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door ko todne ke liye to laaten marni padi thee. itni der me GP ko saavdhan hone me samay lag gaya tha.
mai room me enter hua toh GP ke hath me pistol tha.
GP-- oh to tum sab jaan gaye.. ab jaan hi gaye ho toh koi bhi chalaki karni ki koshish bhi mat karna.
main GP ke dusre hath me maujud ko fone ko dekh raha tha. jiski screen par mujhe madam likha dikhai de raha tha. call disconnect nahi hui thi.
si baar main dara nahi. dagmaga bhi nahi. GP ko dekh kar mai fone ko dekhne laga. madam bhi khamosh thi. uski awaz sunai nahi de rahi thi.
mujhe apne piche bhagte kadmo ki awaz sunaai di. main samjh gaya, pinki bhaag kar aa rahi ha. pinki dusre hi lamhe room ke andar thi..
woh GP ke paas pohnch ke mujhe dekhne lagi. uski ankhon mujhe khud ke liye ajnabi pann dihka.. itne dino tak jo chahat mujhe uski ankhon me apne liye dikhai de rahi thi. woh ghayab thi.
akki-- kasur tum dono ka nahi ha. kasur mera ha. main hi tum dono ko samjh nahi paya. main hi us kuttiya ki chaal ko samjh nahi paya. fir main cheekhta hua madam se bola.. sun rahi ha na tu kuttiya.. bohut bura hashar karunga main tera.. mere andar ki aag ko din ba din aur bhi bhadka kar tu khud ke liye bohut galat kar rahi ha. jis din tu mere shikanje me aai.. us din tera main woh haal karunga jo tu soch bhi nahi sakti. kahan ha meri aarti.. bol kuttiya ki bachhi.. kahan..ha..meri..aarti..
madam boli to uski awaz me aisi sanjeedgi thi. aisi darindgi thi. sunkar main dahal utha.. main badal gaya tha. trainning karke main aur bhi strong ban gaya tha. meri awaz me bhi badlao aa gaya tha. par madam ki awaz ka mukabla main nahi kar saka. jitna main chillaya tha. jitni ghan garaj meri awaz me thi. usse kahin badh kar ghanh garaj madam ki awaz me thi..
madam-- bohut par nikalne lage han tere.. par mat bhul teri rani mere paas ha. mat bhul main uske sath kuchh bhi kar sakti hon. mat bhul tu is baar meri nazron se ojhal nahi ho sakta. mat bhul ab tu kuchh bhi apni marzi se nahi kar sakta ha. mat bhul tu teri zindagi ab bhi meri ha.. jo na pehle kabhi teri thi. na ab ha aur na hi kabhi teri hogi.. tujhe wahin banna hoga, jo main chahungi. wahi karega jo meri marzi hogi. nahi karega toh tu soch bhi nahi sakta tera aur tere chahne walun ka anjaam kya hoga.
madam aise andaz me ruk ruk kar bol rahi thi.. mobile se uski awaz itni bhi zayada nahi thi. fir bhi ek ek shabd saaf sunaai de raha tha. madam ki thitharti awaz sunkar mujhe apni reerh ki haddi me sansanahat si daudti hui mehsus hone lagi..
sach kaha tha madam ne.. aarti ki surat madam ke paas meri bohut badi kamzori thi. madam mere sath sath aarti aur mere chahne walun ke sath kuchh bhi kar sakti thi..
aise toh nahi main umar bhar ke liye madam ka ghulam bankar rah sakta tha. mujhe kuchh aisa karna hoga, jisse main hamesha ke liye madam ki nazron se ojhal ho sakun.. madam se door rahte hue ek bar main aarti ko madam ke chungal se azaad karwa lun. fir madam se bhi nipta ja sakta tha.
ab aisa hi koi khel khelna tha mujhe.. madam khamosh hokar mere reaction ka wait kar rahi thi. madam bol ke khamosh hui toh main madam ki baton par vicharon me pad gaya tha.
ab mujhe chalaki se kaam lena tha. uske liye mujhe kuchh toh karna hi tha.. isliye main madam ki baten sunkar jaise haare hue insan ke jaise khud ko dheela chhod gaya. mere chahre par bhi aise bhav aa gaye the.. jis se sabko lage keh main haar gaya hon.
madam ki manne ke siva mere paas koi chara na raha ho..
akki-- mujhe kya karna hoga.. mere expressions mere shabdo se, mere andaz se zahir hue toh madam hasne lagi..
pinki aur GP dono normal rahe. madam ke aage to woh jaise adna ghulam the.
madam-- good.. aise hi dekhne ki tamanna thi mere dil ko..
pinki aur GP bhi dheele pad gaye the. GP ka pistol wala hath niche latak raha tha.
main sust khada hua tha. tirchi nigahun se mai GP aur pinki ko bhi dekh raha tha. meri nazar GP ke pistol par zayada thi.
madam-- jald hi tujhe bata dia jaayega.. aage tujhe kya karna ha.. GP, pinki isss------- madam aage bol paati..
usse pehle hi main apni jaga se uchhla aur GP tak ja pohncha. GP bada active banda nikla.. main uske pistol wale hand par kick maarne hi wala tha. usne apna hath side kr liya.. pinki satark nahi thi. woh mujhe rokti ya kuchh karti main GP ko ek kick maar chuka tha..
pistol pehle jo uske hath par kick na lagne ke kaaran girne se bach gaya tha. dusri kick jo maine ghum kar maari thi. GP bhi gira aur uske hath se pistol bhi nikal kar kahin ja gira..
pinki cheekhti hui meri aur palti aur kicks mukkon ke sath mera mukabla karne lagi. pinki meri fighting me meri teacher bhi thi. fir bhi main kam nahi tha. aarti ko pane ke liye, madam se bhid jane ke liye main badi speed ke sath trainning me aage badh gaya tha.
ek time par pinki meri aur hui toh main kalabazi khate hue GP ke seene par ek kick maar gaya tha..
GP aur pinki dono cheekh pade the. pinki ko zayada ghussa aaya tha.. fir pinki aur main ek dusre se ladne lage..
isi beech mujhe pinki ki ek kick seene par lagi toh main room me maujud bed ke dusri or ja gira..
foran hi main uth kar khada hua toh dekh kar heran rah gaya. room me pinki aur GP dono nahi the..
ye dono kahan gaye.. main heran hoke khud se bolne laga.. fir main room se nikla aur dono ko find karne laga..
dono mujhe puri kothi me kahin nahi dikhe.. main basement me bhi gaya. wahan bhi dono mujhe nahi mile..
main firse upar first floor par aa gaya. ab jald se jald main is kothi se nikal jana chahta tha. main aisa kuchh soch hi raha tha.
madam ki awaz jaise puri kothi me sunaai dene lagi-- akki.. baghawat karne walun ka anjaam bohut bura hua karta ha. tere sath bhi bohut bura hoga.. itna bura tu soch bhi nahi sakta.
madam ki baat sunkar main cheekhta hua bola..
akki-- saali kuttiya tu mere sath achha kiya hi kab ha. jabse is dunya me aaya hon, tere zulmo ka shikar hota aaya hon. ek ek din tere kaaran mujhe sisak sisak kar jeena pada ha. ek ek din mar mar kar jeena pada ha.. ab basssss bohut ho chuka.. ab se tera bhi bura samay shuru hone ja raha ha. soch main tere sath kya karunga.. zarur tere bhi kuchh chahne wale honge.. zarur tujhe bhi apnu ke dard par darz hota hoga. jitna dard tu de rahi ha mujhe.. tujhe bhi utne hi dard sahna hoga.. sun rahi ha na tu.. yaad rakh mere in shabdo ko.. yaaad rakhhh...
madam firse kuchh bolne lagi. par main uski baten sunne ke liye kothi me nahi ruka tha.. main kothi se bahar nikal pada.. ek aur tezi se main daudne laga.. is baar main madam ki nazron me nahi aana chahta tha. raat ka samay tha. madam ki nazron se door hone ke liye mujhe sahi samay mila tha.. agar pehle pata chal jata, GP aur pinki madam ke liye kaam kar rahe han. toh kisi bhi raat sukun se main nikal bhaagta..
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madam-- tum dono ka kaam khatam hua.. GP tumhare account me double toh pinki tumhare account me teen guna paisa transfer kar dia gaya.. bhule se bhi kabhi akki ko dikhna matt.. dikh gaye toh apna anjaam soch lena..
madam jahan thi. wahin woh fir kisi aur aur ko call milane lagi..
madam-- kahan ha woh is samay....theek ha.. uspar nazar banaye rakhna.. ab agla khel shuru karo...
itna bol kar usne fone kaat dia..
madam ghusse ki shiddat se pagal hone lagi.. rest chair par bethi hui woh badbadane lagi... akki tum soch bhi nahi sakte. main tumhare sath kya khel khelne wali hon... jitni aag main tumme dekhna chahti hon.. utni aag ne abhi tumhare andar janam nahi liya.. mera ab ka waar tujhe aatish fishan me badal kar rakh dega.. tujhe woh banna hoga.. jo main tujhe bane dekhna chahti hon. barson se jis samay ke intezar me thi.. woh samay ab door nahi... woh samay ab door nahi.. ab hoga mera asli khel.. ab hogi mere badle ki shuruaat.. dekh lungi ek ek ko. koi bhi nahi bach sakega mere hathu se.. koi bhi nahi.. ek ek ki zindagi narg se bhi badtar bana dungi.. ek ek ki...
