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YE kahani hai Mumbai sheher me rehne wali Samreen ansari ki…..Samreen ki umar is waqt 32 saal hai or peshe se wo ek teacher hai…. Urdu me ladkiyon ko padhati hai….samreen ki shadi ko lagbhag 8-9 saal ho chuke hain…usne urdu me MA kiya hai or sath sath alima ka course bhee….. samreen ne love marriage ki thee Irfan ansari naam ke ek ladke se jo ke uska school time me classmate thaa….school time ki dosti pyar me badli or pyar shadi me….samreen ki family me uske husband ke ilava uski saas wahida jiski age lagbhag 55 saal ki hai or sasur altamash ansari jinki umar lagbhag 60 saal ki hai….iske ilava samreen ki ek nanad bhee thee jiska naam shifa thaa uski age 25 saal ki hai or 1 saal pehle hee uska nikaah hua hai Mumbai me he eek rayees business family me…uski arrange marriage hui hai….samreen ki family ek upper middle class family hai….uske husband ki income achhi khaasi hai…ghar me kisi cheez ki kami nahi hai siwaye ek cheez ke or wo hai aulaad….shadi ke 8-9 saal baad bhee samreen kabhi maa nahi ban payi….issi wajah se uske husband irfan ne bhee usme interest lena kum ker diya hai…aisa nahi hai k samreen ke ilava wo dusri aurato me interest le raha hai…..aaj bhee wo samreen se boht pyar karta hail akin pyar me wo garmi nahi rahi jo shadi ke pehle or shadi ke kuch saal baad tak rahi thee….kahin na kahin irfan ke mann me bhee baap na banne ka malaal thaa…lakin wo samreen ko is bare me kuch nahi kehta thaa….
Dekha jaaye malaal toh poori family ko hee thaa lakin sabse zyada that oh samreen ki saas wahida ko….wo shadi ke shuruwati saalo me baar baar kehti thee samreen ko k kab usko daadi banne ki khushkhabri suna rahi hai…..dheere dheere ye alfaz samreen ko chubhne lage….or wahida ki ye ilteja bhee taano me badalne lagi…. 4-5 baar toh alag alag doctors ko bhee dikhaya wahida ne samreen ko zidd karke….lakin her baar uski report positive aayi…lakin aksar dekhne ko milta hai saas apni bahu ko toh doctors se check karwati hain lakin apne bête ka koi check up nahi karwati taanki uski mardangi per koi sawaal na uttha paaye…male dominating societies me yahin problem hai…..
Saas ke taane sunker shuruwati dino me samreen kabhi kabhi roti toh kabhi apne husband ko batati…lakin husband usko toh pyar se chup karwata lakin apni ammi k saamne bolne ki himmat uski bhee nahi hoti….koi raasta na dekhker ab samreen ne bhee palat ker jawab dena shuru ker diya thaa apni saas ko or yahin wajah ghar me kabhi kabhi jhagdda hone laga….kayi baar irfan bhee samreen ko apni maa se oonchi awaaz me baat karne ke liye daant deta or un dono me bhee doori badhne lagi…halaki kuch din baad dono me sulah bhee ho jaati…lakin dono ki sex life almost khatam ho chuki thee….mahino beet jaate dono ko sex kiye hue….
Yahin lafde or jhaggdo ne samreen ke saubhav ko chidchida bana diya….mazhabi toh wo pehle hee thee…aise saubhav ne usse or zyada kattar mazhabi bana diya….urdu me wo girls ko padhati….or unke sath sakhti se pesh aati or aam tor tareeko ka sakhti se paalan karne ki taleem ladkiyon ko deti….gair mazhabi ladko se dosti toh door unse baat karne tak ko wo rokti…jisse boht saari student girls ne uska naam hitler baji bhee rakh diya thaa….kyunki young age me sexual feelings boys and girls me paida hona ye normal baat hai or itna hee nahi logo se milna unse dosti karna ye bhee normal baat hai….lakin samreen ke darr se jo koi ladkiyan ladko me interest bhee leti thee wo bhee darr ki wajah se apne armano ko daba ker rakhti….samreen ko andaza tha school ki konsi girl aise ladko me interest leti hain kyunki ek-do baar unhone apne school ki kuch girls ko laddko se hass hass ker baate karte dekha thaa…lakin samreen ki strict warning or unke ghar me shikayat na ho jaaye is darr se un girls ne bhee gair mazhabi ladko se raabta band ker diya thaa….jo kuch ladkiya raabta karti bhee thee toh boht zyada saavdhani se….or chup chupker……
School me padhane ke ilava samreen deen ki baate social media jaise facebook twitter wagerah per bhee post kiya karti thee…..uski posts me deen ki baato ke ilava gair yani gair or jews ke liye nafrat bhee dekhi ja sakti thee…jiski badolat hazaro ki ginti me social media per log usse follow karte the or kattar mazhabi log uski posts ki waah wahi bhee karte the….wahin kuch libera log usko mazhabi nafrat failane ke liye criticize bhee karte the…lakin un critics ko samreen hamesha muh tod jawab diya karti thee…..aise he eek baar samreen ne mob lynching per boht zyada nafrat bhari post ke khilaaf likh di facebook per….ussi din inbox me samreen ko aditya naam k ek ladke ka message aaya…..
Aditya- aakhir kyun aap gair se itni nafrat karti hain?? Kya milta hai aapko aisa karke??? Ek dusre me mazhabi nafrat paida karke???
Aditya- do galat milker ek sahi nahi bana sakte….aag ko aag se nahi bujhaya ja sakta….aisa karne se sirf khud ka daaman jalta hai….mohabat ke badle mohabat ho sakta hai deri se mille lakin nafrat ke badle nafrat instantly milti hai….aisi nafrat bhari posts karke logo ko uksa ker aap unhi ka nuksaan ker rahi hain…
Samreen- apna ye gyan apne pass rakho or kisi or ko jaaker sunao mujhe nahi….main tum ki chaalon ko achhi tarah se samajhti hu….
Aditya- main aisa nahi hu…or na hee kisi or political party ka supporter hu…main bass ek aam insaan hu jo aman or mohabat se jeeta hai or dusro ko bheee aman or mohabat se jeene ko kehta hai….
Samreen- achi tarah se samajhti hu main tumhe or tumhare ye gandhivaadi
Aditya- taaliya ek hath se nahi bajti madam…galat boht se logo ke sath hua hai k sath bhee or k sath bhee itihas padh lo….lakin baavjood iske maine kabhi
Samreen- dekha agar yahin case ulta hota toh ab tak tumhare
Adiya- main sirf pyar ker raha hu or kuch nahi…..meri mohabat usse thee or iske peech meri koi mazhabi conversion ki intention nahi thee….agar aisa hota toh wo jihad kehlata….or kaisa haraam kaisa halaal…..
Samreen- mujhe tumhari ye bakwas nahi sunni….jao kaam karo apna…
Aditya- sachayi hamesha kadwi hoti hai madam….sachayi se aap kab tak mooh mod ker rakhengi??? Kabhi toh choddker ek achha insane banne ki koshish karo….
Samreen- maine kaha na kaam karo apna…main hu and I am proud to be a …tumhari nasihat ki zarurat nahi hai mujhe….
Aditya- pata hai mujhe tum per gussa nahi taras aata hai….mujhe aisa lagta k jaise tum udaarho pareshan ho…tumhare ander boht sara gham boht saari frustration bhari hui hai….or wahin gussa gham or frustration tum apni nafrat bhari posts me nikaalti ho…..
Samreen is baat ko sunker hairaan thee k kaise koi ajnabee kaafir ladke ne itni asaani se uske dil ka haal jaan liya….jabki wo ladka usse jaanta tak nahi or na hee wo usse jaanti hai…lakin fir bhee wo strict rahi….
Samreen- kya bakwaas ker rahe ho tum…mujhe koi takleef nahi….apni ye wahiyat philosophy apne paas hee rakho…mujhe iski koi zarurat nahi….
Aditya- dekho…main nahi jaanta ke tumhe kya takleef hai…lakin kuch toh aisa hai jo tumhare dil me dard banke ghar karke baitha hai is baat ke liye main sure hu…warna kisi bhee insan ke dil me itni nafrat or berukhi ho hee nahi sakti…agar tum chaho toh ek dost ki tarah mujhse apni problem share ker sakti ho….dukh dard baanttne se kum hota hai or khushiyan baanttne se badhti hain…aage tumhari marzi….
Samreen- maine kaha na aisa kuch bhee nahi hai mujhe nahi baat karni tumse…..
Itna kehker samreen ne aditya ka id block ker diya….or phone ko bed per patak diya or uski aankhe nam hogyi….kuch der rone ke baad usne apna muh dhoyeya or ghar ke kaamo me lag gyi…raat ko uska husband irfan aaya or her roz ki tarah bina zyada baat kiye dinner karke so gya…jabki samreen ki aankho se neend poori tarah se gayab thee…wo aditya k bare me hee soch rahi thee….baar baar wo apni chatting padh rahi thee jo uski aditya k sath hui…fir na jaane usse kya hua usne aditya ko unblock ker diya…or dekha aditya abhi bhee online show ho raha thaa…tabhi uske inbox me aditya ka message aaya…
Aditya- kya baat hai meri kisi baat ka bura maan gyi kya??? Agar aisa hain toh uske liye I am really very sorry…main sirf tumhara dard baanttna chahta thaa…tumhe hurt karne ka mera koi irada nahi thaa…
Samreen- nahi its ok…no need to say sorry…
Aditya- lakin aap kis baat se naraaz ho gyi thee???
Samreen- wo main tumhe nahi bata sakti…
Aditya- theek hai jaisi aapki marzi…waise kahan rehti hain aap or kya karti hain???
Samreen- tumhe isse matlab???
Aditya- arre mohtarma relax..shant ho jayiye…aisa maine kya puch liya k aapa bp ek dum se high hogya??
Samreen- kuch nahi bass mujhe ajnabee logo se baat karne ki aadat nahi….
Aditya- agar aisa hota toh aap mujhe unblock nahi karti…or waise bhee jab take k dusre se baat na ho tab tak her insane ek dusre ke liye ajnabee hee toh hai…ek dusre se baat karke hee toh jaan pehchaan hoti hai
Samreen- kyun jaanna hai aapko mere bare me…
Aditya- kyunki main aapki pareshani door karke aapke dil me khushiyan bharker aapke chehre per smile laana chahta hu taanki aapke dil se saari nafrat nikal jaaye….or aap chah ker bhee dobara aisi nafrat bhari posts na ker paaye…
Samreen- aisa ho nahi sakta…
Aditya- ye toh waqt hee batayega k kya ho sakta hai kya nahi…lakin agar aap mujhse baat karengi toh kuch hadh tak aapka mann zaroor halka ho jayega ye baat ki gurantee hai…
Samreen- itna bharosa hain khud per??
Aditya- aazma ker dekh lijiye…acha ab batayiye kahan rehti hain aap???
Samreen- Mumbai thane k paas…
Aditya- ohhh nice main bhee Mumbai me rehta hu bandra me….kya karti hain aap professionally facebook posts ke ilava offcause…
Samreen- main married hu ghar ke kaam ke ilava teacher me girls ko padhati hu…
Aditya- ohhh that’s nice….kaafi strict teacher hongi aap I am sure boht darti hongi aapki students aapse…
Samreen- lol….tumhe kaise pata???
Aditya- guess kiya tha….hahaha…
Samreen- I must say kaafi close guess ker lete hain aap…waise kya karte hain aap???
Aditya- jee main business karta hu investments ka ….aapki family me kon kon hain??
Samreen- main mere husband or saas sasur…..or aapke???
Aditya- mere parents north india me rehte hain…main yahan akela rehta hu…
Samreen- aap married ho???
Aditya- nahi??? Aapki marriage kab hui??? Love marriage ki ya arrange??
Samreen- 8 saal pehle hui love marriage thee…or aapne shadi kyun nahi ki or kya naam hai aapki gf ka???
Aditya- gf ka naam nimra thaaa…
Samreen- tha matlab ab nahi hai??
Aditya- ab uski shadi ho chuki hai kisi or se….mazhabi nafrat ki wajah se humari shadi nahi ho payi…
Samreen- toh aisi mohabat karte hee kyun ho jisko anjam na diya ja sake…
Aditya- humne toh dil se mohabat ki thee kya pata thaa k mazhabo ki nafrat humari mohabat per haavi ho jayegi…waise ab bhee hum pyar karte hain ek dusre se…
Samreen- ohhh lakin ye toh gunah haina???
Aditya- zabardasti bina marzi k kisi ki shadi kisi se ker dena bhee toh gunah thaa na…
Samreen- but still ab wo married hai or aapko usko bhool ker aage badhna chahiye…or shadi ker leni chahiye….
Aditya- pata nahi….khair aap batao kya husband se pehle aapka koi hindu boyfriend nahi raha school ya college time me???
Samreen- hindu bf toh door main toh kisi hindu ladke se baat tak karna pasand nahi karti thee ab tak…aap pehle shaks ho jo gair hoker mujhse baat ker raha hai…
Aditya- aisa kyun???
Samreen- kyunki humare deen me haraam hai aisa karna??
Aditya- kitni ajeeb baat haina…gair mazhab ke logo se nafrat karna ek dusre ko mazhab ke naam per maarna kaatna halaal hai or dosti karna mohabat karna gair mazhabi se haraam hai…
Samreen- ab jo bhee hai aisa hee hai…or main mere mazhab ke khilaaf kuch nahi sun sakti… aman ka mazhab hai…
Aditya- bura laga toh sorry….lakin main her dharma k bare me keh raha hu sirf aap k bare me nahi….matlab ek dusre se nafrat her dharma ke log karte hain lakin mohabat haraam hai….
Samreen- jo bhee hai…jaisa bhee hai….mujhe kaboool hai…acha ab raat boht ho gyi hai subah mujhe school bhee jaana hai…fir kabhi raabta hoga….shabba khair…I mean good night
Aditya- good night boht acha laga baat karke…
Samreen- acha ab so jao….