aur ab kisi ke bhi kisi bhi tarah ke 'mayaajaal' ya dhokhe mein nahin fansungi."

Woh uthi, apne kamre se bahar nikli.
Nahane chali gai.

Paani ki har boond ke saath,
Use laga jaise woh apne andar ki sari gandagi, dar, galatfahmiyan aur dard ko baha rahi thi.
Maano apne sare gunahon se aazad ho rahi ho.
Aur khud ko ek nayi shuruaat ke liye taiyaar karne lagi.

Kyuki aaj, woh ek nayi Sakshi thi.
Jo apne ateet se seekh chuki thi.
Jo apne bhavishya ke liye ladne wali thi.

Jisne dar ke saamne haar manne se inkar kar diya tha.
Jisne apne man ki gahrai mein utarkar khud ko samjha tha.
Jo ab apne dil ki awaaz sunne ke liye taiyaar thi.

Ab woh sirf Maa ya Teacher nahin thi.
Ab woh "Sakshi" thi.

Jise ab khud ke liye bhi jeena tha, khud ke liye bhi saans lena chahti thi. Bas, ab aur nahin!
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### Ghar Wapsi Aur Ek Ajeeb Si Chuppi

Scene: Shaam ka waqt… halki halki hawa… aur Sakshi apne kamre ki khidki ke paas baithi thi aur apne khayalon mein hi khoi hui thi…

Uski nazar saamne aasman par atak gayi thi… Suraj dheere-dheere dhal raha tha, theek waise hi jaise uska dil dheere-dheere khali ho raha tha.
Uski aankhein kahin door dekh rahi thhe… magar man mein toh wohi khayal… wohi uljhanein… aur sabse bada… woh sapna jo ab bhi uske dil ke kisi kone mein chubhta jaa raha tha.

Abhi-abhi toh us bhayanak sapne se nikli thi, aur khud ko bas sametne ki koshish kar rahi thi.
Woh baar-baar khud se lad rahi thi, par jitna rokti, utna hi woh sapna uski aankhon ke saamne laut aata.

Dil ko rahat toh thi ki woh sab sach nahi tha, par us ajeeb se khali-pan aur Raj wale hisse ki yaad use ab bhi pareshan kar rahi thi. Woh bas soche jaa rahi thi ki ab uski life kaisi hogi, kya woh sach mein badal paayegi,

Uske man mein lagataar sawal goonj rahe the — "Kya main sach mein badal sakti hoon? Kya sab kuch pehle jaisa ho sakta hai? Ya… kuch toot gaya hai hamesha ke liye?"
Woh apni hi soch mein doobti jaa rahi thi…

Dheere se usne apne dil par haath rakha — "Sab kuch toh theek hai phir bhi ye dil kyun bechain hai?"

Tabhi…
"Trin trin…"
Darwaze ki ghanti baji.

Aur usi pal —
"Mummy… hum aa gaye!" Raj ki awaaz sunte hi… Sakshi ke dil mein ek ajeeb si halchal si hui.

Sakshi (man mein): "Ye awaaz… ye toh jaise kisi ne dil par haath rakh diya ho…"

Uska chehra ek pal ke liye khil gaya, jo ab tak udasi mein dooba tha.
Ghar mein jo ajeeb sa sannata tha na, woh ekdam se toot gaya, mano ghar mein jaan aa gayi ho.

Woh tezi se kamre se nikli, par uske kadam anjaane mein Raj ki taraf khinch rahe the.

Sakshi ke chehre par ek pal ke liye jo khushi aayi na, woh aaj tak kabhi mehsoos nahi hui thi use. Jaise usne andar hi andar kahin muskura diya ho.
Aur pata hai kyun? Kyunki uski wajah Raj tha.

Usne jaldi se khud ko sambhala, woh kitchen se bahar nikli.
Neha bhi saath thi halki si smile deti hui… magar Sakshi ki nigahein toh bas Raj par hi jaakar tik gain.

Aaj use Raj ko dekhkar ek alag-sa sukoon mehsoos hua…
Uska chehra jaise keh raha ho — "Bas, ye aa gaya… ab sab theek hai."

Neha bhagkar usse lipat gayi — "Mummy! Kitni yaad aayi aapki!"

Sakshi ne use kas kar gale laga liya.
"Mujhe bhi meri gudiya…" par uska dil… ab bhi Raj ki taraf hi khincha jaa raha tha.

Phir uski nazar Raj par padi, wo first-eye-contact ufff

Sakshi usko dekh kar thoda sharma hi gayi thi, yaar. Ek pal ko, use khud par hi hansi aa gayi, 'Main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon bhala?'
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### Pehli Nazar (first-eye-contact): Pehli Nazar… Jo Dil Ki Dhadkanein Badha De

Raj bhi apni mummy ko hi dekh raha tha. Uske chehre par ek alag si chamak thi, jaise woh khush ho apni mummy ko dekhkar, par saath mein kuch aisa bhi… jise Sakshi samajh nahi paa rahi thi.

Jaise hi unki aankhein milin…
Sakshi ke dil ki dhadkanein ekdam tez ho gain…
Dhak-dhak-dhak…

Sakshi ka dil itni zor se dhadakne laga ki use laga, kahin Raj bhi na sun le.

Uske dimag mein ek pal ke liye woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya, woh jismein Raj tha, aur woh pyar, woh apna-pan, woh lamhe…, woh behad nazdeekiyan… sab kuch…
Uske dimaag mein woh sapna phir se ghoom gaya… woh sapna jismein Raj tha…

Usne turant khud ko jhatak diya, jaise koi gandi cheez chipak gayi ho.
“Dhat! Ye main kya soch rahi hoon! Apne bete se…?”

Uuse nahi pata kyun, par woh andar tak thodi si sharma gayi jaise koi teenager apni crush ko dekhkar sharmati hai na, bilkul waisa hi kuch feel hua use.

Par dil ki dhadkanein rukti hi nahi thhe.

Uska chehra halka gulabi ho gaya… usne jhat se nazrein neeche kar leen, jaise woh kuch bahut bada chupa rahi ho, kuch aisa jo use khud bhi nahi pata tha ki woh feel kar rahi hai.

Ye sab use bilkul ajeeb lag raha tha.
Man mein khud ko bura-bhala kehne lagi: 'Mujhe kya ho gaya hai? Main toh theek thi, main apni hi bete se kyun sharma rahi hoon yaar?' Usne man hi man khud ko buri tarah kosa.
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### Raj ki Aankhen aur ek Ankaha Dard

Tabhi Neha kitchen mein chali gayi, shayad paani peene.
Ab kamre mein bas do hi log the — Sakshi aur Raj.

Raj ne ek pal Sakshi ko yoon hi dekha…
Raj ye sab observe kar raha tha, aur usko kuch ajeeb lag raha tha.
Uske chehre par kuch thaka hua sa tha, kuch soch mein dooba sa…
Jaise man kahin aur bhatak raha ho.

Raj dheere se Sakshi ke paas aaya.
Uski aawaaz pehle se zyada soft ho gayi thi,
Thodi informal bhi, bilkul waise jaise koi apna bahut kareeb dost baat kare.

Raj ne halki si muskaan ke saath, dheere se uska haath chhua —
Bas halka sa, bahut normal tareeke se…
Magar Sakshi ke dil mein us touch ka ehsaas thodi der tak thehra reh gaya.

Raj ki aawaaz mein ek gahri fikr thi.

Raj (dheere se, halki muskaan ke saath): "Maa… sab theek hai na? Aap kuch khoi-khoi si lag rahi ho…"

Sakshi (thodi jhoothi muskaan ke saath): "Nahi, nahi beta... main bilkul theek hoon. Bas thodi neend nahi aai raat ko." Usne apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho.
Uski baat bhale hi saadhaaran thi, magar aawaaz mein wo gahrai thi…
Jo chhupane ki koshish kar rahi thi. Apni baat ko taal ne ki koshish ki, jaise kuch hua hi na ho. Wo nahi chahti thi ki Raj ko uske man ki uthal-puthal ka kuch bhi pata chale.

Raj (dheere se, uski aankhon mein dekhte hue): "Sirf neend kam hui hai? Ya kuch… aur bhi hai, jo dil par bhaari hai?"

Uska andaaz na toh zyada serious tha, na hi zyada playful —
Bas bahut soft, bahut caring…
Jaise koi bahut familiar, bahut kareeb insaan badi sahajta se pooch raha ho.

Sakshi ko uski ye saadgi bhari fikr thodi ajeeb si lagi…
Uske dil mein ek halki si lehar uthi…
Koi bahut subtle, bahut halka sa ehsaas…
Jise wo khud bhi theek se pehchan nahi paa rahi thi.

Par Raj toh apni mummy ko aankhein padhta tha, uski har baat bina kahe samajta tha like an ideal partner. Usne Sakshi ki aankhon se padhna shuru kiya. Uski aankhen apni mummy ki aankhon mein kuch dhoondh rahi theen – wo ankaha dard, wo akelapan, jo Sakshi mehsoos kar rahi thi, Raj ko apni mummy ki aankhon mein halka sa dikh raha tha, maano ek dhundh si ho. Use laga mummy andar se bahut pareshan hai.

Raj (aankhon mein halki teasing ke saath, magar serious bhi): "Mummy…
Mujhse chhupao mat.
Tum jaanti ho, main sab samajh jaata hoon."

Sakshi ne uski is playful baat par muskura diya…
Magar us muskaan ke peeche bhi kuch tha —
Ek halki si jhijhak…
Ek dheemi si halchal…

Sakshi ne phir taal ne ki koshish ki.
"Bilkul nahi… bas aise hi mood thoda low tha."

Raj ne apni ungaliya uski ungaliyo me fasa di aur halke se uska haath daba liya…

Ab uska andaaz aur bhi informal ho gaya, jaise koi dost bol raha ho.

Raj (softly, zara teasing tone mein, bahut casually): "Mummy, sach batao, kya baat hai? Aap aise kyun dikh rahi ho? Mujhe kuch theek nahi lag raha." Raj ne phir poocha, uski aawaaz mein sacchi fikr aur thoda zid bhi tha.

"Dekho Maa… Aaj mujhse kuch nahi chhupega. Agar tum nahi bataogi na, toh main bhi bhookha rahoonga aaj!" (Uski aankhon mein playful smile thi)

Sakshi (thoda hanste hue, magar dil andar tak pighalta hua): "Arre paagal hai kya! Aisi baatein koi karta hai?" (Uski hansi mein bhi thoda blush tha)

Sakshi ne phir taal diya. "Arre kuch nahi beta. Tu ja na, fresh ho ja. Thak gaya hoga bechara."

Raj ne Mummy ka haath mazbooti se pakda.
Raj (soft smile ke saath, aankhon mein seriousness):
"Nahi Mummy…
Aise nahi chalega.
Aap mujhse kuch chhupa rahi ho…
Mujhe sab pata chal jaata hai.
Batao na please. Mujhe achha nahi lag raha aapko aise dekhkar.
Mummy, sach-sach batao kya hua hai?
Maa… tumhe meri kasam hai …"
Uski aawaaz ab thodi aur deep, thodi si emotional ho gayi thi.

'Meri kasam hai' sunte hi Sakshi andar tak hil gayi. Usko bachhe sabse pyare the, khaaskar Raj, wo Sakshi ki duniya hi tha. Wo Raj ko kabhi jhooth nahi bolti thi. Uski aankhon mein aansoo aa gaye. Wo Raj ko kya batati? Ki usne kya sapna dekha tha? Ya wo akeli hai, aur use bhi pyaar ki zaroorat hai? Ye sab sunkar Raj kya sochega?

"Tumhe meri kasam hai" sunte hi Sakshi ki aankhen bheeg gayin…
Ye teen shabd Sakshi ke dil tak seedhe utar gaye. Uska dil bhar aaya…

Use pehli baar laga ki koi use itni sacchai se sunna chahta hai.

Wo masoom aankhon se wo Raj ko dekhti rahi…
Uski aankhon mein wahi masoom fikr, wahi saccha vishwas…

Ab usne Sakshi ka haath kas kar pakda, jaise keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na!'

Sakshi ke dil mein halki si bheeni si lehar uthi…
Koi gahri bechaini nahi thi, koi darr nahi tha…
Bas ek soft-sa ehsaas, ki aaj… uska beta uske dil ke bilkul kareeb baitha hai.

Uske haathon ki garmahat Sakshi ke haathon mein ab bhi thehri hui thi…
Bahut halke se usne apni palkon ko jhapkaya…

Aur dil ke kisi bahut soft, chhupe hue kone mein ek pehli masoom si baat uthi — "Ye Raj… aaj kuch alag-sa kyun lag raha hai?"
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Sakshi ka Confession — Pehli Baar Khud ko Kholna

Sakshi ne gahri saans li…
Bahut dheere se…
Jaise khud ko andar se thaam rahi ho.

Uski ungliyan Raj ke haath par halke se phisal gayin…
Koi heavy touch nahi, bas ek narm sa, almost anjaane mein hua sparsh…
Jo uske dil tak bahut softly pahunch gaya.

Wo bahut dheeme, kaanpti aawaaz mein boli:

Sakshi (dheere-dheere, tooti aawaaz mein): "Raj... beta..." Uski aawaaz gahri ho gayi, gale mein kuch atak sa gaya. Usne Raj ka haath sahlaya.

"Bas… yoon hi…
Kuch dinon se man thoda sa khaali sa lag raha tha kuch dinon se...…
Pata nahi kyun…
Aisa lagne laga tha jaise…
Koi ho jo mera bhi saath de…
Koi aisa, jo mujhe sach mein samajh sake…
Jo mujhe bina kuch bole bhi sun le…
Bas… itni si baat thi."

Uski aawaaz jaise khud ko bhi hairan kar rahi thi,
Kyunki usne ye baat shayad khud se bhi pehli baar itni sacchai se maani thi.

Uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage, dil ka sara dard jaise beh gaya.

Usne Amit Sir wale sapne ka zikr nahi kiya, na hi Raj wale hisse ka, par usne apne akelapan aur bhavnatmak zaroorat ko Raj ke saamne rakh diya. Uski aawaaz mein itni sacchai thi ki Raj sunkar thoda hairan hua, par turant hi uski aankhon mein apni Mummy ke liye pyaar aur support dikh raha tha, maano wo keh raha ho, 'Main hoon na, Mummy!'

Raj ne uski baat bahut dhyaan se suni… uski aankhen bheegne lageen…
Koi judgment nahi, koi sawaal nahi…
Bas sunna… bahut dhyaan se, bahut softly.

Sakshi ki aankhen ab bheegi toh theen,
Magar unmein koi badi bechaini nahi thi,
Bas halka sa sukoon…
Ki usne apni baat keh di.

Raj ne bahut dheere se uske haath ko apne haathon mein aur kas kar thaam liya…

Raj (dheemi, bahut pyaari aawaaz mein, full bf-type care ke saath):
"Bas itni si baat? Mummy… tum paagal ho kya?
Main tumse bina kahe sab samajh jaata hun!
Tumhein akela kaun chhod sakta hai? Main hoon na… tumhara Raj!
Main toh har waqt tumhare paas hoon… ab kisi aur ki kya zaroorat?"

Tone: Jismein na koi awkwardness thi,
na koi boldness…
Bas woh soft playful aur caring thi
Jaise koi bf apni gf ko mana raha ho.

Uska tone itna gentle tha ki Sakshi ka dil phir se pighalne laga…
Uski aankhon se aansoo bah nikle.

Sakshi ne uski ye baatein suni,
Aur khud bhi thodi si muskura di…
Blush karne lagi…

"Tumhara Raj" sunke woh bahut khush ho gyi par usne ye khushi dikhayi nahi.

Uski aankhon se do boond aansoo bahut softly bah nikle…
Magar ye aansoo kisi dard ke nahi the,
Balki us pyare se bharose ki garmahat ke the,
Jo Raj ki baaton se uske dil tak utar rahi thi.

Raj ne turant Sakshi ko apni ore halke se kheench liya…
Use halke se gale lagaya… bahut casually, bina kisi hichak ke,
Bahut simple, bahut soft, bahut innocent hug… Bilkul aise jaise koi bf apne pareshan gf ko comfort karta hai.

Magar us hug mein aaj kuch aur bhi tha…
Ek softness
Jo nazar nahi aati, bas mehsoos hoti hai.

Uska woh hug…
Sakshi ke dil ke kisi naye kone ko bahut softly chhoo gaya.

Sakshi uske kandhe par sir rakhe rahi,
Uski aankhein ab bhi bheegi thin,
Magar ab dil mein ek ajeeb si mithas bhi thi…
Bahut dheere-dheere uske dil mein woh ehsaas utar raha tha,
Jaise koi anjani si first feeling thi,
Jo woh khud bhi theek se samajh nahi pa rahi thi.
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### Ek Hug… aur Sacche Sapno ki Shuruaat

Sakshi uski baahon mein thi…
Uski aankhein halke se bheeg gayi thin,
Par is baar woh aansoo kisi dard se nahi the…
Balki ek bahut soft sukoon ke the…
Jaise dil ke zakhm par kisi ne pyara marham laga diya ho.
Uske dil mein ab koi bharipan nahi tha.

Sakshi ne jab ye sab kaha na,
"Main bahut akeli mehsoos kar rahi thi, beta... koi ho jo mujhe samjhe,"

Toh uski awaaz aisi kaanp rahi thi, jaise woh andar se toot rahi ho.

Raj ne uski baat sunte hue…
Bahut gehrai se uski masoom aankhon mein dekha…
Uski aankhon mein halki si hairani bhi thi,
Magar usse bhi zyada usmein woh apnapan tha,
Woh masoom fikr…
Jo bina kuch kahe bhi bahut kuch keh deti hai.

Uska sparsh bahut halka, bahut sachcha tha…
Jismein koi jaldbazi nahi, koi dabao nahi…

Raj ne apna doosra haath bhi Sakshi ke haath par rakha, aur uske haathon ko pyar se dabaya. Uski awaaz mein ek ajeeb si narmi thi, jo Sakshi ne pehle kabhi nahi suni thi. "Mummy... tum akeli nahi ho. Bilkul nahi. Main hoon na" Usne apni Mummy ko kas kar gale laga liya.

Ek bete ka woh sahara, woh apnapan... Sakshi ko laga jaise use wahi chahiye tha. Woh kas kar Raj se lipat gayi, aur uski aankhon se aansoo behne lage. Is baar ye aansoo dard ke nahi the, balki ek ajeeb si rahat aur apnepan ke the.

Raj uske baalon mein bahut dheere se haath ferne laga…, jaise koi Mummy apne bachche ko shant karti hai na, bilkul waise hi.
Magar us harkat mein ek halki si intimacy bhi thi,

Uske haathon ki har harkat, Sakshi ke dil tak pahunch rahi thi.

Raj (dheeme se, soft whisper mein):
"Bas Maa… ab kuch mat socho.
Main hoon na… main hamesha tumhare saath hoon.
Tumhein ab kabhi kisi ki kami nahi mehsoos hogi… pakka."

Uski baaton mein itni sacchai thi ki Sakshi ko laga, kash koi aur hota jo use aise samajhta.

Uske lafz Sakshi ke dil ke har kone tak pahunch rahe the.

Uske haathon ki har narm harkat,
Uske dil mein kisi meethi si halchal paida kar rahi thi,
Jo shayad Sakshi ne kabhi pehle mehsoos nahi ki thi,
Woh bas chupchap uski baahon mein rahi,

Ek halki si dhadkan, ek halki si rahat…
Aur kahin andar bahut dheere-dheere panapti
Ek anjani si softness…

Sirf uski awaaz aur uske sparsh ko mehsoos karti rahi…
Uske haath, uska apnapan, sab kuch use aisa lag raha tha jaise woh kisi dream man ke kareeb hai.

Jise usne kabhi khud bhi theek se nahi chaha tha,
Magar aaj, us pal mein…
Sab kuch bahut natural sa lag raha tha.

Raj ne Sakshi ko dheere se khud se alag kiya. Sakshi ne apni aankhein poonchi.
Uske chehre par ek ajeeb si shanti thi, par saath hi man mein ek halki si uljhan bhi uthi thi, jo bahut soft thi, magar nazarandaaz nahi ki ja sakti thi.

Raj ka woh apnapan, woh narmi…
Woh sahara dena, woh pyar se sir sahlaana...
Yaar, ye sab bilkul waisa hi tha,
Jaisa us sapne mein tha.

Sakshi ka dil ek pal ke liye phir se thoda hichak gaya…
Uske andar ek pal ke liye phir se woh bhayank sapna yaad aya, woh jismein Raj tha.

Woh sapna yaad aate hi use sharm si aa gayi.
Usne turant nazrein jhuka lin,
Jaise khud se bhi kuch chupa rahi ho.

Sakshi ne Raj ki taraf dekha. Yaar, uske man mein chal raha tha,
"Main apni hi bete se aise kyon sharma rahi hoon?
Ye sab us sapne ki wajah se ho raha hai kya?
Ya phir… kuch aur bhi hai?"

Uuse khud par thoda gussa bhi aa raha tha, par woh kuch keh nahi pa rahi thi.
Raj ka har Touch, har baat use us sapne ki yaad dila raha tha, aur ye sab uske liye bahut unsettling tha.

Uska dil ab bhi softly dhadak raha tha…
Bahut dheere-dheere, magar bahut saaf…

Tahi peeche se Neha ki teasing awaaz aayi —

Neha (teasing tone mein): "Wah… ye bandar kisi pe itna pyar bhi lutata hai?
Mujhe to kabhi itna nahi mila!"

Raj ne Neha ki taraf ek calm muskaan ke saath dekha —

Raj: "Neha… Mummy aaj thodi si pareshan thin…
Main bas unka khayal rakh raha tha."
Uski awaaz mein ek subtle si maturity thi.

Neha hanste hue chali gayi, par Sakshi ab bhi dil thame baithi thi.

Sakshi ne jhat se aankhein poonchi…
Uska dil ab bhi dhadak raha tha… par chehre par halki muskaan thi.

Uska man ab khud se sawal karne laga —
"Kya ye wahi Raj hai? Ya ye wahi dream man hai jiski mujhe hamesha talash thi?"

Uska dil ye manne laga tha…
"Kahin main use sirf beta nahi, kuch aur bhi manne lagi hoon?"

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Neha apne kamre mein ja chuki thi,
aur Sakshi bhi apne kamre mein apne hi khyalon mein kahin khoi hui thi.

Raj apne kamre mein aaya,
darwaza band kiya…
aur apni purani diary nikal li —
wahi diary, jismein wo apne sabse gehre ehsaas likha karta tha.

Aaj uska dil kuch ajib sa bhara-bhara bhi.

Usne dheere se kalam uthai…
aur bas bina kuch soche, dil ki baat likhne laga—

Diary mein likha:

"Aaj Maa ne mujhe aise dekha…
jaise main koi ajnabi hoon.
Nazrein milin to laga jaise unki aankhon mein koi kahani chupi ho…
koi ankaha sa rishta…
jo shayad main bhi nahin samajh pa raha."

"Aaj unki pyari aankhon mein kuch to sawal tha…
Ek Anjaani Chah...
jaise wo khud bhi khud se chupa rahi ho
par mujhe ek pal aise laga...

Jaise wo koi MERI PICHLI ZINDAGI KA ADHURA KISSA... MERI ADHURI KAHANI...
YAA WO MERE PICHLE JANAM KA BICHDA PYAR, Jo Aaj Achanak Phir Se Samne Aa Gaya Ho."

"Shabdon ki zarurat nahin thi aaj…
sirf unki nazron ne hi sab kuch bol diya."

wo fir aage likhta hai, "UNSPOKEN LOVE IS SOMETIMES DEEPER THAN LOUD CONFESSIONS"

Diary likh kar wo kuch der tak yun hi baitha raha,
Raj ke aakhe ab bhi usi ek pal me atki hui thi -

wo pal, jab usne apne mummy ki aankhon me aisa kuch mehsoos kiya tha (wo pehla Eye-Contact ufff)
jo shayad usne pahle kabhi bhi nahi dekha tha.

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Kya kashish hai kahani me

 

[xoxo0781]

Nice and beautiful update....

Super🩵 ❤❤❤

Kya kashish hai kahani me

Thank you !!

 

[maakaloda]

Superb, kahani ka plot बहुत badiya hai

 

[xoxo0781]

Superb, kahani ka plot बहुत badiya hai

haan ji, thank you

 

[xoxo0781]

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Hai gonchi ki nigahon me wo saakh khatakti hai
Ek noor e nashe man hai
Ek khaaq nashe man hai
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Very nice update
Keep it up o

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