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Life main insan ko sabse jyada ek chiz satata hai oh hai akelapan. Insan jitna bhi kamyab kiun na ho akelapan usko ander se khuchh khalipan ka ehsas karata hai.
Logo aas paas rehke bhi insan bahut akele mehsus karta hai. Ese hi ek akelapan ka shikar main hua hoon. Main hoon Raghab . Mera umra 42 hai. Per mujhe koi dekh le to 27-28 saal ka young boy hi samjhega. Kiun ki main apni body ko achhe se maintain karke rakha hoon.
Main ek shadishuda admihoon. Bachpan se mera koi dost nehi ban paya kiun ki mere papa ka govt main noukri karte the to oh aksar transfer hote rehte hain.
Ese karke mera bachpan akelepan main gujar gaya. Mujhe padhai likhai main jyada dilchas nehi laga. Mujhe ander se akelepan satata raha. Socha college life main pakke dost ban jaenge. Main bachpan se ek chiz talasta raha ki kese masti karoon. Life ko enjoy karun. Koi mera best friend ho jo mere sath hamesa rahe.
per college main bhi jisko dost banaya oh sirf naam ke dost rahe. Sab apne life main moj karte the. Mujhe mera asli dost tab bhi nehi mila.
mera college khatam hote hi papa ne mere lie ek gents parlour aur uske sath joint main ek gents ke kapde ka dokan khol ke de diya. Hamare paas paison ka koi kami nehi tha . Per mere ander dost ki kami mehsus hota raha.
Phir achanak meri maa ki mout ho gayi. Papa ko gehra sadma laga tha. Papa aur maa ko pata tha ki mujhe dost ki kami sata raha hai. To maa ne jane se pehle uski pasand ki ek ladki se shadi karwane ka wada papa se lia tha. Unko lagta tha ki ager biwi life main aye to usse achha dost koi nehi hoga.
Mujhe bhi asa raha ki mera biwi bhi mera achha dost ban jaega. Oh parlour ke course khatam kari thi. Uska khud ka ek parlour tha hamare ghar ke aas paas.
Uski naam Shalini thi. Shalini ek bahut sunder susil aur naik ladki thi. Uske lie kaam sabse jyada maine rakhte hai. Oh hamare ghar se 7-8 ghar chhodke rehti thi.
Mere maa baap ne uski maa baap se baat karke rakhe the. Main bas janta tha per usse kabhi nehi mila tha. Shadi se pehle ham dono ne apas main baat chit karne lage.
Usne apni bare main batayi ki uska college main ek boyfriend tha. Jis se usko bahut pyar tha. Uske sath physical relationship bhi thi. Per usne cheat karlia. Tab se main sirf apne kaam pe dhyan dia hoon. Usne mere bare main poocha to main kaha ki bahut ladkiyan mujhe propose kie per mera kisipe dil nehi laga.
Mujhe shalini ki past ke bare main koi sikayat nehi tha. Aaj kaal ye aam baat hai. Mujhe sunita bahut achhi lagi. Kiun ki oh dil se bahut achhi thi. Bahut sunder thi. Sach kanhu to life main pehli baar koi ladki achhi lagi.
Mujhe laga ki ye mere bahut achhe dost ban sakti hai. Hamara shadi ho gaye. Shalini ne ghar ko ek jimedar patni ki tarah nibhai. Hamara sex life bahut achha tha. Per phir bhi mujhe dosti ki kamiyan khilne lagi.
Mera business bahut achha chal raha tha. Mere showroom ka profit bahut achha araha tha. Mere aur shalini ke pehle pyar ka ek chhota sa toufa mila. Mera beti Payel. Oh uski maa per gayi thi. Bahut cute thi. Ham dono ki ladli thi. Per ladki hone ki nate main uskesath achhe se ghul mil nehi pa raha tha. Uski do saal baad hamara ek beta janm hua. Usne meri jindegi ek dam badal ke rakh dia. Oh hubahoo mere sakal ki thi. Merw bachpan ki photo aur uski chehra ek dam mil jata tha. Jese main khudko paida kida hoon ese lag raha tha. Uska naam tha Lucky. Oh mere lie bahut lucky tha. Oh mere jiban main ate hi mere ander ki khusi ka sima nehi tha. Oh bachpan se ye jan gaya tha ki oh mera carbon copy banne wala hai.
Lucky aur main hamesa sath main rehte hai. Main usko leke bahut possesive rehta tha. Oh bhi mere sath rehne ki jid karta tha. Ham baap bete bahut enjoy kie hain. Oh hamesa mujhe achhe dost manta tha. Main koi conservative baap nehi tha bete se ek dam khul ke baat karta tha. Mera beta mere dost ki sari kami puri kar dia. Ab baap ka dost uska beta ban chuka tha.
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