Update 2
Satyam, apne dil mein uth rahe toofan ko chhupate hue, terrace par apne doston ke paas pahuncha. Uske haathon mein ek whiskey ki bottle aur char glass the, jo usne chhupte-chhupate kitchen se uthaye the. Golu, Bittu, aur Vicky abhi bhi masti mein doobe the, lekin jaise hi unhone Satyam ko dekha, teeno ke chehre khil gaye.
“Arre, hero! Laya kya?” Golu ne poochha, aankhon mein chamak liye.
Satyam ne ek halki si muskaan di aur bottle unke saamne rakhi. “Haan, lekin dhyan se, koi shor mat machana. Maa neeche hai, aur agar unhone sun liya toh meri band baj jayegi.”
Vicky ne bottle uthayi aur ek glass mein whiskey daali. “Arre, tension mat le, Satyam. Hum toh bade silent drinkers hain. Hai na, Bittu?”
Bittu, jo thoda nervous tha, ne sar hila diya. “Haan, bas thodi si, main zyada nahi peeta.”
Satyam ne glasses unke haathon mein thama diye aur bola, “Lo, pee lo. Main nahi peeta, tum log enjoy karo.”
Golu ne ek bhaari sip liya aur maza lete hue bola, “Arre, Satyam, tu kya sirf paani peeta hai? Thodi si try kar na, maza aayega!” is baat par sab has diye
Satyam ne sar hila diya, “Nahi, yaar. Mujhe yeh sab pasand nahi. Tum log piyo, main yahin hoon.” Wo ek kone mein baith gaya, apne doston ko dekhte hue, lekin uska dhyan kahin aur tha. Uske kaan mein abhi bhi unki baatein goonj rahi thi uski maa Nandini ke baare mein, uske roop ke baare mein, uske jism ke baare mein. Uske dil mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi, aur uska khada lund abhi bhi usse shanti nahi de raha tha.
Vicky ne ek aur sip liya aur bola, “Satyam, tu lucky hai, yaar. Teri mom toh... matlab, itni achchi party arrange ki hai.” Usne apni baat ko thoda sambhal liya, lekin uski aankhon mein wahi shararati chamak thi.
Satyam ne kuch nahi kaha, bas ek halka sa smile diya. Par andar hi andar, uska mann ek naye raste par chal pada tha ek rasta jo usne kabhi socha bhi nahi tha.
Bittu bhi halka sa sip lete hue bola, "sach me yaar teri mom ekdam h... matlab beautiful hain aur caring bhi" woh kuch bolte bolte ruk gaya aur apni baat ko sambhalte hue bola
Tent ke neeche, Nandini, Vidya, Madhuri, aur Shilpa ek chhote se sofa set par baith kar chai ki chuski le rahi thi. Roshni ki jhalar unke chehron par ek alag hi noor daal rahi thi, aur hawa mein unki hasi aur baatein goonj rahi thi. Nandini abhi bhi thodi sharma rahi thi, lekin teeno auraton ki baatein usse dheere-dheere khulne par majboor kar rahi thi.
Vidya, apni style mein, thodi authoritative awaaz mein boli, “Nandini, main sach bolun? Tum jaisi aurat maine aaj tak nahi dekhi. Yeh roop, yeh adaa... tum toh kisi film star se kam nahi ho!”
Nandini ne sharma kar apna pallu thik kiya, “Arre, Vidya ji, aap bhi na... bas aap logon ka pyaar hai.”
Shilpa, jo sabse bold thi, ne apni chai ka cup table par rakha aur ek naughty si smile ke saath boli, “Pyar toh banta hai, Nandini. Par sach bolun? Tumhari yeh figure... matlab, koi bhi mard dekhe toh uska dil dhadakne lage. Gajodhar ji toh roz tum par fida hote honge, hai na?”
Nandini ka chehra ek pal ke liye laal ho gaya. Usne apni nazrein jhuka li aur halke se kaha, “Aap bhi na, Shilpa ji... aisi baatein.”
Madhuri, jo thodi shant thi, ne bhi ab baat mein hissa liya. “Arre, Nandini, sharmao mat. Hum sab auratein hain, humse kya chhupana? Sach bolna, Gajodhar ji tumhe kitna pamper karte hain? Matlab, bistar par bhi?” Usne aankh maar di, aur teeno auratein ek saath has padi.
Nandini ke dil mein ek chubhan si hui. Gajodhar ke saath uski zindagi mein pyaar toh tha, par wo sukh? Wo toh usne kabhi mehsoos hi nahi kiya tha. Usne baat ko ghumate hue kaha, “Bas, ji, wo bahut achche hain. Hamesha mera khayal rakhte hain.”
Shilpa ne apna sar hila diya aur thodi si serious hote hue kaha, “Nandini, suno. Hum sab auratein hain, hum samajhte hain. Pati achcha ho, yeh badi baat hai. Par aurat ka dil bhi toh kuch maangta hai, hai na? Tum bhi toh mehsoos karti hogi?”
Nandini ke hothon par ek halki si muskaan aayi, lekin uski aankhon mein ek gehri chhupi baat thi. “Haan, shayad... par main apne usoolon ke saath jeeti hoon, Shilpa ji.”
Vidya ne uska haath pakad liya aur boli, “Nandini, usool apni jagah, par khud ki khushi bhi toh zaroori hai. Tum itni sundar ho, itni jawan ho... apne liye bhi toh jeena chahiye.”
Madhuri ne baat ko aur spicy kar diya. “Haan, aur waise bhi, Nandini, tum jaisi aurat agar thodi si boldness dikha de, toh mard toh apne aap tumhare peeche chale aayenge. Socho, ek raat, thodi si wine, thodi si baatein, aur phir...” Usne apni baat adhuri chhod di aur sab hans diye
Nandini ka dil tezi se dhadak raha tha. Yeh baatein uske sanskaron ke khilaf thi, par uske jism mein ek ajeeb si garmi daud rahi thi. Usne chai ka cup pakda aur ek chhoti si chuski li, lekin uska dhyan kahin aur tha. Shayad pehli baar, usne apne dil ki pyaas ko mehsoos kiya ek aisi pyaas jo uske pativrata hone ke bawajood usse chhup nahi rahi thi.
Tent ke neeche dinner ka daur shuru hua. Lamba sa table khane se saja tha garma-garam biryani, butter chicken, paneer tikka, aur naan ke saath makkhan malai wali daal. Nandini, apni perfect hostess wali smile ke saath, har mehmaan ka khayal rakh rahi thi. Vidya, Madhuri, aur Shilpa apne-apne bete Golu, Bittu, aur Vicky ke saath table par baithe the, aur baatein ab thodi formal ho chuki thi. Satyam bhi apni maa ke paas tha, kabhi unka khana serve kar raha tha, kabhi doston ke saath mazaak kar raha tha. Par uski aankhon mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi, jo shayad sirf usi ko mehsoos ho rahi thi.
Golu, apna plate biryani se bharte hue, bola, “Aunty, yeh khana toh jannat hai! Aapke haathon mein jadoo hai.”
Nandini ne sharma kar kaha, “Bas, Golu beta, Tum log khush ho, yahi meri khushi hai.”
Vicky ne ek naughty si smile ke saath kaha, “Aunty, aapki har cheez mein jadoo hai. Khana bhi, aur...” Usne baat adhuri chhod di, aur Bittu ne jaldi se uski taraf dekha, jaise ke use chup karne ke liye bol raha ho.
Dinner ke baad, dheere-dheere mehmaan apne ghar jaane lage. Vidya ne Nandini ko gale lagaya aur bola, “Nandini, aaj dil khush kar diya tumne. Phir milenge, aur agli baar thodi aur baatein karenge, hai na?”
Shilpa ne apni bold style mein kaha, “Haan, Nandini, aur thodi si masti bhi! Tumhe apne andar ki sherni ko jagana padega.” Usne aankh maar di, aur Nandini bas sharma kar muskura di.
Madhuri ne bhi haath milaya aur kaha, “Tum bahut pyaari ho, Nandini. Apna khayal rakhna.”
Golu, Bittu, aur Vicky apni-apni moms ke saath apne ghar ke liye nikal gaye. Bittu ne Satyam ko ek jordar hug diya aur bola, “Yaar, tu lucky hai. Aisi mom kisi ke paas nahi.”
Satyam ne kuch nahi kaha, bas ek halka sa smile diya, lekin uske dil mein unki terrace wali baatein abhi bhi goonj rahi thi.
Jab sab mehmaan ja chuke, Nandini aur Satyam ne tent ke saaman ko thoda sa arrange kiya aur ghar ke andar aa gaye. Nandini thak chuki thi, par uske chehre par ek santushti thi, party achchi guzri thi, bhale hi Gajodhar na aa sake.
Satyam ne apni maa ko dekha aur bola, “Maa, aap thak gayi hongi. Jao, aaram karo. Main yeh sab baad mein sambhal lunga.”
Nandini ne apne bete ke gaal par haath rakha aur pyar se kaha, “Mera pyara beta kitna samajhdaar ho gaya hai. Theek hai, main sone chali jaati hoon. Tum bhi jaldi so jaana.”
Kuch der baad dono maa bete apne-apne kamron mein chale gaye, lekin dono ke dil aur dimag mein ek ajeeb si bechaini thi, jo unhe sone nahi de rahi thi.
Satyam apne bistar par leta tha, lekin neend usse koson door thi. Kamre ki ek chhoti si roshni mein, uska dhyan baar-baar terrace par suni baaton par ja raha tha. Golu ki awaaz “Satyam ki mom toh kya maal hai!” Vicky ka comment “Wo bed par kya qayamat dhaati hongi...” Bittu ka sharmila sa hasna. Satyam ka dil tezi se dhadak raha tha. Usne apni aankhein band ki, lekin uske dimaag mein Nandini ka roop ghoom raha tha uski maroon saree, uski lachakti kamar, uske bhare hue chuche jo pallu ke neeche bhi chhup nahi pa rahe the.
“Main yeh kya soch raha hoon?” Satyam ne khud se kaha, aur apna sar jhatka. Par uska jism uske dimaag se alag baat kar raha tha. Usne apni pant ki taraf dekha wahi khada lund, jo usko shanti nahi de raha tha. Usne ek lambi saans li aur apna phone uthaya, shayad kuch distraction ke liye. Par uska dhyan baar-baar apni maa par ja raha tha aur un baaton par, jo uske teeno doston ne kahi thi. Pehli baar, uske dil mein ek ajeeb si chahat jagi ek chahat jo galat thi, par itni mazedaar ki wo usse door nahi ja pa raha tha.
Nandini apne kamre mein bistar par leti thi, lekin uski aankhein khuli thi. Usne apni saree utaar di thi aur ab ek simple nighty pehni thi, jo uske curves ko aur bhi zyada highlight kar rahi thi. Kamre mein ek chhoti si table lamp jal rahi thi, aur uski roshni Nandini ke chehre par pad rahi thi. Uske dimaag mein Vidya, Madhuri, aur Shilpa ki baatein goonj rahi thi.Shilpa ki awaaz “Tum jaisi aurat agar thodi si boldness dikha de, toh mard toh apne aap tere peeche chale aayenge.” Vidya ka comment – “Apne liye bhi toh jeena chahiye.” Madhuri ka woh sawal “Wo thodi si aag, wo thodi si pyaas... tum bhi toh mehsoos karti hogi?”
Nandini ne apni aankhein band ki, lekin uska jism ek ajeeb si garmi se bhar raha tha. Usne apne haathon ko apne pet par rakha, aur dheere-dheere wo apni kamar tak gaye. Usne socha, “Main kya kar rahi hoon?” Par uska dil kah raha tha ki wo bhi ek aurat hai, aur uski bhi ichchhaayein hain. Kitne saalon se usne apni pyaas ko apne sanskaron ke neeche daba rakha tha, par aaj ki baatein uske andar ki sherni ko jaga rahi thi.
Usne apni nighty ke upar se apne chuche dabaye, aur ek halki si siski uske hothon se nikal gayi. “Gajodhar ji, aap kabhi samjhe hi nahi...” usne socha. Par uske dimaag mein ek aur khayal aaya Satyam, uske bete ka pyaar, uski care, uski woh muskaan. Nandini ne jaldi se apna sar jhatka. “Yeh kya soch rahi hoon main?” Usne apne aap ko sambhala, lekin uski aankhon mein ek nayi si chamak thi
Raat ke kareeb 1 baje, ghar ke darwaze par ek thokar si awaaz hui. Nandini, jo abhi bhi bistar par leti apne vicharon mein khoyi thi, chaunk kar uthi. Usne jaldi se apni nighty theek ki aur darwaza kholne ke liye bhaagi. Satyam bhi apne kamre se awaaz sun kar nikal aaya, uska chehra abhi bhi thodi bechaini se bhara tha.
Darwaze par Gajodhar khada tha, lekin uski halat dekhte hi ban rahi thi. Uske kapde thodi si gandagi se bhare the, aankhein laal, aur uske muh se sharab ki badboo aa rahi thi. Wo ladkhada raha tha, aur darwaze ka sahara le kar khada hua. “Nandini... main... aa gaya,” usne bhaari awaaz mein kaha, lekin uski awaaz mein ek thakan si thi.
Nandini ka dil toot gaya. Usne apne pati ko dekha, aur ek pal ke liye uske chehre par mayoosi chhayi. “Ji, aap theek toh hain?” usne pyar se poochha, lekin uski awaaz mein ek chhupa sa dard tha.
Satyam jaldi se aage badha aur apne papa ka haath pakad liya. “Papa, aap chaliye, main aapko room tak le jata hoon.” Usne apni maa ki taraf dekha, aur Nandini ne bhi Gajodhar ka doosra haath pakad liya. Dono milkar Gajodhar ko dheere-dheere bedroom tak le gaye. Gajodhar apne pairon ko ladkhadate hue chalta raha, aur beech-beech mein bolta, “Nandini, main... sorry... traffic... aur phir... thodi si drink...”
Nandini ne kuch nahi kaha, bas uske haath ko aur mazbooti se pakad liya. Satyam ne apne papa ko bistar par bithaya aur bola, “Maa, aap yahin raho, main paani lata hoon.” Wo jaldi se kitchen ki taraf chala gaya, lekin uska dil abhi bhi uske doston ki baaton mein uljha hua tha.
Nandini ne Gajodhar ke jooton ke lace kholne shuru kiye, aur phir uske coat ko utaarne lagi. Gajodhar abhi bhi nashe mein dooba tha, lekin jaise hi uski nazar Nandini par padi, uske chehre par ek alag si chamak aayi. Nandini ki nighty uske jism se chipki hui thi, uske 38DD ke chuche nighty ke upar se saaf dikh rahe the, aur uski 42 ki matke jaisi gaand jab wo jhuk kar kapde utaar rahi thi, toh Gajodhar ka dhyan us par tik gaya.
Satyam, apne papa ko bedroom mein sulane ke baad, kitchen ki taraf badha tha paani ka jug lene. Uske dil mein abhi bhi ek toofan uth raha tha apne doston ki terrace wali baatein, apni maa ka roop, aur un baaton se uske jism mein jagi woh ajeeb si garmi. Kitchen ke andhere mein, usne fridge khola aur ek thanda jug nikala. Usne ek glass mein paani dala, par jaise hi wo wapas bedroom ki taraf jane laga, uske kaan mein ek halki si awaaz aayi ek siski, ek bhaari saans, aur phir uske papa ki nasheeli awaaz.
“Nandini...” Gajodhar ne dheemi, bhaari awaaz mein kaha, “Tu... tu aaj itni sundar kyun lag rahi hai?” Uske haathon ne Nandini ki kamar ko chhune ki koshish ki, aur uski aankhon mein ek aag si dikhayi di.
Nandini ek pal ke liye ruki. Usne apne pati ki taraf dekha, aur uske dil mein ek toofan utha Lekin uski sharabi halat dekh kar uska dil phir se doob gaya. “Ji, aap aaram se let jaiye,” usne shant awaaz mein kaha, lekin Gajodhar ne uski baat nahi suni.
Satyam ka dil tezi se dhadakne laga. Usne jug table par rakha aur dheere-dheere jaise koi chhupa hua shikari, bedroom ke darwaze ki taraf badha. Darwaza thoda sa khula tha aur andar se table lamp ki halki roshni bahar aa rahi thi. Satyam ne apni saansein rok li aur chhupte hue darwaze ke paas khada ho gaya. Jo nazara usne dekha, uske jism mein bijli si daud gayi.
Gajodhar ne nashe ki halat mein Nandini ka haath pakad liya aur use apni taraf kheench liya. “Nandini, aaj meri anniversary hai... meri biwi ke saath...” Usne Nandini ko bistar par kheench liya, aur uske upar chadhne ki koshish ki. Nandini ke jism mein ek sihran daud gayi, na chahat ki, na pyar ki balki ek ajeeb si bechaini ki.
Gajodhar ka lund, jo pata nahi kitne saalon se sust pada tha, aaj uski biwi ke roop ko dekh kar khada ho gaya. Usne apni pant ka button kholne ki koshish ki, aur Nandini ke nighty ko upar uthane laga. “Nandini... tu meri hai... main tujhe...” Uske shabd nashe mein doobe the, aur uske haathon mein koi control nahi tha.
Nandini ne apne pati ko rokne ki koshish ki. “Ji, aap nashe mein hain... please, aaram kijiye.” Par Gajodhar ne uski ek na suni. Usne apna lund bahar nikala, jo thoda sa khada tha aur Nandini ki chut ke paas le gaya. Nandini ke jism mein ek garmi si daud gayi par uska dil ro raha tha yeh pyar nahi tha, yeh bas nashe ka josh tha.
Jaise hi Gajodhar ne apna lund Nandini ki chut mein daalne ki koshish ki uska jism ek pal ke liye akad gaya aur uska lund paani chhodne laga. Do hi pal mein, uska saara josh uske lund ke saath bahar nikal gaya aur woh Nandini ke upar hi behosh sa ho kar gir gaya. Nandini ka chehra shunya tha, na sukh, na dukh, bas ek khaali sa ehsaas.
Usne apne pati ko dheere se apne upar se hataya aur bistar par sulaya. Gajodhar ab gehri neend mein tha, uske muh se kharrate ki awaaz aa rahi thi. Nandini ke aankhon mein aansu nahi the, par uska dil itne saalon ki pyaas aur aaj ki naakaami ke saath toot chuka tha. Usne apni nighty theek ki aur bathroom ki taraf badhi.
Satyam ka dil abhi bhi tezi se dhadak raha tha. Usne jo dekha, usne uske dimaag mein ek nayi aag laga di thi. Uski maa, jise wo hamesha apne sanskaron ki devi samajhta tha, aaj uske saamne ek aurat thi, ek aisi aurat jiski pyaas uske papa poori nahi kar sake. Satyam ka jism garmi se bhar gaya, par uska dil sharam aur chahat ke beech jhool raha tha. Usne apne aap ko sambhala, jug uthaya, aur chupke se apne kamre ki taraf chala gaya, jaise kuch dekha hi na ho. Par uski aankhon mein ek nayi chamak thi, ek aisi chamak jo uske andar ke shaitaan ko jaga rahi thi.
Bathroom mein, Nandini ne shower khola aur apne jism ko saaf kiya. Paani uske gore jism par gir raha tha, uske chuche , kamar aur gaand ko chhoo raha tha, par uske dil mein koi sukh nahi tha. Usne apne aap ko aaine mein dekha 40 saal ki umar, itna roop, itni sundarta, par kya uska jism sirf uske sanskaron ke liye bana tha? Usne ek lambi saans li aur bathroom se bahar aayi.
Kamre mein, usne apni almari kholi aur ek chhoti si dabbi nikali contraceptive pills ki, usne ek goli paani ke saath nigal li. Phir wo bistar par let gayi, Gajodhar ke kharraton ke saath usne apni aankhein band ki, par neend abhi bhi usse door thi. Uske dimaag mein Vidya, Madhuri, aur Shilpa ki baatein goonj rahi thi “Apne liye bhi jeena chahiye...” Uske dil mein ek nayi si chingaari jal rahi thi, jo shayad uske pativrata jeevan ko hamesha ke liye badal deti.